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  1. some categories i just do not understand. buys a vespa and tells co-workers he is a biker gets a $25 flashtrash tattoo and and brags about being inked claims to be a total bottom pig, but recoils at the thought of doing ATM boasts of his hard parTy ways, but never has a connecTion hides behind a PrEP shield and talks about risk taking I fully appreciate that each of us is the only one responsible for our sexual health. Additionally, i have some very strong beliefs about what it means to live an authentic queer life. Having been fucking with the guys since the late '60's has allowed me to see a huge swath of queer life----much of which has disappeared as being a fag went mainstream. I guess it saddens me to think that there is a generation who thinks that a PrEPed ass taking a UD load is a risk. And for me that sketchy sex part of my queerdom has been an amazing (with consequences) part of my life. Not sure how to explain it more.......but experiencing those risks helped me feel more fulfilled s a homo than any suburban Modern Family gay experience could have. It has been one hell of a ride.....and even if the virus takes me tomorrow, I will feel that I got the most I could....perhaps not the most DAYS....but the MOST of all else. Sorry for the rant......
  2. Thanks to all my friends and brothers here on BZ. Just hit the 1000 likes level for my comments and postings. That averages out to be over 2.5 likes per comment. I hope that means some of you do enjoy what I share here.

    No doubt, some of my story seems like BS to some. Many days, it still amazes me as to what my life is like. No doubt, my world is centered on being the best POZZED UP BOTTOM FAG I can be....hopefully the up side is a good number of tops get treated to a good rump ride and I get as much delicious diseased dick as I can stand.

    Again, thanks to all who have taken the time respond in some way to my on-line drivel.

    1. davtex


      I hear you man, looking forward to getting pozzed up myself


  3. One of my Caribbean fuck buds spent the night. Kind of rare having a guy all night...but the fucking was good and I am going to work with a fresh load of his toxic cum held in place by my most comfortable ass plug.

    It was also kind of nice falling asleep and waking up with that beautiful brown body next to me. Took very little effort to get that huge brown snake to crawl up my ass and puke up its highly toxic venom this morning.

    The combination of coming off a long dry spell and confirmation of having both HIV1 and HIV2 has me horned up and ready for more POZ cock.

    1. bellyguy44


      Congratulations! You are such a lucky guy.

  4. Long ago I learned that submitting to extensive CBT sessions was very much a part of what I felt was needed to become the best bottom faggot I possibly could. Over 20+ years my nuts were exposed to many sessions with needles, weights, clamps, kicking, squeezing, clamping. As the years passed, I learned to "enjoy", getting kneed and kicked to the point of near collapse. Feeling the essence of my supposed "manhood" abused with such pain became a prelude to many great fuck session. After the fucking stopped, it was great feeling the residual pain in my nuts and gut.....and seeing some swelling of my abused balls. But, as time moved on, I knew I wanted more. I understood my desire was not just the pain (although I loved it), it was the fact that I learned to believe that if I was actually castrated, I would become a more perfect---and total--bottom. Early last December, I achieved eunuch status when I felt the pinch of a burdizzo clamp on both "cords". The blinding pain of that clamping remains vivid and was something of a supersized version of a final assault on my gonads. Three months later I have the testosterone level of about 30 ng/dl......castrate level testosterone. My nuts are now shrinking, a bit mushy to the squeeze and nearly absent of pain when slammed, kneed or kicked. My favorite ball busting partner was a bit shocked at how little reaction I had to his best efforts. I love knowing that I gave up my nuts for my evolution as a sexual being. I love the differences in my body and attitude that are happening since castration. I am going to miss the intense pain and thrill of those sharp jabs to my crotch. Still, I know that my development into a more pure bottom faggot, focused on only a top's satisfaction is much more important than the pleasure I got from my balls being molested to the extreme.
  5. The fun part is taking all the cock. The hard part is getting all the damned anti-queer, safe fucking sex messages out of your head. Your whole life has been filled with messages saying why you should not follow your desires. But the truth is, only one voice matters...and that voice is your own. As others have said....just get out there and fuck. Once you tame the other voices, you will become a cum slut to equal many of us here. Enjoy the cock...and the can't be beat.
  6. No doubt, the evidence indicates the CRF mutations/strains can present issues to those who choose to try to medicate their hard earned status away. I have been chasing CRF19.....and know it is a bit difficult to add some of these. But, unlike the other response...superinfections are indeed possible......just got the confirmation that I now have both HIV1 and CRF infections....but that does not mean I will stop trying. Don't worry too much.....just go out and is what we were meant to do.
  7. hey man.....having any success in getting your faggot ass knocked up?

  8. Lots of conversation with docs yesterday. Important clarification on HEP C----antibody test say POZ, VL test says it is cleared. While I am willing to accept what I get, kinda glad I do not have to deal with that.

    Lots of pressure to medicate. My own doc knows my viewpoint, but he still tries.

    Got my newly superinfected ass fucked by my Dominican buddy with CRF19 infection last night as celebration. Still focusing on adding that strain to my HIV collection--if at all possible.

    I do not really care what others think....but for me getting knocked up TWICE is fucking knowing that I share the blood of two different types of monkeys.....FUCK HARD, GET POZZED....then get POZZED with other Strains.

    1. bellyguy44


      You can be very proud. I would love to have such a nice collection of bugs.

  9. Simple e-mail this morning stated that my on-line records at my health care provider had been updated. While I expected a call from my doc today, having the results was a bit of a surprise.

    Still trying to wrap my head around this. Have an official diagnosis of a dual (super) infection. But, it is not the Cuban CRF19 strain I have been chasing. Rather I am in conversion due to adding HIV2 to my "collection". Just for shits and giggles, looks like Hep-C is also part of my life now.

    Not what I fucking expected.....but should be an interesting new chapter in the life of this faggot.

    1. toad2




    2. bellyguy44



    3. hoosierdadddy4u


      You Are My Hero!

  10. I make no apologies about it, I love BBC and most of my regular fuck buds fit that title. Since I know those guys well, I make a point to always open up a bit before we fuck. I get the whole pain into pleasure thing, but when I have access to a cock, I wanna get fucked and fucked hard....NOW. So loosening up a bit helps. I cannot understate the value of a good clean out. It helps me loosen and it takes any "fear" about messes. Yeah, shit can happen, but this step is important and sometimes all I need. I also have a wide range of ass plugs and dildos. I can size up to a point that most guys feel a tight hole, but it does not take much effort to penetrate me. Use good lube.....not the average drug store pussy fucking lube, but something meant for getting ass fucked. I tend to use gun oil. Don't spare the expense or the quantity. Consider poppers. One tug on the brown "jug" and I seem to start opening up. If I am going to a ABS, dark room, Cumunion, I always size up a small amount.....want those encounters to be be quick and easy. I think guys from the fist community will agree, that as you start sizing up, you may find that average cocks do not do much for you any longer. I know in my own case, that is very true. While I appreciate and enjoy any meat that pierces my hole, I prefer to feel something that pushes me open wider. I recently purchased a glass butt plug that his a bit over 10 inches in circumference. As a comparison, that fucking chunk of glass weights a pound and a half and is bigger around than an average coffee cup. It still takes me an hour or better of serious play and effort to get that hole wrecker firmly seated in my faggot hole.....but damn it feels great....and it leaves me gaped open for an hour or more after I retrieve it. Be careful, do not go too takes some time to learn to control your body...and mind.....but with patience, good lube, good toys and a great cleaning process, you will find there can be real joy in spreading open...but in solo and partner(s) play.
  11. More blood tests today. Results from last week turned out "abnormal", but did confirm that something is going on with my immune system. Number and timing of risk events + persistent (but mild) fuck flu symptoms + test results that look more like an initial acute infection than that of someone POZ for well over a year all seem to be pointers that I have a co-infection or super-infection. Perhaps my ultimate countdown clock has started ticking closer and closer to an AIDS related destiny.

    1. toad2


      man hope you go all the way and get aids remember share 

    2. bellyguy44


      Good luck, sexy!

  12. Hell gurl, most of my crap is written when I am seriously fucked up. That helps the good stuff cum out. Hope you enjoy the cock you find. But, there is no fully safe raw sex. Sure PReP can help with HIV, but the other stuff is still out there. And perhaps PReP cocks are driven by guys who feel "safe" they might be more likely to carry other bugs.
  13. Finally got my faggot ass fucked by some POZ cock. It had been weeks...fucking weeks...without. But a couple of my buds were able to help me out both Friday and Saturday. It is quite simple....I love getting fucked and miss it a LOT when it is not available.

    Also had some blood work done. Testosterone level is at 30 ng/dl....well below the level considered (50 ng/dl) that of castration....OFFICIALLY a Eunuch 90 days post castration.

    Very unusual HIV testing....results were "abnormal" and I have to go back for more testing. They need to send a sample for more defined testing. CFR19 at work????


    website dedicated to those who have snuff fantasy....

    1. submissivebottom74


      You are an angel SuccessfulChaser!!!

    2. SuccessfulChaser


      quite the opposite of angel.....quite the opposite...

  15. For many of us faggot sluts, cocks and cum are the essence of life. No matter if your desire is for sucking cock like the OP or taking diseased dick up the ass like I prefer, the pursuit of more sex is a key element of our lives. For many of us, it is a very natural, authentic part of our being. There is....and I feel very strongly about this....NOTHING THE HELL WRONG with having as much fucking sex as possible. There are so many anti-queer, anti-recreational sex messages floating around that there is no wonder some have very conflicted views. Screw the damned haters. They are too uptight and conflicted to understand the true beauty of fucking just for fun. Hell, if we would all fuck more and complain less the world would be much improved. Humans are expected to use all of their physical abilities......thinking, seeing, opposable thumbs, to have a "better" life....why the hell should we think that the sexual drive and abilities we have should be "limited". So, fuck, suck or do whatever you enjoy often and well......if that is part of your make up denying it will only make you more miserable.
  16. 3 months since my castration. So far it has been great. Other than my current "dry spell" have had a lot of great cock. Have not gotten hard or cummed since then. Proud to be a POZ EUNUCH.

  17. Thanks for sharing. Also good to see someone willing to take a stand. No doubt decades of fear/hate based messages around safe sex and HIV have created a hostile environment for those who are POZ. We all need to be more pro-active in helping get his message out.
  18. hey man....thanks for following me. i hope some of the stuff i write may be of interest or at least a bit entertaining. of course if you love cock and cum as much as i do, that should be no problem. looks like you are kinda new to the site......very interesting place to hang out.....enjoy!

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    2. SuccessfulChaser


      you should have no problem finding very willing POZ tops to fill that cute hole. If you have not yet, I hope you enjoy taking POZ cock as much as I did when chasing. But even more, I continue to crave it.

    3. HungryHole22


      mmmm its just such a hungry cunt & its pozzing is overdue I think from how wrecked it is!


    4. SuccessfulChaser


      i have spent many years proving you cannot break or wear out a faggot fuck hole. I it was possible, mine would have been fully destroyed years ago. Yeah, it gets fucked up from time to time, but I am still taking all the cock I can get.

      good luck in your chase.....and enjoy all those delicious poz cocks and the creamy delight they pump deep into your ass.

  19. I agree that getting a compliment from a top is great. Even more so, having a new (to my ass anyhow) top come back for more is a greater compliment. But, for me those are simply feedback on the effort I put into fucking. I always try to use as much skill and enthusiasm as possible to give the meat of the moment the best possible experience. While the feedback is appreciated, it is not my source of sexual pride. Rather, I am most proud that I have evolved as a queer to the point that I have truly accepted and live by a code that includes an any cock any time, no questions, no limits attitude. I feel I have overcome so many taboos, stigmas, anti-fag messages. I have worked for many years to makes certain my fucking practices have aligned with my mental/emotional view of what it means to be an authentic fag. No doubt, that has meant many extreme adjustments. I believe the fact that I am " c and c" is an example (converted and castrated). Accepting non-mainstream changes like those two are not easy, but the rewards have, so far, been many. In short, I am a very queer, POZ, tatted up, free fucking eunuch who will take any cock at any time---and DAMNED PROUD OF IT. In fact, I cannot imagine being any other way.
  20. No cock in almost 3 frigging weeks. Weather, work, travel, health seem to all have gotten in the way of having the joy of cum in my queer ass. Did finally loosen up enough to take a 9.5 inch circumference glass plug. Just so yo have an idea of will NOT fit into an average coffee cup.

    Still having a few "fuck flu" like symptoms...light fever and damn sore lymph nodes. Still not sure if it is the result of my Cuban encounter, but enough to encourage me to think so.

    1. hoosierdadddy4u


      Hang in there buddy and good luck!

    2. Fistulike666


      Work through it fella ... lets hope some joy cums your way soon!

  21. I consider that one out of every five fellow fags are my brothers. We all share a virus that most likely originated in the same place and was transmitted the same way. We are connected to the thousands of gay men who have passed due to complications of our virus as well. For me that connection is a strong as any family connections. I feel an even closer connection to those among us who sought out the virus and very willingly chose to be part of this family. Also, I have a younger brother who is openly gay, married to a great guy and both announced on New Years that they are now POZ as well. We enjoy each others "company" from time to time, most recently a few weeks prior to their POZ announcement. I had an paternal uncle who was closeted, but no doubt a queer as I am. I had one cousin that I spent a lot of naked time with in our high school years, but he has not been as active with men in later years.
  22. There is not doubt. I spend some portion of every day thinking about cock. Some times that is working on getting the next cock in my ass. Some times, it is getting fucked. And some times, it is just reflecting on how fucking good a hard cock feels. Then you add in my obsession with feeling cum in my ass.....and my expressed desire for all the POZ cum I can get and you see that I fully meet the standard the OP suggested. Being somewhat of a lifelong barebacking bottom slut, I have enjoyed men in numbers that I hesitate to share. But, if you do the math, I have likely taken nearly 200 sperm for every man, woman and child currently on this planet. That is a fucking lot of cum....and I have enjoyed it all. Still, I continue to use a fair amount of my free time chasing more cock. Hell, if you are a bottom faggot cum slut, why not embrace it and make it your lifestyle.
  23. I live near enough to Atlanta to make a visit to the Cheshire several times a year. It is old, nasty, rundown sketchy and one of the most wonderful fuck spots you might ever encounter. The ground floor rooms are about as close to a guarantee cum filled ass as I know of. The open curtains, unlocked door are a near sure thing. But first timers need to have a bit of caution. Cops, something like hotel security, and some very sketchy dudes can make it a bit on the unsafe side. But observe, use some care, perhaps go with a friend or find a friendly local and you will quickly learn the environment. Put in a quick plug for Manifest as well. A "dry" sex club (no baths, sauna) is near by. Not a typical experience in many ways, it is still provides a lot of cock on a good night (special events). Not everyone's first choice for venue or type of other patrons, but I have always had some decent dick when visiting. If the Cheshire is the "wild west" of queer fucking, then Manifest, is the refined local from "back east". Kind of nice...for me have sex in both during the same weekend.
  24. I got a 4.0 in my cumdump studies. And damned proud of it.
  25. The person who first uttered the words "bitches be crazy" spoke wisdom. Female chaser/psycho turned out to be even more fucked up than I am. Sometimes you walk away and sometimes, like last night, YOUR FUCKING RUN.

    Reminds me why I like being a queer and why I love cock.

    1. ChaserBtm84


      It's true..."bitches be crazy". Then again as a GWM I can also say there's no one more fickle than a fag...we know that to be too damn true sometimes. Sorry for your shitty time. On to better...maybe bigger...things! Sending some good vibes your way. We can all use a lil good juju now and again...

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