SuccessfulChaser

did an on-line cam demo for a dude last week..long dildo.....and went directly from ass to mouth and it was clearly not pristine when I did that.   guy on line shot his wad hands free at that.....he had never seen that before........not something all the time...but when it is right....and the right cock...it is great......

Ok now for a word from the PRO-Raw, PRO-POZ segment of our population.   Men were intended to fuck raw.  Queer identifying men need to know that sharing raw, poz cock is the most sensual and intimate fucking any species or combination of genders will ever enjoy.   So there are a few risks.   People smoking knowing the risk of cancer, people eat a bunch of Big Macs knowing the risk of obesity......but while they may be shamed for their activities, only queer raw sex seems to be singled out for being a horrible activity.   Perhaps if we were more open and honest about our practices, we could rest the conversation regarding sexual healthy and healthy sex.  Less worry about gender, less worry about taboo, less worry about the ideal partner----just more happy people sharing cocks and cum. 

Before I got knocked up last year, I was somewhat certain these thoughts were misguided and taboo.   I took the step to chase and soon found out there are others who feel the same way as I do.  I know that as I have become more open and focused on good fucking....not on the crap that others often associate with sex, I see that we have been manipulated for years to think that sex is bad and gay sex is worse and POZ sex is the very worst of the most evil.   Reality is quite different, open minded, joyous free and unlimited fucking is a key part to a healthy human existence.   For some of us, it is time to talk about that and to change the dialogue.   FUCK....and FUCK a lot.....it is all good.   And all the crap you worry about, you will soon see how little that really matters.   It really is about the cocks and the cum.

I have been fucked on top of a 90 foot concrete silo, in abandoned buildings, on top of a crypt in an abandoned cemetery, on the ground, on the beach, in the ocean.....in more cars/trucks than I care to recall, on chairs, sofas and beds.  I am sure there are countless other places.....hayloft of old barn, picnic table in a national park, somewhat in a canoe.......

Bottom line....it has not matter what the environment was....or was not...the key was getting more cock in my ass.   Never had a bed that made a great fuck better, or a poor fuck worse.  They just are what they are a place where I happen to be having a fuck.

I kind of look at comments about beds a bit like I do comments about finding your "perfect type" of fuck partner.   Hell, it is one fuck......not gonna last forever......so concentrate on the FUN of the FUCK and ignore the rest of the stuff and soon you will be getting more cock and cum---that is what is important.   The rest is all just accessories.

On 12/15/2016 at 4:36 AM, Aslan63 said:

When I was 13 I

 He fucked me for about 5 minutes then yelled he was going to flood my gut w his hot load. I begged him to, I wanted every drop as that huge load coated my insides. That feeling made me a barebacker for life, n scared me because I liked it so much. 

My anal cherry got busted at 13 as well.  Had blown the guy a couple earlier ( much older).  When asked if I wanted fucked, I could hardly get a yes out...I was that excited.   No doubt, that first one was not all that comfortable, but damn, I knew as he started massaging my prostate with his cock, I was gonna be a bottom whore my entire life.  With only a few random pussies and a few topping stories, I have been true to that for nearly 40 years.   I owe that guy a lot, he taught me a lot about how to enjoy queer sex,  he gave me the confidence to accept being a faggot in a time when queers were more hated than today.   He taught me that being a slutty bottom is a calling and you have to work hard to get good at it.   I often wonder how long it would have been until I figured out all that on my own.

There are bad examples in nearly every avenue of life.  While none of us really enjoy experiences like the OP described, it is something of a an occupational risk.   I got raped by a BBC who wanted more after we had fucked a few times.  We had enjoyed a couple of really nice fucks, but the dude was not satisfied.   I ended up beaten, raped, robbed and perhaps more.   But I was fucking another cock the next day.    I showed up for an "in shape guy", who had to weight 400 and was less than 5' 10".  The only way to find his dick was to roll him in flour.   Only point being is do not get wired up on one bad experience.   Those dudes are out there.   Rather remember every good cock and scene you have.   Recall each cock that made you thrilled to be a queer.   Perhaps revisit the bottoms that took your load of jizz, even if they did not find you a compelling top.

It is all about the learning and experience we gain from our adventures.   That is why I have (and highly recommend) an any cock any time attitude.   I am getting fucked more and enjoying a lot better sex.  The few disappointments are minor when compared to all of the great (and sometimes fully unexpected) cock that I scare up. 

Hell it is just sex.  Even the worst cock is better than doing with out.  Even a bad one---like haircuts---does not last long.  

Fuck and fuck often......one of the real joys that makes life worth living. Old Waylon claimed there were only two things that make life worth living...guitars that tune good and firm feeling women.   I get the first one, and have traded the second one for a POZ cock in my ass.......now that is something to LIVE for.

DADT = don't ask don't tell.   it this case it is referring to the case of poz guys fucking.  You neither tell your status or ask a status, you get what you get.

There are plenty of other bugs to go around.  in my own case, I never had anything else until I got knocked up.  Now I have had about everything that can be transmitted via sex or shared points.   A number of other POZ guys have told me the same story, once your immune system is compromised, it is each to catch other stuff.

In something of a monument to raw fucking and lots of cock, I enjoyed HIV+, HEPC, Herpes, Gono, SYPH and anal warts all at the same time.   The syph is gone now, but the other bugs are sticking around a bit it seems.

I am a bit more radical in my thoughts about disclosing status in the pre-fuck part of fuckarama.   My status is well know by anyone who fucks me in a one on one or small group setting.  I am quick to tell them.   I do not ask partners status.  I accept a no cock refused policy and will take your cock even if it is shooting radioactive tic tacs.   

I am also not much of a fan of PREP.  Thinking one small shield against one virus does not make you bullet-proof.   WHats is wrong with fucking like the animals we are......raw and very natural.   Perhaps if more had that attitude we would have a brand new conversation on HIV/AIDS.   Lets fuck more and whine less.  

On 11/29/2016 at 1:20 AM, evilqueerpig said:

NO sin in my faith!

hell yes to that.   i enjoy many of the darker elements and believe my sexuality and sexual behavior is driven by and focused around my connection with the darker forces.   

While some my not agree with all of my choices, I will NEVER accept any of it as sin.

First, sin is a construct of organized religion who use their power and control to cause the behavior that keeps the "believers"  in sync with the demands of the leaders.   I am not about to let anyone tell me that my beliefs and actions are "bad" in the eyes of some made up fairy tale of goodness and light.

Second, I see my actions as very natural....a very authentic way of living my life.   Being true to yourself cannot be wrong.

Third, I take responsibility for my life and actions.  I accept the consequences of my actions.   To me that is more honest than to be made to feel bad because some of what I enjoy and am driven to experience are not what others might want.  

In summary......fuck...fuck a lot and enjoy.  Explore the edges and corners of human sexuality.   Your will grow as a person.  But never let anyone tell you it is a sin.

Should have been one more option.....I HAVE ONE!.    I do have one.....#BBBH tramp stamp.  Has been modified a bit since I got converted....and now includes both a scorpion and a bio-hazard in the design.    The stinger of the scorpion was done in ultraviolet ink....so under black light, it looks like a glow in the dark arrow pointing to my hole.

No doubt, I get lots of comments.....and at things like cumunion, tops can easily see what they are getting into.   I HIGHLY recommend it....

Of course, I have a ton of other tats.....and 100% are very queer and tell the story of my life as a bottom faggot/sex addict.   Running out of premium space...but still getting more tats----as I add more chapters to my fuck life.   Glad I have a very cool chick for a tattoo artist and she understands my HIV status but still very gladly adds to my art.

I try to have a take all cocks attitude.  Because of that, I get a huge range of variety in tops.

What I have found is that most of the guys who fuck me for the first time tend to be pump-dump-depart kind of guys.  While I truly like longer fuck sessions, I do appreciate the quick fucks as well.  After all, my goal is to get as much dick in my ass as I can get.

If a dude fucks me more frequently, they tend to longer session.    i think I am a fairly skilled bottom, and when an equally skilled top fucker and I get together, we can have some really great sex.

With the help of some T, I have had some 12 hour one on one fuck-a-ramas.   To me that is the ultimate in faggot fucking.

May be of interest to note that during my chase, nearly 75 percent of the fucks lasted less than 15 minutes.   Since I got knocked up, and when it is a diseased dick splitting my tail, the average fuck time (not just being together...but actually cock in ass fucking time) is closer to an hour.  Needless to say, I love that aspect of POZ on POZ fucking.....

Not sure how early you thing is early.   I sucked my first cock at 13 and that same dick split my virgin ass just a few weeks later.   I became cock crazed and have had as much wonderful queer sex as I could get for many years now.  I have tired most things and enjoyed damned near all of them.   Have fucked a few cunts.....but really never wanted pussy.   But, I have to agree that getting an early start with cock has made for a more interesting and enjoyable life for me.....would not change a thing.......except for getting more cock.....or getting knocked up sooner.

you don't have to call me darling, darling

but you never even call me by my name......

do not have a real preference.....as long is your raw cock is splitting my ass.    certainly verbal stuff can add to a scene, but it can be a distraction if it seems like the top is just doing it for effect and does not really match the verbal with his actions.  

I am from an era where all queers fucked bareback.  Pre-HIV crisis, we enjoyed a life of fearless sex and fully believed rubbers were for breeders.  I stayed a barebacker through the 80's and never was infected with anything. 

I never really was a condom NAZI----if a guy wanted to use one when he fucked me it was ok---and if he plowed my ass raw, that was better.

But when I started chasing in the winter of '14/'15, I did start changing my profile(s) and made it clear upfront that I wanted only raw cocks (and of course raw POZ cocks).  Additionally, I got a BBBH tramp stamp tattoo---just for good measure.

Since getting knocked up I am very clear with guys.  I only take it raw, I am POZ and I am NOT on medication.  I know that has eliminated some possible partners---perhaps quite a few.   But, I have found a whole "network" of great POZ guys and I get fucked with great regularity.  

As far as I am concerned that is the most authentic way I can continue to live a very queer and satisfying fuck life. 

There are seemingly millions of websites that can give you much more information.  Of course a local doc may be a great choice.  But here is a quick (from my viewpoint) of taking HIV meds.

Tons of proof that your life span will be longer if you keep the virus in check via medication.  Higher CD4 and  lower VL counts that result from the meds will allow your body to be less affected by opportunistic diseases that are common in those with compromised immune systems.

Very, very few cases of medicated (undetectable) guys infecting others. 

Current research indicates that the earlier someone starts meds, the better LONG TERM prognosis.

Side effects and cost are often cited as reasons for non-conformance to a medication regimen.

Some evidence that those who are not consistent with adherence to the medication regimen may put themselves at greater risk for a issues like having some "morphing" of your strain that makes it more resistant to medication.

Now from my own perspective.  I got intentionally knocked up in August of 2015.   Like you, I have had not symptoms.   Also, I have not started any medication. That has been a personal choice---I have access via good insurance.  However, much of my desire has been to fully experience all that getting infected and having the disease progress means. 

Just because you do not feel anything, you need to be fully aware that the virus is active.

There are three stages of an HIV infection.

      The acute stage is the first stage as your body works hard to fight off the intruder (HIV virus).  This is the time frame that some experience fuck flu.   Your VL can grow wildly.   Newly infected guys who do not know their status are responsible for many new infections each year.  

      The second stage is latency.  This is where you and I are.   Once the viral war within an infected person is won by the virus, it settles into a period where it is replicating much more slowly.  This can last for many years---up to 10 or more is not uncommon.  You likely have a VL that would be high enough to easily infect others, but you may not have anything else going on.  My own VL seems to be consistent around 200K.

     The final stage is often referred to as AIDS.   The gradual growth of your VL over the long period of latency (and related loss of CD4 cells) makes you very much exposed to the opportunistic diseases that would normally be shut down by your immune system.  The full blown AIDS guy simply has no more ability to fight those infections.  It will be one of those diseases that kills the AIDS level guys, not the virus itself.   Your time with AIDS is limited---perhaps 3-5 years before death.

Starting medication at the later years of latency and during the AIDS phase MAY be able to help some, but the overwhelmingly high VL and low CD4 count at those stages makes the effectiveness of any medication suspect.

I know I have made my choice and that at some point I will face the consequences of that decision.  However, given my age, the normal course of the progression to an AIDS related death and my normal expected lifespan are quite close.   As I said, the authenticity of disease and it's consequences are much of the reason I chose this path.  However, I want to make it clear that this is simply one faggot's choice.  There are other options and you much understand the disease, it's progression and what that means to you.  Then you can make choices that are best for you.

I had pretty well formed my own thoughts on disclosure before I got knocked up.  Now that I have been POZ for over a year, it seems as if it works for me.

I make sure that any on-line profile is clearly describing me as a PROUDLY POZ faggot who takes any and all cock.  I also have a combo tramp stamp tattoo that is an original design that combines BBBB and a scorpion.   I also make certain that if I am meeting someone one on one (or a smaller group) I make certain they know my status up front.  Anyone who drives a dick into my ass or lets me suck them off in those circumstances knows they are having raw (at least on the surface) with a POZ dude.

I am proud of the fact that I had balls enough to see my chase through to conversion.  I am also very open about being pro-POZ and having been a chaser. 

That all changes when I am at a group kind of thing....bookstore, bath, cumunion.......Guys that attend those events know there are bugs attending as well.   Not my job to be the safe sex police.  If they wanna fuck raw and take a risk.....I will give them a hell yeah. 

If you were taking a pill every day, you should have been close to maximum risk reduction (99%).   So by two weeks you would have been plenty protected against HIV.   Keep in mind, if you were only taking a couple pills a week, there would be much more risk....regardless of time frame.

Now a word from the "home" team.  Sounds like you may be a real bottom pig and enjoy lots of raw and random fucking.  Fuck the pills and learn to take cock like a man.  POZ on POZ fucking is AMAZING.

The thrill of a POZ load being driven deep into your slutty ass is a powerful force.  Craving that tainted goo, while knowing it WILL change your life may not influence everyone, but for those of us so afflicted, accept our role as cum dumps becomes the only choice. 

I believe your friend told you some truth.  If this is what compels you, you will indeed eventual become POZ.  As you have stated and many others have done, FULLY OWNING that decision is a key part of our identity.  You WILL get knocked up....so own it, own the decision, enjoy the fucking sex.

Welcome to the team.  Many of us fully understand your thoughts, fears and ultimate decision.   We share your expectations and perhaps disappointment each time you test.  We can share you thoughts when you first grasp the reality of actually being HIV+.

It is a special group of men who share this bug that infects us.  But, it is a group of even more rare, brave, free-thinking men who share the virus because we CHOOSE to.   Please join that final group soon.   And share your journey with all of us.

Added new meaning to Black Friday just a bit ago.  Took a BBC that is attached to a long time fuck bud (and one of the dudes most likely to have converted me) while bent over the arm of a chair at my place.   Fuck all that shopping......getting that BBC was much better than running off to WalMart.    Day is young yet....could be my best Black Friday ever.....NEXT!!!!!!!!!

No doubt, fucking in abandoned buildings can be a turn on.   I have gotten fucked in a couple old factories (in NC we have lots of old unused textile plants that are perfect for that).   I did have a semi-regular fuck in an abandoned store......old beauty shop on third floor was still somewhat intact.  It was owned by a queer couple....and one would fuck me while the other hid and watched.

But my favorite is an abandoned cemetery......fairly small---only 100-150 marked graves---it is one a property that I have access to.  Very isolated.....and a pretty good hike to get to....but location, view, trees etc all combine to make it a favorite fuck point.  There are several fairly large (6-8 coffins) crypts.   One is somewhat compromised and you can see the caskets inside.  But it has a very flat top and is a perfect place to fuck.....especially on a full moon......with lots of trees around, it is in an opening and a full moon seems to shine right on the fuck spot.  ALthough I do not know exactly who knocked me up, I do know that the guy I think most likely too have infected me liked fucking there.   Nearly half the fucks I took during the 10 days or so that were logical times that I got infected took place on top of the crypt.   Very very much of a turn on.   I still go there quite often.....and always leave with an ass full of cum.....

If it has been a while, or if I don't know the guy well, I will always loosen up a bit after finishing my clean out routine.   Additionally,  if I know a guy wants just a quick fuck, I will always have butt plug in place to speed things along.   No doubt, it makes the scene move more quickly and gives me a better chance of making that top feel real good.

I do have a few fuck buds who prefer me tight.  They like the challenge of piercing a very tight hole.  Of course, with a guy who wants that and has some fucking clue of what he is doing, I enjoy playing (and I stress PLAYING) the role of a reluctant virgin (never been reluctant and was last a virgin in the Nixon years).

I like random and/or anonymous fucking as much as anyone.   But the reality of it is, knowing the guy and talking about turn ons and likes usually makes for a better fuck....top or bottom.

One last point.....most weekends, you are gonna a find a loosened hole here......most often with a deposit from the last cock still in place

old bull and young bull were standing on a hill looking down over a valley full of young heifers.  The young bull sees them and shouts: "lets run down there and breed a heifer".   the old bull simply replies: "lets WALK down there and breed them all."

Do not get me wrong, I enjoy any cock I can find.   But, in a life-time of slutting around, I have learned that skill and attitude are more important than age, looks, size, smell or any other combo of attributes.  In my view, it is the attitude of the older guys that helps them be the best fuckers.

I am quite a fan of bi-racial (or multi-racial) fuck flicks.  At times the contrast between skin tones adds a huge deal to the eroticism of the scene.   But, as the OP noted, you seldom see a white top riding a black ass.  I was told (by the owner of several ABS in my area) that nobody wanted to show anything that could be tied to slavery/civil rights.  

Prior to that, I had no connection.   I have lived with black men, during my chase, over half the loads were delivered by black cock and two out of three dicks that plowed my hole in the time span I likely converted were black.    As a result, I think I always saw any bi-racial porn as just that.....porn and with a twist that I enjoyed in my own life.

And, in any porn, seeing a real man bottom....when you would have been thrilled to have him top you....is a turn on to see.

I wonder what other think.   I hope we have evolved enough to appreciate all things sexual......

I, like many guys, had absolutely not health issues related to conversion.   While I have read about horrible fuck flu, I did not experience any aches, pains or anything that gave an indication of the viral war going on inside me.   Of course, since I was chasing hard, it was no surprise when I tested POZ, but other than lots of poz cock in my ass, I had no other indication of the actual infection.

I feel fortunate that I have had a sex life that, up to now, has largely let me experience nearly any and every fetish or taboo that two (or more!!!) consenting queers can think of.  No doubt, that pursuit has helped keep the list of "extreme" fetish/fantasy scenes at bay for much of my life.   There are three areas that have some major draw for me, and yet, I have not yet expeienced"

infection/superinfection:     I have a serious craving for that Cuban strain of HIV.   I know getting a second infection can be difficult and connection with the CUBAN guys to help out is being a bit of a problem, but I am hopeful that I figure out how to make this happen.  Going from infection to full blown AIDS in less than three years could be the result....if I have the desire to see this one through.

castration:   I am a full on bottom and have always "enjoyed" extreme CBT.   Lots of needles, weight, nails, compression (sever) and about any other torture has been a constant desire and one that I have had plenty of willing partners.   castration seems like a very obvious next step.   Will I have balls enough to submit to castration?   This one is quickly moving from a casual interest to having a bull nearly equal to that of the virus when I was chasing.   I know the consequences, and am getting more prepared to accept them.  

snuff:  perhaps the most taboo of all.  a final act to pull all of your fetishes together into one last orgy of pain, sex and thrill.  To find a way to have your last moments filled with emotion at a higher level then you have ever experienced and yet to know, that as the trill ebbs away, so will your life.   i have played in some snuff scenes, even though I understood them to be play only, they were pretty intense.   And one, that ended with me being chocked out, turned realistic beyond my control or expectations.   Could I/would I be bold enough to move in this route?   I have no idea---for certain at least----but I have some feelings that after a bit of time, I would accept that fate.

Again, these all are, in my view, fairly extreme.  And the human desire to experience as much of the extreme seems very, very high.

I am convinced that humans are not meant for just one sex partner.  Some folks I know in open relationships have much better lives than some that I know that stay true to one partner.   I think what you are feeling is part of that.

I am sure not one to give relationship advice.  However, I do believe that you owe it to your partner to tell him how you feel.   And, if you bring "bugs" into the relationship without his knowledge, have your really treated someone right afterh they have trusted you?

If you want more sex.....then go for it.....but be open and honest about it.   Better to lose a partner by being honest than by being a douche-bag.

One thing that the new web stuff seems to encourage is followers.   I have 31----and I find that quite surprising   There was something about my profile or writing that made those folks check the box to follow me.

I have read each follower's profile and am in the process of thanking each one.   What I found out about status I find interesting.

When selecting their status they combined for these results.

Most common status:    POZ no MEDs.     With me included, that makes a full 25% (8) with that status, no doubt that is one of the connections.

Least common status:   NEG on PREP.      Only one guy listed this.   Perhaps another point....this status is the near opposite of mine and many of my followers.

Negative status was listed 7 times for number two spot.   These all indicated recently tested as well.

Unknown (or some variation) came in at 3 with five guys stating that

In fourth place was POZ on MEDS.   Only 4 guys said that was their status.

In 5th. place was a tie between not listed and Don't Ask, Don't tell with 3 claiming each.

Glad to know that a third of my followers proudly share POZ status with me.  

The 11 between, unknown, DADT and not listed are interesting too.   Hopefully, they will see that many of us have learned to embrace our status and our sexual practices.   For me, that openness is amazing.

For me, the great thing about BZ has been indeed being able to have great conversations and great acceptance while discussing our passion for "the bug".   For those of us who so believe, this is what it is all about.