PozToxVersPig

I'm in to it. I've been a responsible gun owner for many decades. I know how to clear a chamber and make sure no one is shot. Also done a couple of break in scenes where the gun is a fuck toy and has been cleared. I wouldn't say it's for everyone but it can be hot.

I haven't been to Cumunion in Colorado Springs for a bit. I remember staying at a hotel where a bunch of other guys attending Cumunion were also staying overnight and it ended up being a pretty awesome experience through the night and the next morning. Trying to plan ahead - is there any particular hotel that folks are choosing who are traveling down (since we sadly have no bathhouses in Denver anymore)? Event details here.

I think there are a couple ways I split this up from most scandalous to .... not scandalous. There's an episode of Sex and the City where they talk about Sex and Money being stand ins for power and so it's all about an exchange. Sex for "supplies" - I never implicitly fucked or got fucked in exchange for supplies. THAT SAID, I've fucked and been fucked in multiple environments where supplies were exchanged, and sex also occurred, and the supplies were "on the house." In most situations, I was already trying to acquire the supplies, so this was like a bonus and honestly, I have no memories of bad sex in these situations. This is scandalous, but it makes my dick the hardest. There's something about being a pig and giving up your body for a high....not always, but sometimes. 🙂 Sex for money, money for sex - I'll state absolutely that I think sex work is a profession and there is no shame in it. Sex makes people happy and also releases stress and anxiety. I have never taken money to provide any type of sexual activity, nor have I been offered honestly. Sex for a level up - I struggled about what to call this. When I was 22, I dated an executive whose bank account still allows him to live still off of his interest to this day. He was fun smart and interesting, and we got along fine, but I had no attraction to him whatsoever. He needed arm candy who could present well, carry on a conversation, and was intelligent (me). The exchange was - I went to fabulous restaurants and on fabulous vacations, events no one could get in to, galas, I was given clothes and a bunch of stuff I could never afford fresh out of college at 22. I drove sports cars and expensive SUVs. For this, I passionately pretended to have sex with him once a week. I only commented on this because just tonight chatting with a buddy who was struggling to get from point A to point B and was hanging with his plug, I said, "just tell him I'll let him do whatever he wants to me if he just gets you where you need to go." LOL

I've asked myself this question a million times. Last year, I actually created a spreadsheet trying to mathematically calculate during different periods of my life how many guys I had fucked or been fucked by. Every way I looked at it seemed wrong, either too low or too high. Some periods I was taking 10 loads a week, other periods it was a relationship, other periods I was just less active. My number is in the thousands for sure...but if this were Price Is Right and I had to say it was 3000 versus 12000 I wouldn't be able to land on a number. It's a lot. I made a joke with my buddy the other day thinking about the number that regardless of the number, I maybe know less than 1% of their names (and by name I mean they are programed in my phone as something like "SCREENNAME sex party sept 2013." Because I like anon fucking, those I could recognize on the street....hell, fuck if I know. Actual guys that I've fucked with that I can name with a real name....maybe 15.

One of the hottest moments was getting bred in the dark room at a cumunion and the dude telling me he was giving me a toxic load..........i got five dicks in me immediately afterward.

One of the best stories on this site. I've blowing so many loads to it. It should be a movie.

Been there done it love it. Made some bottoms subs do it to.

@xtc303den you provide the most interesting and informative posts! Your knowledge of some of the history of Denver far exceeds my own and I was reading your post about the four bathhouses enthralled! Thank you for sharing all of that. CCC sounds a lot like Club Z in Seattle which was one of my favorites (in the best and worst ways 🙂 ). Beyond Buddies, which honestly is a trek for anyone in Denver, I agree it is really ridiculous that Denver has ZERO bathhouses. I also don't know of the legal/licensing/zoning of such establishments and the requirements, but if most other metropolitan cities of any size have one, we should too. Maybe we should start a gofundme LOL! 🙂

Now that I've returned from my long weekend of hanging out with 2 lifelong heterosexual couple friends and going to Taylor Swift - I did end up telling a slightly sanitized version of this story to my two heterosexual couple friends I've known 25+ years - they are less spicy now with kids and what not but still the cool type of heteros, whereas I'm newly single after 10 years so a LOT of spicy stories. I made the mistake of passing my phone to one of my friends - I thought I had quarantined all the photos/vids that autodownload from telegram chats, but turns out I hadn't so it wasn't too long before they were scrolling through screens like this. So then everyone wanted to know what post divorce life was like, so I told a bunch of stories of what I've been up to lately. So then I got to the Alex memory trip story... At several points, both of the women would say things like "damn, I wanna be Alex!" (as a couple of you have...) but at the end of me telling them what happened and quickly flashing the pictures at them, my buddy R who I've known the longest of all of them said, "I'm totally the Verbal Guy (of the three guys) and ya know, anal is great with L (his wife - who laughed at the comment). No lie though, I have massive FOMO so fuck it, Alex it is! One more thing for the bucket list." (If you knew R, you'd know this will not ever happen!) We all cracked up, I spilled my drink laughing so hard, and L his wife looks at him and said, "There's not a chance in hell you could take that much dick." 🙂

I commented on this a while back (Are you living a double life? - my reply) and part of the discussion here makes me think of my response to that thread. Do I wish that my "alt-life" and my professional and family life could be completely connected and without barriers? Absolutely. Do I hope for a more sexual and societal progressive future where less things are NOT in the shadows and more are accepted? Totally. I have noticed attitudes towards things change even in the past decade. Prior to prep, talking about barebacking was very much considered "in the shadows" or [banned word] or whatever - now it's become more mainstream, at least in our community. So why does this matter here? For better or worse, right now, we are engaging in and talking openly about a variety of things that, depending on where you live, may be against current law or policy. Certainly if tied to our real identities may mean some embarrassment or forced coming out at best; substantial other professional/personal consequences at worst. And what is and is not legal changes - as we just saw when several states had to be cut off from access. Moderation gets us some protection to be able to open up, within a walled garden, that if not monitored at moderated at all would become the dark-web and not somewhere I'd necessarily a) want to participate or b) feel comfortable sharing in or c) enjoy because without any parameters you pass in to some areas that I am not currently comfortable going. So I accept the moderation and I think @rawTOP and others are being open and communicative about the standards of conduct, and perhaps with a few tweaks (like an appeal process) people might feel more comfortable. But I accept the moderation here because otherwise, I simply wouldn't have a forum like this. So Admins - thanks for all you do!

I have not and I don't know anyone personally that has, just a few folks I have chatted with. It looks solid, but the commute is so far from Denver and I have no idea what the crowd is like or on which nights. The thing I've contemplated is going for Cumunion since it's sponsored to test the waters. All the bathhouses are gone. Check out this thread about Glory Holes in Denver. It's the closest we have to anything in Denver these days 😞

"Cumdump" is a mentality, IMHO. Are high volume high quantity bottoms cumdumps? Sure, but I don't think this is the only qualifier. These things matter as evidence, but the reality is not everyone has access to the amount of dick they might like (because gays are strangely hard to hook up with, or they live a certain type of place, whatever), but still are cumdumps. The mentality is - am i obsessed with getting fucked and taking loads, from anyone, anywhere, at anytime no matter what? If you find yourself saying yes to the bold and don't qualify or restrict it with "but" statements or requirements, then you're more a cumdump than not. If your instinctually throw up roadblocks and/or if it doesn't really occupy a space in your thoughts, you're probably less so. Maybe it's not a yes or no, but rather a "on the scale of 1 to 100" type thing. Do you have to be no-loads-refused? This is definitely a cumdump trait but I don't think absolutely required. But if you have a list of "things" that are required to fuck (age, body, race, position, appearance, whatever) you're probably less a cumdump. I really go nuts when chasers, as an example,say they are total sluts and want to be poz and can't wait to be complete cumdumps, and then go on and on about exactly who they will and will not have sex with and where and when they will or will not have sex. One guy once told me he'd only have sex with someone he had a drink with first. Not a cumdump. While you're at it, though, can we add some additional terms that have unclear definitions: TOXIC - is this just HIV positive or does it mean HIV positive with HVL so likely to convert? WHORE/WHORING - I learned recently to some that this means something with direct monetary value must be exchanged for sex; others define simply as giving out sex with no restriction. I have thoughts - but will reserve for now.

Sweet Mary Jesus, I apologize for the egregious number of typos and other issues in Part 2 especially. The writing process for this was a bit strange - on Thursday I kept both pictures on my desk and as details or memories came up, I'd type them quickly in to a word document - sometimes just words, sometimes whole paragraphs, sometimes something like "Aaron's Pozzing Gang Bang". On Friday evening, I sat down with the document, and started to put things in order, regardless of the order I had remembered them in. I then started a new document and attempted to write everything I remembered from start to finish and did not edit myself at all, writing for approximately 1.5 hours straight - stream of consciousness style. The final first draft was 16 pages and close to 10K words and typed quickly with tons of spelling spacing and grammar issues typical for this writing technique. I did my best to pare things down, fix things along the way, used spell check and what not and still, this is what you get! 🙂 Anyway, it's a little tough to read so apologies. Still makes me hard.