SuccessfulChaser

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  1. Two syringes of my Eunuch Essence are now coursing through my third blood slam partner.   His last two loads of negative cum are well deposited in my ass.   Hopefully my record holds and he is converting as I type this.   I am really getting turned on by doing slams.   Perhaps it is time to start sharing my fluid more freely

    1. ChaserBtm84
    2. rednyellow

      rednyellow

      That's so hot. keep it up

  2. Been over a month since my nuts were eliminated.  Still having some temperature control issues...but pain is all gone.  Must guys have enjoyed knowing they were fucking a eunuch.  No doubt, I have not had anything close to a hard cock since then...and even with effort no cum.   I do seem to leak much more pre-cum than before.   No doubt, it is all still kind of new....but I like it....A LOT.

    1. Homo60

      Homo60

      Glad to see and hear you are settling into the Eunuch lifestyle well, the temp problems and other side effects will gradually subside and all will become the Norm after awhile.

    2. ChaserBtm84

      ChaserBtm84

      I'm genuinely curious Successful, and while I've read your writings and know it's not your main concern but, do you think you'll still get erections in the future? I don't think that testicles Alone cause or don't cause hard on's but I could be wrong. Do you expect to at some point or is it different for everyone? 

    3. SuccessfulChaser

      SuccessfulChaser

      so far no erections.....and after a month....a real change in sexual arousal.   I am still fucking a lot....and get turned on..but it feels different....more mental that physical.   I expect that I will not be able to get erect with any regularity 

  3. I took a load a my local ABS last week end. It is the most minimal place you can imagine......one hallway, 7 booths, no doors and no glory holes. You either quickly loose your inhibitions or you don't suck/get fucked. I am kind of a regular and most of the clerks do not charge me. Last weekend was kind of slow....sucked off the usual couple of older dudes and on really nice BBC. But, I was not getting anything in the ass. Was just about ready to leave when I guy who had fucked me before came in.....and he quickly was pushing his meat deep. Given the layout, guys fucking always draw onlookers (hard to NOT watch). He was quickly ready to cum...and blew his load while groaning loudly.....much to the pleasure of the crowd......not to mention MY PLEASURE. One of the most amazing times there was a day when another fem, POZ verse dude was there when I got there. He is a pretty cool dude....we fuck some....and are kind of in the same social circle. Between the two of use, we service every guy that came in for the next hour. Kind of wild to know that each of those seven guys....regardless of what they did....when home with a very resent exposure to HIV.
  4. Incest has been a common thread through out my long queer life. No doubt that I introduced my younger brother to the world of queer sex. Like me he never swayed from loving the cock. We have fucked a lot over a lot of years. He is married now and both he and his husband enjoy topping me. He is 9 years younger....but never regretted his somewhat forced introduction into the wonders of queer fucking. They sent a selfie of themselves just after midnight on New Years. IT was both of them holding their test strips....showing the twin pink lines. I kind of thought they were chasing....but not certain of it. They did their unveil as "the ball dropped". I had just seen them in mid-December for a family holiday visit. They both topped me then....their first time to get some eunuch ass....but neither mentioned the possiblity of being infected....so I am sure I took a POZ load from both of them just a month ago. I sucked my older brother a few times...but he was not really into it.....and he is married to a female now. Doubt that he ever rides on the bi-side, I have a same age cousin that I used to spend a lot of time with. I think we both got into gay stuff about the same time....and eventually fucked a lot over a few years. We do not live near to each other now....so it is quite infrequent. My younger sister came to me when she wanted to start getting laid. She was in early highschool....damned good looking....killer bod....cheerleader...that type. She wanted to get fucked at homecoming and came to me to learn "how to make a dick feel good". And yes...that resulted in popping her cherry.....not planned...expected...nor repeated.....but she liked it....and was soon a very slutty cheerleader. She promptly got her little cunt knocked up....and I helped her "fix" that.....something that was repeated a number of times before she got out of college. When she was in college, I know she was getting more dick at that time. Only "dad" I got fucked by was the father of my highschool fuck bud. We were the full on queers of our school....and did not hide much. His did caught us one day....this son's cock was buried deep in my ass and I was groaning in pleasure...and did not notice for a bit. Father ended up fucking us both as punishment.....and made us fuck in front of him a number of times.......sometimes he joined in...other times not.
  5. Been away for a while..serving out my punishment for inappropriate posting.  But had a lot of fun...even if I could not right about it.   Got confirmation of a second conversion from a blood slam...2 for 2 in toxic blood donations.  And my brother and his husband both tested poz at year end.

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    2. backpackguy

      backpackguy

      Welcum back buddy...missed U!!

    3. rednyellow
    4. ChaserBtm84

      ChaserBtm84

      Welcum back. Wish we could hook up sometime.

  6. When I read posts such as this I usually have the same thoughts. It sounds like a natural born queer has been hiding as a breeder to avoid dealing with what he really wants.....to embrace his homosexuality and to live a the life as a true bottom faggot. But the allure of man on man fucking is too much. The desire for cock in the ass is too much and you start playing around and as many of us find, sooner or later you get knocked up. I am very much PRO-POZ if you read my writing. But I am also very much opposed to infecting those who are unknowing, or not willing participants....such as the OP's little wifey. Fags fucking raw know what risk they are taking. Some of the pussy fags take PREP or use condoms.....but the real men just fuck raw. OP did, got stealthed and now is "worried". No matter how good or bad your marriage is, wifey did not ask for her cock loving hubby to infect her. Unless she is fully aware of your practices and risk, make sure you protect her. Or be open and share your new gift with her...but make sure she understands the consequences. Being a POZZED up FAG is perhaps your destiny......some soul searching will help you realize who and what you really are.....embrace that.....and leave the innocents alone.....MAN UP and be the FAG you know you are.
  7. Sometime later today, I will take my last cock of the year.  A short time later, I will get filled with the first cum of 2017.  Lets make 2017 the most CUM and BUG filled year we can.

    1. ChaserBtm84

      ChaserBtm84

      Lucky bitch...😁

    2. Homo60

      Homo60

      I agree with ChaserBtm84 on this, wished I could get some cock and cum lined up here in the midwest for a celebration to see the old out and the new in, but is looking unlikely at this late time.

  8. I started getting fucked well before I could drive. The older dude who "recruited" me did a great job of helping me embrace being a queer. Not only was he a patient lover/master, but he took time to help me with things that have served me well in a lifetime of fag-dom. He was able to help me learn how to clean and why. No doubt, I have been in a few situations over the years when I would have preferred to be cleaner....but for the most part, his methods still work today. Diet, hose, time all in proper form make the difference for me. and every time a top mentions something about a good fuck.....i know i have that one guy to thank
  9. I think that some of these small signals are hints that we have the desire to go POZ ourselves. For me, there were so many small hints, seeing a biohazard tat on a guy (in a non-sexual situation), meeting guys who were poz, seeing articles in main stream media---all seemed to crank up my desire....before i even fully understood the desire was present. I remember going to a concert a number of summers ago. One of the guys in the group brought a new date....and that guy had a prominent biohazard tat on his left arm. I could not act, since he was with a bud of mine, but he had me in full fuck mode all day and night. I know I would have had him that day, had he been single. Seeing the drugs on the bathroom counter when visiting a queer couple.....got me smoking fired up again. Both were undetectable....and before that weekend was over, I had those two undetectable loads....well before I was a chaser. I am not certain which comes first.....seeing stuff that turns you on, or being turned on by something that causes you to notice the details. But, I do know this, long before I really started enjoying the pleasure of POZ cock, i was hyper sensitive to all things POZ... And many of those signals were very small and very insignificant....unless someone was destined to become a POZ slut.
  10. Got fucked twice this morning.  Both from long time poz fuck buds.  These were not about being a eunuch or being poz....just really great fucking between buds who really know how to put out.    FUCKING GREAT

  11. No doubt, a top that can go balls deep and keep on pumping well after he delivered the goods is my preference. Love the feeling of his dick pumping that load deeper and smearing it thoughout my guts. I like getting fucked....not just fucking...but having a hard dick pound my ass.....so the guy who can keep up that effort is a hero in my book.
  12. damned nice long weekend.  really had a lot of opportunity to continue gaining confidence in my altered sexual role.  So far, there have been plenty of guys who have wanted to tap a eunuch ass.

    1. rawpnp

      rawpnp

      I understand the attraction.  I would love you breed your eunuch hole.

  13. Just as a reminder, your magic shield of PReP on helps with HIV. Taking it raw gives you lots of chances for other fun stuff like gono, syph and herpes. A rentboi may take care of himself, but they have been know to carry a few of these buggies with them. Perhaps that is part of the thrill, though. On the other hand, you double header should like it will be a great fuck session and and great memory. Certainly hope it is the fuck you imagine it to be.
  14. I am a total bottom, but believe the same as the OP. Being watched while getting fucked is a huge turn on. The idea that others have no doubt about my bottom pig desires is exciting. Letting others know that my ass and mouth are readily available helps ensure I will get even more cock. And, if someone wants to film the whole thing....it amps the experience up another notch or two. Knowing that others could use my fuck session as jack of material is pretty damned cool. Makes me want to be the best bottom possible.....so they get the show that gets them off.
  15. This is a subject that is a source of great fascination. Imagine for a moment all of the millions of people who have seen their HIV infection progress into that final stage called AIDS. The agony, fear and suffering experienced is well documented and well understood. Yet some men, and I am one of them, are drawn not to just becoming infected with HIV, but truly desire to experience AIDS. No doubt, the thrill of fucking during a chase is hot. Many of us find POZ on POZ sex to be extremely erotic. But we still want more. We want to feel our bodies change as the disease destroys our immune system as it takes control of our lives. For whatever reason we have huge desire to live with the viral time bomb of AIDS lurking within our DNA. I am not sure I fully understand that desire. But, I know that pull is very real. It was real before I started chasing. It became more real as that first POZ cock drove a toxic load deep into my faggot ass. The heat of that desire became hotter with each POZ cock and erupted into flames as I tested POZ. And now, two years after I submitted to the allure of diseased dick, that fire burns even hotter. For some it may be part of some sort of a death wish. I do not subscribe to that. Rather, it is a recognition of mortality and a desire to understand that. It may be a desire to be connected to the generations of brother queers who have experienced AIDS first hand. It may be more of the same sexual fetish that chasers and gifters share. For me, each day is a day closer to that diagnosis. The virus in my body is not hindered by medication. I am actively seeking super-bugs to insure my goal is achieved. I know those who have suffered with AIDS, who have lost lovers and family to AIDS, who have seen first hand the wicked power of that final stage of our illness may never understand. But for those few of us who are so inclined, the pull is stronger than you could ever imagine.
  16. Day 13 in my transition from being a man to being a eunuch.  Much less pain, lots of hot flashes and sweats and even with serious effort have not coaxed a hard on yet. 

    1. PaBandedballs

      PaBandedballs

      Glad to hear your cock can't get hard.

    2. Homo60

      Homo60

      Probably another week or to maybe of the seats before your system begins to level out and begins getting use to the loss of T. Now that you are becoming totally impotent and won't be having the morning or late night woody's, your cock and balls will begin to slowly shrink and very likely over the next 6 months to a years time will shrink to about 1/3 their or maybe even smaller if you are lucky, to about 1/4 their normal size. Once again, this is an average, but this is different with each individual.

    3. PaBandedballs

      PaBandedballs

      Sounds great to me.

  17. Eons ago, the very first cock that split my ass was slathered in Vaseline. As an early teen virgin, I thought it was the most amazing feeling in the world. In that pre-condom era, I had lots of Vaseline aided fucks over the years. While there are so many better lubes today, I still get a bit nostalgic for that feel and smell of simple old Vaseline. Too messy, too slick but oh what it meant in those days to feel that slippery cock slide easily into my ass. The lube shooters another poster mentioned are kind of a fun thing to play with from time to time. Really can pack you ass full and having a nice cock plunge into a lube packed hole is a unique experience. Messy as all hell.....and certainly not conducive to passing the bug....but a fun diversion.
  18. An hour of porn an poppers last night...coupled with some good JO lube and lots of jacking.......and NOTHING.....fucking NOTHING.  No hardness, no orgasm....nothing.  My new reality.  

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    2. SuccessfulChaser

      SuccessfulChaser

      love the nullo look....just expensive to get there.....will see how this stage (castration) goes for a bit....then decide

    3. rednyellow

      rednyellow

      cool. I love your updates.

    4. swedishspermdump

      swedishspermdump

      Thanks for sharing! It's really interesting to see how it goes for you... and a bit exciting too :)

  19. Fuck...woke up at 2 AM....in the middle of a huge night sweat/hot flash.  First tangible result of castration.  WOW.

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    2. Homo60

      Homo60

      Cool, the first signs of the loss of T, varies from guy to guy, but this will continue until your system get used to the loss and begins to level out. You may also experience some depression, but it to will subside after awhile, just hang in there, the end results are awesome when it all comes together in the end.

    3. PaBandedballs

      PaBandedballs

      So, sweet to know another guy was castrated...and poz, too.

    4. Scottop
  20. One week post castration (still getting my head FULLY around that) and most of pain is gone, bruising is getting better, no really indication of affects yet.   In fact was able to jerk off and shoot a load while watch porn last night.

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    2. swedishspermdump

      swedishspermdump

      Wow, congrats for taking the step!

    3. Homo60

      Homo60

      The effects will begin appearing in a few more days, less urges to jerk off and when you do the cum will begin to get thinner and more watery and begin clearing of any color. As with what PaBandedballs said, it does vary from guy to guy, but you should be experiencing pretty much all the effects within the next couple of weeks or shortly after, with probably total impotence within about 60 to 90 days from the initial castration date.

    4. PaBandedballs
  21. I too fucked raw all through the 80's without condoms. I am sure I had risks (got fucked by a former Hightower school fab just six months before AIDS KILLED HIM in the early 80's, for example). But, I was not seeking POZ cock and never converted. But a couple of years ago I started riding POS guys with the desire to get knocked up. Finally, met my destiny in 2015 when I got converted. most guys cannot go back once they feel all do the emotions related to POZ fucking. Freeing, authentic, sensual, hot...mother fucking so,so,fucking hot.....are all ways it is described. Once you fell all that, you realize what a bunch of controlling bullshit is spewed by the gay hating safe sex nanny state morons have been pumping into your brain. Their toxic virus of hate is damaging millions. I am proudly pro POZ. THOSE OF US WHO LEAN WHAT THAT REALLY MEANS ARE PREPARED TO ENJOY TO DELIGHTS OF CUM FILLED SEXUAL,ADVENTURE. the fears are false...drummed into you brain to get you under their control. Seize the opportunity to define you sexual wants your self.
  22. Oh the bullshit that is driven into people's brains but the freight end, pathetic pussies who are responsible for all of the safe sex-AntiQueer messages. Your own very natural and authentic desires have been corrupted by years of hearing how wrong it is. fucking...regardless of whic side of the cock you are on...is a wonderful experience. Humans have evolved to be able to enjoy sex as a pleasure and not just the mechanical part of reproduction. But those who would control us, have tried to take a natural thing and turn it evil and terrifying. your conflict has nothing to do with you level of being jhorned up. It is fully a manifestation of that mental (and artificial) war of good vs. evil. my own choice to get knocked up included a desire to take an action that would prove to me that I had finally fully accepted the truth. i can only encourage you to fuck more and worry less. If you can go to a Cumuniom or other type event you can start getting multiple loads and learn to over come your "flight" reflex. Be open to any type of sex you can find. Your body will respond to lots of different types of arousal. Stop thinking of gay/straight and try to see yourself without gender labels. Learn to be a sexual rebel....and let's take the messaging related to fucking away form those trying to control and shame us. Good luck...and keep,on reading and posting here. Lots of great guys and good,so ties,here to help you reclaim your own sexuality..
  23. just keep fucking raw and shut up about what you are exposed to OR join the safe sex pussies and stop getting fucked or only take cock wrapped in latex. It is that fucking simple make your choice and fuck like a man or fuck like a wimp. Don't bitch 'cause you can't have it both ways. the time to understand your own risk acceptance should be done well before you drop your shorts. Once a rock solid dick starts poking your hole, you ARE a bare backer.....and what you get is what you get. don't get me wrong, I love raw sex and have the + sign to prove it. What I can't figure out is why so many guys ger all horned up, get fucked raw and then whine if the get a sniffle. Pick a side and embrace....don't act surprised that your faggot ass is NOT a special snowflake and the basic facts of std transmission do not apply to you.
  24. keep in mind that hep c is blood borne.....where a variety of fluids can support the HIV virus. So it might be possible to POZZED for HIV and not HEP C....otherway around ----getting only HEP C from blood and not HIV is highly unlikely......(assuming both are well developed in the donor. Given my experience, I would have no issue in getting POZZED up on HIV again....but I would avoid the HEP C as much as I could.....it is nasty crap. So if your question is about just having great sex...and taking a risk....I would not do it.....if it were a partner where I had a longer term love interest, I would likely engage....
  25. Your comments are spot on. I never had any type of STD prior to getting knocked up. Since then, I have been a magnet for damned near anything that can be transmitted at the tip of a cock. No doubt, Hep C made a near expected appearance. Where I have had zero side effects from being POZ (including no fuck flu), my experience with HEP C has been much more brutal. A very well hung top with a huge PA was my likely source. But, he was a real man, and not just a fantastic top. He actually contacted me and told me of my possible risk. When we fucked, he had not been diagnosed, and as soon as he was he contacted me. Anyhow, the treatment is on going and I am hopeful to have that one clear by the middle of first quarter 2017. Syph I treated as well and it is gone now. Gono, herpes and warts are all still keeping the HIV company. Did have them all active at one time. Perhaps that indicates that not only my immune systems is indeed compromised by the HIV, but that I am finding a more interesting group of fuck buds since getting POZZED. I do not recommend it to anyone. The general nausea and joint pain have been the worse. More frequent diarrhea is a real pain as well. I have good insurance, but still have had nearly $2000 out of pocket so far. I will never deny being a bug chaser....but that one I was not chasing, nor would I ever suggest it to anyone else.

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