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  1. Can you go from AIDS back to just living with HIV? Is it a case that AIDS is just what they call it when your CD4 count drops and viral load rockets?
  2. Sorry to have to report yet a other guys Wilfred Knight, actor for Lucas film took his own life two weeks after his husband took his. Another tragic end. I really wish people didn't see suicide as their only way out. http://www.queerty.com/death-of-porn-actor-wilfried-knight-confirmed-committed-suicide-two-weeks-after-husbands-death-20130312/
  3. http://ind.pn/12Jhmp2 "As cardinals gather to elect Pope, Catholic officials break into a sweat over news that priests share €23m building with huge gay sauna" "A day ahead of the papal conclave, faces at the scandal-struck Vatican were even redder than usual after it emerged that the Holy See had purchased a €23 million (£21 million) share of a Rome apartment block that houses Europe’s biggest gay sauna. The senior Vatican figure sweating the most due to the unlikely proximity of the gay Europa Multiclub is probably Cardinal Ivan Dias, the head of the Congregation for Evangelisation of Peoples, who is due to participate in tomorrow’s election at the Sistine Chapel. This 76-year-old “prince of the church” enjoys a 12-room apartment on the first-floor of the imposing palazzo, at 2 Via Carducci, just yards from the ground floor entrance to the steamy flesh pot. There are 18 other Vatican apartments in the block, many of which house priests." For the rest of the article hit the link above. Love it when shit like this happens.
  4. Fuck. I think I'd just move to America if that happened!
  5. Why do guys get so hung up on labels? Top, bottom, vers.... Does it really matter? Just cause you take cock regularly or on occasion doesn't make you that one thing. Just do what you enjoy. Besides how do you really know if that hot 'total top' is just that? How do you know he never takes cock? For all you know when he gets home he is bred like a bitch and loves it!
  6. I want to see your ass get bred RawTop... Actually I want to brew your hole with my 8" uncut pierced tool and make you moan for my seed. Then you can do it to me
  7. You hand in there BlindRawFucker, talking really helps to get through the darker bits of life. I'm glad if anyone else reads this and knows they can talk when it comes to depression!
  8. I love nice big low hangers... A hot pair of bull balls that need to be emptied into me. Love to lick them and feel them slapping against my arse while his cock is using my hole! This guy would be perfect!
  9. How did finding out you are poz affect your mood/depression?
  10. I know it's not just the drugs, the downer lasted longer than the life of the drugs in my system. It only got better once I'd upped my meds. Doctor again tomorrow so going to chat through things and look at staying in my 20mg for the long term.
  11. Thanks RawTop, though I don't think in this case it's winter blues. I do get a little down in winter but not normally like this.
  12. This is a bit of a repeat post but I thought it deserves its own thread. I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? - I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may have a chemical imbalance. Two years ago before I went on antidepressants I suffered from anxiety. I've always been a worrier, the two years since have been pretty awesome and I've not had issues with stress or anxiety. Yes I still get low but I can shake out of it and watch a film or go to the gym, or bake or whatever. I have changed how I think about people with mental health issues and want to know of others also have issues the are willing to talk about.
  13. I've just started to feel better after what I can only describe as another of the worst weeks of my life. Why? No reason at all. I had a bad downer after parTying, something I think I won't ever do again now, and being on a reduced dose of my antidepressants. I went from feeling ok on Monday to feeling suicidal on Tuesday and Wednesday then to thinking I'd damaged my brain. After that I started slowly to get better, but only after going back to my original dose of meds. So I'm starting to think I may also have a chemical imbalance. I have also now found that relaxation and self-hypnotherapy work really well for me. If anyone has really bad downers, go see your doctor!
  14. Just had a hot session this weekend with my daddy and his boss. They strapped me into the sling in a rubber wrestle suite then fisted and played with my hole and topping me up with water. They wouldn't let me out of the sling until I'd pissed myself. They hit that spot and pretty much have me an all over body orgasm as bladder emptied, then kept going until it happened again. I consider myself a true pig now, and it definitely wasn't a low. Think I made them both proud that I'm becoming such a good dedicated pig.
  15. And yet another within weeks! This time Karim from Colt Studios. Possibly suicide again. It pains me when people see suicide as the only way out, been there myself and know how hard you have to fight those feelings so they don't take hold. http://floridaagenda.com/2013/01/30/manors-tragedy-m-e-ruling-pending-on-popular-bodybuildermodels-unattended-death/
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