Bbikercub
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Fuck. I think I'd just move to America if that happened!
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I love guys 40+ Grrrr DADDY!!
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Do You Think It's Hot When Total Tops Start Taking Loads?
Bbikercub replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Why do guys get so hung up on labels? Top, bottom, vers.... Does it really matter? Just cause you take cock regularly or on occasion doesn't make you that one thing. Just do what you enjoy. Besides how do you really know if that hot 'total top' is just that? How do you know he never takes cock? For all you know when he gets home he is bred like a bitch and loves it! -
Do You Think It's Hot When Total Tops Start Taking Loads?
Bbikercub replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I want to see your ass get bred RawTop... Actually I want to brew your hole with my 8" uncut pierced tool and make you moan for my seed. Then you can do it to me -
ever experience really bad tasting cum?
Bbikercub replied to neg4poztop's topic in General Discussion
Yep. Smokers cum. Vile! -
You hand in there BlindRawFucker, talking really helps to get through the darker bits of life. I'm glad if anyone else reads this and knows they can talk when it comes to depression!
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I love nice big low hangers... A hot pair of bull balls that need to be emptied into me. Love to lick them and feel them slapping against my arse while his cock is using my hole! This guy would be perfect!
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How did finding out you are poz affect your mood/depression?
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I know it's not just the drugs, the downer lasted longer than the life of the drugs in my system. It only got better once I'd upped my meds. Doctor again tomorrow so going to chat through things and look at staying in my 20mg for the long term.
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Thanks RawTop, though I don't think in this case it's winter blues. I do get a little down in winter but not normally like this.
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This is a bit of a repeat post but I thought it deserves its own thread. I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? - I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may have a chemical imbalance. Two years ago before I went on antidepressants I suffered from anxiety. I've always been a worrier, the two years since have been pretty awesome and I've not had issues with stress or anxiety. Yes I still get low but I can shake out of it and watch a film or go to the gym, or bake or whatever. I have changed how I think about people with mental health issues and want to know of others also have issues the are willing to talk about.
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I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? No reason at all. I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may also have a chemical imbalance. I have also now found that relaxation and self-hypnotherapy work really well for me. If anyone has really bad downers, go see your doctor!
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Just had a hot session this weekend with my daddy and his boss. They strapped me into the sling in a rubber wrestle suite then fisted and played with my hole and topping me up with water. They wouldn't let me out of the sling until I'd pissed myself. They hit that spot and pretty much have me an all over body orgasm as bladder emptied, then kept going until it happened again. I consider myself a true pig now, and it definitely wasn't a low. Think I made them both proud that I'm becoming such a good dedicated pig.
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Bottoms: Are you fucked by men, or by cocks?
Bbikercub replied to Slut4anyload's topic in General Discussion
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And yet another within weeks! This time Karim from Colt Studios. Possibly suicide again. It pains me when people see suicide as the only way out, been there myself and know how hard you have to fight those feelings so they don't take hold. http://floridaagenda.com/2013/01/30/manors-tragedy-m-e-ruling-pending-on-popular-bodybuildermodels-unattended-death/
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Be very careful fella, auto asphyxiation is a bad idea, all it takes it that second too far and you can die. It happened to Kristian Digby: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/tvandradio/7351843/Kristian-Digby-the-BBC-presenter-may-have-died-in-sex-game-gone-wrong.html
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I've noticed there seem to be a high number of current and past gay porn stars committing suicide lately. Such a shame. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/mobileweb/2013/02/05/arpad-miklos-gay-porn-star-dead_n_2624369.html "The body of Arpad Miklos, 45, was found Sunday next to a suicide note that instructed close friends on what he wanted for his memorial. A gay porn star has been found dead in his lower East Side apartment from an apparent suicide, it was revealed. The body of Arpad Miklos, 45, was found by friends on Sunday — next to a suicide note that instructed close friends on what he wanted for his memorial. He also wrote that he “knows there will be judgement, the haters can hate and speculate” but he did not give a specific reason as to why he killed himself. Police found pill bottles and alcohol containers scattered around the body, police sources said. The tragic news was confirmed by New York writer Randal Lynch on the latest instalment of the GwistTV “Gwissues” show. Of Miklos, whose real name was Peter Kozma, he said: "He was a great guy on top of (being a porn star). There was a lot more to him than just that surface persona. "He was a very active person in the gay community. He wasn't happy, I would say, but he wasn't going into crying fits. He was a hard nut to crack. "I knew he was depressed, but I didn't realize the severity of it, because he was not a very talkative person about his own emotions. "He wanted people to know that he was OK and wanted to put on a front for everyone around him." Hungarian-born Miklos, who worked as a chemist before being discovered by the Kristen Bjorn porn studio in 1995, starred in 60 gay and straight films over his 15-year career. He was also voted Best Top Escort at the 2007 International Escort Awards."
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Tomorrow's the day for the test result.
Bbikercub replied to ultrafuck's topic in General Discussion
That genetic test company was 23andme.com Wasn't expensive so long as you live in the states. -
I love my PA. I'm at 5mm, have worn 6mm and tried 7 but it was just too painful. Wish I could get it bigger. My other half used to have one but caught it and ripped it out one day. He can't get re-pierced either so he's a bit gutted about that. My advice to anyone with a PA is when you're in the kitchen or doing things around the house, wear underwear at the very least!
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