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Spent Friday night in an hotel in Zürich (Switzerland - I live in this country), and visited the famous Reno's Relax Club, where a lot of bareback activity takes place. I was there for four hours, but it seemed like two minutes. Everything happened so fast. I got involved in a lot of group activities- was fisted three times, fucked guys four times (only came twice, though - hey, I'm no longer 20!!!! Grin!!), and took five big cocks and cum deep inside me. One of the fisters shoved his arm in me shortly after he offloaded in me while I was in a sling, and then made me suck his hand clean afterwards. I was empty of anything other than cum, but it sure tasted amazing. Never a word was spoken about condoms or status - I like it like that. It was a great time, and I hope to get back soon. If any of you guys ever get to Zürich, Reno's is a MUST!!!!!!!

OK, as of yesterday, I am officially HIV+. I had the test done after all, and it was positive. Fuck, I feel relived to at least KNOW. Now I can plan how my life goes forward, and I would welcome any advice from you guys. Blog: fistmich.tumblr.com/archive

I'm in Switzerland, and would love to have a good load of your cum to insert into my arse. Think you could send me some (i.e. a lot!!!)??????

My last poz fuck was about three months ago. Met a top guy online, and I happened to have the place to myself (bf was away). It was 3:00 a.m., and he asked if he could come around and fuck me. I was hardly awake, but agreed. He duly arrived, had a nice cock - not overly big, but thick - and a fine set of balls. His 'pits were also bushy and hot. Without talking about status, we got down to business, and it wasn't long before he was deep inside me, fucking me as if his life depended on it. I loved every minute of it, and wondered when the inevitable question would be asked. Sure enough, he was getting close, and then: "Can I cum inside you? I'm poz!". "Just DO it!", was my simple reply. The next I knew, he had unloaded a good amount inside me, and left his dick in there as he collapsed onto my back, sweating and kissing me as I turned my head to accept his mouth. Once recovered somewhat, he told me he was poz, not on meds, had a high viral load, but was healthy. I told him it was OK, especially as he expressed some kind of remorse at having "taken advantage" of me. I placated him, by asking if he wanted to fist me (he's VERY in to that). He withdrew his dick, lubed up his hand and lower arm, and inserted it into me, slowly at first 'til I had fully opened up, and then more deeply (I think he got up to mid-forearm). He slowly massaged his cum into my guts as he moved his arm back and forth inside me, finally withdrawing it and then began punch fisting me. I was moaning for as much as he could give me. I came onto the sheets under me without even touching myself. We then lay together on our backs. His arm had been a little smeared by the deeper parts of my innards, but neither of us was squeamish, and he simply inserted his fingers into my mouth and I sucked them clean for him, also tasting cum. I had no regrets, and it was erotic, stroking him and playing with his nips and chest hair, often with my face buried in his sweaty armpit. Around 5 o'clock, he told me he needed a piss, and I informed him he needn't get up to relieve himself; I took his now flaccid cock into my mouth and drained his bladder. He left a little later. During the next week, when I was home alone, he visited me four more times, and we had repeat sessions of the first time, but usually in the mid-evening instead of at stupid o'clock in the early morning. With the bf returning, I wasn't able to be visited anymore, and my poz fucker was only temporarily in the vicinity, so there's been no more toxic play since then, but I hope I will see him again one day. Other than a major dose of stomach 'flu a few weeks later (which EVERYone seemed to have had, anyway), I've had no symptoms of anything, but given his "sky-high viral load", who knows what is going on inside me. I'm not interested in being tested just yet. Perhaps it's foolish, but somehow the unknown turns me on greatly (any advice, guys?). I just hope I can meet up with him again soon. Oh, the bf and I don't have sex anymore, so there's no danger of infecting him.

On holiday/vacation, alone, 10000 km from home. A poz guy came around to my hotel yesterday and fucked me twice. He has a high viral count, and is not on meds. I KNEW what I was doing, and want it more. We're seeing each other again next week. Fuck, is he hot!!!!!

I've had a bit of a dry period lately (except for solo, which is a daily event), but took several poz loads a few months ago. My doctor, who is gay, advised another HIV test in March, so I had it done this week, along with all other STD tests. HIV is, as always, negative, but I have syphilis. Fucking pisses me off, because I've had it before, and I know the bastard who gives it to me (he's my regular fuck buddy), and he promised me he'd had it attended to. He must have been lying. He's also HIV poz, not on meds, and with an HVL, yet I just cannot get what I want. Instead, I get this fucking shit syphilis. So, next week, it's back to the infectious diseases specialist for the two injections in the buttocks. I think it's time to change fuck buddies.

Fuck, what a Saturday night. My regular HIV+ (gone off meds) fuck buddy came around towards midnight. He fucked me almost stupid, and dumped his toxic juice deep inside me. He's not really into fisting, but I asked him if he would oblige. OMG, I had the deepest fisting I have EVER had in my life. Fuck, it was amazing. From the outside, I touched his fingers as he went deeper and deeper into my body. He almost made it to the elbow. Next time, we're going to go for the elbow inside me, too. I have never felt sensations like that before. I felt like my entire soul was being filled by his arm. His dick is big enough, but having that forearm pushing the cum deeper into me, was more than I can describe. I bled a bit, so his poz seed is definitely in my system yet again. I'm quite tender today, but need more of the same - fucker is visiting his brother today and tomorrow, otherwise he would come and service me again this evening. Can't wait for the next time. Fuck, fuck, fuck it was hot.

After a very comfortable Christmas with my partner in our holiday house in the south of the country, I was left alone there for three days as he had to return home to his business. I took the opportunity to invite a guy I have had before up to the house for an evening of fun. He is a total top and pig, and we have (albeit rarely) incredible sex together. This time was no different, but he wanted more from me. He has a nice thick dick, and knows how to use it, but first of all, he spent a good ten minutes ramming it down my throat, making me gag quite often. He liked that, and made me clean up the slime, which turned me on a lot. When he'd had enough of that, he offered me his hole to rim - it actually needed a clean-up as he had come straight from work, and had not showered (a major turn-on for me). I worked his hole over with my tongue until it was sloppy but clean, when suddenly he told me to suck on it, and he gave me a little Christmas present!!!!! It wasn't much, enough to be appreciated. Then he spun me around onto my back, my legs in the air, and simply penetrated my unlubed hole with one shove (although his cock was slick with saliva). Fuck, it felt good. I have no idea of his status, but it's just not a subject of discussion - NO CONDOMS ALLOWED. He fucked my hole long and hard. I had cleaned out beforehand, but felt that he was hitting material from time to time. It didn't worry him - he just pulled out his dick every so often and stuck it into my mouth for cleaning. Finally, he shot inside me. He cums a lot, and I knew my rectum would be full of cum. His orgasmic animalistic groans are something to behold. After he had caught his breath, and we had had some wine, he ordered me to lie on my stomach, and started inserting small dildos into my hole. There were certainly three, and they went in so deeply, that when I put in my fingers later, I couldn't feel them - they seemed to have gone beyond that point of no return. Pushing my lower abdomen, though, from the outside, I could feel them on the right side of my body, so they were deeply within me. He then started fisting me, working up to moderate punch fisting, which drove me wild with desire. He also spat a lot into my mouth. I could feel that the three small dildos had started working their way back up, and he managed to grab them and extract them from my body. Then his hand went deeper, and finally, with me on all fours by that stage, I blew my load below me. Fuck, did I cum!!! He really had done more with me than ever before, and he told me that the next time, there will be even more (I can't wait already). He had brought some pizza slices with him, and asked me to warm them up while we drank some more wine. When we started eating, he told me he wanted to share the chewing with me - i.e. I chew a mouthful for a while, and then push it into his mouth; he does the same, and back into mine. I'd never done that before, but it was fucking hot. It took a long time to eat those two pizza slices, believe me, but what a great way to do so. Once we had finished eating, he told me he wanted me to puke up what I'd eaten. I had always drawn the line at puking. That didn't stop him. He started putting fingers into my mouth and down my throat. When he had realised he had begun a gag reflex I wasn't going to be able to control, he withdrew his hand, and placed his mouth over mine, and took everything that came up - there wasn't that much, but he swallowed the whole lot. I NEVER thought I'd be able to do that, but it was something special. I told you he wanted pig sex. Fuck, we had it. There was no mess anywhere afterwards, and his body was clean when he finally announced he had to leave to go and meet his boyfriend. He had fisted his cum deeply into me, although some of it had come out when he withdrew the dildos. Nevertheless, after he left, and I went to shower, quite a lot of cum still emerged from my somewhat wrecked hole. I must say, I am not that hot on pig sex, but with Dario, I will do it again ANYTIME, and I am intrigued as to what "more" means!!!!!!

I don't know if this counts here, but this is what happened: a guy, who has fucked me a few times before, came around again last night (my bf is away for a few days!!!) and wanted to fuck me again. He's tall, hot and has a long, thin dick which fits perfectly inside me, and touches every sensitive spot I have. He's a very complicated guy, I think brought on by the fact that's he's HIV poz, but I enjoy sex with him. I kept asking him to fuck me bareback, but he wouldn't hear of it, so I let him sheath himself up and shove it in. It was a nice sweaty fuck, me on my stomach with my ass pushing against his balls as he took me. HIs face was down near my ear, and he suddenly groaned: "I'm cumming!". He shuddered several times, and then collapsed on top of me. I asked him not to take his dick out of me, and he lay for a long while on top of me, dick deep inside me, breathing heavily. Finally, he withdrew, and I helped him remove that hated rubber thing. There was a nice load inside it, and I carefully placed it on the side table while we enjoyed the post-orgasmic glow. A while later, he had to leave. As soon as he had gone, I grabbed the used condom, and emptied the contents into my mouth, letting his hot juice invade my taste buds. I swirled it around my tongue, and eventually, yet reluctantly, swallowed the lot. Fuck, it tasted wonderful. I have no idea if he is on meds (I didn't ask), and don't care. I just wish he would give me that big load deep inside my body. Maybe one day he will relent. I want it badly!!!!!

Fuck buddy came around on Saturday night late, and gave my arse a good working over. He's HIV+, not on meds, but undetectable (apparently), and has a nice dick and knows how to use it. Fuck, did he pound me. It always feel good with him. We fell asleep for a while ('til around 4:00 a.m., and then started again before he left - ha ha, he arrived at 11:15 p.m. after messaging me that he couldn't stay long; that never works, and he knows it. Gave me a lot of his piss, too. He likes the idea of not having to get up to go for a leak, as do I. It was a good night, and somewhere inside me, his seed is still swimming around me.

What a weekend. Spent it without the bf in our other house in the south of the country, and was joined here by a guy from the north whom I met ten days ago. It was a very rainy weekend, and we basically stayed home and fucked the whole weekend. He's only 26-years-old, and fucks like a rabbit. My ass still feels him inside me. Unfortunately, he had to leave for home yesterday afternoon (Sunday), and I go home today. He has the tastiest armpits I have ever experienced and, although I have showered since he left, I can still smell him on my moustache. I must have taken ten loads from him over the weekend - mostly in my ass, but also down my throat. It was kind of cute when I met him at the railway station on Friday evening. We met in a trendy (straight) bar, and I wasn't too sure how to greet him, so offered him my hand to shake, but he ignored it, and simply threw his arms around me, and kissed me full on the mouth. Being openly gay here is no big deal, but people are still getting used to it, so it was quite a bold move on his part. Anyway, we sat at the bar, and he took my hand and held it in his lap. After a while, he went to the toilet and, when walking behind me, lightly massaged my shoulders and kissed my neck passionately. He has a hot dick, and a HUGE set of balls, which, as I said, he offloaded into me regularly. Nothing was discussed about being "safe", although we had met ten days ago, when we fucked without condoms or discussion. This was a weekend of pure passion and sex. I'm meeting him again on 28th November and we're spending the night together in an hotel. Fuck knows where this is leading. I am partnered (some 30 years together, but no sex anymore), and 58 years old (young-looking and acting), and he is 26 and as hot as all hell. I guess I'll just enjoy it when I see him. One thing I love, and he gave it to me: going to sleep with a hot, recently exploded dick deep inside me, throbbing and leaking. So, about to set off back north to home and the bf. Have to drive across the mountains through snow, though. Wish the 26-year-old were with me, massaging my dick as I drive.

Had a night in the big city (Zürich) on Friday. Went to a gay sauna, and had the hottest sex I've had in ages, with a 26-year-old. No question about condoms - he just fucked me twice, and raw. We went back to my hotel, and fucked further, and he spent the night. He allowed me to take some photos (bus doesn't want them publicised, which I respect. What a fucking hot time it was - not much sleep, but a LOT of cum and raw dick inside me. Hopefully meeting up again at the end of the month. We did talk about HIV at some stage, and he told me he has no idea what he is, and doesn't care - likewise. He simply refuses to wear condoms, and if a guy doesn't like it, that's his problem. With me, there was NO problem. I'm still in the clouds about the night.

Last night, Sunday, invited two guys around to my place (bf is away at the moment!!) for some activity. One is a regular fuck buddy, the other is new (although we had a good session alone on Friday night). Both are HIV positive. My fuck buddy gave me his seed raw up my ass; the new guy needs to build up confidence, and wore a condom, but dumped his load down my throat. Drank piss from them both, and did a lot of ass-licking, armpit sucking, and general sex. It was simply hot and comfortable, and I can hardly wait for the next time.

Healthy again, and over it. Probably was just the 'flu. I stay with the status "Not sure, Probably poz", and shall fuck BB as always.

Whom I am trying to kid? I KNOW I want it. It's just the insecurity before actually finding out - that'll be a few months yet.

Thanks for the interesting explanation, bearbandit! I think I'll just leave it, and see what transpires. Maybe I'll finally become poz after all.

Thanks, guys, for the comments. Actually, I like what I read from bearbandit - it's too late now to do PEP (I presume that's the same as PrEP?). I just want to get rid of this fucking 'flu I have, but it IS improving, and all I have now is a hacking cough. Oddly enough, I somehow have this wish that I am now infected with HIV, but don't know if I really am. It'll cause a lot of hassles in my life, but they are manageable; meds are not exactly what I want to take for a lifetime, but I'm addicted anyway to Xanax, so, if I am HIV, a few more won't hurt. Maybe I am finally finding the freedom I have been looking for for ages. We'll see. I suppose an HIV test at the moment is not a good idea, because it's not been the three months since possible infection. I'll ride it out, and get myself tested in November - perhaps. I'll keep you informed.

Strangely, enough, fskn (and thanks for the advice!), I really am more worried about getting over this 'flu than HIV. Does that sound weird?

By the way, I have had no fever, nor fatigue. Just the usual cold symptoms, and a cough, with blocked ears. Slight bronchitis, but it doesn't need antibiotics.

Hi Guys, Maybe I'm just over-reacting, but I have something on my mind I'd like to share. Three weeks ago, I met this hot guy who was in to pretty much everything "sane", and we had an afternoon of hot, raunchy sex. We spoke about barebacking, and he told me that he does not know his status, usually barebacks top if the bottom agrees (which I did, of course - although I'm pretty choosey about whom I let bb me), and we got on with the job. At first he fucked me nicely and deeply, but didn't cum inside me (in fact, he didn't cum at all), choosing rather to change to fisting me. The fisting was long and hot, and I have never had a guy's arm so deeply inside me. I wanted him to try to his elbow, but he couldn't seem to twist his hand enough to enter the transverse colon, but it was still deeper than ever before. I also drank a lot of his piss, and rimmed him deeply (inadvertently got a couple of bits of solid stuff, but just swallowed without thinking about it). Ten days later, I came down with a bad dose of 'flu. It stills persists today, ten days after it started, although is slowly improving. There are some factors involved here: firstly, there is a lot of 'flu going around where I live at the moment (after a particularly shitty summer); secondly, due to a death in my immediate family, almost two months ago, I have been under an enormous amount of psychological stress lately, which obviously has an effect on the immune system, and could be why I so easily caught the 'flu (I don't often succumb to the bug). Of course, my question is: is this fuck 'flu or just ordinary 'flu? I am not asking for answers, just wondering what you guys think. I was last checked for HIV 18 months ago, and despite being fucked regularly by two bb fuck buddies, who are poz, I stayed neg. It's been the same in the past, too - bb and neg results. I went to my doctor two days OK, just for a check on this 'flu, but did not mention the sex. He did various tests, told me it'll just take a while to improve, and gave me an anti-inflammatory for my chest, which is slightly congested. So, I guess I just have to ride this out, and see what happens. I'd appreciate any comments. Thanks.

An amazing story, and had me hard the entire time. Thanks so much for it, mate. I hope at least part of it was based on fact. It is brilliant.

For fuck's sake. keep writing!!!!!!!