Orionxxx
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Totally agree, and since I tan up quite easily, I make a point to stay out of the sun to be as pale as possible, love the dark/light contrast and of course BBC is overpowering.
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Super tight bottom here, this is great advice, would just reemphasize relubing often if the fucking continues for an extended period.
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Same. There wasn't some magical threshold when the pain stopped and bliss began: it just hurt like hell the entire time and left me very sore the next day. The entire experience made me feel degraded, but in a way my young self could never have really understood, the degradation itself became a thrill that I would actively seek out.
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That's what's striking to me in retrospect, how painful my first time was and yet how I returned for more almost immediately. The whole experience was just so intense, it's as if I needed to keep reliving it, pain and all
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As I've mentioned in other posts, I lost my cherry at 14 to my 16 year old best friend who lived next door. After first getting me to play with his cock and suck him to completion, he spent a few weeks getting me accustomed to the idea of being fucked: eating my ass, fingering me, and dry humping my crack. The first few times he actually tried to penetrate me, he went too hard and fast (no surprise) and I made him stop. Eventually, he made me take a few shots of his dad's whiskey, lubed his cock and my ass up with KY, and shoved his thick cock all the way up my butt. I think he probably wanted to be gentle but being 16 he went hard and fast, ignoring my yips of pain and blowing his load in a few minutes while I cried face down into the pillow. I went home with a sore leaking ass, feeling very weird about everything; but in a day or two, I was back over at his house getting fucked again in the basement playroom. He fucked me regularly for the remainder of summer vacation and though it became less painful with time, I never found the act itself pleasurable. Yet, at that impressionable age, my brain began associating my partner's need to penetrate me with my basic sexual identity, so that even the pain was intrinsic to sexual play and desire. To this day, though I have often topped (on request), my sexual self-concept is very much as a willing hole to be penetrated.
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When I was a kid I was always trying to find meeting spots like this (there were wooded areas in the old suburban area I grew up in). And while I did find some places with clear signs of gay sex, I was never able to actually run into man or men to make thorough use of my tight little body. It was SO frustrating!
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mmm, so true, BBC is literally mesmerizing and Big Black Balls produce such impressive loads.
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That's bascially where I'm at on rimming as well.
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With a good description of his new mental state in which the virus is fully in control, reducing the narrator to an eager vector for its spread.
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Likewise, love to watch some big butted bitch take a huge cock in her ass. Sometimes wish I were actually a hot woman so I could pull endless dick by simply clicking my fingers.
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I was a super shy and naive 14 year old Catholic school kid with a 16 year old best friend living next door. He was physically already quite mature (a very accomplished wrestler at 175). We were both only children and the summer before I started high school I would hang out at his house all day, often wrestling in his basement. One afternoon, after pinning me (as usual), he just pulled my dick out and started playing with it, I was totally confused but became hard very quickly, at which point he put my hand on his cock to return the favor. His cock was already hard and filled my hand. The whole thing felt scary but amazing; I knew it was wrong but didn't care. He soon guided my head down to kiss and lick his cock, and I eventually did my best to give him a blow job. That first time he only dry humped me, eventually blowing his load on my ass. I went home a bit freaked out but knowing I would do whatever he wanted to experience these feelings again. In the following days, he would finger and eat my pussy until I was ready to try taking his thick cock. The first few times, it hurt too much and I made him stop; but finally one afternoon, he gave me a few shots of his dad's whiskey, lubed up, and, ignoring my muffled cries of pain, deflowered me, lasting just a few minutes before shooting his load into me. For the rest of the summer break, he fucked me regularly and also basically trained me to see myself as a gay sub, though we never put it that way. My blossoming interest in girls vanished, totally eclipsed by the rush of serving his dick, and I basically functioned as his gf (on the downlow) for his remaining two years of high school. (He did pursue girls actively but would call me to come over whenever he needed real attention). Still remember his cock very fondly.
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I was introduced to rimming by my very first top/playmate at a tender age (he loved and demanded it) and I've adored rimming ever since. Playmate must be clean and preferably smooth. Pretty much have to be rimmed myself to bottom (seems to be partially physical (really relaxes my hole) and partially psychological (really puts me in the mood). Also find mutual rimming while 69ing super hot and the perfect way to recharge after an initial fuck session. Once kept going all night with a hot fem twink this way, culminating with the twink pounding my ass in what he told me was his first time topping, yay!
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mmm, tell me all about it when you're converted and fully enslaved by the virus, just starting to take raw loads and the sight of a biohazard tatt would have me bent over and begging for a load in a moment.
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I so need to feel that! Condoms have become such a total drag in every way: stop the action while my top puts it on, feel the condom rubbing me the wrong way, stopping again so my top can relube it, and worst of all, denying me the rush of feeling his sperm pumping into me, knowing that we're truly united in that eternal moment.
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You're right, I have insurance and I'm looking into getting the prescription now....Will do my best to hold off until I'm protected...I'm just so ready to feel the magic!
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Agree! A non-kissing, 'no making out guy' is a huge negative, hard pass.
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So I just posted my first BBRT ad and I'm finally ready to begin taking bb loads. It's taken me a very long time to fully accept my deep need to offer my ass to another man fully and completely, but I've come to recognize that I have to experience the thrill of feeling some stranger shoot his load deep into my hungry ass. Not currently on Prep but will probably start taking it, since I'm not really ready to be pozzed, however hot the idea of it has become. Anyway, I'm excited to be beginning this new chapter in my journey of gay self-discovery.
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Great post. I totally agree that progressive mental domination by a natural dominant (along with my concomitant demotion and regression) can be overwhelming, and I literally adore a Man who can do this to me.
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That's me in a nutshell, cheating is such an intense rush I can't deny myself the pleasure; best of all is to cheat with another cheater, so that both of us are putting our need for cock and cum above whatever vows or promises we've made to a wife or husband. Particularly love to send a married man home to wifey totally drained, full of new thoughts and eager for more.
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I absolutely love this story, from the theme that the virus is in control of the poz top's mind to the wonderful description of how the sub is in turn converted into an eager vessel for the virus. Would love a follow up detailing the now converted sub's subsequent life as a pozzed cum dump on a mission to spread the virus. When I do get pozzed, I want it to happen like this.
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Feel very much the same. Neg vers who wants that feeling of the virus in control, making me do things I've never done and converting others so that it can spread and take control of others
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Another locker room lunchtime quickie at work!
Orionxxx replied to PigBoyDallas's topic in Your Last Load...
Hot encounter to put it mildly...Made me realize that I want this too, exchange loads with a lover after other men have already filled us both up, fucking another slut as we both revel in our mutual sluttery! -
Where did you get (or give) your last load?
Orionxxx replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
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Great advice, having some element of cheating/secrecy makes taking a load SO much hotter! Honestly the only thing I miss about being married was the thrill of coming back to the marital home with a butt full of my secret lover's load.
