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It is actually amazing that what you wrote is exactly how I feel.
Perhaps the only difference is that I want my my slut to say yes to every cock I tell him to.
I love men who cheat and/or have parallel lives.
Willing to host or travel to be with well-educated, unpretentious other pigs who, like me, have become totally comfortable with their depravity and perversions, like I have.
Will try to open accounts on BBRT, Twitter, etc. soon.
Sometimes I get sick of so much talk and so little action.
I really became interested in CardocPOZ. Probably nothing is going to happen.
But at least he is n ce, considerate, and respectful.
If I just wanna use a guy, I go to a fucking sauja, sex club, or one of those places.
I fuck hom, breed hom and leave..
But here I expect guys to have common sense.
Luke from Rio de Janeiro
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@lukesLapForLoads I am glad. Cheers, mate
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My bugchasing days are over, guys.
I've been ordered to get back on Truvada if I want to keep myself marketable for porn. I have too many obstacles as it is. Someday getting pozzed may happen for me, but now is not the time. And I don't know how to feel about that.
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And by any means it doesn't stop you from being a slut if you want to. Or a pig. Or any other kind of pervert you're in the mood for. It doesn't stop the fun to be had. I don't fuck for honor badges. I think you don't all the same.
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My bugchasing days are over, guys.
I've been ordered to get back on Truvada if I want to keep myself marketable for porn. I have too many obstacles as it is. Someday getting pozzed may happen for me, but now is not the time. And I don't know how to feel about that.
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Feelings come and go. Don't give in to estrogen. Conscious mindful choice is key. I think you know what things you're deciding on, it is not a singular item at a time every time the situation comes up.
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I don't get it. Do I need to commit to spending a night at the bathhouse every week, taking loads and giving loads to strangers until I become a pozzed-up whore with a sex addiction? Will that get me any closer to a fulfilling sex life? Or will I come away disappointed and find nothing has changed?
Can I do something that's a LITTLE LESS desperate? I don't want to be THAT level of needy.
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Listen, other places are not sprinkled with treasures either. And as a 50+ I can tell you that self-care in that state of mind is even more important in more ways than one. Whatever you decide to do should be what you decide for yourself, not by way of any other influence. Change of scenery definitely helps. You'd still want for your younger self in your 50's, but then you'd have even less of flying fuck to give out. Been there, doing exactly that. And as to wrong choices - they never seize. But there is always hindsight. And if there is a will, there is a way. May take some time to make up the mind.
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I don't get it. Do I need to commit to spending a night at the bathhouse every week, taking loads and giving loads to strangers until I become a pozzed-up whore with a sex addiction? Will that get me any closer to a fulfilling sex life? Or will I come away disappointed and find nothing has changed?
Can I do something that's a LITTLE LESS desperate? I don't want to be THAT level of needy.
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Well, experience can't be replaced with an opinion. If you've never convincingly done it, you should try at least twice, even as a late bloomer. But I'd offer to not expect quantity to be a long-term thing. MAL and IML are still something much farther East and basically venue-contained events. You're closer to Up Your Alley in July and Folsom (obviously). LA should have some events, I just haven't looked that up lately. Midtowne Blackout Nigh that I've been to was quite popular, might work for a weekender. Wet and Hot in Palm Springs comes to mind too. May be you should get ready for some travel. I just found out Ft. Lauderdale has a Florida Rubber Weekend - who knew - but I've never been there. Having had the same semi-isolated weekends what seems like forever I am doing that myself.
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I don't get it. Do I need to commit to spending a night at the bathhouse every week, taking loads and giving loads to strangers until I become a pozzed-up whore with a sex addiction? Will that get me any closer to a fulfilling sex life? Or will I come away disappointed and find nothing has changed?
Can I do something that's a LITTLE LESS desperate? I don't want to be THAT level of needy.
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Been there, done that - bathhouse every week does not give you that. Fulfilling sex life needs more emotion that frequency, quality over quantity. Kinks included - do what gives you pleasure and satisfaction rather than mileage. Hopefully with someone who can carry a conversation without eyeing the door.
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I'm currently talking to a poz breeder in Seattle. He wants me badly.
I am in so much trouble. 😈
Now I have a choice to make: the bug, or my porn career (which is finally beginning to go somewhere).
Decisions, decisions...
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Same here - porn is a repeat occurrence for fun vs. one breeder singularly.
Do numbers work for such things?
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Hello
the canal? This website confuses me I don’t know
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@Diversion1 Nah. That's just local terrain on state borders in regard to distance, nothing to do with the website.
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I got fucked and rimmed over 3 hours ago and my adrenaline is still pumping like crazy. It wasn't the longest lay or the deepest ass eating I've ever had, but it was so intense that I can't calm down.
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That's the way to have it and the afteraction to enjoy.
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Hey man how are u? SoHo here where are u?
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Outer boroughs - check your mail.
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Love your posts on cumuions...hope to see u soon in USA...amd hope receive some recommemdations for usa travels
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Thanks. Cumunions are just starting back up, but things are uneven and not at the same time. Plan well.
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In the past twelve hours, three people I don't know have asked me if I'm poz.
Think it's a sign? Do I give off those vibes?
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It's just an open mind showing.
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Update on my "newly" poz ex.
His conversion wasn't as recent as I thought. He converted a few months after we broke up in 2016, so while I was getting to know my late husband, the ex was taking a raw poz load. What is disconcerting is that after my man died, I went back to the ex. He never said one word about his health, and resumed breeding me. You know what that means?
I was taking his medicated poz loads in 2018 and never knew it! He just assumed that I knew.
He was kinda horrified when I told him I am a bugchaser. But he says he feels no different from before - no extra desire to breed or spread or anything like the rest of us get. Even his conversion was super mild, no flu at all. It's so weird.
I got a load from him this morning. Didn't feel any different than any other I've earned.
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I am probably overly cautious here. It sounds like there is some repressed emotion - he was horrified but continues to do the same thing and says he still feels the same as before. I don't recall if you ever offered your current opinion on this guy elsewhere. So probably it's difficult to expect this to go long term, and you're still processing too. If that's the case, ongoing developments may quickly become unpredictable in ways you're not looking at, regardless of his health affairs which he again may not comment on.
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Last night, I got a message on a hookup site from my ex. He tested poz last year. I'm stunned. He was always very selective about his men, but he refused protection and didn't know what PreP is. Someone wasn't honest about his status, and my ex converted quite uneventfully. I don't know why I care so much - he's my ex for a reason, and knowing this guy, he went through the whole thing by himself like it was just a minor cold and carried on with his life.
And now he wants to breed me again. This is the guy with the little dick, and his top skills sucked. He's taking the medicine, so I won't bug up from him, but I'm suddenly hungry to go and get that charged load from him.
HE'S MY EX FOR A REASON. I can't say it enough. Do I want to see the man who hurt me and disrespected my dead husband? Do I want to go through being pounded by his uncomfortable five inches just to get that poz load? I just don't know. Help me out here, guys.
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Too much drama to be viewed as a low maintenance situation or shrug it off IMO. I'd volunteer a suggestion - before you say yay or nay consider whether you're open to more of emotional complications in your life as things are for you now. My reading is that you're not. I do not mean a challenge for you to insist on proving me wrong.
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I regret to inform you that I have no sex drive anymore. Not even reading the poz fiction gets me hard like it used to. I just don't care anymore. I had a guy over to my house a couple days ago - he wants my dick. And I couldn't even get a stir in the loins. I think he left more than a little unfulfilled.
And for those who are curious, I've also shaved off the mohawk. I was starting to lose my hair from all the bleach and dye and hairspray and glue - the last time I put it on, it really burned the scalp. BIG OUCH. So I won't be doing that anymore.
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Sorry to hear that. Hope you'll find a way to recoup.
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First raw fuck and he clearly loves it
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I wonder if the condensation from my sweating glass of water is trying to tell me something.
Do YOU see it? I totally do...
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Are you sure that wasn't Virus Vodka? Look it up man, it's a real thing.
