Retrospectively I could have known since I was young, as I always had the desire to service other men, to be fucked and to receive their cum. When I watched porno movies, I always envied the bottoms, and I always preferred those movies that showed dominant men and submissive sluts. But same as before PrEP I hardly dared to let others breed me, it was only then that I dared to live out my submissiveness and to stand for what I am. Before I called myself versatile and I did fuck others from time to time, but it never gave me any pleasure. Only since it's clear that I am the sub when meeting other guys and that it's my duty to do everything in order to satisfy them, I have found the real me.