rawtop,
I enjoyed your story! I think of all the things ive learned in life, and im 51, this was the biggest eye opener for me. But i believe i always knew some guys lie or dont disclose
their hiv status. I was bareback fucked in september 2012 by a guy who said on his manhunt profile he was poz friendly! he assured me he was neg, but after he fucked me bareback
and shot a good load into me, he confided he had sex with poz guys, but said he was neg because he had safe sex with them. He also said getting fucked by a poz guy was not a sure thing
to getting pozzed because if the poz guy is on meds, the conversion may not be successful. Which is why if a neg guy wants to be converted its best to find a poz guy who stopped taking
his meds and has a high or somewhat high viral load. I remember he wanted me to douch before sex which i did, that made my ass sore. I found out later that douching can irritate your ass
and possibly make it bleed?????....which will make you more able to be converted. I shit out his cum afterwards while at his house which is one way to prevent the conversion, as ive learned,
its best to leave the cum inside you if you want to be pozzed! Using a brush on your ass before being fucked will allow the poz cum to enter one's bloodstream.
Anyway, I enjoyed the fucking very much even though i didnt get off myself. It would have been cool if he sucked on my cock and swallowed my load of cum. I had the flu shot around the same
time which made me sick for about 6 weeks. So, i really dont know if the guy pozzed me or I had a reaction to the flu shot. At any rate I dont care, and agree with other gay guys who get
pozzed and afterwards can totally enjoy gay sex because they are already hiv pozitive. I mean, like, if you have bareback sex and your already poz, do you run to the doctor for another hiv test
and say, 'Doc, I know I'm poz, but I just had sex and I think I just got pozzed again!'
I'm ready to be pozzed too! I realize its a disease, but i find it makes me hot and gets my cock hard, especially when i read stories like yours. I have always been gay; never had straight sex, and enjoy man to man sex very much! My chances of testing poz go up every time i get bareback fucked. So, better to get pozzed and get it out of the way and move on!
Back in 2000 I went to Dallas Texas, a town I love very much! There's a big gay community down there! I felt right at home! The largest gay church is there as well as another church
probably episcopal???...not sure, where everyone in church is gay. That was quite an experience. I spent most my time checking out the hot guys! I didn't really care about the service,
only in hooking up with someone and maybe falling in love with another gay guy! And I wonder too about manhunt and raw top's breeding zone and other gay sites, I mean, are we all just
horny, or deep down, do all us gay men hope one day to find that one special guy and fall in love??...after all we do have gay marriage now! I had a crush on a gay guy in Dallas when I was there,
didnt realize it until the next day after we fucked! He had a boyfriend, and i was just a fuckbuddy! I cried on the flight back to Boston! I really had a crush on him. The guy who I stayed with
in Dallas introduced him to me, who himself was poz! This gay guy I stayed with in Dallas didnt tell me he was poz until the next morning, which explained why we didnt go all the way. You see
I got in the shower with him and french kissed him, he was a good kisser, and worked my way down his chest to his cock, licking his body the whole time, and started sucking on his good sized
cock. He must have been close to cumming because he pushed me away from his cock! I know I swallowed his precum, but I never got pozzed! He had a great body, but he was bossy and when it
came time for sex he was a pussy! Anyway, I think i miss the poz guy, but my life is in new england, although I liked Dallas and the gay scene very much!
And, no, I never got pozzed from that encounter! When I see shows on logo about gay life in dallas, i'm tempted to move and be immersed in gay life......kinda like living in Provincetown in Mass.
Also, I dont feel sorry for the neg guys who get pozzed! They know the risks! And yes some poz guys lie! So, if you dont want to get pozzed, have safe sex or no sex, or just jerk off!
I see your profile dont say poz, so, 'buyer beware', or 'barebacker beware'. I didnt know you owned this site. I was wondering why there is no charge to use this site. everyone else charges.
Id pay to use this site, I enjoy it very much! Everyone on here is very honest and open, not like on manhunt!
If I want to get pozzed, most of the gay guys on here are honest about their desire to poz neg guys, like me, who want to be pozzed! They dont play games about their status here and if you want poz
this is a good site to hook up and get pozzed!