SuccessfulChaser

always....always keep it in place. usually have a nice comfortable butt plug to ensure it all stays in place for a long time. in fact, just "pulled the plug" on the two loads i took last night as part of a booty call a fuck buddy asked for. you still get a nice "plop" into the toilet as you push it out.......but you also have the satisfaction of knowing you have cum in you ass for a while......best of all worlds.

I am firmly in the court of having enjoyed being with a good number of black men. I agree, the concept of "BBC" is very real in many cases, it is not just those amazing cocks that I enjoy. I like the guys those cocks are attached to as well. I love the site of black skin on white skin. I have found many more black guys have a "what the hell, lets fuck" attitude rather than the picky, prissy, bitchy ways of what seems to be a higher percentage of non-blacks.

First guy I ever lived with BLACK (he is poz now, we still get together 22 years after we lived together)
First guy I ever did in a bath BLACK (The Works in Indy)
First non-American cock BLACK (guy from Uganda, my dad's grad student and still the most amazing skin color ever)
First 10" or bigger cock BLACK (in a old school pron theater in downtown Akron)
Second POZ guy to fuck me BLACK (years ago, before chasing)
First POZ cock of my chase BLACK (was a guy I knew, and he had offered POZ cum for years)
70 percent of the loads of chase BLACK (they hooked me up with each other)
66% of guys in week i got pozzed BLACK (80% of the dick that week came from one amazing guy....and I believe he did the job..BLACK)
Cuban Strain Partner BLACK (Cuban, but considered himself black)
Last 3 loads I have taken BLACK (One theatre/random, one booty call I answered, one dinner/date with long time friend)

I am sure there are more milestones, but these come to mind. Not only have these guys given me some amazing sex (and likely the bug) but many have been just very interesting fun guys. A good number on that list are still among my friends and FBs.

Do not take this wrong, I am not black exclusive, I will ride any cock any time. But, I seem to connect to these guys.

I also have had a few racists who would not drill me when the figured out I liked both black and white meat. I figure that says way more about them then it does me.

I have to brag about about the booty call I answered on Saturday. Haitian guy, great skin color, 9 inches---and with that amazing deep curve that insure the prostrate is massaged "just right". Said he had a 7 day load, and it took almost 40 minutes of hard ass fucking to coax it out. A quick ATM recharged him and he hammered for 30 minutes before giving up load two. Men, there seem to be many fewer white guys who can fuck that hard that long....at least in my experience.

Cock is like food....you probably do not want to eat the same meal daily (no matter how good). If you have not tried a man of color, it does add a wonderful variety to your fuck life. But more than that, take time to get to know the guy(s). If you are like me, your life will be better with a more diverse group of buds.

I am getting more cock since turning 50 than I did at younger ages. I am fucking horny all the time and need a lot of dick to help with that condition.

So far, I have had zero problem in getting cock...here are some of the reasons I think that is true.

I am damned good at being a bottom. I am enthusiastic and I have spent years trying to get good at giving up my ass and using my mouth. It takes time and effort to learn what you can do to help a top feel better. Once you gain the skills to have a "magic ass" word will get around.

I have few (if any) real limits, I am not picky about what kind of man tops me. Sometimes, they may seem like "mercy" fucks, but I have found a great group of guys who might be a bit outside the normal range of fucking faggots......but they like my ass.

I make it clear, I like and accept all POZ cum. THis may seem a bit different, but some POZ guys are quite cautious about spreading their seed. An always willing, always available, booty call answering POZ cum dump provides a good service to those guys. Yeah, I answer some 2:00 booty calls.....but that usually turns into a good Saturday all day fuck sooner or later.

I try to be a decent person.....someone the tops like being around....I fuck a lot at my place...and try to make it nice for the guys who visit....drink, smoke, plenty of towels, lube........a safe, secure, inviting place for anyone to explore their needs.

I have a very good cleaning technique. good comfort for both of us.

I share lot on line.....let guys have some idea of who I am as a queer. Not needed for a quick fuck, but great to encourage regular fucking....and trust with guys.

Right now, I am riding a "wave" of guys who want to fuck me because I am a eunuch. My shrinking nuts and cock coupled with an "all about the top" attitude makes it clear it will be a unique experience.

I have learned to be more aggressive at bookstores, clubs, saunas.......in many cases, just a slight bit of greater "interest" gets the shy and scared guys to play.

I intend to take cock as long as I can....and hopefully will have a group of fuck buds who want to tap my ass as long as I am horny

It takes effort and time.......time even when you are not horny to keep this up. Looking for a cock when you need fucked is too late....developing a "team" of possible fuck buds has proven to be my way of always getting cum in my ass when i indeed need it.

I tested on the same day of each month when I was chasing.   Prior to that I was doing the "good queer" thing of testing a couple times a year...usually at the local gay center.   When I started riding sick dick, I wanted to know when I finally converted, so it was easier to buy a bunch off e-bay at test at home.

The home tests measure the HIV antibodies in your system...not the actual virus.   As others have noted it may take a bit to build up the level of antibodies until the test reflects a level that suggests that you are indeed POZ.   In essence, if you are fucking a lot, the test is only valid for the moment you took the test.  What happened after that is still unknown.  But, if you get two pink lines, in nearly 99% of the time, any other type of testing will confirm you are indeed knocked up.   On the other hand, a negative result my be disproved by other more discrete testing.  In short, a negative test on a home tester is really of little value in proving you are indeed negative, while it is extremely accurate in stating you are POZ.

As LKMIKE said, I found the testing kind of fun.  I actually videoed each of my tests...to capture what my true reaction to the results would be.  No doubt, the smile on my face when I saw two pink lines confirmed that all that fucking had finally paid off.   On all these negative videos, the disappointment was equally clear.

Stopped by to see a buddy yesterday.   Too much wine and lots of good weed lead to us spending the whole afteroon and evening together.....   Needless to say, most of that evening was spent with his very large, very POZ BBC rammed deep in my very POZ and horny Eunuch ASS.   My nutz may be dead...but my ass and tits are ALIVE.

As I have written other places, I am freshly castrated.   So far, i have found that I am not wanting for partners.  Since I have preferred to bottom for many years, my sexual role has not changed that much.   No doubt, some of the more recent fucks have included an element of the curious who want to see/experience what a eunuch can offer.   But others, simply want to enjoy great sex.   No doubt, some like the idea that it is ALL about them.

I had contemplated castration for many, many years.  In fact, for many years, I assumed that I would be nutless before I got knocked up.  As it turned out, I converted nearly two years before I was cut.  For me, both "modifications" stem from many of the same thoughts and desires.  Certainly both a permanent (and serious) changes.  No doubt, the consequences of both actions are mine alone.

My first ever sexual experience was gay and and I never considered myself anything other than queer.   But as time went on I recognized that I was something other than simply a homosexual male.   Exploring those feelings eventually resulted in me becoming what I am today.---a very POZ EUNUCH.  

As others have indicated, not everyone appreciates castrated men.  I can understand that.  Not everyone appreciates POZ guys and raw sex.    But we all have to make the choices that allow are mental selves match our physical selves.  For me, this journey has been amazing, erotic, sex filled and a natural evolution to become the PERSON I need to be.

Man, you gotta feel that delicious cum oozing out of your freshly fucked hole to be a real barebacker.......but once you enjoy that....you will never want it any other way.  

I took a load a my local ABS last week end.   It is the most minimal place you can imagine......one hallway, 7 booths, no doors and no glory holes.   You either quickly loose your inhibitions or you don't suck/get fucked.    I am kind of a regular and most of the clerks do not charge me.

Last weekend was kind of slow....sucked off the usual couple of older dudes and on really nice BBC.   But, I was not getting anything in the ass.   Was just about ready to leave when I guy who had fucked me before came in.....and he quickly was pushing his meat deep.  Given the layout, guys fucking always draw onlookers (hard to NOT watch).   He was quickly ready to cum...and blew his load while groaning loudly.....much to the pleasure of the crowd......not to mention MY PLEASURE.  

One of the most amazing times there was a day when another fem, POZ verse dude was there when I got there.   He is a pretty cool dude....we fuck some....and are kind of in the same social circle.  Between the two of use, we service every guy that came in for the next hour.   Kind of wild to know that each of those seven guys....regardless of what they did....when home with a very resent exposure to HIV.

Incest has been a common thread through out my long queer life.   No doubt that I introduced my younger brother to the world of queer sex.  Like me he never swayed from loving the cock.   We have fucked a lot over a lot of years.  He is married now and both he and his husband enjoy topping me.   He is 9 years younger....but never regretted his somewhat forced introduction into the wonders of queer fucking.

They sent a selfie of themselves just after midnight on New Years.   IT was both of them holding their test strips....showing the twin pink lines.  I kind of thought they were chasing....but not certain of it.   They did their unveil as "the ball dropped".   I had just seen them in mid-December for a family holiday visit.  They both topped me then....their first time to get some eunuch ass....but neither mentioned the possiblity of being infected....so I am sure I took a POZ load from both of them just a month ago.

I sucked my older brother a few times...but he was not really into it.....and he is married to a female now.   Doubt that he ever rides on the bi-side,

I have a same age cousin that I used to spend a lot of time with.   I think we both got into gay stuff about the same time....and eventually fucked a lot over a few years.   We do not live near to each other now....so it is quite infrequent.

My younger sister came to me when she wanted to start getting laid.  She was in early highschool....damned good looking....killer bod....cheerleader...that type.   She wanted to get fucked at homecoming and came to me to learn "how to make a dick feel good".  And yes...that resulted in popping her cherry.....not planned...expected...nor repeated.....but she liked it....and was soon a very slutty cheerleader.    She promptly got her little cunt knocked up....and I helped her "fix" that.....something that was repeated a number of times before she got out of college.   When she was in college, I know she was getting more dick at that time.

Only "dad" I got fucked by was the father of my highschool fuck bud.   We were the full on queers of our school....and did not hide much.  His did caught us one day....this son's cock was buried deep in my ass and I was groaning in pleasure...and did not notice for a bit.  Father ended up fucking us both as punishment.....and made us fuck in front of him a number of times.......sometimes he joined in...other times not.  

When I read posts such as this I usually have the same thoughts.   It sounds like a natural born queer has been hiding as a breeder to avoid dealing with what he really wants.....to embrace his homosexuality and to live a the life as a true bottom faggot.   But the allure of man on man fucking is too much.  The desire for cock in the ass is too much and you start playing around and as many of us find, sooner or later you get knocked up.

I am very much PRO-POZ if you read my writing.  But I am also very much opposed to infecting those who are unknowing, or not willing participants....such as the OP's little wifey.    Fags fucking raw know what risk they are taking.   Some of the pussy fags take PREP or use condoms.....but the real men just fuck raw.    OP did, got stealthed and now is "worried".

No matter how good or bad your marriage is, wifey did not ask for her cock loving hubby to infect her.  Unless she is fully aware of your practices and risk, make sure you protect her.   Or be open and share your new gift with her...but make sure she understands the consequences.

Being a POZZED up FAG is perhaps your destiny......some soul searching will help you realize who and what you really are.....embrace that.....and leave the innocents alone.....MAN UP and be the FAG you know you are.

I started getting fucked well before I could drive.   The older dude who "recruited" me did a great job of helping me embrace being a queer.  Not only was he a patient lover/master, but he took time to help me with things that have served me well in a lifetime of fag-dom.  

He was able to help me learn how to clean and why.   No doubt, I have been in a few situations over the years when I would have preferred to be cleaner....but for the most part, his methods still work today.  Diet, hose, time all in proper form make the difference for me.  

and every time a top mentions something about a good fuck.....i know i have that one guy to thank

No doubt, a top that can go balls deep and keep on pumping well after he delivered the goods is my preference.   Love the feeling of his dick pumping that load deeper and smearing it thoughout my guts.   I like getting fucked....not just fucking...but having a hard dick pound my ass.....so the guy who can keep up that effort is a hero in my book.

Just as a reminder, your magic shield of PReP on helps with HIV.  Taking it raw gives you lots of chances for other fun stuff like gono, syph and herpes.   A rentboi may take care of himself, but they have been know to carry a few of these buggies with them.   Perhaps that is part of the thrill, though.

On the other hand, you double header should like it will be a great fuck session and and great memory.   Certainly hope it is the fuck you imagine it to be.   

I am a total bottom, but believe the same as the OP.  Being watched while getting fucked is a huge turn on.  The idea that others have no doubt about my bottom pig desires is exciting.  Letting others know that my ass and mouth are readily available helps ensure I will get even more cock.  

And, if someone wants to film the whole thing....it amps the experience up another notch or two.  Knowing that others could use my fuck session as jack of material is pretty damned cool.   Makes me want to be the best bottom possible.....so they get the show that gets them off.

Eons ago, the very first cock that split my ass was slathered in Vaseline.   As an early teen virgin, I thought it was the most amazing feeling in the world.  In that pre-condom era, I had lots of Vaseline aided fucks over the years.  While there are so many better lubes today, I still get a bit nostalgic for that feel and smell of simple old Vaseline.   Too messy, too slick but oh what it meant in those days to feel that slippery cock slide easily into my ass.

The lube shooters another poster mentioned are kind of a fun thing to play with from time to time.  Really can pack you ass full and having a nice cock plunge into a lube packed hole is a unique experience.   Messy as all hell.....and certainly not conducive to passing the bug....but a fun diversion.

On December 7, 2016 at 6:07 PM, TagBoy87 said:

I'm so scared its gonna happen to me... Once you try it you can't go back.

I too fucked raw all through the 80's without condoms.   I am sure I had risks (got fucked by a former Hightower school fab just six months before AIDS KILLED HIM in the early 80's, for example). But, I was not seeking POZ cock and never converted.  But a couple of years ago I started riding POS guys with the desire to get knocked up.  Finally, met my destiny in 2015 when I got converted.

most guys cannot go back once they feel all do the emotions related to POZ fucking.  Freeing, authentic, sensual, hot...mother fucking so,so,fucking hot.....are all ways it is described.  Once you fell all that, you realize what a bunch of controlling bullshit is spewed by the gay hating safe sex nanny state morons have been pumping into your brain.   Their toxic virus of hate is damaging millions.  

I am proudly pro POZ.  THOSE OF US WHO LEAN WHAT THAT REALLY MEANS ARE PREPARED TO ENJOY TO DELIGHTS OF CUM FILLED SEXUAL,ADVENTURE.  the fears are false...drummed into you brain to get you under their control.   Seize the opportunity to define you sexual wants your self.

Oh the bullshit that is driven into people's brains but the freight end, pathetic pussies who are responsible for all of the safe sex-AntiQueer messages.   Your own very natural and authentic desires have been corrupted by years of hearing how wrong it is.

fucking...regardless of whic side of the cock you are on...is a wonderful experience.  Humans have evolved to be able to enjoy sex as a pleasure and not just the mechanical part of reproduction.   But those who would control us, have tried to take a natural thing and turn it evil and terrifying.

your conflict has nothing to do with you level of being jhorned up.  It is fully a manifestation of that mental (and artificial) war of good vs. evil.

my own choice to get knocked up included a desire to take an action that would prove to me that I had finally fully accepted the truth.

i can only encourage you to fuck more and worry less.  If you can go to a Cumuniom or other type event you can start getting multiple loads and learn to over come your "flight" reflex.   Be open to any type of sex you can find.   Your body will respond to lots of different types of arousal.  Stop thinking of gay/straight and try to see yourself without gender labels.  

Learn to be a sexual rebel....and let's take the messaging related to fucking away form those trying to control and shame us.   

Good luck...and keep,on reading and posting here.  Lots of great guys and good,so ties,here to help you reclaim your own sexuality..

just keep fucking raw and shut up about what you are exposed to OR join the safe sex pussies and stop getting fucked or only take cock wrapped in latex.  It is that fucking simple  make your choice and fuck like a man or fuck like a wimp.  Don't bitch 'cause you can't have it both ways.

the time to understand your own risk acceptance should be done well before you drop your shorts.  Once a rock solid dick starts poking your hole, you ARE a bare backer.....and what you get is what you get.

don't get me wrong, I love raw sex and have the + sign to prove it.  What I can't figure out is why so many guys ger all horned up, get fucked raw and then whine if the get a sniffle.  Pick a side and embrace....don't act surprised that your faggot ass is NOT a special snowflake and the basic facts of std transmission do not apply to you.

keep in mind that hep c is blood borne.....where a variety of fluids can support the HIV virus.   So it might be possible to POZZED for HIV and not HEP C....otherway around ----getting only HEP C from blood and not HIV is highly unlikely......(assuming both are well developed in the donor.

Given my experience, I would have no issue in getting POZZED up on HIV again....but I would avoid the HEP C as much as I could.....it is nasty crap.     So if your question is about just having great sex...and taking a risk....I would not do it.....if it were a partner where I had a longer term love interest, I would likely engage....

Your comments are spot on.   I never had any type of STD prior to getting knocked up.   Since then, I have been a magnet for damned near anything that can be transmitted at the tip of a cock.  No doubt, Hep C made a near expected appearance.   Where I have had zero side effects from being POZ (including no fuck flu), my experience with HEP C has been much more brutal.   A very well hung top with a huge PA was my likely source.  But, he was a real man, and not just a fantastic top.   He actually contacted me and told me of my possible risk.  When we fucked, he had not been diagnosed, and as soon as he was he contacted me.    Anyhow, the treatment is on going and I am hopeful to have that one clear by the middle of first quarter 2017.

Syph I treated as well and it is gone now.  Gono, herpes and warts are all still keeping the HIV company.   Did have them all active at one time.   Perhaps that indicates that not only my immune systems is indeed compromised by the HIV, but that I am finding a more interesting group of fuck buds since getting POZZED.

I do not recommend it to anyone.  The general nausea and joint pain have been the worse.   More frequent diarrhea is a real pain as well.   I have good insurance, but still have had nearly $2000 out of pocket so far.  I will never deny being a bug chaser....but that one I was not chasing, nor would I ever suggest it to anyone else. 

Always amazes me when I see or hear of queers getting too picky about partners----especially in a group sex/sex event type venue.   If you wanna fuck then shut and take some cock.   It is not a life time commitment, it is simply a cock in the ass (or mouth).  If you have to have a perfect cock, stay home, look at "pretty boy" porn and choke your chicken.   Cumunion and similar places are for those of us who understand what man to man fucking is all about.

I suspect somewhere, at some time, that same guy complained about not getting much cock at Cumunion.  It is always about someone else with those types.    I am not really into treating people rudely, but guys like that give faggots and free fucking a bad name.   They need to be called out on it.  

Feeling a hand go deep inside you the first time is a strange but wonderful feeling.   No doubt, it leads to wanting more and wanting ever increasing size of toy and tool rammed deep into your hole.   I was fisting hot and heavy (both giving and getting ) for a couple years.   One of the things that I noticed was that I started loosing any desire for cock.  All I was thinking of was trying to get opened wider and taking an arm deeper.  It became an obsession.   But one day, trying to take an arm to the elbow, I realized that while I was enjoying that, I had not had any cum in months....it was all about getting parTied up and fisting.

I backed away.....and started enjoying cocks again.   I still fist from time to time, but I am careful.   As much as I enjoy feeling someone deep inside me, I do not want to give up on that wonderful meat known as cock.     I am not able to take what I once did while fisting and I do not fist with any major frequency......rather it is just a nice experience when it happens.

I only offer this as a caution.  Other guys have told me the same thing........taking a fist can quickly become all you want.   For me, the intimacy of getting a cock up the ass or giving a blow job is more important than fisting......but if you really want it.....you can do amazing things----but soon even a nice sized cock will have little importance to you.   Be sure that is what you want.

I have waited a bit to respond to this post.  I found I had very conflicted reactions to that video.  Perhaps not a popular view, it is still my opinion.

I do have some capacity of concern and support for those who are really suffering with the disease we share.  For many of us----like that hot little slut in the video---becoming infected was a lifestyle choice.  But for those who have become infected when it WAS NOT their choice, compassion is the right response.

But so much of what he had to say seemed self-serving or an outright attempt to refuse to take full responsibility for his own action.

When he said that he never thought it would happen to him.  FUCK, does he have a "special snowflake" ass that has magic powers to ward off evil cock?   No, like all of us know.....if you fuck raw long enough you are gonna catch something.   And if you like to play on the wild side, getting knocked up is a reality.....not a myth.

He tried pushing some blame to a PORN production company.   Anyone who would put their sexual health decisions into the hands of a sketchy for profit business is a fool.  News flash buddy, did you not think there was maybe some risk in taking it raw on camera?

Some of his other comments seemed to be disconnected from the reality I know as a bottom faggot.   He appeared to have little knowledge of the transmission and progression of HIV.   He did not seem to be aware of the risks that raw POZ sex brings to your life.

Yes he was very sick in the video.  But he needs to put on his big faggot drawers like a man and manage his life...not WHINE about it.   He fucked raw and got caught.  Big fucking deal....happens ever day.    To have enjoyed the cock and cash, and then second guess that when it gets serious is just plain narcissistic.

Too bad more people do not have a clue about sex until they are lying on their backs with their feet in the air getting their prostrate massaged by a massive cock.    That is not the time to make your decisions about sexual health.

There are those who do not understand while some of us will gladly take diseased dick in our own effort to know knocked up.  Most of us are men about it and fully accept the fate that goes with our choice.   While we face the same future as was shown with this young man, we do so not as victims, but with the confidence we made the decision that was right for us.   There may be a day that I curse what the virus is doing to my body.....but I will never do anything other than fully own the responsibility.

momma always said to be careful who your friends are, you might get a "reputation".   You can fuck 20 women and you likely will not be called a cocksman, but you suck one guy off and you forever have the reputation of being a cock sucker.  In my case, that was a reputation I worked hard to learn and still work hard to keep valid!

on here the reputation are the same as "likes" and thumbs up signs on other sites.....a quick way to let someone appreciate their writing or that you agree with their position (bottom in my case---but no pun intended).  

If you enjoy someones writing let them know.   If they have a position that you live by....let us all know.

Write some good sleazy shit and you too will get that reputation manna warned about.......in this case by hanging out with a bunch of horned up, raw sex loving faggots......it does not get much better than that.

for me, being nude and being gay are just long time pillars of who i am.    many visits to nude campgrounds (gay only), resorts etc.  Been part of a couple of local clubs later.   Just seems quite natural that men who enjoy men should enjoy being nude together.  I still visit a local nude campground quite often (on 30 miles away).  I am always nude at home and have some nudest straight friends (couples), so being clothes free is intertwined into my life.  

Additionally, is is in its most simple form an appreciation of the male figure (regardless of shape and size).  I love all aspect of queerness and the male body is center to that.