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So I have been on breeding zone for a short time and I have had many different thoughts and feelings about some of the content I have viewed and read here. Some of it is very hot and some of it is shocking. Being a bottom who loves to have his ass fucked I was shocked at how many guys are actively looking to receive HIV and many other STD's. Now don't get me wrong I am not judging or anything like that but until I started looking at this site I didn't realize that people were into that. Now I am sure for a small number of the guys that are bug chasers it is more of a fantasy than a reality and I get that. I have many fantasies that I don't think I could go through with in reality. I have logged off of Breeding Zone many times shaking my head not understanding some of the stories and shared experiences, but I keep coming back over and over again and its like I can't get enough of reading the experiences and stories. Now what really amazes me is yesterday I was horny more than usual reading content here on Breeding Zone and looking at profiles on BBRT. I was looking at all of the Top's profiles from around the US and many of them list themselves as being Poz or undetectable and finding myself fantasizing about getting fucked raw by them. No matter how much I tried to tell myself that I could never do that knowing the guy who is about to plant his seed deep inside me is HIV+ I kept thinking about it and getting more and more turned on. I got so turned on by the thought of taking a chance receiving a load of cum from a HIV+ guy that I sent emails to some tops on BBRT. I got some good responses from a couple of them but there is one guy in particular that is HIV+ but undetectable because of his meds. I can't believe this but I am seriously thinking about getting together with him (he lives close) and having him deposit his undetectable seed deep inside me. Now I know that with an undetectable top the chances are slim on getting HIV but its the knowing his seed could possibly convert me gets me so fucking hard and horny. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and why I am thinking this way but what really scares me is that I am going to go through with this (we are getting together this Saturday) and I want this guy to breed me in the worst way. I have jacked off many times thinking that the after orgasm thoughts would stop my thoughts about taking possible Poz seed but it has had no effect. I mean at this moment my cock is rock hard thinking about this. Am I fucked up or what?. I don't know if any of this makes any sense but it us just something that I have to get off my chest.

Tuesday afternoon I was driving through town and was close to one of my favorite Adult Bookstores. My cock was stirring in my pants thinking of sucking a nice cock so I made the turn and ended up at the store. I went inside and got some tokens and headed back to the Arcade. The lights above two booths with a gloryhole between them were on and no one else around. So I just stood around waiting when I heard the door chime and in walked an older gentleman. He walked up to the cashier and purchased some tokens and headed back to the arcade. I waited as he walked by he gave me a look over and headed towards a booth. Before entering the booth he made sure to make eye contact with me and entered the booth and shut the door. I walked over and entered the booth next to his and shut the door, sat down putt a couple of tokens in and looked through the hole between us. He already had his pants down and was stroking a very nice cock. I was every bit of 6 inches possibly a little more but it was nice and fat. I stood up and pulled my pants down and got on my knees looking through the hole. I placed my finger on the edge of the hole to let him know I was interested and he didn't hesitate to stand and push his cock through the hole. I started to stroke his cock and could feel it getting hard so I wrapped my lips around the head of his cock and I have to say I was having a hell of a time getting the head into my mouth. I started to slide his cock farther into my mouth when the head of his cock hit the back of my throat. I tried to push it in further but the head was too big and wouldn't go down my throat. So I started to suck what I could of his cock moving my mouth up and down the shaft. I heard him moan softly so I know he was liking what I was doing with his cock and that really gets me turned on. Then he started to move his hips back and forth fucking my mouth with his cock. This went on for a short time and then he pulled his cock out of the hole. I was disappointed for a brief second thinking that he was done but he had a hold of the base of his cock and he turned slightly and then pointed his cock back at the hole. I knew what he wanted so I got a load of spit on my fingers and lubed my asshole with it as I stood up. I backed my ass to the hole and I could feel his hand rub my ass and asshole through the hole. He fingered my hole a couple of times and then I could feel the heat from the head of his cock pressed against my hole. He pushed forward and I kept my ass pressed against the hole and I felt the head of his cock open my hole up. God that felt good as his cock slid inside me. He pushed as far as he could and held his cock in me as deep as he could for a few seconds. Then he started to slowly fuck my ass through the gloryhole. Damn his cock felt good sliding in and out of my hole. He fucked me nice and slow for a short time but the pace of his cock started to pick up and he started to fuck my hole faster and faster. I could hear his hips and his belt buckle hitting the wall between us. I could hear him breathing and moaning on the other side of the wall and could tell he was getting closer and closer to cumming. It really gets me turned on when I know a guy is going to use my ass as a place to dump his cum into. It wasn't long and I could hear him grunt and heard his knees and body slam against the was and with one big push he held himself as deep inside of me as he could and held his cock there. I knew he was pumping my ass full of his cum and I made sure to push myself against the wall so I could get all of his load deep inside of me. He finally slowly slid his cock out of me and I guess because of the head of his cock being so big as his cock popped out so did most of his load. I felt it running down the back of my nut sack and down my legs and into my underwear and pants. I pulled away from the wall so I could catch as much of his cum on my fingers and had to taste his cum. Damn I was in heaven. I pushed what I could into my hand again and cleaned his cum from my fingers. I got myself together, pulled my pants back up and exited the booth and back to my car.

In my last blog post I told about my Friday night. Now its Saturday and I am still getting a few replies to my Friday evening Craigslist post but nothing really catches my eye. I log on to a couple of the hookup sites and start looking through who's online and what's out there. Its early afternoon and nothing looks promising so I am on barebackrt looking at the ads in the larger cities you know doing the wishing and dreaming of all of the beautiful Top cock just looking for a hole to fuck then I get an email. I'm thinking cool one of the guy's I was checking out wants to chat or comment. I look and it is from a local guy. The email that says "I want to bury my cock inside you, your place or mine"?. I look at the guys profile he has a pic of his cock on his profile and it is a nice looking cock I will have to admit. His profile says it's 9 inches and from the looks of his pic he isn't lying. His profile says he is versatile, likes it mild to wild, likes to fuck and get fucked etc. etc. So it looks like today he is looking to fuck. I respond to his email "how about meeting at your place". I send that and wait for a few minutes and I get a response back from him with his phone number, address and to call him when I get there and to be cleaned out and ready to go. I'm thinking cool this might be a great weekend after all. I email him back and tell him "sounds good, I will get cleaned out and head your way". So I get myself cleaned out real good. I figure if this guy is 9 inches I had better be good and clean because he is going to be in places most men can't reach. I get in my car and drive to the address he gave me. Its in a decent neighborhood on the North side of town. I park across the street from the address he sent me. There is a house on the corner a detached garage and another building that looks like an old closed down coffee shop. The number of the address he gave me is between the house on the corner and the old coffee shop but the house looks like it could have like a basement apartment. So I call the number he gave me and tell him I am outside. He tells me will be out in a minute. I get out of my car and while I'm waiting I am looking into the old coffee shop when I hear the backdoor of the house close. I see the guy and we say the usual hello and he walks over to the side of the garage that is next to the old coffee shop and there is a six foot wooden gate between the garage and coffee shop with a combination paddle lock on it. He unlocks the paddle lock opens the gate and we start walking towards the back of the garage where there is a small door. Now at this point I couldn't tell you if there was another lock on the small garage door because I was looking around thinking this is fucked up. A locked six foot gate between a garage and old coffee shop with a very narrow walkway that is for the most part hidden from the front by the gate and bushes from the back. I get to the small side door of the garage and look in. There is a very narrow staircase going up to what I would assume is a attic loft above the garage. He starts to go in then backs out and is talking but I can't really hear him all that well but I did catch that he had a play area upstairs and to go up first because he had to use a ladder to keep the door open or something like that. He must of noticed the questionable look on my face because he said "hey if you don't want to do this its cool with me" to which I replied "I think I'm going to pass on this one". He did say he was cool with that as I made my way back to the gate between the garage and coffee shop. I got to my car and drove away wondering what the fuck!! Now I'm not trying to say this is a bad guy or that he had bad intentions for me. He seemed like a nice guy but for fuck sake if your going to have a guy walk into a situation like that a little heads up about the setup would be nice. Like I said I don't think he was or is a bad guy I would like to think that he didn't really think things through himself. So I went home, reflected on what just happened and thought to myself I think I am done with internet hookups for the time being and I will just have to visit the ABS a little more.

Like I said in my last blog entry it has been a couple of weeks since I have has any cock because of work. So I get off work on Friday and head for home to fix something to eat and get cleaned up to head out hunt for some cock. I get home put dinner in the oven and placed an ad on craigslist looking for cock before getting into the shower. I get done with my shower get all freshened up and start eating dinner. While eating dinner I sorted through my craigslist replies to the ad I placed. After sorting through all of the "hey"'s and "What's up"s, I hate that when guys reply to my ads like that. Anyway I found one guy that looked promising. After a few emails back and forth I found out he was a total Top that loved to have his cock sucked, he loved to eat ass and really like to pound a nice ass. I thought I had found a perfect match for what I was looking for and got directions to his hotel room and agreed on a time. I show up at his hotel room door and knock softly. A nice looking man in a bath robe a few years older than myself answers the door and lets me in. He shuts and locks the door and while he walks past me towards the bed we get the hello's and how you doing conversation out of the way. He tells me to get comfortable as he drops his robe and lays on the bed. I take that as a cue that he wants to get things started right away so I strip down and walk to the bed and crawl between his legs and start stroking and sucking his cock. His cock is soft at this point but it is a nice cock. I suck him for a short time and I can feel his cock start to get a little harder but I couldn't get his cock hard enough to stand on its own. I work his cock and balls and still can't seem to get him completely hard. I ask him is everything is feeling good and he assures me that I suck an amazing cock and he is just tired from working a long shift. He has me roll over and starts sucking my cock and working my nuts making me feel real good. Then he moves down and starts to rim my ass. Damn this guy can really make a guys ass feel good with his tongue. My cock is fucking hard as a rock as he eats my ass. I'm am so ready to get fucked at this point I am guessing he realizes this as he moves up my body and I wait to feel his cock head against my hole. I feel for his cock and it is still soft and he starts rubbing his soft cock against my raging hard cock as his mouth finds my nipples and he starts sucking and gently biting each nipple. Then I feel him move up more and feel his hand on my cock guiding it towards his ass and starts to push back. My cock head is starting to push inside of him. I'm thinking to myself what the fuck is going on here. This guy tells me that he is a total Top and he is the one with a cock up his ass. So as my cock is sliding in his ass I ask him about being a total Top and he told me that he can be a total Top but he usually likes to bottom. Now at this point I am kind of pissed because I know this is just another one of the fucked up craigslist hookups. The guy told me what he thought I wanted to hear to get me there. The more I thought about it the less interested I was in finishing what had started. At this point my cock started to go soft because I was now more turned off than turned on. So at this point the fucking had stopped and I was getting ready to exit this scene. He told me that he was sorry for not being completely honest and so on. I got dressed and left the hotel. Now I wasn't totally piss but I just hate it when shit goes down like this. I absolutely hate it when guys aren't honest about what they want. I can't begin to tell you how many guys have told me they are total Tops and yes some of them will Top but really they are the ones looking to get cock in their ass. I don't really have a problem with that but if they are looking for a flip fuck then I feel they should say that up front. I really like to bottom and many times I have flip fucked but for me to fuck a guy I have to really be horned up and that helps me get horny to fuck a guys ass. So after leaving the hotel I stopped by the ABS and was able to suck a couple of cocks through the gloryhole but didn't find a cock to satisfy my ass. I ended up going home and figured I would continue my hunt for cock on Saturday.

Damn it's been almost two weeks since I have had any cock and I am craving it. I've been working so much and I finally got this weekend off and I am going to be looking for some cock and cum. I might just have to stop by one of the bookstores and camp out in one of the booths and see how many loads of cum I can get inside of me.

Hey fucknfeedme thanks for the comment. Its nice to know I'm not the only one.

I have been on this site for about a week now and this seems kind of odd to me but I find myself getting addicted to it. I have to admit when I first logged on and browsed the different content on here I was totally shocked. However as I get to reading more and more of the different things this site has to offer I find it very interesting and educational also. I thought I knew a lot about sex and peoples different sexual preferences. After reading and observing this site I found out there is a another world of people. I am not a judgmental person, I never have been and don't see myself ever being one. God only knows some of the things that I have done in my life that some might look at and think hmmmm.... "what the hell is wrong with that boy"....lol. I am of the belief that even thought what one does isn't something that is for me or something that I would do, it isn't my place to judge them and tell them they shouldn't. Because one never knows, one day what doesn't sound good, might one day later on in life. Like for me the first time I heard about rimming. I have to admit at first the thought of licking or sticking my tongue on or in someones asshole was one of the most disgusting things I had ever heard of. Now 30 years later, I find myself licking, kissing and getting my tongue all up in someones ass and loving every bit of it. And if I am being completely honest there have been a few times while rimming a Tops ass I have secretly wished he would let me taste his shit. But after the session is over and the orgasm is done I think to myself "Whew I'm glad he didn't" ... lol. Funny how a guy can think pre-orgasm and post-orgasm. I can't remember how many times something sounded so good before the orgasm and then after the orgasm I would say to myself "What the fuck were you thinking". But over time I have learned to live with the things I have done and move on. So I have done enough rambling about finding this site. A little about me, I am a total bottom guy. I love cock and lots of it. I love sucking cock, getting my ass fucked and if the Top is inclined and wants to suck my cock then so be it. I am or should I say can be submissive with the right guy. For me to completely submit myself to someone there has to be a level of trust. I won't just blindly submit to anyone. When I do find a guy that I trust completely there isn't much I won't do or try for him. I just love the feeling of being available to a Top for his sexual pleasure and nothing pleases me more than when he is fucking me and right at the point he is ready to cum he pushes his cock as deep inside of me as he can as he shoots his cum as far in me as he can. That to me is the ultimate feeling of sexual satisfaction. I don't know if any of this makes any sense but I have rambled on enough for now but I will post more of my thoughts and experiences.

I got my latest load yesterday at one of the local ABS. I paid to go back to the arcade and walked around to see what and who was in there. I noticed one guy doing the same so I stood at the door of one of the booths with the glory hole between them. The guy walked into the booth opposite of the booth I was standing in and closed the door. I stepped into my booth and bent down to look through the hole and this guy already had his pants down and was stroking a nice hard cock. It wasn't a real big cock but it was a little above average. I knew this guy was looking to get off because as soon as he noticed me bending over looking through the hole he stepped up and put his cock through the hole. I got down on my knees and proceeded to take his cock into my mouth and started sucking his cock taking it all the way in my mouth until he bottomed out in the back of my throat. I sucked his cock for about 5 minutes and he started to move his hips and was fucking my mouth. He did this for a short time and pulled his cock back out of the hole. I looked through the hole and he motioned with his finger wanting me to turn around. Well he didn't have to hit me in the head with a hammer to know he wanted some ass to fuck and who was I to deny him or myself for a good ass fucking. I stood up and dropped my pants, spit onto my fingers and lube my ass with my spit and backed up my ass to the hole. I no more than got my ass to the hole and I could feel the head of his cock pushing against my hole. I reached back with my hands and spread my ass cheeks wide and his cock pushed through and didn't stop until he run out of cock. Then he proceeded to fuck my ass so good. I could hear his hips hitting the wall between us and could hear him moan. It wasn't long before I could hear a loud moan and him take a deep breath as he pushed his cock as deep inside of me as he could. I knew at that point I was getting a nice load of cum so I placed my hand under my hole with his cock still inside of me. He finally slid his cock back and pumped my ass a few more times and then pulled out. He must have really had a load because as his cock pulled out I felt a glob of cum drop into my hand. I pulled away from the wall and put my mouth back up to the hole and he pushed his cock into my mouth so that I could clean my ass juice and his cum off of his cock. I got his cock nice and clean then he pulled out and pulled his pants up getting ready to leave. I was still squatting down with my hand under my asshole and gave a push and another glob of his cum hit my hand. So I ate the cum that I pushed out of my ass and continued to finger my ass until I got the majority of his cum out of my hole and licked my fingers clean. I just love my fresh fucked ass. I pulled my pants up and straightened myself up and walked out of the booth. I walked around a bit more but didn't find anyone who caught my eye so I left.