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BarebackedBear

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  1. Damn right I feel masc as a bottom. Even when I'm with a Dominant top who's railing everything out of me but the sin. Even when I'm in bondage and totally under his control. There's nothing explicitly femme about taking a cock, and doing this is my choice to satisfy my need to be used. I'm still a man. And it takes a real man to not only endure hours of fucking, multiple cocks, multiple loads, getting rage pounded until your hole is raw and bruised and gaped, but crave it. Fuck yeah I'm a man, especially when I've got another man destroying my hole.
  2. Average Joe types with dadbods and an average dick will get me sprung all day, every day. I've never been into gym bunnies or the body builder types. And don't get me wrong, big swinging ass wrecker cocks feel great, but I've never been a size queen. Big, burly bear types are hot, too (though I may be biased there - wink wink). But give me the middle-aged, middle of the road dad next door any day. I became sexually active at a young age and my first encounters were with the type. Probably sexually frustrated married guys who's wives or girlfriends won't do that thing they like because they think it's gross, or closet cases. Maybe that's why I still lean towards them now.
  3. Got my last four loads all on the same day. Had a buddy come over for some play yesterday afternoon. He's always good for at least a couple of rounds depending on how horned up he is and how long he has to play so I was ready for it and expecting to spend at least an hour or two at it. When he got here I was immediately on my knees, face in his crotch, enjoying his scent and sucking his cock. After a few minutes we hopped on the bed. I've got a little bit of a pain / discomfort fetish and like feeling used so to start I got on all fours and he ate my ass to get it wet while he beat my dick, fist slapping my balls as they swung, until I shot a load. Then with just some added spit on his dick he pushed into me for the first load. My hole was locked up like a vice since I'd just cum. After a brief rest I got my second load on my side, one leg pulled up to my chest. Longer rest and a short catnap for both of us and then he had me on the edge of the bed, ass hanging over the side, legs on his shoulder for the third load. That position got him in me deep and I shot my own second load that time. Fourth load was just before he left, on my back again. By now he's having to fuck harder and longer to cum which I'm living for. The final round felt more like rage fucking. In total he was here for about four hours. My hole is still raw this morning.
  4. Raw is law in my world and I'm poz friendly but on PrEP since 2016. First Truvada, now Descovy, would like to switch to one of the new meds that are quarterly(?) injections instead of a daily pill. I think the appeal of wanting to be pozzed for some guys is the belief that it liberates them. No need to worry about it happening anymore, because it did. PrEP is the same liberation. Even though being poz is no longer a death sentence and is more manageable than diabetes in most cases, it's still not an ideal situation. I have one friend who's meds to stay undetectable are over $8,000 a month. Thank God for Medicaid. And the side effects of some of these meds even today are pretty nasty. Not going to lie, coming of age during the AIDS era there's a [banned word] to barebacking with guys who are poz that's a huge turn on. I do have a couple of buddies who are, and undetectable.
  5. Amen, brother. I have no idea why it's so hard to find tops who are willing to be forceful like that. I have two semi-regulars who are but I feel like tops would be salivating over bottoms who want their hole used and abused.
  6. Living the dream right here
  7. I don't see any current topics relating specifically to what I'm seeing here ... I've tried opening the chat multiple times and I'm getting server side errors that say they're being written to the syslogs. Not sure if anyone on the admin / dev side is aware already or if it's just a "me" thing. The only error I've been able to get repeatedly: PDOStatement: Duplicate entry 'BarebackedBear' for key 'name_UNIQUE' Sorry you encountered an error. Details about this error have been written to our logs and will be reviewed to make sure it doesn't happen to other users. The other error was similar but referenced my email rather than username and is not repeatable.
  8. I just discovered this site in the last few days and immediately decided to join. 41, gay, masc/sub, bottom. Came of age among a fairly closed minded, ill informed family during the era of "AIDS is scary, all The Gays® get the AIDS, you'll get it too." Always played safe, and played rarely because of how that fear and shame was hammered into me. Always had a kink / raunch / pig / sub streak that I never explored. Didn't play around much at all until my mid 30s because vanilla play was ... good, but not what I really wanted. First time getting bred was a stealth in my late 20s. Was immediately turned on but also obviously terrified of what could happen and ashamed of how hot it made me given my background. Was another several years before I was "accidentally" bred again, broken condom and no pull out. In my mid-30s I was both just ending a somewhat sexually dissatisfying relationship and on PrEP for the first time. Began to cautiously explore my pig / raunch / sub side. Started with a couple of friends who I'd known for years, slowly. The first time I was ever bred "on purpose" was life changing. It was a good friend and his partner, both put a load in me that day. We made this a regular thing for a while. Within a few months I began to crave breedings from men of any type. One of my "safe" good friends indulged this by arranging to have "surprise" second round breedings when we played, after I was already on my back, blindfolded, and he had bred me. To this day I don't know who these guys were that he invited to join in, all he said was they were friends he had sent my pictures to who were interested. I've continued to explore my pig side over the years and have finally found "the vibe" that really satisfies me. I still have a lot of fantasies I want to live out, but in the last eight years I've experienced many fantasies come to life.
  9. Pulling out / back shots. Wasting a good load on a bottoms back or ass crack to prove the top "finished." If you want a money shot get a camera under the top's taint so you can see it pulse while he pumps his load.
  10. Yup! Once I nut my hole is tight as a vice and my prostate is throbbing, feels great but I've got a submissive / pain kink. With a couple of fuck buddies, they'll have me rub one out during foreplay before they even slide a dick in me. With other tops I always try to blow a load while he's got his cock in me because they like the milking my hole gives as I shoot and I like to feel them rubbing my prostate after I nut.
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