1. Pretty sure I don't have a drinking problem but thanks for the advice. If some of what's happened to me has alcohol involved and seems excessive, you might keep in mind that that's over the course of 10 years and you might ask about the background privately before publicly calling me out as an alcoholic. 2. If I am so annoying you really don't have to read my posts, but thanks for going out of your way to tear me down. I really appreciate the hostility and judgement. 3. I rarely get fucked and usually do use condoms, but I'm sorry my being scared but also curious about bare is so offensive to you. Not sure why that is when most other commenters seem to understand it, but I certainly didn't mean to offend you. 4. I do take responsibility for myself, I was in the position for all of those things to happen, even my first time when a dude brutally rape me - I agreed to let a stranger come jack me off so I have no one to blame really but myself.