saintluis

100% agree with you...they try to make it hard and in the back of my mind i start thinking "damn, this dude is probably one of those closeted versatiles"...or they concentrate more on me shooting my load when in fact i experience my orgasm when THEY come inside...and even though i explain this to them, some look at you with that face of: "ooh! you're probably not enjoying this too much"....well, since you're starting to get more focused on my dick rather than on my hole..

.....avoid spicy foods and beans at any cost!! (being latin myself, is the hardest thing....)

...how about a sincere sex blog including really crappy but true hook-ups went wrong....apart from rawTOP's sex blog (yeah, some stuff i didn't like, but he knows about it already...), the other blogs, including the one about the couple that was being harassed, they always end up feeling "just gorge" after having sex and sex...to be very honest...and i know from experience...sometimes after some menage-a-trois-quatre-et tous, i did feel like SHIT...and i learned a little more about myself....i mean...don't they go with something like: "what the fuck i was thinking" sort of moment...not bashing anybody but... why not dare to be real honest in your own blog?, being a slut sometimes has its down moments that i never read about....except on the administrator's....and i'd like to, 'cause i've been there.... or as i said "everything is just dandy"...mmmm

Dear Carsten: I'm glad you like it. i'm just made to please... a dream work for me would be being some sort of "semen sommelier", wouldn't it be great? going to a group of men (I would prefer them straight just for the fun, and flavor....) pull my pants down, shove my clean silky hole one by one and go: mmm...this one has "earthy" tones....mmmm....this other one....hints of "Granny Smith Apple" and it feels "Oaky"!....and every guy would go like: taste me! taste me!.....i would have the best professional attitude though, wearing a bow tie and notebook in hand, and i would organized little "semen tasting classes" and everything..... yeap.....i love daydreaming kind regards! saintluis

....a big six day sweet sticky load...mmmm.

a load in my mouth is just that, a good tasty load in my ass, i swallow it and i'm happy it didn't go to waste.....on the other hand a nice load up my ass would mean: i probably had not only his dick inside of me (usually it was waaaay inside at this point), getting harder and harder, and i was feeling the throbbing all inside, i had his thighs pumping my ass, most probably i was laying in my stomach, so the top had all his body covering me, mmmmmm...his arms holding me. i'm surprised to discover right there whether he like it slow and sweet or rough and violent (a mix of both is why i really like). just before he starts coming i could feel all his body shaking, i could hear a moan (either a little one or a lions roar!) coming from his guts, right on my neck, behind my ear. right before the moan my rectum starts getting more and more sensitive and it would feel the first contractions of the penis and a few moments after that an explosion...we have been transported somewhere else, out of this reality, we know we are experiencing the oneness, nothing else matters. the nice warmth and the pushing of the fresh cum, all this now is happening in just seconds, my whole butt is covered by the weight of his thighs and ass (that's why i LOVE big ass men, do you get it now? the bigger the ass, the heavier it feels right at this moment....) i could sense the top just went in like some sort of shock, he is not himself anymore, he feels defenseless, he tries to grab my ass or my back as he would be falling from somewhere and he needs me from falling (from where?...to where?...), if i wanted, i could just turn back and harm him or say something stupid and ruin the magic, it is all up to me and i have that power... of course i just remain totally still letting him know that he is safe to express and be himself at that moment, i love to feel the drops of his sweat falling on the back of my head, his breath is all around my head, i could hear it, smell it and almost grab it. while his chest is resting in my back, i can clearly feel his heartbeat going from fast to soothing calmness, i can feel him getting comfortable as if my body were some sort of mattress for him, great feeling! at the same time, and in the few seconds my rectum feels all the process of the dick becoming flaccid and is funny and cute to feel the top trying not to let it slip out. at the end, when the top decides to move away, that's when the fun really starts for me....i am tired and sore all over, and wet from his sweat and mine...and is all thanks to the top and his body weight (that why i loooooove big men....the bigger they are, the more my whole body feels sore....) i am on a total bliss, i concentrate on his load, i can feel it's still warm, i can clearly feel it running back and forth, like "it" would have a life of its own, and i can DEFINITELY feel the skin on my rectum slowly absorbing the load, tasting it, loving every single drop of it, it all makes sense now, why it is all designed by nature just the way it is, and i feel i have a real reason to be alive and i am happy experiencing it and all this thanks to the top, a smile on his face tells me he's enjoyed the whole trip as well and we both come back to this world, this reality that doesn't make sense, but it magically did, just a few minutes away.....so, as i said, a load in my mouth is just that, a good tasty load....a thousand of things happen when i get the load where it should be!

i really think that the whole poz or neg thing is just a plot created to inhibit mankind to its biggest power: that shared pleasure brings out the deeper human feelings, the ones that show you the meaning of life. it is risible in the 21st century that we're still talking about wearing condoms. it has been proven that the use of condoms inhibits the purpose of what human sex means: sharing of dna (our exeriences), in other words continue being in the oneness. do you think that if mother nature wanted to get rid of such a dangerous "disease" she would have created a thrid foreskin in men or something like that, we think we can be smarter than her and solve our problems... (breastfeeding/bottle formulas, circumsition/inhibition, how better are we without our townsils? et al....) ..."WITH A CONDOM", when, if you think about it, the sole act of sharing dna is the purpose of everything...and that applies to man-to-man sex as well.....

...i don't know if it's because i'm latino, but my hole starts to get wet when my eyes get caught by a big man with a big solid "derrière" (buttocks, thighs), to me a stocky ass screams "i'm a well hung Top", and is easier to spot the bulge at any time <gasps>. i love to touch and feel how solid the Top's round shape behind feels, yuuuuum. The bad side is that either the Top get scared because they think i'm a "closeted" Top wanting to turn him over, or even worst, they play along in the WORST WRONG WAY and ask me to play with his hole with my fingers and tongue ....yuck!, sorry, but that's the quickest turn off for me EVER...i also love to see a man walk in a very confident manner, to me that says he likes to take charge in bed....mmmm...nothing better than a "take charge Top" using and abusing my ass to satisfy his urges...