Bbikercub
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I love nice big low hangers... A hot pair of bull balls that need to be emptied into me. Love to lick them and feel them slapping against my arse while his cock is using my hole! This guy would be perfect!
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How did finding out you are poz affect your mood/depression?
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I know it's not just the drugs, the downer lasted longer than the life of the drugs in my system. It only got better once I'd upped my meds. Doctor again tomorrow so going to chat through things and look at staying in my 20mg for the long term.
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Thanks RawTop, though I don't think in this case it's winter blues. I do get a little down in winter but not normally like this.
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This is a bit of a repeat post but I thought it deserves its own thread. I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? - I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may have a chemical imbalance. Two years ago before I went on antidepressants I suffered from anxiety. I've always been a worrier, the two years since have been pretty awesome and I've not had issues with stress or anxiety. Yes I still get low but I can shake out of it and watch a film or go to the gym, or bake or whatever. I have changed how I think about people with mental health issues and want to know of others also have issues the are willing to talk about.
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I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? No reason at all. I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may also have a chemical imbalance. I have also now found that relaxation and self-hypnotherapy work really well for me. If anyone has really bad downers, go see your doctor!
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Just had a hot session this weekend with my daddy and his boss. They strapped me into the sling in a rubber wrestle suite then fisted and played with my hole and topping me up with water. They wouldn't let me out of the sling until I'd pissed myself. They hit that spot and pretty much have me an all over body orgasm as bladder emptied, then kept going until it happened again. I consider myself a true pig now, and it definitely wasn't a low. Think I made them both proud that I'm becoming such a good dedicated pig.
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Bottoms: Are you fucked by men, or by cocks?
Bbikercub replied to Slut4anyload's topic in General Discussion
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And yet another within weeks! This time Karim from Colt Studios. Possibly suicide again. It pains me when people see suicide as the only way out, been there myself and know how hard you have to fight those feelings so they don't take hold. http://floridaagenda.com/2013/01/30/manors-tragedy-m-e-ruling-pending-on-popular-bodybuildermodels-unattended-death/
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Be very careful fella, auto asphyxiation is a bad idea, all it takes it that second too far and you can die. It happened to Kristian Digby: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/tvandradio/7351843/Kristian-Digby-the-BBC-presenter-may-have-died-in-sex-game-gone-wrong.html
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I've noticed there seem to be a high number of current and past gay porn stars committing suicide lately. Such a shame. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/mobileweb/2013/02/05/arpad-miklos-gay-porn-star-dead_n_2624369.html "The body of Arpad Miklos, 45, was found Sunday next to a suicide note that instructed close friends on what he wanted for his memorial. A gay porn star has been found dead in his lower East Side apartment from an apparent suicide, it was revealed. The body of Arpad Miklos, 45, was found by friends on Sunday — next to a suicide note that instructed close friends on what he wanted for his memorial. He also wrote that he “knows there will be judgement, the haters can hate and speculate” but he did not give a specific reason as to why he killed himself. Police found pill bottles and alcohol containers scattered around the body, police sources said. The tragic news was confirmed by New York writer Randal Lynch on the latest instalment of the GwistTV “Gwissues” show. Of Miklos, whose real name was Peter Kozma, he said: "He was a great guy on top of (being a porn star). There was a lot more to him than just that surface persona. "He was a very active person in the gay community. He wasn't happy, I would say, but he wasn't going into crying fits. He was a hard nut to crack. "I knew he was depressed, but I didn't realize the severity of it, because he was not a very talkative person about his own emotions. "He wanted people to know that he was OK and wanted to put on a front for everyone around him." Hungarian-born Miklos, who worked as a chemist before being discovered by the Kristen Bjorn porn studio in 1995, starred in 60 gay and straight films over his 15-year career. He was also voted Best Top Escort at the 2007 International Escort Awards."
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Tomorrow's the day for the test result.
Bbikercub replied to ultrafuck's topic in General Discussion
That genetic test company was 23andme.com Wasn't expensive so long as you live in the states. -
I love my PA. I'm at 5mm, have worn 6mm and tried 7 but it was just too painful. Wish I could get it bigger. My other half used to have one but caught it and ripped it out one day. He can't get re-pierced either so he's a bit gutted about that. My advice to anyone with a PA is when you're in the kitchen or doing things around the house, wear underwear at the very least!
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Bareback Tribal 'Biohazard' Tattoo, Anyone Have One?
Bbikercub replied to thomas12's topic in General Discussion
If I ever pozzed I'd probably get two. One just below my waistline above my cock so guys know when they are suckin me what's going up their hole. The other would be around my pucker so when I bottom the top can slide his cock through the biohazard symbol. -
Study shows almost half of gay men bareback
Bbikercub replied to drscorpio's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
I have to say this again. I have already put it elsewhere and it needs to be mentioned here. This study was of 752 or so men who use Grindr in New York City. Now in any major city you will normally find a higher concentration I gay men and also a higher percentage of those who bareback/have HIV. It's the nature of the gay community. However I don't see how a study of a tiny proportion of men can constitute an accurate picture. How does this represent all gay men? At best it's a poor study trying to draw attention to gay men barebacking. Show me a study of say 100,000 gay men from mixed cities an rural areas around the world, or better 1,000,000 gay men, and not just those who use Grindr and I will then be more willing to believe the results. -
When I have a big load or shoots even with my PA in. Sometimes it just runs out, though most of the time I can't see cause its up someone's hole when I shoot!
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Open Triad, Quad or other Poly-relationships.
Bbikercub replied to Bbikercub's topic in General Discussion
Are there any guys who've been in this kind of relationship for years already? -
I have a daddy, he was the first guy to fuck me and the first guy to breed me. I don't see him as often as I'd like but when we do see eachother it's electric! The connection is strong and I trust him implicitly. The daddy/boy relationship can be incredibly strong and in my view you only have one daddy. Bosses, masters and doms can change but daddy is there forever!
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A question for the tops... and bottoms too.
Bbikercub replied to RawDK's topic in General Discussion
Smooth is ok, so long as its not shaved! I don't think men should shave any part of their body. Trimming is ok to keep things tidy but I like my men to be men. Men should have hair. I love rimming a hairy hole and then fucking it, seeing the hair matt together with the lube or cum while I'm sliding my hairy cock and balls in and out. Then I go back to rim again. I don't agree that a hairy hole is hard to keep clean. My hole is spotless and I'm damn hairy back there. If you have a hairy hole, use a bidet or a flannel to clean properly after a shit/douche! That's my 2 pence worth.
