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Hey Hotload84 - yeah this is a better location. Thank you.

My pleasure, Insideovu.

A couple of months ago I met-up with a guy on Manhunt. He was a bottom, 20 years old, white, still even living at home, and between boyfriends. He wanted to get fucked, and was frantically horny. He said he was negative, and I assured him I was likewise. We discussed if we were going to go bareback or use a condom. He told me that he had only gone bareback once with his ex-boyfriend, so we would use a condom. He asked if that was ok, and I said “sure, that’s fine,” thinking I would blow him off. Then he asked if I came a lot and if I could cum more than once. Bingo - I saw an opportunity.

I told him that I shoot a lot of cum even on my second or third round, but that if I used a condom I could only cum once because after the first time, that the rubber desensitized my dick so much I couldn’t stay hard. But, on the other hand, if I went bareback I could go for two or three rounds (which was actually true). He liked the idea of multiple rounds with me, explaining his former boyfriends had generally had had low sex drives, and, consequently, he was never particularly satisfied in his sexual encounters. In short, he was intrigued by the notion of a multi-cummer who could truly wear-out his hole. Weighing up his remarks, I figured he would probably be open to barebacking, so I invited him over, and told him to pick-up some condoms. He agreed, and took down my address.

He showed up an hour later, and was clearly nervous, so we talked a bit while seated on the coach. As he gradually relaxed, I sensed it was time to down to business, so I slid closer to him, took his face in my hand, and began to kiss him. Man did the clothes fly! We were naked within minutes, exploring each other’s bodies with abandon. His cock was a respectable five or six inches, and his balls were drawn tight - presumably out of excitement. Naturally, my cock was turgid, and my big balls ready to deliver their four-day load as directed.

Leading him to my bedroom, we maneuvered into a 69 position, each pleasuring the other. He did a decent job sucking my cock, although I was really too big for him, so he focused on stroking the shaft while sucking the head. I swallowed his cock and consecutively swallowed each of his balls as I played with his taint, sensing such as the best way of readying him. Eventually I flipped him over onto his belly and rimmed his bubble butt. For a generally smooth guy, he had an interestingly hairy ass. Fucking sweet! He damn near knocked me off in excitement. Apparently, no one had ever done it to him before. When his ass seemed amply relaxed, I climbed on top of him and rubbed my cock along his crack, showing him that I was ready to fuck him. His build was a lot smaller than mine, so I took command, wrapping my entire body around him, holding him in my arms, grinding my cock against his bubble ass. This turned him on, as I knew it would. This kid was a submissive, and wanted to be dominated by a man. A man he would get!

He moaned, and then whispered the words I had been waiting to hear: "fuck me." Smiling with inward satisfaction, I grabbed some lube (which I had placed within arm’s reach) and greased up my bare cock. He didn’t offer-up a condom, and frankly I don’t know if he even had them. I slowly slid my cock head into him, giving him a minute to adjust, as my cock is fairly large, and when the time seemed ripe, eased the entire shaft into his warm, wet, tight ass. I could feel his ass muscles alternately clench down and push back against me, impaling himself onto my raw cock. He was hardly inexperienced, even if generally unsatisfied with his partners. He had mentioned that, when most guys fuck him, they came in under a minute, and he hated as much because he never had time to get off. I could understand why the earlier tops had come so quickly: his ass was round and perfect, but I was determined to make the experience memorable for him, so I measured my strokes so that I wouldn’t blow too quickly. I wanted to convert him in more than one sense. Several times, as my breathing got heavy and I got close, he asked me if I was going to cum yet, and I told him “no, man, not yet - we’ll make it last,” slowing down to delay my orgasm. When I had regained control, I resumed pumping my bare cock in and out of his ass, keeping him pinned directly against the bed, so he couldn’t get to his own dick.

Finally I let it go. My balls contracted, sperm shooting out of my raw cock into his ass, pumping him full of poz cum. I unloaded for perhaps 15 seconds, relishing in breeding him. He had no idea what he had taken, besides my cum, into his hole. As my orgasm subsided, I continued to slowly fuck his ass, while he just moaned, feeling my cum squishing around inside him. About 10 minutes later I rewarded him with another load of cum on top of my first one.

Spent for at least a little while, I pulled out with a wet plopping sound, and kept him face down so my seed wouldn’t spill out of his ass. I stroked his hole, soothing it with gentle massaging, as we talked for about half hour, and I worked my cock. In due course, my cock regained turgidity, and I had him reposition himself doggy style, mounting his ass again, barebacking fucking him from behind. This time, however, I allowed him to jack his dick. After ten minutes or so, he asked if I was close. I was and said as much, to which he replied "I want to taste it this time." I replied “Nah - this one’s also for your hole. You can eat my fourth load,” whereupon I blew inside his butt, notwithstanding his request. His ass was made for breeding, and I wanted to make sure it was done to completion. As I came, he shot his load onto the bed and collapsed on his stomach, with me on his back.

I continued to pump his ass slowly, and him if he wanted my fourth load, but he was exhausted, and truth be known, so was I. He got all mushy and clingy then, wanting to hang out and talk, but I cut him short saying I had to run. I also wanted to get him out the door before he asked to use the bathroom, thus giving my poz cum the time it would need to work its way into his body.

Notwithstanding my seeming rudeness, he contacted me a few days later, wanting to get together for another session, but we never did. My work was done, and I knew was sure of as much when a few weeks later, while chatting on-line, he mentioned he had the flu, and wasn’t feeling well. I told him it was going around, and was sure he’d be better soon. Yeah, right! Welcome to the brother hood buddy!

Hi, guys. I've posted before about the sauna I frequent in London, and I went there again this past Friday. Everything seemed to come together to produce the most fantastic experience of my life. In short, I got fucked fifteen times in a little under four hours, and 13 different guys shot their loads up my ass! They ranged from a fat guy with a four inch dick, to a thin guy with a huge dick (more about him later), from a group scene in the restrooms on the third floor, to a really slutty scene with me laying in the sling, legs up, taking cocks one after the other until my ass was just dripping spunk.

I think the sling scene was best - this fat, middle-aged guy started fucking me and by the time he was ready to cum, there were three or four others watching. When he finished, a nice, athletic looking guy with a big dick took his place and began fucking me really slowly, moving the sling back and forth. He really turned me on. He kept smirking down at me, sort of secretly, and I suppose he might have not cum if I'd asked. But I told him to shoot it, and when he came he just sort of held the head inside me and squirted just inside. When he pulled out I felt round for my hole, and there was there was this huge gob of spunk sliding out. A small, hairy bear-like guy was watching. He put his finger in me and felt for the spunk. He was really excited. I said "come on, do me." He practically launched into the saddle and shoved a short, but fat dick up my oozing ass. He was all red and sweaty and after a while he gasped "where do you want it?" I grabbed his hips and held him in me. "Inside" I said, and he let loose, slamming his cock into my hole he shot.

I just want to say about the restroom. I went up there and fell asleep naked, face down on one of the benches. Suddenly, I felt some one climb on top of me. What a shock! One minute I was dozing, the next a guy was crouched between my legs, shoving a very long, thick cock up my ass! Fortunately, I was wet with spunk and lube. Then a few other guys came into the room, presumably to take a piss, and I heard someone say “let’s take turns fucking him." I surmised word had got round about me. The guy on my back was very thin: I could just see his face silhouetted over my shoulder and reach back to feel the boney legs straddling me - and he was shivering and gasping as the other guys fed him poppers. His cock was smooth and it kind-of tingled as it slid in and out, almost like a burning feeling. I lay there helplessly as someone straddled my head so the top could suck some cock he fucked. I felt my spine tingle as I glanced back and saw the gaunt, excited face of the guy riding me - I suspected, no, I knew he was far gone with AIDS. I looked around, and the other guys were watching and jacking, eager to take me, pale excited faces in the dim light. The guy in my hole started to shake and jerk - should I stop him? Should I? Then I lay my head on my arms, raised my ass a little, and accepted his cum as he shot it into me. I swear I could feel it burn as it flooded me.

When he'd finished, he started to giggle and climbed off me. He was really skinny and bright eyed. "Wild!" he said, "really wild. You're fucked man." Then his buddies got me kneeling on the couch, as the next cock slid up my tingling hole. I can't tell you how excited I am.

A few days ago, I had my first bareback experience with a little help from my friend tina (crystal meth). For most of my life, I've always played the good boy...but I recently discovered how hot sex can be with a little chemical help (better living through chemistry, anyone?).

I had a few days off from work, so after I woke up in the morning, I logged on to A4A to see if I could find some fun. I'm 25, 6', with a really nice gym-toned body. I was poking around in the NYC rooms when a hot top privated me and asked if I liked getting my ass totally eaten out and then fucked. I immediately said yes. We swapped pics, and god, what a fucking stud. He was 37, 5'10", 180 lbs. of solid muscle. He had this beautiful 8" cock, nice and thick...but the best part was the man upward curve that was clear in the pic.

I prep’d myself with a few assps of tina before leaving my apartment and walked the few blocks over to his place. When I got there, we immediately went to his bedroom and got naked. He bent me over and started checking out my hole. He slapped my ass really hard a few times which got my cock rock hard, pushing me face down on the bed and burying his face in my ass, his tongue just working away at my hole. After a little while, he lay on the bed and had me sit right down on his face as his tongue continued to lick and tease at my hole. While he worked at my hole with his tongue, I bent over and started tried to lick his huge cock. For all of its amazing length and girth, I could barely reach it, so I repositioned myself with his cock nuzzled in my crack, teasing my hole. I was so horned up the inside of my hole was itching. He reached over to the night table grabbing the bottle of lube, reached between my legs, slowly working his slippery fingers up my hole. He took some more lube and coated his cock. We rocked back and forth a bit with his cock massaging my ass lips, his precum drooling out of his cockhead, and coating my crack. Clearly, I was ready to be fucked, and he was game.

When we had chatted earlier in the morning, I had made it very, very clear that I never barebacked. He had told me that he was cool either way and that fucking with condoms was fine with him, but sitting there, with my hole totally ready and his rock hard cock all lubed up for me, I couldn't resist. I reached back, grabbed his cock, placing the head against my hole, and maneuvering myself so it entered me - just a tiny bit, mind you, but definitely the harbinger of better things. He arched his back and gave me a questioning smile, but didn't say a word.

I let his cockhead rest inside my hole for a moment. Then I slowly let myself down onto the rest of his huge, curved pole. When I had him totally inside me, I bent over and planted a kiss on his lips. He smiled at me and slowly thrust his hips forward. I responded by slowly clenching my ass muscles tightly around his huge piece, and he responded with a very happy sigh. He leaned forward and embraced me, and without letting his cock slip out, gently lowered me to the bed and put my legs up on his shoulders. When he was sure I was comfortable, he started to thrust in and out of my hole. When he realized that I was ready for him, he started to fuck me hard and fast. I responded by bucking my ass up towards him. Each time he pushed his cock back in, I would clench my ass muscles to make his ride as tight and sweet as I could.

Suddenly, he pushed his cock all the way into me and flipped me on my side, continuing to pound away at my hole. I was so turned-on I was moaning and groaning like a pig in heat. He flipped me over on my stomach and started pounding some more. That mean curve on his cock was hitting all the right spots up my ass. Naturally I was having a fucking ball! He suddenly pulled me up into the doggy position and started pounding even faster and harder than before. Suddenly, he shoved his cock deep inside me and I could feel his cock pulsing as he shot his load deep inside my ass. I was actually a little sad that he had cum, since I wanted more, but to my delight, when, in a few seconds he slid his cock out, it was still rock hard! He got some more lube, slapped it on my hole, and slid his cock right back in my now wet and well-stretched hole.

He continued to fuck me hard and furiously. We kept switching positions (which made me very, very happy since the curve of his dick hit different spots) and after another 15 minutes or so of fucking, he shot another hot load up my hole. Finally, he lay down on his back and I got on top and rode his pole like a bronco rider. I jacked my cock and eventually shot a huge load all over his stomach and chest right as he shot his third and final load up my ass. When I turned and looked at the clock next to his bed, I realized that he had fucked my hole for almost two hours, non-stop. That was my first barebacking experience, and I can't wait to get more!!!

I met this guy on-line about a month ago. He described himself as a sexy Latin guy with a very big dick. I have a thing for Latinos, so I decided to meet-up with him, even though he didn’t have a photograph. I am 23 and have a very nice, tight body and usually pretty picky about the people I let fuck me, so when I met him, I was a little put-off. He was somewhat older than his profile suggested, and he did not have the body I was expecting. His uncut cock, on the other hand, looked very interesting: a full 8.5”, extremely thick, low hanging balls and a thick bush. He repeated several times I would love his cock in my hole, and he was adept at playing with my tits, body and fingering my ass while his cock plumped-up. At this point, my inhibitions were dissipating, and increasingly I was open to his invitation. Hell, I’m being too vague - I was beyond considering his invitation, I was crazy for it: you’ll understand when I say I was in heat. I made my decision, and groaning and turning my ass to him. It should have alarmed me when he grinned, suggesting he knew I would acquiesce, but I was so turned-on I was beyond being critical. I reached for my bag and pulled out a condom but he grabbed my wrist and said "No. You don't want that."

I like to say I was seriously weighing-up pulling-up my pants and splitting, when he slipped the knob of his cock against my hole. “You won't believe how good this is going to feel." That was all he said, and I felt my discipline melt. Yeah, I knew it was at very least imprudent, and possibly reckless, but I was incredibly turned on by this dark-skinned, Latino. His dick was huge and hard as a rock and he kept tweaking my nipple. He clearly knew how to play me: he slid a bottle of poppers under my nose and whispered for me to breathe them in. I knew if I did then I would have no control...and in that moment that is what I wanted...to lose control. So, I breathed in the deepest hit I could take and he slid it in and I moaned and cried as he fucked me and shot his load deep in my ass.

Afterward, as I was dressing he wrote his number for me and said to call him. I took the number and didn't say anything, so he said. "Don't throw it away. You'll want more. Right now you think you won't, but you will." Two days later, I found myself calling him. I told him how afraid I was of what we'd done but how badly I wanted it again. He said he had something that would keep me from being afraid of barebacking. I asked him what and he told me to come over later that night. When I arrived, he led me back to his bedroom. He had hooked up a sling over his bed. I climbed in and he started fucking me. He said "As long as you are negative, you will always be afraid. You won't ever enjoy this the way you should. Do you gonna stay, or leave?" I felt his hard cock in my ass pounding against my prostate. I could feel that wonderful sense of fullness matched only by the sense I was going to piss myself. I took another big hit of poppers. "Breed me." Which he promptly did. Smiling broadly, he played with my sloppy hole and tits, plied me with more poppers and asked “Want some more, buddy?” When I took a deep hit and replied simply “Yeah.” He picked up his phone and started making calls to his friends. Within a half-hour or so, the first guy arrived, and by that night I ended-up taking six loads of charged cum. The next day I took off work and spent the day in bed. I was a mess for a few days, but he was right. Now I can truly feel free. Now I can experience the pleasure for which I secretly was looking.

This is an good tale. Hope it is continued. I've taken the liberty of moving it to CHEM SEX - Fiction, because it seems to reference as much in the words 'partied' and in the reference to 'Gee' and 'Tee'.

It's about 3 A.M. now here in NYC. I should be in bed, but I can't sleep thanks to what happened about a few hours ago, for the first time I let a guy fuck me without wearing a condom.

Just to give you a little background, I live in the West Village in New York. I’m 28 and I’m what most would probably call a gym bunny. I was up late working on some stuff for work, but when I finished up, I figured I’d get on A4A for a bit and surf around to see if I could find some fun. I started chatting with a guy in Chelsea. We swapped pics, and damn...he was hot. He was 35, hairy, muscular, and hung (about 8.5" cut with a huge mushroom head). I knew I had to get fucked by him. I invited him over, and he accepted my invitation with a provision: he told me that he wanted to find me butt naked when he got to my apartment. I agreed.

He came over about 15 minutes later. I had already stripped, so I buzzed him into the building, unlocked my front door, and got onto my bed with my ass in the air. I heard the door open and close, and I also heard him walk in. The apartment was dark and he had told me not to look at him until he told me I could. I sneaked a glance, but since it was dark I could only make out his profile as he took his clothes off and dropped them on the couch. He came over to my bad and placed a hand on my ass. "Very nice!" he said, right before he parted my cheeks and buried his tongue in my hole. He would occasionally stick a finger or two in my hole to help open me up.

After he spent a long time rimming and fingering me, he told me to turn over. As I got onto my stomach, I finally got to see him. My dick was rock hard at this point, and when I finally saw him live and naked, I almost came. He didn't have a single ounce of fat on his hot hairy body and his dick was fat, hard, and just as big as he had said. He brought his dick to my mouth and told me to suck him off. I gladly took his dick in my mouth and slowly managed to get the entire thing buried in my mouth and throat. When he could tell I was comfortable, he grabbed my head and started fucking my face. He started fucking my mouth faster and faster and moaning louder...suddenly he pulled almost all the out, leaving just the head in my mouth and he started shooting a huge, salty load right onto my tongue. I was so turned on, I swallowed it down as fast as he could shoot it out.

He pulled his dick out of my mouth and I was amazed because it was still rock hard. he asked me if I was ready to get fucked. Damn was I ready. He lifted my legs up in the air and again buried his face between my cheeks. He got up and reached over for the lube on my nightstand., lubing himself and my hole, and began to insert his cockhead. I stopped him and told him that he had to wrap it. He looked at me and asked me whether or not I wanted to get fucked. I told him yes, but he had to wrap it. He told me that was too bad, because he didn't like to fuck with them. He started getting off the bed and headed towards the couch where his clothes were. I couldn't believe it...the hottest fucking stud I had ever hooked up with was about to walk out my door without a fuck, and I was so incredibly horned up. "Wait, don't leave. I want you to fuck me. please." He looked at me and I slowly turned onto my stomach.

He didn't say anything or move for a minute as I lay there almost quivering with nervousness. He finally started walking back to my bed and got up on top of me, whispering "I’m going to give you the hottest fuck you've ever had, boy: a fuck you’ll never forget." He put more lube on my ass and his cock - I was so fucking hot and so scared at the same time. After what seemed like forever, I felt the rock hard head of his dick right at my hole. He barely moved a muscle while he slid his cock ever so slowly into my hole. it felt like an hour had passed by the time I could feel his pubes pressing against my smooth ass cheeks, but I had never felt so full and so good before in my life. We laid there for a moment and when he finally felt I was ready, he started to slowly pull out of my hole. After a few minutes of skillfully teasing my hole with the entire length of his huge dick, he started to pick up speed. Before long, he was fucking my ass like a jackhammer. I felt better than I had ever before. For what seemed to be hours he fucked me like I had never been fucked before. The hottest point in the night was when he had flipped me back on my stomach and he told me to reach back and spread my cheeks open so he could better get at my open hole. As I lay there with my hands on my ass, he started pounding away and I felt a tingling in my dick as he kept hitting my prostate. Suddenly, I started cumming without even touching myself (which had never happened to me before). He didn't stop while I was cumming though and continued to fuck me without interruption, long and hard. I had never been fucked this long before, and I couldn't believe how good I felt.

After a good length of time, with him pistoning in and out of my ass, his breathing got heavier and his moans started getting louder. Between breaths, he said to me, "damn that's a hot fucking hole boy. You want to feel me shoot my load inside you?" He obviously already knew the answer though since he didn't care when I didn't answer. He picked up his pace and suddenly gave a loud moan that I was sure would have awakened my neighbors and I could feel his hot load shooting in my ass as he continued to fuck my hole. I was so turned- on and feeling so good that as he was cumming inside me, I came for the second time that night (and in my life) without even touching myself. He finally pulled his dick out of my ass and laid down next to me as we both tried to catch our breath. I had always sworn to myself that I wouldn't let someone other than a serious BF cum inside me, but I had just allowed a stranger, albeit the hottest man I had ever met, shoot a huge load inside my ass. He told me that I was a hot fuck and he wanted more of that ass. I lay there quietly, thinking about whether or not I could do this again, and I realized that I had to have this hot man inside me again and I wanted...no needed, to feel his hot cum up inside my ass. As he was getting dressed and getting ready to leave, he told me that if I was really good, he'd bring some of his hot friends over for a ride to...and truth be told, I can't wait.

Hey all! I’m a neg 23 year old bottom boy (5'9" 140# 7"uncut), who up until now has been pretty vanilla in my sexual escapades. I decided I wanted to try something more on the wild side, so I got on gay.com and found a guy named "top4boyz." He said that I was nothing but a slut and that I needed to get filled with cocks. I thought he was a freak and so I closed the window, but finding nothing else online, I got really curious as to what would be in store for me if I took him up on his offer. I admit, I was also motivated by his stats, which sounded hot: 26 years old, 6'2" 185 pounds, muscular build eight inches, cut. Well, he was more than happy to talk to me again, he told me to be blindfolded and naked with my legs in the air and leave the door unlocked. So, that evening at the specified time, I got lubed and naked and put on a blindfold. A few minutes later I heard the door opening. I heard him undressing and then he walked up to me, rubbed his cock across my ass and said "Hey cumpig, are you ready to begin your new life as a poz slut?" I replied "yes Sir". He then said, "You feel my poz dick? I don't have a condom on it, and I'm not going to put one on. I'm going to fuck you and cum inside your ass raw and you're gonna love it." I started to object when he shoved it in to the hilt and held my shoulders down.

It hurt for a minute, but then I realized how wonderful it felt and I began to beg him to fuck me harder. He asked me where I wanted him to cum. I was so turned on by his sexy voice and the feel of his eight inches piston fucking me that I yelled out "wherever you want Sir!" He told me that he was gonna cum inside me and that meant that I was forever gonna be a poz bareback cumpig and never be allowed to have a condom used on me again. I said "oh yes" and immediately came. He shot his load inside me and left his cock in my hole for a few seconds until he was done climaxing, saying he wanted every last drop of cum to find a home in my ass.

I thought that everything was over, but he told me to remain blindfolded and that he was having other hung men come to use my hole now that I had been initiated into raw mansex. He told me I was not to know who was fucking me but that the tops would all have a minimum of eight inches. He told me there would be young dudes, old men, all races, neg dick, and poz dick. I took nine cocks that night in my ass, all over eight inches and not one used a condom. All of them came at least once, one guy twice. I have no idea who the men were as I was blindfolded the whole time.

I have now given up on condoms completely and I don’t even care who fucks me as long as I get his cum up my hole and he has a big cock, that is, over eight inches. Anyone who is gonna be in Buffalo, feel free to contact me and come dump a load. My only requirement: is you must be over eight.

I’m a good-looking 26-year-old, 5’11”, 175 lbs., nice smooth body, I work out and it shows too. Unfortunately, I am a sex addict with very little to no ability to control my urges. I also have fantasies that I love to turn into reality. Of course, most of these fantasies require having willing partners. I also love anonymous sex, you know, very little words exchanged, just pure sex. This means that I spend a lot of time online looking for people who want to help me turn my fantasies into reality.

I also have roommates, which makes things a little more difficult, but more interesting also, especially since I’m not out and my roommates have no idea that I like to have sex with men. For some time now, I have been contacting men trying to lure them to my house. I’m very explicit in terms of what I’m looking for. I tell the guy that I’m looking to get fucked, nothing else, just fucked in the ass. Then I tell them that I want for them to arrive at my house, come to the side door, get undressed, lube up their cocks, then come down into the basement, where they would find me, naked, lubed, and ready, with a butt plug in my ass, making it nice and ready for fucking. All they need to do is to remove the butt plug and go for it. It is not easy to find men who are willing to show up at a stranger’s house and go down to his basement basically naked with a hard, lubed dick, so I had decided I would have to lower my standards and just go with anyone who would be willing.

My story starts when I contacted this guy last Friday. His profile sounded real hot. He said he was 6’3”, 210 lbs., with lots of muscle, etc. Just my type! I told him of my fantasy and he thought it was hot and agreed to meet me that night. As we continued to chat, I told him I wanted everything to be safe and he agreed. He lived close by, so, at the predetermined time, I went downstairs and waited for his arrival. I heard the door upstairs open, then I heard noises that indicated that my visitor was getting himself ready. As promised, I was downstairs, on all fours, waiting for him to come down and start fucking me. I left lube and condoms upstairs for him to use as he got himself ready. After a couple of minutes, my dick was hard with anticipation, and lots of precum already oozing down and dripping on the floor. My friend finally came downstairs and I could see him from the corner of my eye (the basement lights were turned off, only a dimmed light partially lit the place. From what I could see, this guy was as good looking as he described himself to be. He had a nice thin waist, a big hairy chest and thick legs. His hard cock looked bigger than the 8 inches he had described it to be, and it seemed to be very thick.

I didn’t move, and waited for him to lower himself behind me. After he positioned himself behind me, he proceeded to remove the butt plug from my well-lubricated hole. He was gentle and had the butt plug removed in no time. He then moved closer to me and started to insert his thick head into my waiting hole. I couldn’t believe just how horned up I was. My fantasy was finally coming true, and with one hot dude! His first strokes were gentle, but as soon as he realized that my ass had already been plucked by the butt plug, his strokes intensified. As we had discussed, our intent was to get him off as quickly as possible, neither one of us was looking to put on a show. This was strictly about him getting off. It was all about him and his pleasure; and by the way he was fucking me, he knew that and he was making sure that so did I. He kept fucking deep and hard with that big meat of his and I could feel some of the lube dripping off my ass as he plowed his cock in then almost all the way out of my hole then all the way in again.

I then reached over to touch his cock and balls. That is when I noticed that he didn’t seem to be wearing rubbers, even though we agreed that everything was going to be safe only. I couldn’t believe what he was doing! I felt helpless, there was little what I could do. I had roommates upstairs, which meant I couldn’t cause a scene. I tried to move away but his had a strong grip around my waist and I couldn’t really go anywhere. He knew I noticed about the lack of rubbers, which only intensified his grip around my waist. His pounding also intensified and I thought he was getting close to cumming and filling my ass with his cum. I whispered to him asking him to pull out and put on a rubber. He kept pounding, totally fucking me exactly the way I had envisioned. His only response was that he didn’t see any rubbers upstairs and that my ass was so good he wasn’t going to pull out. I begged him to put on a rubber or at least to pull out before he came. He said “sure” and went on giving me the best fuck of my life! A couple of seconds later, I felt his rhythm change and once again I tried to escape his grip while I begged him once more to pull out. He didn’t! I felt his cock literally grow inside of me, as he began to flood me with him cum. Spurt after spurt of cum filled my guts as he kept his masculine hands around my waist – in charge and in control, exactly the way I had fantasized! I was so scared but so turned on, I couldn’t believe it!

After he finished, he reinserted the butt plug into me and left me there. After he left, I went back upstairs, as I removed the butt plug from my sore hole, this big wad of cum fell to the bathroom floor. I couldn’t believe the amount and couldn’t even imagine how much of his hot cum was still floating inside of me! I went back online, still in a daze, not knowing what to do. I then saw him online. He thanked me for a great fuck and wanted to know when he could come back for more. I told him how scared I was for what he had done. He told me he gave me exactly what I was asking for and told me he was chatting with another guy and told this other guy about me and that if I wanted for him to come back and do me again that I would have to let this other guy do me THAT night! I gave it some thought and decided to go for it, after all, my new friend was too hot, too good looking to pass, and he knew exactly what I wanted. I accepted his terms and not too much later this other guy showed up and fucked me good. It didn’t take him long to deposit another load in me. Afterwards I decided I couldn’t do that again. I can’t see myself letting another guy drop his load in my ass like I did that night. I have been avoiding my fucker friend, as I know I will not be able to resist his advances!

This happened about two months ago when I was at a party at one of my friend's house. It was getting late I wanted to start to head for home. I had a few drinks but I was not drunk by any means. The only reason I stayed so long was because there was this really hot guy there who I would love to fuck. But he went home by himself. As I was driving home I saw this whitish object along the road and it looked like it was moving. I thought it was a damn deer. Well it was not a deer, but instead a nice young two-legged buck.

I stopped and asked him if he was ok. The kid looked drop dead gorgeous. If he was over 19, I would have been surprised. He said that he had been out drinking with friends, and they had dropped him off out here and he had to get back into town. I, being the nice guy that I am, gave him a ride, all the time I was wondering how I was going to get into his pants and get to fuck his cherry ass with my hot poz cock.

I asked him if he wanted to go home or come over to my place for some beers, maybe watch a movie. Well it did not take him long to decide on the beers and movies. I have a couple of straight porn DVDs just for this kind of occasion. So we started to drink, and after a while when he was feeling pretty good, then I popped in the porn. I accidentally popped in a bi movie, to see how he reacted. I could tell the movie was having a effect on him. He was discretely (I’m sure he thought), rubbing his cock through the denim of his pants. I told him that it would be ok, since we are there alone if he wanted to take it out and stroke it, that no one would know.

He agreed since we had never seen each other before, and because he was well on his way to being drunk. I went to get him another beer, and when I came back, he had his cock out; naturally I followed suit. We sat there for about 10 minutes slowly stroking. I noticed he seemed not a little interested in my tool, so I gave him an ample view, by shucking my trousers and briefs down to my knees. He followed my example, and after a couple minutes of look-see, I then asked him if I could touch his dick, and he slurred sure. I stroked it for him, playing with the pre-cum rubbing it up and down his cock. It was a nice cock, about 7.5" cut and it had a nice head. I kept stroking his cock for a while and then I asked if I could suck it. When he did not say anything, I took it as a yes and slowly went down on him. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see the movie was into a gay scene, two guys going down on each other. He asked me if he could suck my dick. Of course, I replied sure, repositioning myself to accommodate him. He started to suck slowly on it, getting just the head into his mouth. Not surprisingly, he was rather inexperienced, but fortunately, I was not, so I knew just how to move the play to the next plane.

I played with his cock, ass and tits, doing my best to keep the excitement building. He kept working on my cock, and what he lacked in technique, he certainly made-up for with enthusiasm. Sensing the time was ripe, I stood-up and pulled my pants up, asking if he wanted to go into the bedroom, with the suggestion we’d be more comfortable. At this point, the two guys started to fuck each other. He asked me if I had ever done that and I told him yes. I asked if he was interested and he replied he had thought about it, as he pulled his pants up. Smiling, I told him we could try that as well, so, taking his hand, I lead him into the bedroom, I stripped, and helped him out of his clothing, positioning him on his back.

I started by kissing his chest, sucking on his perky nipples and working my way down to his cock, getting his hard, engorged cock all nice and wet. Then I moved on to his balls and ass by lifting his legs and rimming his musky hole. Clearly, it was a new experience for him - frankly, I thought he was going to jump out of the bed with excitement. He loved it. He was moaning and groaning ad telling me not to stop. I told him I had to stop, because I had something that would make him feel better. I got out the lube and prepared his hole. He asked me if I was going to fuck him and I said yes. He asked me if I needed a condom, and I told him not unless he had something that I was going to catch. He said he was clean, and then he let me start to fuck him.

His ass was so fucking tight, but for it, he was a natural bottom. After a minute or two of adjustment, he began flexing his muscle around my cock and almost made me cum too soon. I looked right into his eyes and watched him as I was fucking him, knowing that I was going to be infecting this cherry boy. I went for about 20 minutes, at which point I couldn’t take it any longer. I shot my load deep into his tight hole as he shot his load out onto his chest. We rested for about 10 minutes, cuddling together on the bed. To my pleasure, he then asked if I could fuck him again. Naturally I told him I would love to. I was going to make this a night he was never going to forget. It was so fucking hot. The next morning he left and I have not seen him again, but I am certain he will be thinking of me in a few months.

Was at an ABS last night, standing in the hallway, and heard these two guys (presumably friends) talking together about sucking dick, and stuff, and their wives, so I knew they were married. Each also had a wedding band on. No big deal to me, I could careless if guys were cheating on their wives. The one guy was hot, about 28, brown, short, wavy hair, green eyes, muscular, athletic type. Bubble butt under his cargos.

I smiled at him and went into a booth with a glory hole in it. In less than a minute I heard someone come into the booth on the other side. Glanced through the hole, and there were the cargo pants I had seen before. Saw the pants slide down around his ankles, and then his dick came through the hole. Hmm, I thought, I thought this guy was talking about sucking dick, not getting sucked, but I love to suck too, so what the hell. His dick was semi-hard, uncut, and about 5" soft so far. I slid my tongue under his foreskin, and licked, and took the head into my mouth. His dick plumped out to about 8 inches, and the skin pulled back off his glistening wet head. I sucked him all the way into my mouth, as my hands worked his balls. I could taste thick pre-cum from his tip. Gently sucked him, driving him crazy for like 2-3 minutes, when he got rock hard, and started to pull his dick back through the hole (why would he do that?), but I had a good hold on his balls, and held on tight. Not wanting any pain in his balls at that climax moment, he pushed his dick back all the way through the hole, right as his cum spewed out in thick spurts into my mouth. I held his cum in my mouth while he was cumming so it would be really wet and warm. When he finished, I licked all I could from his head, and swallowed it all down. Licked his shaft clean, as he pulled it back through. Well, again not what I expected, but very nice I thought.

Next thing I know, his ass is backed up against the hole. Being still on my knees, I put my tongue to his ass and started licking and sucking it. I love a guy that wants more even after he cums. I worked on his sweet, smooth, pink hole for about five minutes, when he backs away and hands me a condom through the glory hole. I struggled with the urge to fuck and the dislike of condoms, this was a nice ass! I also struggled with my need to breed his ass, at all costs, being incredibly turned on by doing that. So I took the condom pack, opened it up, and with my teeth, bit off the tip of it, making a huge hole in the end. I rolled it onto my dick, and held my hand over the end as I was lubing it with spit. I could see him watching me to see that I had the condom on. His ass came back to the hole, with his fingers there to help guide my dick in, he had also put some lube onto his ass. I positioned my dickhead right at his hole, and his hands grasped my shaft (condom covered) to feel it, and make sure it was there, as he helped guide me in.

The hole in the end of the condom was only big enough to cover my slit on the head, but I held tightly onto my condom covered shaft as I pushed in, and felt the entire head of the condom tear as I pushed into him, so that my entire head of my cock was now inside him bare. I held still onto the condom as I pushed in, to get about 2" of my dick raw inside him, with just now the lower part of my shaft covered with the condom. His hand moved away, and his ass came back fully against the glory hole and onto my dick. The feeling of being inside someone bare is just too strong to resist, it’s like I go into a trance.

I began pumping his ass, wild with lust that this boy was being fucked bare, but didn't know it. His ass was so warm, and moist, and hot, I got close in like 3 minutes. Glory holes always turn me on for some reason and make me cum fast anyway. I gave a final push into him deep, and just held it there, and started to cum and breed his ass, blowing my spunk into him raw. This hot married dude, was being seeded and bred, but didn't know it. I could feel his ass, squeezing my dick as I twitched inside him and blew out about 7-8 shots of my cum into him, wild with emotions that I was breeding a guy. As I finished, he started to back off, and I quickly pulled my dick back through, and held my hand over the tip of the condom as he looked back through, and I pulled it off the same way. Dropped it onto the floor in the corner so he couldn't see it, zipped up and left.

I wonder if and when he discovered the broken condom or the load of cum that was now swimming in his ass, if ever. I just couldn't help myself though, the urge to breed sometimes becomes too strong to resist, and I just have a need to get my cum into an ass. He was a hot hot boy.

Met this guy while roller-blading in the park a while ago. He was cute, about 22 years old, newly gay, only been fucked once. We just started hanging out as friends and doing stuff. I wasn't looking for a relationship, and he was. He had those eyes for me that followed me everywhere I went, and watched my body move any chance he got. He was a really sweet kid, and we had a lot of fun, but nothing ever happened.

We'd been hanging out for about 6 months, and he knew I was poz, and we'd discussed sex a lot. He knew I was into barebacking strictly, and all about my past. He wanted me anyway. He wanted me to be his boyfriend, but as I said, I wasn't looking for any sort of commitment, and I knew if I had sex with him, he'd only get more emotionally involved.

I'd been experimenting with bondage, mostly being tied up for a few months, and had chatted with this guy online for a while about getting together. After taking all the safety measures of getting to know him, and trust him, we finally agreed to meet. We'd been talking for about 3 months online so far. He had someone he said who wanted to watch the scene we would do, but not be involved in it. He said the guy was young, cute, and curious to try it himself, and wanted to see how things went. I have never minded doing stuff in public or being watched, so I agreed.

I got to the guy's house that Saturday night, and he immediately stripped and blindfolded me He then led me naked down to his basement, where he had a dungeon setup. I was already hard, and dripping as I was going down the stairs. He tied me to a St. Andrews cross, fully spread eagle, naked, tied at the wrists, ankles, and waist by soft nylon ropes. He did his things to me then, since this isn't really a bondage group, I won't get into all the details, but suffice it to say, my cock was tied, teased, and my body was in exquisite pain/pleasure for about 2 hours. I was begging to be allowed to cum at this point, and he knew it.

He told me the guy had been watching the whole scene, and it made my already hard dick throb even more (there was a huge wet puddle of my pre-cum under me), and ooze out another thick glob of juice, as I felt it slowly drool out of my dick and slide down to the floor. He removed the blindfold then, and it took me about a minute for my eyes to readjust to seeing after 2 1/2 hours of being totally in the dark.

There before me stood my bondage top, and a little behind him and against the wall, was "the kid." This was the kid I'd mentioned earlier, my little buddy. He'd been watching me the whole time. I was confused, and surprised, but not angry. The kid told me he had worked out a deal for the top guy, and had him talk to me online, so he could see me having fun finally. I laughed, and didn't really mind. He'd probably be even more focused on me now, but we hadn't had sex, and it was alright. They both kind of looked at each other, and the top said that I didn't realize the full extent of the deal. I was confused.

The top stripped the kid naked before me, and began tying him up as well, only he was being tied face down, reverse hogtied, with his body bent over a padded structure, his legs open and spread and tied to the legs. Wow, I thought, I get to watch and get off too. That wasn't what the "deal" was though. All the time the kid was being tied, the top continued to keep me hard and on edge, so I was still bursting at the balls. Finally the kid was tied up, and spread open.

The top then moved the kid and his structure directly in front of me, so that the kids ass lined up a few inches in front of my dick. Again, I was confused. The top explained that the deal was that the kid got to get fucked by me, which I would never agree to, and the top got to watch this beautiful, young kid, get fucked bare, and take a poz load in his neg ass. I almost lost my hardon. Now I was mad, and felt betrayed. I thought to myself, the kid doesn't realize what he's doing! He knew I was poz, and knew he shouldn't be doing this.

At the same time, I was still hard, and the thought of fucking his beautiful, sweet ass, and blowing a charged load into him, changing him forever, made another huge glob of precum ooze out of my dick. I was then gagged, so I couldn't say anything or complain. I could hardly even move, I was tied so tight. Slowly the top moved the kid backwards towards my aching dick. My dickhead brushed across his tight little hold, and it became wet with more of the precum I was now almost flowing out of my dick. The kid had a lot more mobility than I did in movement, and he slowly started to back himself onto my throbbing dick. I tried to move or resist, but it was useless.

The head popped in, without any lube other than my precum, and my head swam in confusion of fear for the kid, and the pleasure finally being supplied to my dick that had been denied through teasing for hours. The kid continued to back himself onto me, until he had about half of my dick in him, and stopped. Obviously it hurt him (remember, I was only the 2nd guy to be inside him).

He kinda lost his nerve a bit from the pain I think, and just held still. The top seeing this grabbed for his balls, and pulled, causing the kid to back away from him and fully impale himself onto my entire dick. He kinda squealed in pain, because my dick at the base was pretty dry, and I kinda tore into him as he suddenly backed onto me. My dick was harder than it has ever been, as the top pushed the structure under the kid more towards me, pinning the kid against me and the table, so that he couldn't pull himself off my dick. There we were locked together, me inside him, neither of us able to move.

At that moment, I was still so hard, and wanted to fuck, I just couldn't help myself. With what little mobility I had, I slowly started to fuck his ass, it felt so good and warm. I looked down at my dick, and there was a little blood on it, the kid had torn his ass being impaled on me. I knew we wouldn't be released until we were done, and strangely a part of me was incredibly turned on by the fact that I would probably be pozzing this kid. I thrust more, and felt more precum flowing out of my shaft and into him, lubing his ass more, and making it feel more wet. The top started to play with my balls, and nips again, and my thrusting grew more insistent.

The kid was being really quiet, I wasn't sure if he was in pain, or scared, or what, but then I realized I didn't care. I wanted to fuck, I needed to cum, and I was turned on by blowing my cum into his little neg ass. I lost restraint, and let go, slowly pumping back and forth into him. Within two minutes, I couldn't hold back, since I had been on the edge for two hours, the top squeezed on my balls, and my dick grew even bigger, as I shuddered and started cumming into him. The thoughts going through my mind were of a savage sexual aggression, I wanted to fuck him, to cum in him and to blow poz cum into his neg ass, I was so turned on, as my dick spasmed and contracted, and I shot what felt like 10-12 thick spurts of cum into his ass.

We held still for a while, and then were both untied. We left together, and didn't say a word at all. I drove the kid to my house, and we both went in, still not talking. Wordlessly, I took his hand and took him to the bedroom, and undressed us both. I began kissing him, licking him all over and bent him back onto the bed. I licked his hairless, smooth, tight little body, as he writhed around and moaned. I sucked his nips, licked his balls, and slowly took his dick into my mouth, and sucked slowly. He came almost instantly, and I let it flow from his dick into my mouth, and held it there. When he finished, I climbed up to him, and kissed him, sharing his sperm between our two mouths, kissing and licking his lips.

He ate his own cum greedily, as I spread his legs open, and moved between them. Still wordlessly, I mounted his ass, and slid bare inside him. He moaned, and opened his legs more, his eyes filled with lust and passion. I slowly fucked him this time for a while, thinking the whole time, how I needed to breed his ass more, make sure the poz cum took hold of his body, and blew another load into him. He said he could feel as my dick was contracting in his ass, and then a really warm, wet feeling as my cum went into him. I fucked him all the rest of the weekend, continually inseminating his ass over and over. I couldn't get enough of it, and was more than turned on by pozzing a neg guy. It was a feeling that lasted, and I wanted to repeat with him and others more and more.

The kid converted a few weeks later after getting sick. After a few difficult weeks of resorting out our relationship, we both settled comfortably into becoming fuck buddies, and started working together to tag other neg guys, but that's another story.

I had recently gotten into barebacking with a hot guy who was a fuck buddy of mine. Up until then, I had used condoms my whole life to be safe. Once he and I stopped seeing each other (owing to a misunderstanding). I struggled with wanting to bareback to enjoy the natural feeling, and using condoms to be safe.

At first I continued to use condoms with all the guys who I met, but the feeling wasn't the same at all, it was almost irritating to feel that piece of rubber between us, but caution prevailed, and I made an honest attempt to use them to protect myself. After a few months of unsatisfying fucks, I reluctantly decided that I might try to bareback, but only with neg guys. I had to really struggle with that one, because meeting guys for sex in bars, internet, etc, well, guys could naturally not be trusted to tell the truth. I made a decision that I would bareback with neg guys, but make them pull out before they came, and that I would require test results that I could see to be reasonably sure they were telling the truth. It was a risky solution still, because a guy could get tested, subsequently become HIV positive, and then I'd be at risk, but my hormones and body were struggling for control over my mind. It was a solution that I decided would be worth the risk. You know when you decide on something that you know isn't right, but talk yourself into it, because it's what you want? Well that's what I did.

I met 2-3 guys this way, and it worked out pretty well. I'd see their test results and they'd fuck me bare, and pull out shooting onto my chest, but I still wasn't satisfied. I missed the intimacy, and feeling of having a man inside me ejaculating at the climax of the fuck, it felt incomplete. The last guy I met this way, we had arranged for him to pull out when he was close. When he got close to cumming while fucking me though, I was so turned on, that I grabbed his hips, when he told me he was about to cum, and starting to pull out, and pushed him back into me. He needed no further encouragement, and sank all the way back in, letting himself go inside me. Again, I could feel his dick spasming, and contracting as he came, and that wonderful feeling of warm semen flow into me. On some level, I knew I was hooked, and that nothing again would ever satisfy me. I continued to battle with that dilemma, and began to sometimes let guys cum in me, and sometimes pull out. I knew again on some level, I was playing a dangerous game, and eventually would be headed for trouble, but I just couldn't stop.

A couple of months later, I went on vacation and began talking to a couple on the net who wanted to meet me while I was visiting. The couple had posted a message to a group, looking for guys to play with. They were both tops, and loved barebacking. One was poz, the other neg. After a few weeks of e-mails back and forth, we agreed to meet. Our deal was that the neg guy could fuck me bare, but the poz guy would have to use a condom. It wasn't the best situation, but both these guys were really hot, especially the poz one, and I couldn't resist, and felt reasonably safe. I met them, and saw the test results of the neg guy. He had been tested every 3 months for the past 3 years, and showed me all the results so I felt pretty sure he was telling the truth. He even showed me his ID, so I knew it was really him. I trusted them, because of that, and also because the poz guy had been honest about his status from the start. Everything seemed to be on the up and up.

I was visiting for 10 days, and the first day we got together, and the neg guy fucked me first, bare, with the agreement that he pull out when he came. These guys were hot! The neg one was Italian, late 20's, rugged, athletic body, and very masculine, 7" cut dick. The poz guy was early 20's, Latin, smoothest skin you've ever seen, with a baby face to go nuts over, and an awesome 8" uncut piece of wonder between his legs. After a lot of making out and sucking, the neg guy started to ride my ass raw, fucking me for a good long time. He was really into it, pumping in and out, and fucking like a pro. I reminded him to pull out when he got close, and he said, "too late man, sorry". He had already cum. I wasn't really happy because he had agreed to pull out, but I was still sure he was neg, so I decided it was ok. He pulled out of me, and his boyfriend (the poz Latin guy), slid a condom over his dick (I watched), and slid right into my cum filled ass. His dick was bigger so he met with a little resistance when he first started to push in, but he held onto the base of his dick, and shoved, and in it went.

It must have been all the lube from the first guy, or his cum already inside me, or the fact that this stud was so hot, but it didn't feel as bad with a condom as it usually did. Maybe his dick was bigger and that made up for it, I didn't know at the time, but it felt awesome. He fucked much faster than the first guy, and I thought I could even feel his uncut head sliding around inside the condom in my ass. This is great I thought, even with a condom I still like it. He fucked me until he blew into the condom in my ass. He pulled out, went to the bathroom, and came back, and he and his boyfriend both sucked me off until I blew my own load.

The Latin guy had felt so good inside me with the condom, that I fantasized about how much better he would feel inside me, bare, but realized I couldn't do that, because he was poz, and I wanted to be safe. Over the next week I met with these two guys every day, each time was pretty much the same, the first neg guy would fuck me raw, and I let him cum inside me now, since he had the first time already, and then the Latin guy (poz) would fuck me with the rubber afterwards. I felt really lucky that I had met such cool guys, who were into barebacking, but also respected the whole neg/poz issues.

After about 5 days, they suggested that before I leave, we do a gang bang, since I was really into getting fucked. They knew of two other couples, who were into fucking raw, who had been together for over 5 years each, and could show me neg test results. That would be six tops fucking me, and at that time, I had never done a gang bang, or been to a sex party, but I thought it would be hot, so I agreed. I was really looking forward to it, thinking of all that bare dick and cum. I didn't really worry too much because I trusted these guys a lot. I was kind of nervous, but my sex drive won out in the end.

The next night I didn't meet with the original couple, because we had planned the gang bang for the night afterwards. That night I went to an internet cafe to check email and cruise on the web a bit. I was reading posts on the list where I had met the original couple, and saw a post from them to the group. They knew I didn't have a computer with me, so evidently they thought there was no worry of me reading the post. What they said was that they had met a guy from out of town, and had been fucking him all week and pozzing him. I was stunned.

The neg guy was indeed really neg, but the poz guy had cut a slit in the end of the condoms he was using, causing them to leak or tear when he slid into me. I realized suddenly that was the reason the condoms hadn't been bothering me with the poz Latin guy. They were tearing at the end immediately as he pushed into me, so that he was really fucking me bare, just with a condom wrapped around at the base of his dick. I realized that I had never seen the condom after he fucked me, because he always went right to the bathroom, obviously to get rid of the evidence.

I had taken 5 loads of poz cum from this guy over the past week, and never noticed his load inside me, because his boyfriends cum was already in me, so I wouldn't know. Again, I was stunned. I was also angry, scarred, and I have to admit in a twisted kind of way turned on. What I knew might eventually happen, had already happened. I'd already had a poz guy unload into me. The post went on to say that the two other couples were also all poz, and going to further add to the "pozzing". I realized as I read this through the fourth time to make sure I was actually reading it correctly that my dick was hard as a rock. I didn't know why, but I was turned on by the fact that I had crossed over that imaginary line. I felt a freedom, instead of worrying when it was going to happen, it already had. I wondered if it was too late, if I was already poz or not yet. Along with the sense of fear, a feeling of relaxation and letting go occurred over the next few hours.

I tried to call the couple to ask them about it, but they weren't home, and by the time they did call me back, for some reason I didn't say anything, but just said everything was fine and I was looking forward to our plans tomorrow. It was like I was in a dream of suspended reality. What was I thinking? I was actually even considering going through with this?! There was still a chance I might be neg, even after the Latin guy had cum in me 5 times, I could still be ok, but in some surreal way, I was drawn to the scene, knowing I shouldn't do it, but unable to resist. Its a hard feeling to describe.

I figured I would meet them the next night and confront them, and back out, so I went. I got there, full of fear, anger and excitement, ready to tell them off, but somehow didn't. The other guys were there, all but one of them really hot, and the one that wasn't hot, wasn't a slouch by any means at all. They all showed me their negative results (fake names maybe, who knows) and I just sort of dreamlike mumbled, "ok".

I started to go through with it. The original couple Italian guy fucked me first as he usually did, and blew into my ass. The other 5 guys were all around me, sucking on my nipples, jacking and sucking me, kissing me, and I was swept away into a blissful passion, I just kind of melted and stopped caring. The Italian guy finished in my ass and pulled out, and almost immediately the next guy got under me, and started to slide in. I knew he was poz and bare, and starting to slip in, and started to stop him, but a warm mouth over mine, and another warm mouth over my dick, and I was silenced. He was in and fucking me. He didn't last too long, and I felt him push all the way in, and hold there, his body shuddered, and then he was cumming inside me. I felt it. I was feeling disgusted with myself, but I was to turned on.

I was knowingly taking poz cum into my ass! An ass sank onto my rock hard dick right at that moment, and I looked up, it was the poz Latin guy, and I immediately blew my load right then and there into him. I didn't care anymore. Over the next hour each of the other guys from the new couples mounted and fucked me bare, all blowing inside my ass load after load of poz cum.

Finally it was the Latin guy's turn at my ass, and he started rolling one of his "special" condoms over his dick and moved into position. I looked at him right into his beautiful brown eyes, and reached back, pulling the condom from his dick, taking it off. He looked at me kind of quizzically, and when I smiled, he smiled back and pushed into my ass bare. Just like he had the other times, but without the broken condom on this time. He closed his eyes, obviously feeling 5 loads of cum in my now dripping ass, and fucked me for only a minute. I had my hands all over him, grabbing his ass, and I could feel my own load of cum leaking from his ass, where I had let go inside him earlier. A mouth that had been on my dick for a few minutes, took me over the edge again, and I started to cum in the guys mouth. My contractions must have sent the Latin guy over the edge from the feeling, and he came fast into me, this time naturally, without the condom.

The reality of what I had done set in later that night when I got back to my hotel. I had cum running out of my ass, and most of it was charged. I again felt really scared, but also majorly relieved. I figured that I was going to convert, but also thought to myself that I was now free to bareback with all guys, poz and neg, and wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. It wasn't a conscious decision I made, it was something I chose not to think about at the moment, because on some level, I was already resigned to it, and maybe even wanted to get it over with. I never discussed that night with those guys, or why I had let the Latin guy bareback cum in me, I think they knew afterwards that I had figured it out, or was too hot to care.

The feeling of those poz loads going into me is indescribable, it was mentally one of the hottest experiences sexually that I have ever had. I wouldn't have gone looking for it, don't know if I even wanted it to happen, but it did.

I had been sucking guys off for a few years already and had gotten into cum swallowing a lot, but still always got fucked and fucked with condoms. I met this guy online one night and went to go see him. He was Latin, early 30's, buff, beautiful body, smooth, great ass, and a very hot 8+" uncut dick. All of my favorites. He worked for FedEx, and had that beefy kind of body that comes from working for a living, and had a boyfriend whom he really seemed to be into, but lived far away. I became his fuckbuddy.

He was very aggressive, and when I would suck him, he would force his dick into the back of my throat, whether I wanted it or not, and always had me swallow his cum. Very masculine top kind of guy. He was so my type that I became like a puppy dog around him, and he basically could have told me whatever he wanted me to do and I would have done it. You know the type. He was my ideal, and I idolized him.

Anyway after meeting a few times and me sucking him off, he began to fuck me, always with a condom. We never even discussed it. Being brought up in the age that I was (I am 29 now), I grew up with condoms as a matter of course, and never even considered not using one. Over the next month or so I alternated between sucking him off (and swallowing his delicious cum), and him fucking me with a condom, him blowing his load into the condom in my ass. Again, I was really into this guy.

One night about 3 months after we first met, maybe our 20th time together, he was fucking me, with me on my back, and was getting close, and pulled out to keep from cumming. I was looking at him, and noticed that his hand was on his dick, although I couldn't actually see his hand or his dick from my position. I did notice though that the motions he was making were one of removing a condom. I thought that he was going to switch positions and put his dick in my mouth and cum there. Instead, he repositioned himself just outside my ass, ready to slide in again. I believe he thought that I didn't know he had removed the condom, but I was pretty sure that was what he had done. He slid just the head into me, and his eyes kinda glazed over, while he held it there.

Several thoughts went through my mind right then. The first was "whoa, you can't fuck me without a condom.” The second was "this guy is trying to fool me, and not tell me he was barebacking me." But the third but most dominant thought was "oh my god, I can actually feel his dick instead of a piece of rubber, and it felt like a thousand times better than any dick in my ass ever had because of that skin to skin feeling."

As I said, the third thought was the most dominant, and the feeling of his dick inside my ass (even though it was just the uncut head at this point), was more incredible than anything I had ever felt before. As I also said, I was completely in lust for this guy (although I didn't admit it to myself), so I didn't say anything. He pushed the rest of his dick into me, and kinda groaned, in obvious pleasure. I could actually feel his foreskin inside me sliding around over his cockhead and into my ass.

I still thought to myself "we shouldn't be doing this", but I couldn't resist it, I was lost in a pleasure I had never felt before. He fucked me bareback for my first time for less than 3 minutes, each of us lost in our individual worlds of ecstasy, and then he pushed all the way in, and held it there, not moving at all. With the added sensitivity of the skin to skin bareback, I could then feel his dick throb and contract inside me. With these strong, hard pulses, I realized he was cumming inside me. I then felt a warm, wet feeling inside my ass, and realized I could not only feel each and every contraction of his dick as he was cumming, I could feel his warm cum flowing into me. I shot my own load, while his dick was finishing its spasms, and blew all over my chest and face my orgasm was so strong. What an incredible feeling it was to feel him cum like that, so natural, so intimate, so masculine to have him inside me so completely.

I think he felt kind of guilty once the moment had passed because he pulled out and grabbed the condom from the bed, and went to the bathroom, and didn't say much. He still thought that I didn't know. Later when I got home, his cum had begun to ooze out of my ass, until eventually a huge load of sperm came out. I was kinda fascinated by it, never having had that experience before. I didn't see him again for about 2 weeks after that, while I think he tried to reconcile what he had done with me, and not told me. Obviously, he had barebacked before, and preferred it, I just didn't know it. I also had to wrestle with my own feelings of guilt, and shame, and fear over the risks that were involved in what I had just done. The bottom line was though, that I wanted him again, and wanted to feel that again, I was like an animal in heat.

Two weeks later we got together again, and no mention was made by either of us of what had happened. We did our usual of sucking, and then he fucked me again, with a condom, but just like the last time, he "secretly" took it off halfway through and finished fucking me bareback. I didn't say anything about it either, and again felt the incredible pleasure of his dick natural inside me. Over the next month we met again regularly about 8-10 more times, with repeat performances, and I think he realized that I must have figured out what he was doing, because I'd leave with his cum in my ass, and he must have figured that I knew once I'd gotten home. Finally, one night as he was eating my ass, and getting ready to fuck me, he just lubed his cock, without a rubber and while watching me slid into my ass. I said nothing, and from that point on, we never used a rubber again, or made a pretense of using one. We never discussed it at all, we just always barebacked now. I must have taken over 30 loads of his cum eventually into my ass, and loved each and every one.

One night we were supposed to meet up, and I got stuck and couldn't make it. He got angry with me for not showing up, and blew me off, refusing ever after to meet with me, since I had disappointed him. I became desperate, because I was so into this guy. I think back on it, and think he was trying to break things off with me, and this was an excuse, but at the time I just couldn't bear the thought of loosing out on him, and how hot it was to feel him fucking me the way no one ever had before. I doubt you could call it love, but I was definitely in lust with this guy, and it really hurt to loose him. Although I didn't realize it yet, I had also become addicted to barebacking, and the incredible feeling associated with it, as well as the mental fascination and turn on it provided.

I met up with other guys and used condoms, but the feeling wasn't anywhere near as good, and in fact the condoms began to irritate me, and I couldn't take getting fucked as long with them, and became dissatisfied with being fucked with a condom, but continued to do so. Eventually I met up with a really hot guy, and when we got together, he wanted me to fuck him bareback. I was kind of surprised, and somewhat naive I suppose still, but I tried it. What an incredible feeling that was to slide into him, without that piece of rubber on my dick, and how much more sensitive it all felt. I came in less than a minute, like a 17 year old having sex for the first time it was so good. I realized then, that I hated condoms, and would never be satisfied again using one as top or bottom. I began looking for other guys who were into barebacking as top or bottom, and realized there was a whole community and group out there, that I had no idea existed. I started to become obsessed with barebacking, and met exclusively guys who were into that, giving and taking cum loads in the ass.

Eventually I met one guy who was into it as well, and we messed around a few times, and he took me to a sex party (which I had never been to either). I didn't realize then, but it was a bareback sex party. I had no idea what to expect, but when we got there, we were required to undress completely, and put our clothes into a bag, which was stored. It was in a loft apartment, and there must have been over 100 guys there, all buck naked, mostly buff guys, and all were sucking and fucking like crazy. I was in awe, never having seen anything like an orgy like this in real life, and then I realized they were all barebacking. I got nervous, not knowing any of these guys, but I wasn't too shy, and didn't mind the whole group aspect of it, but was unnerved by it all. My friend who brought me, took me over to an empty area, and started eating my ass, and then slid into me bare, fucking me until he came. By the time he was done, a crowd of about 6 guys had gathered around us to watch (I learned at that time I enjoyed being watched and showing off), and as he pulled out, there was another hot guy behind me, who immediately slid into my wet, cum filled ass. I started to stop him, because we hadn't even said anything to each other, and I didn't even know him, but he was already all the way in to the balls, a good 8 inches of uncut dick.

That same ecstasy washed over me feeling is uncut bare dick in my ass, that I had felt with the first guy in my story, so I just enjoyed it, and let him go. An even bigger crowd formed around us, as he blew his load into me, and I was lost in my own private heaven. I lost a lot of my inhibitions then, and over the next 4 hours, got fucked by 14 different guys, all blowing their cum into my ass until it was literally flowing out and down my legs, which was no doubt a turn on for a lot of the tops. I fucked 3-4 guys myself that night bare, and came in them, spreading my own cum around the party.

I left with an ass full of cum, thoroughly exhausted, and still trying to reconcile the fact that I had anonymously barebacked and taken/given cum with over 2 dozen guys. It took me about 2 months of worry, and battling internally with what I wanted and what I had always been taught was the right thing to do, but in the end, I acknowledged that I would never use condoms again, I was addicted to barebacking. I sought out parties to go to, and found a lot of them, and over the 3 years that have followed, have probably taken over five to six hundred loads of cum in my ass, and love every minute of it. I still think back to that first guy, and wish I could be with him again, but he disappeared. He doesn't realize it, but he hooked me on how natural barebacking feels, and that I could never do it any other way again.

Seems like the older guys sort of like going thru the motions of being tricked. I don't know if they are acting-out or just give into the idea when they get hot. But always surprised at how easy it is to do a younger dude. Here's one for you.

I was doing a neighbor kid this summer....18/19 or some such. I looked forward to it for several years and sort of strange how I always knew I'd get him some day but never felt in any hurry - he's sort of young for his age. But he was out of town this summer and planning on college in the fall so it was time. Think he had just a little experience - wasn't as nervous about it as if it was his first ever time, but definitely needed some lessons. Anyway, lots of sessions starting in June and it was fun plus nice having some nearby. We "forgot" ourselves a few times and barebacked, and pulled the old trick many more.

So he leaves for school in late August but keeps in touch by email and I get to hear a little about his love life....not slutting around a lot but getting some at Ohio State....he talked about most as regular school buds but there was one guy I didn't get details on and sort of think that was "love" and was an older guy. The tone of his e-mails sort of changed in late November, he had something to tell me when he was home for Christmas, etc. Had me guessing that he had his test results and was wondering if he figured-out it was me or really thought he had converted that fast from his contacts at school.

That was it - and you wouldn't believe what a perverse thrill it was to listen to him pouring out his story - feeling all pumped inside but having to act serious and sorry. I gave him all kinds of good advice, etc. He was pathetically grateful when I still wanted to bed him after knowing that he's poz!!!!!!

BUT THE GREATEST THING: To keep my cover, course we'd be safe. He'd never topped me during the summer but got into it a little at school so he did me a couple times. Then the day after Christmas we had a nice long session. I did him first, then he was doing me. If course I made a big production of slipping the rubber off him...telling him how much I like him, that I wanted his sperm in me - poz or not whatever would be would be. At first it sort of freaked him, but he was horned pretty good by then and went for it.

Tentative at first, but he got into it fast. I was looking forward to the thought of taking back my bugs that I had seeded over the summer - thought that was going to be a real turn-on.....but what was so over-the-top. As he was working me, I could see this transformation in him: like he had never considered breeding a guy on purpose – that he was totally into being safe with his newly toxic loads. But while it's going down I could just see the ideas forming in his head - how he was getting into the idea of pozzing me - and liking it! By the time he got to the squirt strokes, I knew he had moved onto a new stage. When he shot he was past making love to his old bud - he was definitely into gifting. No words to express the pride I felt!

Anyway....he'll be driving back to college this week but we're spending tonight playing together. When he left for school the first time, it was sort of hard to say goodbye. This time will be a lot more gratifying for me knowing that he's going back looking to share my gift with his buds - what a feeling!

Thanks, Sardstud, for bringing attention to this one. It was salvaged from Bug Exchange, and I never really noticed how well written the story is. I've made some minor editing changes (mostly related to spacing) and moved it to General Bareback Sex Stories - I don't know why I originally posted it in Bug Chasing & Bug Gifting Fiction. There does not seem to be a bug element, so to speak.

I had a great mission accomplished today. I went to the public washroom("restroom" for Americans) today where I always go to for hunting in Vancouver, B.C., Canada, just to let you know. It's in "Robson Public Market" 2nd floor, for those who are curious, and it's the one of the crusiest place in town. So anyway the 1st-end fulfillment was, I got there and there were already few guys hanging around there and I went into one of two stalls.

I was stroking my horny dick while looking at the guy in front of my stall through the crack of the door. He was a good looking mid 40-guy, had his hard dick jacking and when we had a chance to play after some straight guys left, I opened the door. My dick was already wet with dirty pozzed pre cum and so was his. I'm sure he was also poz because the way his cheeks were sunken. When I saw his pozzed pre cum oozing out of his hard cock, I had to lick and eat it all. I sucked and he fucked my mouth hard and I could tell he was getting close and then he pulled his dick out of my mouth. Then he started to suck my high charged dick that was with full of pre cum dripping out all the way to the floor.

In the meanwhile, the guy next door was looking over the wall from his stall watching me sucking him and he wanted to join us but the guy I was sucking on told me to go somewhere else. I told the guy next door to stay there for a while because I was going to come back to do more with him. We deep kissed over the wall and I left.

So we both got out of the bathroom and there is a stair case right beside there which is usually for emergency only. We went down to the bottom of the stairs and stayed right behind the one way doors. I started to suck his rock hard dick again and I could taste a lot of pre cum pouring into my throat and he was fucking my throat harder and he started to moan.

It was such an incredible feeling when a gallon of hot creamy pozzed man juice was shooting and going inside of my throat. And after we exchanged the ph #, I went back to the bathroom to be more slut with the guy who was in the next door. He was still there, he came out of the stall with a huge hard on, had a nice big uncut dick with pre cum pouring out and as he was stroking his horny bastard it was smearing all over his dick head so I had to clean it all up with my cum dirty mouth.

I know this guy was also big time poz so I couldn't waste a drop of his bio hazardous man fluid. I was sucking hard so then I can milk and drink the second of poisoned cum load and let it united with the 1st one in my gut. But as he was getting closer, he said "Do you want my dirty cum inside of you?" and so I said "Sure!!" And he said next, "Do you want me to fuck you?" Of course that's even better so I said to him, "Yeah, man. I want you to fuck me with that!" and then he goes, "Do you want me to shoot up your ass?"

I said "Oh yeah, you have to give that dirty cum in my ass, man!!" So I quickly grabbed my lube bottle and showed him my ass while I was sticking my finger with lube on so he's got even more excited and he rammed his explosive bare dick in my cum slut ass and he was dumping all of his sick dirty seeds of AIDS inside of me. So now I had 2 ends of fulfillment.

The 3rd one happened outside of the bathroom right after the 2nd. I was still waiting for someone else inside the stall, waiting for my prey, prey to breed my high charged sick sperm that I hadn't cum for a week. There was this tall good looking dark blonde blue eyed young guy came in to the next stall. He started to stroke his dick. I can tell when guys do that from the underneath of the wall. He has very nice blonde hairy legs, which is my favorite, and I started to touch his sexy legs through under the wall. I bent down and tried to look his face and he was very good looking guy with moustache and goatee. I really wanted to have him as a prey. I kind of assumed that he was a bottom for some reason. Maybe he didn't have as big dick for a big guy. He was at least 6'2". For some reason he started to get ready to leave without telling me anything so I thought I should take a chance. I got up and got ready quickly too. He was washing his hands and so I came up to him and said, "Do you want me to suck you off?" As the matter of fact, I initially thought he was straight or one of those "coming out guys" so I couldn't be straight forward and say "Do you want to get fucked?" So he said, "Well, it's (being sucked off) not my thing..."

So what the hell, I took a chance and said, "Well, do you want me to fuck you?" as I was rubbing his ass. And surprisingly he goes, "Do you like fucking??" I go, "Hell, yeah!" and I added, "I like fucking bareback, do you?" He smiled and said, "Me too!" So he took me to his apartment a block away from the market and we jumped onto the bed. We gave deep kiss to each other, I kissed his neck, his hairy chest, I ate his sweaty arm pits, went down to his stomach and to his dick. But I couldn't wait to fuck him so I made the foreplay very short and I started to eat his man pussy. It was already wet and it was a sweet slut cunt. I fucked his cunt with my tongue and he had his both legs wide open with his whore cum hole sticking the air and he was moaning as if he couldn't wait any longer to take my hard horny sick mother-fucking cock up his ass.

I lubed up his asshole and it was already loose and nicely ready so finally I slid in my rock hard blood pumping dick in his hungry horny man cunt. First, I gave it slow to make sure he will feel every inch of my dick and then plowed faster and faster, sometimes small quick strokes around my dick head so we both would feel the lips of the asshole are being pulled in and out. I asked him, "Do you want my dirty poz cum in your ass?" And then he said, "Oh yeah, give it to me!!" "I want you to seed me!" and I said, "Oh yeah, I will seed your ass with my poisoned cum, man!!" And he became very close and shouted, "I'm going to cum soon!!", so was I so I said, "Oh yeah, me too, boy, there you go, I'm gonna give it to you!! Take my dirty cum in your ass!! Aaaaaahhhh!!"

We came exactly at the same time and it was just heaven! Especially when I think about his ass was full of week long heavily charged toxic cum and it's going to absorb into his gut and blood. That was today's afternoon and I'm already horny and ready for more breeding and getting bred. I think I'm going to go to the bath house for more actions now!! Aye for now, AIDS bros!

Just a note to let everyone know about how my weekend went in San Francisco. I spent Sat. riding my mountain bike all over the city. I hit all the cruisy spots, including the Golden Gate Park at the Wind Mills, and a park in the Haight Ashbury. Not much was happening. So, I cruised over to the Presidio. There is an area just West of the GG Bridge in the Presidio that is extremely cruisy. It stays active all day long. I have swallowed a lot of cum there and have fucked bareback several times. Lots of hot guys.

When I arrived, I locked my bike up in the parking lot and hit the trails along the cliffs and bushes. Lots of little hiding spaces and areas for sex. I was almost immediately sucking cock and getting sucked as I met several hot guys. There was this little hot Latino guy, didn’t look a day over 18 or 19, walking along the trails. When I past him, he didn’t give me a look or nod or anything, so I assumed he was not interested. With me being 30 y/o, I figured he was looking for dudes his own age. But I kept seeing him as I cruised. God, he was hot.

Around 5 o'clock or so, it was really starting to get dark, most everyone had left. The Presidio (park areas) closes at dusk, so I was about to wrap it up. I had sucked off 5 or 6 guys in the hour and a half I had been there, but had not gotten off. I didn’t have the opportunity to fuck or get fucked either. I made one last walk through some of the trails and to my surprise, that little fuckin' Latino Boy was still hanging out. This time he glanced my way. I was only about 10 yards from him, but I pulled out my cock and started stroking it. He inched a little closer to get a better look and that’s when I ducked into the bushes where there was a little more privacy. Sure enough, he followed me in.

As he approached me, I reached out and felt his crotch and could feel his cock hardening. I knew I had to have this dude's ass, and I was going to work hard for it. Within a few minutes, both of our pants were down to our ankles and I was sucking on his cock. Not a word had been spoken between us. That’s the way I like anonymous sex...hot and quick, then move on to the next.

No time for meaningless conversation. Anyway, I started to play with his ass as I was sucking him and he started responding with quiet moans. He had a hot, smooth bubble butt, with a patch of black hair in his crack. Things were starting to go my way. I then turned him around, bent him over and started eating his ass. He like this also and I continued for awhile. I got his ass real wet and slippery with spit, then stood up and ran my cock along his crack, sliding it up and down. I was standing behind him, grinding against him and playing with his cock. I started massaging is hole, then rubbing my cock against it, then inserting my finger. NICE AND TIGHT. But I was going to loosing him up just enough for my cock. I ate his ass some more and fingered it.

Then again rubbed my cock against it. Then I started to press it in a little. He was really getting into it. As I started to press a little harder, I heard the words that is considered profanity for us barebackers, the words that will make us go soft at just the thought. In his thick Latino accent, he asked, "Do you have condom?" FUCK!!! So close! I pulled my cock away from his ass and started fingering him again. I said "I don’t have one with me" and his reply "I have none". Fuck fuck fuck! I just kept playing with his ass. Maybe if I just silently pressure him a little, he would give in.

I have been in this position before, and it sometimes works. I started eating his ass some more and fingering it. He was loving this and really starting getting into it again. This was when I decided to make my move. I stood up again, behind him, and let my cock brush up his ass crack. I started grinding him, and sliding my cock up and down his crack and across his hole. He was responding like any good faggot would. Then I started to put a little pressure on his sphincter with the head of my cock. I pushed a little harder, and he felt like he started to resist a little. I start licking his neck, and tonguing his ear, then whispered, "it's ok, relax, its ok, its cool, relax, I will be careful," and a whole bunch of other bullshit. It seemed to work, cause, he started to relax as I pushed deeper into him.

Now I doubt this guy was a virgin because he knew what he liked, but he was young and hadn’t been loosened up like some more experienced fags have been. I couldn’t believe I was actually getting away with it. I felt my cockhead pop past his sphincter, and he took a quick breath and tensed up. I stopped because I didn’t want him to hurt so bad that he would change his mind about getting fucked. I let him adjust to it for a moment. Then I pushed a little deeper and it went in a little further. Soon, my cock was buried all the way up this hot Latino boys ass. And a hot poz load was waiting to be shot up his neg ass. I started slowly stroking it back and forth, in and out. God, it felt good. The sun was down and it was almost dark. I could barely see around me anymore. But that made it even more intense. Having anonymous sex in a dark park with a hot guy. I had him bent over, fucking him from behind.

As I fucked him, I started thinking about how I had suckered this stupid faggot into getting fucked and now he was going to pay the price for his stupidity. I was going to give this faggot AIDS, give him a gift of death. As I quickened the strokes of my cock, I pictured what his expression would be when he finds out he got "IT". I pictured what he would look like wasting away with KS lesions, his chest rattling with Pneumonia. I was doing this to him and I felt so powerful. I had his life in my hands. I was his judge, jury and executioner.

As I was fucking him, he started to moan a little, as he was enjoying what was being done to him. If he only knew what was REALLY happening to him. And what was going to happen to him because of being a slut at a park and having anonymous sex with strangers. I preyed on his innocent ignorance and won the battle. I was basking in my glory, winner of the fight, and he was paying the price of defeat. God, what a rush! I was getting close to cumming. I had only been fucking him for a few minutes, but I knew it was about time. Inexperienced asses like his cannot handle long drawn out fucks. So, I had to quicken it up and get the job done. I felt the tightness of his ass around my cock. I was going to unload in this fags asshole and leave my mark.

I starting fucking harder, hating him more with every stroke, feeling the Deadly poz cum building up to the inevitable climax. Yes, this fucker was gonna die, gonna get the poison his ass so deserved. Then I felt it getting reading to shoot, and I started ramming his ass hard but steady. I was going to make sure his ass got every drop of death I had in me. I felt the rush sweep over me, then the first spurt, as his ass accepted its fate. In my mind I was screaming, "Take my poz cum, faggot, take what you deserve!! Die fag, die!! I released jets of poisoned spunk up his neg ass, coating it with poison, pozZING every nook and cranny of his rectum. My virus was going on to claim another victim. Yes, my mission had been accomplished.

As I pumped the last few drops of death up his hole, I then pulled out and acted as if I was cumming, jacking it off, and making a few moans as I was shooting my cum off to the side. It was dark. He couldn’t see if I was really cumming or not. So, I succeeded in fooling him. He thought I pulled out and came. What a sucker. They all fall for it. He was still jacking his cock, so I stuck my finger up his ass, and banged his prostate as he got closer to cumming. I jammed my fingernail good and hard into the soft fleshy tissue of his rectum as I was pushing it in and out of his ass. He came pretty quickly and shot all over the ground in front of him. It was dark, so I didn’t see the cum shoot, but I did feel it oozing down his cock when I reached up to feel it after he came.

Like the typical man, he pulled away because it was sensitive. I had already pulled up my pants as he was getting himself together. Without a word, I eased out of the bushes and found the trail in the dark and made my way back to my bike. His car was still in the parking lot. To his advantage, it had not yet been ticketed by the park police for being there after dusk. I rode off with an evil grin, knowing the mission had been accomplished. My virus was content.

This is how I got started barebacking in the first place. It was November of 1999 that I took my first load. I had a partner at the time and was cheating every chance I got. All the dudes always wore condoms and I always had them shoot off on my face. Well my partner was called for yet another business trip and I was gonna make the most of it.

No sooner was he out that door my dick was hard knowing within hours I was gonna get pounded in his bed by some other guy. I went to club that night, hooked with a dude from out of town on a business trip, and went back to our house to fuck in my partners bed. As usual, I requested the condom, in fact even rolled it on his dick. The party drugs had kicked in and God could this dude fuck. We fucked for what seemed forever, all over the house. Then back to bed we went. He wanted to fuck me on all fours, which I did without hesitation. It was at this point the dude took his rubber off to breed my ass. I had no clue.

He had told me before that he was poz, but with a rubber I didn’t have a problem with it. Little did I know, that he had shot inside my ass with his poz load unprotected. I found out later after he left that in the garbage was the condom with no cum in it. The after using the toilet I found that my ass was full of cum and the dude was gone. I tried to call the number that he had left for me, it was disconnected. I had gotten FUCKED.

I was on a business trip in San Francisco and decided to get some R&R at EROS, a hot sex club with bunks, a sling, and glory holes.  I arrived around 7:00 P.M and found the place to be moderately full - a fair number of trolls, but quite a few hot guys.  I wandered around for a while, and in the process got to watch a guy who was being nailed in the sling by three or four guys. They were really doing a number on his hole, when one guy pulled out, the bottom's hole didn't get a chance to close before another cock took its place.

This got me really horny so I set out to find me some hot ass. I staked a place in a dark corner near the glory hole wall and let my towel drop to the floor, right next to a guy who was blowing a hot black cock which was sticking through a hole.  No sooner had I taken-up my post when a hot, totally smooth guy, who was at least 18, but looked much younger, passed in front of me and paused.

While I am 6', the guy was much shorter, about 5' 5".  He was fixated on the blow job, so I reached-out and began to message his shoulders. He stepped back towards me - clearly a good sign.  When he was within easy reach, I moved from his shoulders to his tits, and began rolling them between my thumb and finger.  He moaned with pleasure, and moved closer to me, so my balls were resting on the top of his ass crack and my hard 7" cock was laying up against his back.

I then moved my hands down (bending a little) feeling the most wonderful smooth crotch, cock and balls. It was time. I grabbed the inside of his legs and began to stand lifting him up in the process. I felt my cock slide down his back, enter his ass crack, moving closer to my goal.  He was lubed up, whether with lube or cum I neither could tell nor honestly care.  The head of my cock paused just outside his waiting hole and then I began maneuvering him onto my cock.  First the head slipped in.  He was very tight so I paused then pushed the full length of my cock into him.  When I was in his ass balls-deep, he braced himself, and moaned as he began working to escape from me, so I grabbed his tits and held him down. Slowly I withdrew, and then plowed back into his ass.  I could actually feel the back of his ass trying to enter the 'second hole'.

This went on for about 15 minutes.  A small crowd gathered.  His moans increased in volume, even as I could feel my balls getting closer and closer to filling him up.  I slowed and gave him a few shots of pre-cum, which served to lube him even further.  At this point we we moving in unison and I was ready:  I pushed him down hard and pumped my seed into his ass, holding him steady for a minute or so, just to make sure he got my entire load, and that it didn't ooze out.  

When I withdrew he looked at me and wordlessly asked "What have I done?"

I just smiled and answered his question saying "You have it all, now."

As I picked up my towel I noticed the black guy from the glory hole turn the kid around, positioning him on the biggest uncut black cock I have ever seen.  As I walked away the kid was sliding down, taking the big cock all the way in.

Lucky kid got two gifts that night.

I walked through the new Jewish History museum here in Philadelphia the other day. Various displays commemorated the struggles of the Jews to obtain the full rights of citizenship, both in America and in Europe. It occurred to me the word "Jewish" could be replaced with "gay" and the historical arguments would apply without any challenge. So, iBLASTinside, no, we don't have the full spectrum of rights the straight majority grant themselves, regardless of the state in which one lives.

My partner and I went to the Vulcan Baths in San Diego. We'd had enough of the family thing and needed to connect some cock and ass. I've always have pretty good luck with barebacking and poz/neg contact in "America's Finest City" - those boys do like to fuck.

Anyway, we got there after cruising around Hillcrest for a while. The place wasn't too crowded at 11pm (but couldn't get a room), but had a nice selection of fresh meat--course, being from LA meant we were also new meat. The video rooms play different fuck movies – one room shows the kinkier side. Thought I’d score something good there. A short Mexican kid kept staring at my very hard 7 1/2 thick cock, then walked out slowly. I followed him into one of the "open" rooms where he immediately laid down and spread his very fuckable ass cheeks.

I massaged his hole which instantly opened up for my fingers. he reached around and handed me a condom - well this wasn't what I had in mind, but I was hot to fuck his ass. <They say in all the aids warnings about using your head and not your cock to think - I was so hot for this kid's ass that I thought with my cock and slipped the damn latex on.> Fortunately, I thought quickly and slipped out of his hole for a stroke and slid the rubber off. He didn't notice that my cock was raw and back inside his hot and loose hole. <turns out I was #3 to use it last night, my partner was #5, the little fucker got around> anyway, he only got some poz precum from me, I wanted to keep my edge. He shot on top his stomach and I immediately licked it up. He was shocked, I think he was really neg and freaked by giving cum.

Went to the Jacuzzi and met another guy (KJ), but he was cooling down after he took a load in his mouth and came. The other guy had fucked him, but he wanted to taste the cum. KJ said he was also neg, but hopefully won't be a neg barebacker for long . KJ kept playing with his somewhat sore hole and we worked over each other's nipples. Went to the bunkroom and played with nipples until my partner walked in.

I introduced them and we began kissing there. KJ wanted to watch my partner fuck me, so my partner bent me over a bunk and fucked my raw ass. A few guys came over to watch and touch, but only KJ sucked my cock while I was getting plowed. My partner stopped and went to find more ass, so KJ grabbed another guy to work over my hole. After the required negotiations - I wanted it raw, long and to keep the guy's load, we found another open room. the new guy shoved a couple of fingers up my hole to work it loose - that didn't take long. A bottle of poppers under my nose and that cockhead ripped me open wide. His cock was large and thick but his cockhead was a lot bigger than the shaft. He started pumping my ass while KJ slapped my hole, sucked my cock and twisted my nipples. Those two and the poppers kept me needing more and more fucking. after the guys turned my hole into a fucked up mush, he asked where I wanted his load - he kept asking and I kept demanding that it went up my ass....where he finally shot it. we took a minute to cool down and started to leave the room. I asked if he was poz, and he said no. damn. I told him too bad, I wanted to get charged. He smiled and said to get some more cock.

I went back to the bunkroom to find my partner fucking the hot little Mexican kid. Some guy felt my hole in the shower and put a couple of fingers up. guess he felt the cum too, cause he pulled me in front of him and slid his cock in.....just a few pumps and I had load #2. He must have been ready to leave but hadn't gotten off, so he used my hole to shoot. Saw him a few minutes later all dressed to go.

I guess my partner had finished the Mexican boy, cause he was laying in the bunk room with his ass looking so fuckable again. I started to finger his hole, then made a show of opening a rubber packet for him. As I slid my pozcock into his little neg ass, I tossed the rubber on the floor and started pumping his hole. He had so much lube from his other fucks and was still wide open. I knew he couldn't tell if I had the rubber on or not. I really enjoyed bringing my cock to the boiling point in his neg ass. After a good ten minutes of fucking him, I knew I was gonna shoot soon, so I just grabbed his hips and fucked him deep. A few choice thrusts and a stayed in as far as my cock would go - shooting my poz load into his (hopefully not for long) neg hole. He just laid there as I took my cock out of his now cum and lube filled hole. I slapped his ass and said thanks. I wonder what he thought when he realized that his ass was full of cum?

This morning I was in the shower after letting the two cum loads incubate overnight inside my body. if forced some of it out and spread that wonderful male juice over my skin. The smell and taste of it after being in me was so fucking hot. I'm sure that I had a new charge from #2, and gave it time to re-infect me. What a fucking intoxicant knowing that some guy's charged DNA was joining with me. I hope to have my new toxic seed ready for breeding soon. Maybe it'll be the one to infect the next neg boy.

I wanted to share with you my adventure from last night. Last night was the first time I did the "breed and seed" thing.

In what passes for a leather bar here, I saw this damned hunk leaning against a wall. He was about 6'2" 180# nicely muscled red hair and blue eyes. He was a flight attendant for a major airline here in town on a layover. He had the cutest butt and the nicest pair of lips (which I was determined would be wrapped around my cock before the night was over). I was looking at him intensely and he said, "What are you staring at?" I said, "I am not staring, I am cruising. There is a difference." We bantered back and forth for a while and I finally said, "Look. I want to fuck you silly. Are you up for it?" Well, in no time we were out of the bar and he followed me back to my place.

Right before I went out, I popped a Viagra. Let me tell you – I used to be an exclusive bottom, but now I can be a nasty fucking top! If you guys are thinking about using Viagra as a recreational drug, I highly recommend it! So we got back to my place and in a flash we were out of our clothes. I start kissing the guy and drool in his mouth and nibble on the soft part of the cheek, just to rough it up a bit. He starts springing a boner the size of California. I straddle his chest and he starts sucking my cock. Being sleazy, I tell him if he gets it nice and wet, I'll just fuck him with drool. What a fucking headtrip to know I was about to seed his ass. All the while talking nasty to him, telling him what a good cocksucker he was.

Now I pull out by Elbow Grease. He mentions the lube isn't compatible with condoms. I said, "I live by myself and rarely have visitors which translates into the fact I don't have condoms. We can stop if you want to." "No, that's OK," he said. "Besides, bareback is the only way to go anyway." I knew I had him. He said, "I want to be the best bottom you have ever had." "Oh, you will be. I guarantee it." Of course he had no idea. "But for you to be the best, you'll have to tell me what you want from me."

I slid my cock into his furnace of an ass. My god he had some incredible muscular control! "I want your cock inside me." "It is. is that all you want?" I ask "No, I want you to fuck me." "I am. Is that all you want?" "What else is there?" "I want you to say,' I want your load in my ass...I want to feel it'. Repeat it over and over and I may give it to you, assuming you want it. If you don't we do something else. I don't mind."

Of course by now, he was so fucking hot and horned up he said, "NO! I WANT it...please give it to me!!!" "Give what to you?" "Your load.....cum in my ass, please!" Well, that sent me over the edge. I pushed into him and moaned like a whore in heat. I have NEVER had an orgasm that intense. To think he actually asked for my nuclear load (and he didn't even know what he was asking for!). He came as I was in him. I scooped up his load from his thigh and smeared it across his face and forced my fingers into his mouth. He objected because he never eats cum. Well, you know what I had to do. I pulled out of him, shoved three fingers in him, scooped up some of my load and forced his mouth open to lick my fingers clean.

After our fuck, he asked me if I was safe. (After, mind you!) I replied, "Do you think I would fuck you if I wasn't healthy?" (which I am, with the SMALL exception of my nuclear bug). He got a grin on his face and gave me his number. He's going to be here every week for the next two months. And you can bet he'll be back.

He got dressed about 4AM and left with my bug swimming inside him.

Ecstasy party a few months ago, bunch of club kids, and once everyone was rolling on x there was all the usual grope stuff happening, everybody loosening up and giving each other backrubs and taking their shirts off, all that. DJ in the middle of the living room, lots of loud music, we were all just zoning.

I was making out with a couple girls on the floor, and giving this club kid a back rub - it was great. He had just gotten his drivers license the day before, which I thought was really cool - a record for me. I was the only queer guy there, and older than most of the other guys, but I was getting a vibe from this kid, and when he said he wanted to pay me back but wanted to give me a backrub in the bathroom with the steam from the shower going, I kind of got my hopes up, but told myself it'd be cool either way - I mean, we were all tripping and anything would have been cool. But once we got in there and closed the door it was a really fast move from backrub to me blowing him.

"I'm straight, man," he kept saying, "so don't tell anyone about this." Perfectly smooth baby boy, awesome back, quarter-sized brown boy-nipples, fat cock, huge smooth balls, with a high school gym kind of smell, big smooth jock feet. Five minutes later he looked up at me there from the tiled floor and asked me I wanted to fuck him. Again, with the "I'm straight so you can't tell any of my buds." Crap. Yeah, fuck, whatever.

My dick was already wet and hard and drooling to seed this baby boy. I was in a heartbeat, and didn't waste any time going easy. He was so stoned that he was just a fuck freak, way into it for the first couple of minutes. Then he started kind of freaking, but that just made me fuck him harder. Turned me on that his ass was already lubed up with just my spit and my fucked up precum. I had him wedged into the corner of the tub there on the tiled floor, and he was too blasted to push me off.

He wanted to yelp but didn't want to let his buddies outside in the hall know about him taking my queer cock, so he was in fucking agony trying to decide what to do – but the fun thing was that he was still so high that he was juicing on getting fucked - like most boys, when he was wasted he couldn't hide how hungry his little straight boy ass was for dick. The more he cried, the more precum pulsed outta his boy cock, the more cherry juice I saw on my dick when I pulled out, the harder I fucked him and the more I got off on seeding him, marking his bloodstream with my breeding juice. I was drilling him like I was in a demon fuck sandwich - like he was fucking into me, pushing my dick further into the boy's ass.

Whatever, whoever, it was, I was pure Seed, pure Fuck, pure Boy-taker. I minute later when I let him go, my charged seed dripping outta his boy ass, I held my hand against the bathroom door, trapping him for a minute longer, while his buds outside pounded on the door. "I'm in you now, kid," I whispered, grinning, smearing some of my cum across his bleeding lip.

I was at a local video arcade with a fried who was upstairs watching naked women dance at the titty bar. I went downstairs to go to the bathroom, when this big black guy asked me if I wanted to watch a movie with him. I replied "sure", and followed him into the booth. He closed, then locked the door, and turned around unzipping his pants. I saw the biggest black cock I have ever seen. At least 9", and thick too. He looked down at his own cock, then looked at me, and said "SUCK IT!" I had never done this before, and never, ever even contemplated sucking another man’s cock, but for some reason, this looked good, and I was very turned on by it, so I got down on my hands and knees, and took his big black cock into my mouth.

He grabbed a hold of the hair on the back of my head and started fucking my mouth. My mouth is pretty big, but I was even choking on his big black cock. He then told me to stand up, and turn around, which I did, either because I liked it, and was turned on, or was too scared not to, either way, this man had me under his control. After I stood up and turned around, he started rubbing my ass with his big hand, and started stroking his cock with the other. He then told me to drop my pants, which I did. He instructed me to bend over, and I got down on my hands and knees, leaning on this padded bench seat in the video booth. He then started to probe my ass with his finger that had his saliva on it. It kind of hurt, because he had very long, sharp fingernails, and I later realized he was making tiny cuts in my ass with it. He withdrew his finger then I felt pressure on my hole, and felt a kind of "pop", and I screamed aloud as he shoved his cock deep in my ass and moaned "oh yeeeeah".

He held it deep in my ass, his big, long black cock, and just kind of moaned with it deep inside me. I had my chest and head on the bench, and was using my arms to steady myself. I couldn't move. He then started pumping his long cock in and out, slow at first, then faster and faster, as he fucked my ass raw. Now you have to realize, that I never thought of myself as "gay". or "bi", so I never contemplated getting fucked it the ass, so the idea of having the man fucking my ass wear a condom never crossed my mind. Anyway, my new found, anonymous black lover pumped my ass for a good 5 minutes or so, until finally letting out some loud moans and groans, calling me a "slut", a "bitch", and a "cock lover” “oh yeeeeaah, boy, you like that don’t ya? Oh yeeeeah. uhhhhhhh!, take that. Ooooh yeeeeah. You like that black cock in yaw white as, don’t ya? uuuuuhhhh yeeeeah. I’m gonna cum in that ass!" And he DID!

I felt the warmness of his hot load, cumming in my ass, and the throbbing of his cock as he came in me, he said "Ay, yeeeah, take my dirty load." I found that last statement kind of odd. I now realize what he meant. His "poz" load. He made me turn around, and lick his cock clean. My ass hurt real bad, but I was hooked on cock for life after that. My ass was so gooey from the large load of cum he shot in me, so after he zipped up and left, I went to the bathroom and got some toilet paper and wiped the excess from my ass. When I looked at the large goop of cum on the wadded piece of toilet paper in my hand, I noticed blood stains on it from where he had cut my ass by probing me with is finger with the long nail.

I now realize, that he was trying to open me up to give me the seed. What a man. And that experience, my first raw fuck, I lost my virginity, and became a cock lover for life. When I walked out of the bathroom, a guy, one of the employees, was waiting down the hall, stopped and smiled, and said "did you let him fuck you? He's poz, you know. He's always trying to poz some stupid fuck." I was embarrassed because this guy knew I was just fucked by this big black guy, and no amount of denial would sway him. He saw me walk out of the booth with him.

That was 9 years ago, and it turns out that he was unsuccessful in breeding me. But he did get me hooked on cock. He broke my virgin ass, and introduced me to a whole new world. I must thank this man. For no matter what, I can never turn back the clock. I have been fucked raw by a man, shooting his cum up my ass, and I loved it. I wouldn't have it any other way.