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Orionxxx

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  1. mmm, so true, BBC is literally mesmerizing and Big Black Balls produce such impressive loads.
  2. That's bascially where I'm at on rimming as well.
  3. With a good description of his new mental state in which the virus is fully in control, reducing the narrator to an eager vector for its spread.
  4. Likewise, love to watch some big butted bitch take a huge cock in her ass. Sometimes wish I were actually a hot woman so I could pull endless dick by simply clicking my fingers.
  5. I was a super shy and naive 14 year old Catholic school kid with a 16 year old best friend living next door. He was physically already quite mature (a very accomplished wrestler at 175). We were both only children and the summer before I started high school I would hang out at his house all day, often wrestling in his basement. One afternoon, after pinning me (as usual), he just pulled my dick out and started playing with it, I was totally confused but became hard very quickly, at which point he put my hand on his cock to return the favor. His cock was already hard and filled my hand. The whole thing felt scary but amazing; I knew it was wrong but didn't care. He soon guided my head down to kiss and lick his cock, and I eventually did my best to give him a blow job. That first time he only dry humped me, eventually blowing his load on my ass. I went home a bit freaked out but knowing I would do whatever he wanted to experience these feelings again. In the following days, he would finger and eat my pussy until I was ready to try taking his thick cock. The first few times, it hurt too much and I made him stop; but finally one afternoon, he gave me a few shots of his dad's whiskey, lubed up, and, ignoring my muffled cries of pain, deflowered me, lasting just a few minutes before shooting his load into me. For the rest of the summer break, he fucked me regularly and also basically trained me to see myself as a gay sub, though we never put it that way. My blossoming interest in girls vanished, totally eclipsed by the rush of serving his dick, and I basically functioned as his gf (on the downlow) for his remaining two years of high school. (He did pursue girls actively but would call me to come over whenever he needed real attention). Still remember his cock very fondly.
  6. I was introduced to rimming by my very first top/playmate at a tender age (he loved and demanded it) and I've adored rimming ever since. Playmate must be clean and preferably smooth. Pretty much have to be rimmed myself to bottom (seems to be partially physical (really relaxes my hole) and partially psychological (really puts me in the mood). Also find mutual rimming while 69ing super hot and the perfect way to recharge after an initial fuck session. Once kept going all night with a hot fem twink this way, culminating with the twink pounding my ass in what he told me was his first time topping, yay!
  7. mmm, tell me all about it when you're converted and fully enslaved by the virus, just starting to take raw loads and the sight of a biohazard tatt would have me bent over and begging for a load in a moment.
  8. I so need to feel that! Condoms have become such a total drag in every way: stop the action while my top puts it on, feel the condom rubbing me the wrong way, stopping again so my top can relube it, and worst of all, denying me the rush of feeling his sperm pumping into me, knowing that we're truly united in that eternal moment.
  9. You're right, I have insurance and I'm looking into getting the prescription now....Will do my best to hold off until I'm protected...I'm just so ready to feel the magic!
  10. Agree! A non-kissing, 'no making out guy' is a huge negative, hard pass.
  11. So I just posted my first BBRT ad and I'm finally ready to begin taking bb loads. It's taken me a very long time to fully accept my deep need to offer my ass to another man fully and completely, but I've come to recognize that I have to experience the thrill of feeling some stranger shoot his load deep into my hungry ass. Not currently on Prep but will probably start taking it, since I'm not really ready to be pozzed, however hot the idea of it has become. Anyway, I'm excited to be beginning this new chapter in my journey of gay self-discovery.
  12. Great post. I totally agree that progressive mental domination by a natural dominant (along with my concomitant demotion and regression) can be overwhelming, and I literally adore a Man who can do this to me.
  13. That's me in a nutshell, cheating is such an intense rush I can't deny myself the pleasure; best of all is to cheat with another cheater, so that both of us are putting our need for cock and cum above whatever vows or promises we've made to a wife or husband. Particularly love to send a married man home to wifey totally drained, full of new thoughts and eager for more.
  14. I absolutely love this story, from the theme that the virus is in control of the poz top's mind to the wonderful description of how the sub is in turn converted into an eager vessel for the virus. Would love a follow up detailing the now converted sub's subsequent life as a pozzed cum dump on a mission to spread the virus. When I do get pozzed, I want it to happen like this.
  15. Feel very much the same. Neg vers who wants that feeling of the virus in control, making me do things I've never done and converting others so that it can spread and take control of others
  16. Hot encounter to put it mildly...Made me realize that I want this too, exchange loads with a lover after other men have already filled us both up, fucking another slut as we both revel in our mutual sluttery!
  17. Live in Michigan and yes, it's almost unbelievable just how difficult it is to hook up here.
  18. Great advice, having some element of cheating/secrecy makes taking a load SO much hotter! Honestly the only thing I miss about being married was the thrill of coming back to the marital home with a butt full of my secret lover's load.
  19. Ha! I came across his book "the Sexual Outlaw" at 13 and was literally mesmerized! Also terribly frustrated since I had absolutely no way of easily finding cock to play with in my crumbling, staunchly Catholic Midwestern town.
  20. I was very much the same once I had been introduced to cock by a slightly older, sexually precocious neighborhood boy, and began to actively seek out older men to service, indicating my availability as best I could and frustrated when they didn't take things to the next level.
  21. Just got my latest load in a married professor's office (I work in a university). He's got a nice thick cock, which his wife was totally neglecting. I'm rather proud of this now on going connection since I've had to groom/prepare him for some time to accept both his very natural urges and his equally valid need for release. It's been a commitment of time and energy but he now seems addicted to being enthusiastically sucked and rimmed before bending me over his desk to fuck me raw. He's now at the point of actively arranging 'visits' and lying to wifey about 'working late'. I'm enjoying his descent into secret gay cheater and plan on taking him further down the path. Today, for the first time, I had him suck my cock (after getting him nice and horny and compliant) and I plan on training him to swallow my cum, rim my ass, and, ultimately, bend over to take my cock. I'm already putting the idea into his head that he should play with other cocks, with the goal of setting him free to be a gay cock slut like me. My final goal is to get him to the point where he goes along with the two of us servicing a big dick top: fingers crossed!
  22. The intense rush of cheating sex, returning home to marital domesticity after totally draining a tops balls, is the only thing I miss after divorcing.
  23. Totally agree, I love getting plowed in the marital bed while looking at the wholesome family pics and feeling my unfaithful lover's hard cock in my ass.
  24. I love how the emotional dynamic in this story is a product of the sexual dynamic: Daryl is overwhelmingly attracted to Brian's huge cock and when Brian shows that he's not only wonderfully endowed but can also fuck like a god, Daryl immediately transfers his emotional allegiance from nice guy Peter to big dick Brian. Twink Daryl is even ready to humiliate his clueless cuck bf to seal his transfer of loyalties, which Brian then confirms by dumping his POZ load in Daryl's ass. Daryl is thus fucked and taken on both an emotional and sexual level. The idea of romantic gay love dissolving like smoke when a bigger dick and better fucking comes along is one I can really identify with.
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