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  1. CNN on-line story about steathing and a movement to consider it sexual assault.
  2. Mountains of western NC here. North of Asheville.....kinda of remote. Not the end of the world here....but I can see it from my window.
  3. Stealthing in the news.
  4. I have written about it other places on this I won't repeat it all. One of the posts got me banned for a while as well. But, there were done at the same time. One clamp per side....about 15 minutes (so the guys doing work said...I was in no condition to keep up with that). Nuts are shrinking...much much smaller, and very "squishy". Dr. says could be another year for them to be fully gone.
  5. Have some experience in play with them....and of course lost my nuts to a burdizzo clamp 4 months or so ago. Band play can be kind of fun. You are correct, the bands are quite small.....and getting human nuts through the band is a bit of a pain. That probably makes it better for a two person sport. Not much pain when the band is slipped of the tool. A bit of a pinch...but nothing like the bit of the burdizzo. My nuts would swell up a bit after 10 minutes or so...and the pain would increase. Also, seen/felt at that time is they start to darken from dark pinkish red to blue/black as they starve for blood/oxygen. Always make sure you use a safety loop of some sort. I always threaded a zip tie through the band before inserting nuts. that gives you a bit of a handle to pull the band away from your sack. Without doing that, the band can be difficult to cut--without nicking your bag as well. If you are playing with someone else, two loops work more nicely....but single handed, the extra loop is worthless. Watch the time....your nuts are starving for that that gives them life....blood and oxygen...from the moment you turn the band loose. I am not in the medical field, so I have no idea when damage starts....but unless you want to join the eunuch clan--be very careful. Even if you do want to go ball-less, I am not sure that is a good choice. The chances for infection and/or needing professional repair seem high. Having rotting nuts hanging around for a bit until they sluff off seem disgusting to me as well. Play, have fun...but be careful....just like getting knocked up, getting castrated is a once in a lifetime going back.
  6. I felt the pinch of the burdizzo on the 11th of December last year. While others may have different results, it appears to have done the job for me. My most recent testosterone level blood test was 55 ng/dl. In many cases, 50 ng/dl would be the level expected if your nuts were surgically removed. Additionally, I have not had an erection in almost 4 months, my temperature regulation is all to fuck and my nuts have shrunk and turned into mush blobs....certainly not the balls they once were. I am very happy with the results. The pain was intense, but fairly short lived. I know now that I am a fully submissive bottom, and 100% focused on giving pleasure to any cock that I encounter. Not everyone aspires to be a POZZED up EUNUCH, but I love it. But one word of caution. I have doubts that most guys would have the ability to fully close the jaws of the clamp on their own nuts. I was restrained and still bucked against the pain. Find a willing helper....practice....and go for it. But, just like getting knocked up, it is a style choice. Make sure it is what you want.
  7. Once again I have returned from the wilderness. If anyone has been offended by my posts, it was not intentional.

    But, the good part, for me anyhow, is that while banished from posting, I was NOT banished from sucking and fucking. Still dedicated to taking as much POZ cock up my toxic ass as possible.

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    2. demon4semen


      It may come as a huge shock to whoever's job it is to dish out those punishments, but no visitors to this HIV-sharing themed website are offended by comments about sharing HIV when they appear in the wrong section of the site. Glad you found a productive use for your time in exile bud. ;-p

    3. curmud


      i would like to suck that toxic ass

    4. BBBeard


      i agree with demon4semen and would also like suck that ass

  8. some categories i just do not understand. buys a vespa and tells co-workers he is a biker gets a $25 flashtrash tattoo and and brags about being inked claims to be a total bottom pig, but recoils at the thought of doing ATM boasts of his hard parTy ways, but never has a connecTion hides behind a PrEP shield and talks about risk taking I fully appreciate that each of us is the only one responsible for our sexual health. Additionally, i have some very strong beliefs about what it means to live an authentic queer life. Having been fucking with the guys since the late '60's has allowed me to see a huge swath of queer life----much of which has disappeared as being a fag went mainstream. I guess it saddens me to think that there is a generation who thinks that a PrEPed ass taking a UD load is a risk. And for me that sketchy sex part of my queerdom has been an amazing (with consequences) part of my life. Not sure how to explain it more.......but experiencing those risks helped me feel more fulfilled s a homo than any suburban Modern Family gay experience could have. It has been one hell of a ride.....and even if the virus takes me tomorrow, I will feel that I got the most I could....perhaps not the most DAYS....but the MOST of all else. Sorry for the rant......
  9. Long ago I learned that submitting to extensive CBT sessions was very much a part of what I felt was needed to become the best bottom faggot I possibly could. Over 20+ years my nuts were exposed to many sessions with needles, weights, clamps, kicking, squeezing, clamping. As the years passed, I learned to "enjoy", getting kneed and kicked to the point of near collapse. Feeling the essence of my supposed "manhood" abused with such pain became a prelude to many great fuck session. After the fucking stopped, it was great feeling the residual pain in my nuts and gut.....and seeing some swelling of my abused balls. But, as time moved on, I knew I wanted more. I understood my desire was not just the pain (although I loved it), it was the fact that I learned to believe that if I was actually castrated, I would become a more perfect---and total--bottom. Early last December, I achieved eunuch status when I felt the pinch of a burdizzo clamp on both "cords". The blinding pain of that clamping remains vivid and was something of a supersized version of a final assault on my gonads. Three months later I have the testosterone level of about 30 ng/dl......castrate level testosterone. My nuts are now shrinking, a bit mushy to the squeeze and nearly absent of pain when slammed, kneed or kicked. My favorite ball busting partner was a bit shocked at how little reaction I had to his best efforts. I love knowing that I gave up my nuts for my evolution as a sexual being. I love the differences in my body and attitude that are happening since castration. I am going to miss the intense pain and thrill of those sharp jabs to my crotch. Still, I know that my development into a more pure bottom faggot, focused on only a top's satisfaction is much more important than the pleasure I got from my balls being molested to the extreme.
  10. The fun part is taking all the cock. The hard part is getting all the damned anti-queer, safe fucking sex messages out of your head. Your whole life has been filled with messages saying why you should not follow your desires. But the truth is, only one voice matters...and that voice is your own. As others have said....just get out there and fuck. Once you tame the other voices, you will become a cum slut to equal many of us here. Enjoy the cock...and the can't be beat.
  11. No doubt, the evidence indicates the CRF mutations/strains can present issues to those who choose to try to medicate their hard earned status away. I have been chasing CRF19.....and know it is a bit difficult to add some of these. But, unlike the other response...superinfections are indeed possible......just got the confirmation that I now have both HIV1 and CRF infections....but that does not mean I will stop trying. Don't worry too much.....just go out and is what we were meant to do.
  12. I make no apologies about it, I love BBC and most of my regular fuck buds fit that title. Since I know those guys well, I make a point to always open up a bit before we fuck. I get the whole pain into pleasure thing, but when I have access to a cock, I wanna get fucked and fucked hard....NOW. So loosening up a bit helps. I cannot understate the value of a good clean out. It helps me loosen and it takes any "fear" about messes. Yeah, shit can happen, but this step is important and sometimes all I need. I also have a wide range of ass plugs and dildos. I can size up to a point that most guys feel a tight hole, but it does not take much effort to penetrate me. Use good lube.....not the average drug store pussy fucking lube, but something meant for getting ass fucked. I tend to use gun oil. Don't spare the expense or the quantity. Consider poppers. One tug on the brown "jug" and I seem to start opening up. If I am going to a ABS, dark room, Cumunion, I always size up a small amount.....want those encounters to be be quick and easy. I think guys from the fist community will agree, that as you start sizing up, you may find that average cocks do not do much for you any longer. I know in my own case, that is very true. While I appreciate and enjoy any meat that pierces my hole, I prefer to feel something that pushes me open wider. I recently purchased a glass butt plug that his a bit over 10 inches in circumference. As a comparison, that fucking chunk of glass weights a pound and a half and is bigger around than an average coffee cup. It still takes me an hour or better of serious play and effort to get that hole wrecker firmly seated in my faggot hole.....but damn it feels great....and it leaves me gaped open for an hour or more after I retrieve it. Be careful, do not go too takes some time to learn to control your body...and mind.....but with patience, good lube, good toys and a great cleaning process, you will find there can be real joy in spreading open...but in solo and partner(s) play.
  13. Hell gurl, most of my crap is written when I am seriously fucked up. That helps the good stuff cum out. Hope you enjoy the cock you find. But, there is no fully safe raw sex. Sure PReP can help with HIV, but the other stuff is still out there. And perhaps PReP cocks are driven by guys who feel "safe" they might be more likely to carry other bugs.
  14. For many of us faggot sluts, cocks and cum are the essence of life. No matter if your desire is for sucking cock like the OP or taking diseased dick up the ass like I prefer, the pursuit of more sex is a key element of our lives. For many of us, it is a very natural, authentic part of our being. There is....and I feel very strongly about this....NOTHING THE HELL WRONG with having as much fucking sex as possible. There are so many anti-queer, anti-recreational sex messages floating around that there is no wonder some have very conflicted views. Screw the damned haters. They are too uptight and conflicted to understand the true beauty of fucking just for fun. Hell, if we would all fuck more and complain less the world would be much improved. Humans are expected to use all of their physical abilities......thinking, seeing, opposable thumbs, to have a "better" life....why the hell should we think that the sexual drive and abilities we have should be "limited". So, fuck, suck or do whatever you enjoy often and well......if that is part of your make up denying it will only make you more miserable.
  15. Thanks for sharing. Also good to see someone willing to take a stand. No doubt decades of fear/hate based messages around safe sex and HIV have created a hostile environment for those who are POZ. We all need to be more pro-active in helping get his message out.
  16. I agree that getting a compliment from a top is great. Even more so, having a new (to my ass anyhow) top come back for more is a greater compliment. But, for me those are simply feedback on the effort I put into fucking. I always try to use as much skill and enthusiasm as possible to give the meat of the moment the best possible experience. While the feedback is appreciated, it is not my source of sexual pride. Rather, I am most proud that I have evolved as a queer to the point that I have truly accepted and live by a code that includes an any cock any time, no questions, no limits attitude. I feel I have overcome so many taboos, stigmas, anti-fag messages. I have worked for many years to makes certain my fucking practices have aligned with my mental/emotional view of what it means to be an authentic fag. No doubt, that has meant many extreme adjustments. I believe the fact that I am " c and c" is an example (converted and castrated). Accepting non-mainstream changes like those two are not easy, but the rewards have, so far, been many. In short, I am a very queer, POZ, tatted up, free fucking eunuch who will take any cock at any time---and DAMNED PROUD OF IT. In fact, I cannot imagine being any other way.
  17. I consider that one out of every five fellow fags are my brothers. We all share a virus that most likely originated in the same place and was transmitted the same way. We are connected to the thousands of gay men who have passed due to complications of our virus as well. For me that connection is a strong as any family connections. I feel an even closer connection to those among us who sought out the virus and very willingly chose to be part of this family. Also, I have a younger brother who is openly gay, married to a great guy and both announced on New Years that they are now POZ as well. We enjoy each others "company" from time to time, most recently a few weeks prior to their POZ announcement. I had an paternal uncle who was closeted, but no doubt a queer as I am. I had one cousin that I spent a lot of naked time with in our high school years, but he has not been as active with men in later years.
  18. There is not doubt. I spend some portion of every day thinking about cock. Some times that is working on getting the next cock in my ass. Some times, it is getting fucked. And some times, it is just reflecting on how fucking good a hard cock feels. Then you add in my obsession with feeling cum in my ass.....and my expressed desire for all the POZ cum I can get and you see that I fully meet the standard the OP suggested. Being somewhat of a lifelong barebacking bottom slut, I have enjoyed men in numbers that I hesitate to share. But, if you do the math, I have likely taken nearly 200 sperm for every man, woman and child currently on this planet. That is a fucking lot of cum....and I have enjoyed it all. Still, I continue to use a fair amount of my free time chasing more cock. Hell, if you are a bottom faggot cum slut, why not embrace it and make it your lifestyle.
  19. I live near enough to Atlanta to make a visit to the Cheshire several times a year. It is old, nasty, rundown sketchy and one of the most wonderful fuck spots you might ever encounter. The ground floor rooms are about as close to a guarantee cum filled ass as I know of. The open curtains, unlocked door are a near sure thing. But first timers need to have a bit of caution. Cops, something like hotel security, and some very sketchy dudes can make it a bit on the unsafe side. But observe, use some care, perhaps go with a friend or find a friendly local and you will quickly learn the environment. Put in a quick plug for Manifest as well. A "dry" sex club (no baths, sauna) is near by. Not a typical experience in many ways, it is still provides a lot of cock on a good night (special events). Not everyone's first choice for venue or type of other patrons, but I have always had some decent dick when visiting. If the Cheshire is the "wild west" of queer fucking, then Manifest, is the refined local from "back east". Kind of nice...for me have sex in both during the same weekend.
  20. I got a 4.0 in my cumdump studies. And damned proud of it.
  21. hooked up with a fine, fine fine cock on BBRT tonight. guy was just visiting. i had messaged him this morning......and he replied....drove up and drilled my ass good. had a really great biohazard tat......and while not huge, he really knew how to work what meat he had. i love it when you truly know that you have been well fucked.....there is just a great feeling. not all about size......a master cocksman is a true delight.
  22. always....always keep it in place. usually have a nice comfortable butt plug to ensure it all stays in place for a long time. in fact, just "pulled the plug" on the two loads i took last night as part of a booty call a fuck buddy asked for. you still get a nice "plop" into the toilet as you push it out.......but you also have the satisfaction of knowing you have cum in you ass for a of all worlds.
  23. I am firmly in the court of having enjoyed being with a good number of black men. I agree, the concept of "BBC" is very real in many cases, it is not just those amazing cocks that I enjoy. I like the guys those cocks are attached to as well. I love the site of black skin on white skin. I have found many more black guys have a "what the hell, lets fuck" attitude rather than the picky, prissy, bitchy ways of what seems to be a higher percentage of non-blacks. First guy I ever lived with BLACK (he is poz now, we still get together 22 years after we lived together) First guy I ever did in a bath BLACK (The Works in Indy) First non-American cock BLACK (guy from Uganda, my dad's grad student and still the most amazing skin color ever) First 10" or bigger cock BLACK (in a old school pron theater in downtown Akron) Second POZ guy to fuck me BLACK (years ago, before chasing) First POZ cock of my chase BLACK (was a guy I knew, and he had offered POZ cum for years) 70 percent of the loads of chase BLACK (they hooked me up with each other) 66% of guys in week i got pozzed BLACK (80% of the dick that week came from one amazing guy....and I believe he did the job..BLACK) Cuban Strain Partner BLACK (Cuban, but considered himself black) Last 3 loads I have taken BLACK (One theatre/random, one booty call I answered, one dinner/date with long time friend) I am sure there are more milestones, but these come to mind. Not only have these guys given me some amazing sex (and likely the bug) but many have been just very interesting fun guys. A good number on that list are still among my friends and FBs. Do not take this wrong, I am not black exclusive, I will ride any cock any time. But, I seem to connect to these guys. I also have had a few racists who would not drill me when the figured out I liked both black and white meat. I figure that says way more about them then it does me. I have to brag about about the booty call I answered on Saturday. Haitian guy, great skin color, 9 inches---and with that amazing deep curve that insure the prostrate is massaged "just right". Said he had a 7 day load, and it took almost 40 minutes of hard ass fucking to coax it out. A quick ATM recharged him and he hammered for 30 minutes before giving up load two. Men, there seem to be many fewer white guys who can fuck that hard that least in my experience. Cock is like probably do not want to eat the same meal daily (no matter how good). If you have not tried a man of color, it does add a wonderful variety to your fuck life. But more than that, take time to get to know the guy(s). If you are like me, your life will be better with a more diverse group of buds.
  24. I am getting more cock since turning 50 than I did at younger ages. I am fucking horny all the time and need a lot of dick to help with that condition. So far, I have had zero problem in getting are some of the reasons I think that is true. I am damned good at being a bottom. I am enthusiastic and I have spent years trying to get good at giving up my ass and using my mouth. It takes time and effort to learn what you can do to help a top feel better. Once you gain the skills to have a "magic ass" word will get around. I have few (if any) real limits, I am not picky about what kind of man tops me. Sometimes, they may seem like "mercy" fucks, but I have found a great group of guys who might be a bit outside the normal range of fucking faggots......but they like my ass. I make it clear, I like and accept all POZ cum. THis may seem a bit different, but some POZ guys are quite cautious about spreading their seed. An always willing, always available, booty call answering POZ cum dump provides a good service to those guys. Yeah, I answer some 2:00 booty calls.....but that usually turns into a good Saturday all day fuck sooner or later. I try to be a decent person.....someone the tops like being around....I fuck a lot at my place...and try to make it nice for the guys who visit....drink, smoke, plenty of towels, lube........a safe, secure, inviting place for anyone to explore their needs. I have a very good cleaning technique. good comfort for both of us. I share lot on line.....let guys have some idea of who I am as a queer. Not needed for a quick fuck, but great to encourage regular fucking....and trust with guys. Right now, I am riding a "wave" of guys who want to fuck me because I am a eunuch. My shrinking nuts and cock coupled with an "all about the top" attitude makes it clear it will be a unique experience. I have learned to be more aggressive at bookstores, clubs, many cases, just a slight bit of greater "interest" gets the shy and scared guys to play. I intend to take cock as long as I can....and hopefully will have a group of fuck buds who want to tap my ass as long as I am horny It takes effort and time.......time even when you are not horny to keep this up. Looking for a cock when you need fucked is too late....developing a "team" of possible fuck buds has proven to be my way of always getting cum in my ass when i indeed need it.
  25. I tested on the same day of each month when I was chasing. Prior to that I was doing the "good queer" thing of testing a couple times a year...usually at the local gay center. When I started riding sick dick, I wanted to know when I finally converted, so it was easier to buy a bunch off e-bay at test at home. The home tests measure the HIV antibodies in your system...not the actual virus. As others have noted it may take a bit to build up the level of antibodies until the test reflects a level that suggests that you are indeed POZ. In essence, if you are fucking a lot, the test is only valid for the moment you took the test. What happened after that is still unknown. But, if you get two pink lines, in nearly 99% of the time, any other type of testing will confirm you are indeed knocked up. On the other hand, a negative result my be disproved by other more discrete testing. In short, a negative test on a home tester is really of little value in proving you are indeed negative, while it is extremely accurate in stating you are POZ. As LKMIKE said, I found the testing kind of fun. I actually videoed each of my capture what my true reaction to the results would be. No doubt, the smile on my face when I saw two pink lines confirmed that all that fucking had finally paid off. On all these negative videos, the disappointment was equally clear.

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