ScorpionFF

Part 1: The Beginning Good evening, or morning come afternoon, depending where you are in the world. My name when I was in this Earthly body and realm was Ronald with those who were closest to me affectionately knowing me as Ron. As my final chapter in life came to its conclusion I had a beautiful vibrant young man bring this sick man much joy in what I felt deep within was going to very soon be the final curtain. I knew that day was coming fast! A brief history on my timeline of being poz. I was born in 1961 so I became 63 years old this year, and I was diagnosed as HIV+ age 21 during the year of 1982. It was a very uncertain time, for me, for everyone. I was on various meds over time with the first time taking anything being in 1987, and now med free since 2011 when I turned 50. It got to a point where whatever I was trying wasn't getting me undetectable. Over the years I had taken an array of meds; Zidovudine, Stavudine, Nevirapine, Trizirvir, Atripla and more. So, since becoming poz a total of 24 years on meds, and 18 years off, with the last 13 years med free. Other than HIV I was with other progressive non infectious medical issues which compounded the entire situation, so there I was, backed into a corner, check and fucking mate! My most recent blood work from a few months ago saw me with a CD4 of 6. I know, very low. And a Viral Load at the other end of the scale coming in at a astronomical number of 24 million and 832k. All of that regular blood slamming of fine red nectar during the first 10 years of 13 being med free in what was a crazy hedonistic decade of parTy and play I am sure played its part, not to mention a plethora of transmitted drug resistance mutations. During the late 80s when I was in my late twenties I naturally evolved into the Leather scene which I was active in until 3 years ago which happens to be the last time I played. My last decade of play from age 50 to 60 was the most sleazy I have ever been in regard to that side of my life. Multiple play times each and every week during that decade that was NEVER without chems and an unapologetic exchanging of multiple bodily fluids. The last year or so I have had carers come in daily who help with making me food and helping me with keeping me clean, but, as I see it I still have a level of independence that I am happy with. I still was a member on various sites including fetish sites, and one in particular I had written the following recently updated text; ''I have been poz for so long now (since 1982 to be precise) that I've been on most meds that are out there. However I have been med free now for 13 years and my Viral Load is now well over 20 million with a CD4 in the single digits. Some of you know me from the Leather scene that has not only dwindled over the years since it's peak in the 80s, but which I am not an ''active'' participant of anymore. In fact the hand I have been dealt with sees me what seems to be nearing the end. Why do I say all of this? I want to be as honest as possible as I lead into saying I would love some like minded company at this late stage. I know this is a fetish site so this is a long shot, but I am primarily looking for some smiling company. The idea of fucking a sweet ass for one last time is with me I have to be honest, but it is the companionship side to things that is most important to me! My most recent photos are several years ago. Just so you know I do look very different now. R'' I did not know what kind of reply to expect, if any. And for a week there was no reply, until....

Introduction This is a work of fiction using an undercurrent of personal truth to the author. The author has requested that *no comments* are made until his final story is published in its entirety, which should be done by the end of today. It will be clearly marked with ''The End'' when the story has ended. Reactions to chapters and/or photos used before the story has been published in its entirety are of course fine. ScorpionFF's final story mainly to be told via the usual means of text, but pictures will also be used via various albums that will be included within the story via attached links. This story covers chasing, pozzing, and chems, so if any of that causes offence then look away now. The Potent Frailty Cast opening credits in pictures ---> [think before following links] https://breeding.zone/gallery/album/11537-the-potent-frailty-cast-~-opening-credits/

Probably the same reason why I love cream cakes - If it is filled with cream then I just have to have it, ha - In the life of old that is, on both counts.

@brnbk Thank you for your reply. I had really been enjoying it until the end. Due to neuro cognitive difficulties alongside being genuinely interested in all you had to say I found myself as I methodically read through your long reply re reading some lines over and over again to really take it all in. I had made a note of some questions I wanted to ask you, but very unfortunately you completely shut down all possibility of further discussion with; My brain told me I could not have read that correctly so I read it again, and w0w, what a reaction. Despite having earlier ingested a medicine to calm my compromised nervous system down I upon re reading your spiteful (showing malicious ill will and a desire to hurt) and more importantly incorrect assumption I immediately was presented with tachycardia, breathlessness and shaking via stress hormones as a result of what I see as a direct spiritual attack. You have caused me actual physical harm with that cyber punch, but I believe that was your true intent! If I was all of or even just some of what you incorrectly accuse me of then I would not even have gotten involved with this discussion in the first place. I got involved as I was genuinely interested. I am grateful to have taken a lot from this despite the very unfortunate nastiness. Thank you for proving my point that humanity is divided and fragmented. I made a big decision in recent times, and you have helped me realise it is the correct one. To protect my emotional, spiritual and physical health I shall now leave this thread. Leave me alone.