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For the record, I got severe food poisoning on Tuesday that put me in the hospital overnight. I ate at a place near my work in San Mateo and I thought the fish tasted funny, turns out my taste buds weren't lying. When you have never bottomed once in your life, don't have hemorrhoids and no history of GI issues but shit what looks to be a pint of blood, it's generally pretty bad.

Monday night is full. Going to the Warriors' game with a vendor and then found a slut that essentially wants me to rape him only it's consensual. Dry, rough, hard and leaving him in a puddle when I'm done. I'll probably shower the fucking slag with piss before I leave too. Tuesday is open at the moment. Wednesday I'm meeting up with an old friend that is coming down from Seattle for an unrelated event and he's got some boypussy that wants to be tag teamed by the two of us. My buddy is not on meds, has a VL in excess of 250k and said he's gonna start saving up as of Sunday so that his first load is not only copious but extra toxic, extra juicy and hopefully conversion worthy.

If you remember the US version of Queer as Folk, the popular club was called Babylon. That's actually a club on Church Street in downtown Toronto and goes by a different name. Anyways, it was a Thursday night, I was there w/ some buddies and this little slut kept coming around and rubbing his ass against my cock. I finally had enough and when he came back around and turned his back to me, I pulled his shorts down, spit on three fingers, rubbed his hole, spit on my cock and impaled him. We were against a back wall towards a corner. I had a beer in one hand, my hand on one of his hips and just drilled him for about 90 seconds before I popped. When done, I just zipped back up (I just pulled my cock out of my jeans), he pulled his whore shorts up and walked away. that was the one and only time. That said, I saw a lot of fucking going on in that club. A lot of fucking.

Let me add to this, I am extremely verbal and love to be somewhat degrading with my dirty talk. I love to refer to you as a cumpig, my little whore, talking about ruining your hole, etc. I also enjoy a smooth bottom with a hole that literally milks my cock. I'll have you fuck yourself by impaling your ass on my fuckmeat. Don't worry, I'll fuck you proper still but I like to have bottoms that work for my load as well. So just throwing that out there. And then of course for you extra slutty neg bottoms, I love very loud, verbal and direct pozzing talk.

I'll be on the Peninsula next week on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday night, staying at a hotel about 10 minutes south of SFO in San Mateo right off the Hayward Bridge. Will be looking for some hole to breed. So there are no misunderstandings, let me make some things clear: 1) I only fuck raw. This isn't up for debate. If we meet and you demand a condom you aren't getting fucked. In SF it's very easy to find another bottom. 2) I will not pull out. If you are letting me inside of you raw, you're getting my load raw as well. Again, this isn't up for debate. You consent the second I penetrate your hole. 3) I'm not your boyfriend nor do I want to be. I'm not a kissy / cuddly guy. I'll fuck you you, I'll fuck you right. I want you to enjoy it as well but I don't want to swap spit or make out or cuddle or what not after. Once I nut, I'm pretty much done with you. 4) I'm just about 8" in length with the girth closer to a half-dollar coin. If your hole can't relax to let me go in balls deep we probably shouldn't meet. 5) Obviously I'm poz but I don't serosort. If you are neg and enjoy barebacking with poz guys, move to the front of the line. I deleted my BBRT profile, just too time consuming and too many flakes. I can host or if you are within a reasonable distance, I can come to you but if I'm going to travel, I hope you are in South San Fran, the Peninsula or the upper part of the South Bay. I can pretty much promise you I won't travel to the North Bay or East Bay or anywhere south of San Jose and if I'm going that far south, your hole better be fucking epic.

I've never taken nor will I ever take a load. I'm 100% top. However the "load" that changed me was one I gave. I had just been diagnosed with HIV and was pretty low in the dumps. I was in a deep funk and was having a massive pity party. I figured my time with women was over, that nobody would want me, blah blah blah blah. I had a really close friend who just happened to be gay and he was the only person that really understood. He invited me out and we went to a gay bar in Toronto where I was working at the time off of Church street. Up to this point I had been 100% heterosexual. For the record I'm still not attracted to men, I just like fucking them because there's little to no effort involved and generally speaking (my current spate of luck aside) no commitment. It's just hi, wanna fuck, cum, leave. I digress, at this bar I get approached by a few guys but I give them the "i'm straight" bit which ironically makes them even more persistent. Fast forward a few hours and my friend comes back with a very fem looking twink to join us. I figured my buddy was going to hook up with the twink. Wrong. Twink was for me. At first I was like no, not gonna happen but I have this thing with vodka and marijuana in that I insanely love both way too much. Judgement slightly impaired, he had a nice ass and I figured in a dark room as long as he shut the fuck up I wouldn't know the difference. So we went back to my condo, turned out the lights and he sucked me for a bit. I was only getting semi hard but not full fledged (no, was not whiskey dicked). I dropped the HIV bomb when I had a moment of clarity and he told me he was poz friendly and at the time I had no fucking clue what that meant. Anyways, he started gagging himself on my cock and that got me going and he was talking about how wet his ass was and how bad he wanted me to fuck him. I told him his voice was killing my boner, picked him up, bent him over the couch, spit on my cock and on his asshole and started working on his hole. Treating him like a bitch, I was going gentle at first because I wasn't into pain. He finally told me to fuck him already and just shove it all in. Ok...so one big thrust, he gasped but then told me to go to town. I wouldn't call it a nice fuck. It was both furious because I hadn't fucked for 4 months, it was angry because I couldn't believe I was fucking a guy and it was intense because despite my HIV status, he didn't demand a scumbag. I blew really hard after about 5 minutes but just kept fucking and took another 20 minutes to dump a 2nd load in him. That fuck changed me. It made me realize that hole is hole regardless of who owns it. I came to realize that night that I could find some piggy bottom who just wanted a load of cum up his ass and he was happy. No need for a nice dinner. No need for flowers. No need for a ton of foreplay or reassurance. He was just a cum hungry slut that wanted my cock as deep as possible up his ass and then he wanted to go back to partying and maybe find another dude to fuck him. And the fact that there was a whole lot of other guys like him made it an easy decision. That and my HIV status didn't make the the pariah I thought I would be. So I fuck dudes now all because of that little twink slut that had a cute ass and for a moment acted like a little bitch for me. Now I use guys for selfish orgasms and cum dumps and my wife (who is neg, married 18+ months and yes she knows) for the more gentle / romance laden things although she's a filthy slut as well but that's a different story that none of you give a shit about.

I'm an elite controller and have 4 genetic "defects" or mutations that help me keep the virus under control w/o the use of pills. There is a ton of research in that field and I'm part of a study through the University of Colorado Health Sciences to better understand specifically the altered hemoglobin proteins that allow me to keep my HIV not only under control but otherwise completely suppressed. In the years since my infection, I've even had 2 tests come back as HIV- despite the string of tests that say otherwise. If they are to create a legitimate cure or vaccine, it'll like come via genetics as a leading outlet that gets turned into a non-genetic offering once they understand the mechanisms that give folks like me the ability to control the virus. My initial infection (which was from vaginal sex w/ an infected stripper while in Montreal) had my VL at 15k but over that first year it went down dramatically w/o med and other than a single blip two years ago when my VL was at 140, I've been UD since 8 months post-infection. However these studies need more controllers, both elite and regular, to build a better sample size and understanding at how we do what we do. And it is 100% genetics, no question about it but not all elite controllers have the hemoglobin proteins that I do and others do have the CCR5 receptors yet still keep the virus well in check. Sadly, many people classified as a controller are really LTNPs (long term non-progressives ) until the latent reservoirs literally explode and they go downhill fast. Anyways, if we want a legitimate cure, I would suspect it's coming from this crowd and the work being done there. Even a vaccine that has to be renewed every few years (much like tetanus or the yearly flu) would be better than nothing.

Why is the sky blue and grass green? If I want to feel like I'm fucking a trash bag I'd jerk off with my bin liners. Condoms are for pussies, literally and figuratively. I want to feel the smoothness of the first few inches of your ass and the texture deeper in. I want to glide in and out. I want to feel skin on skin. Most importantly, I want to seed and breed your hole. A scumbag gets in the way of all of that.

As a top, not that you asked, if it's too big it would bother me. Mainly because if you get too stretched out, I can't feel your hole when I'm pounding you. I prefer my sluts to be tight and be able to milk my cock, lots of friction to start and having to thurst a bit hard to go balls deep. I'm pretty sure keeping your hole stretched like that overnight is counterproductive. Then again, there's something sadistically fun about fist fucking some slutbox who has a hole that easily takes my entire hand past the wrist.

Honestly, I fucking hate pulling out. Sure, on occasion it's fun to watch my jizz spurt out onto bare flesh but to be blunt, I want to thrust deep and repeatedly when I'm getting my nut off. If whoever I'm fucking would rather me pull out, I'd rather find someone else who is going to be pushing back, making sure I get deeper, so that I can creampie whatever fuckhole I'm ravaging at the moment.

http://www.salon.com/2010/05/21/twincest/ Real life brothers in commercial (porn) films.

I like Eros but you gotta be fit to really have much of a chance in there. It's a fucking meat market galore when I go. A surprising number of jock / fratboy bottoms there. Only problem is there are condom nazis there at times. Thursday night shouldn't be too bad but then again, the amount of talent there will be less as well. The spas can be good but you'll have to cruise beforehand and then head over there. If you find the right group of tops, you can all share a spa together and just get bred over and over and over and over again while enjoying a warm soak. The heat enhances any "additives" you use during playtime as well. Pretty much anywhere in Castro, especially lower Castro, is going to be good. Throw a rock and you'll find somewhere to fuck and/or get laid.

Married chaser that my buddy and I tag teamed. Guy was a complete cumpig. His wife has no fucking clue what a slutty bottom he is. He drank straight from the tap, we pulled a double penetration on him and everything. I popped three rounds into his mancunt and my buddy planted 4 rounds into him. The stupid slut wanted more too despite the fact that his hole was wrecked.

I guess that is what it's called. Just has the broken Hollywood sign out front. Was a good time. Curious who the little chaser from here was. Not that I care too much. I enjoyed ruining his hole though.

I'm talking about anon fucks at spas, booths and clubs. I get it on CL, A4A and BBRT, you're gonna find a clingy guy. But if I give some slut the look in a dark room and he offers me his ass w/o so much as a hello, I sure as fuck don't want to cuddle and be all sweet after. That's what I'm referring to. I pride myself on giving my bottoms a good fuck, something they'll enjoy too. I'm not gonna make love to you but I'll fuck you properly and that's what has been going on. I get into a good mutually satisfying fuck and after he's all, "hey stud, what's your name, can I have your number, wanna hang out, etc". And this is at places popular for cruising and anon barebacking. I just don't get it.