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2/16/26: Hosted hotel party at Plaza INN 7 guys all bareback Total loads (7) Hosted at the Plaza inn in Springfield MO. I had never used this place before but it is a rundown cheap hotel with outside door access. I thought it would be perfect. I wasn't expecting much from this because Springfield is a smaller city and I only had a 3 hour time from to host (3-6PM) and it was on a Monday. But come party time I had 25 signed up and several others interested. I was very anxious for this because I was trying something new. Ive gone blindfolded before but the blindfold was very easy to take off and peek if needed. This time I went hood, blindfold then tape to keep it all secure with no easy back out. First guy arrived at 3:00 sharp and I got a steady, very fast flow of 7 loads for an hour. I cant describe any looks because I was in total blackout. I do remember after load 6 the cum running from my ass, down my leg and around my ankle. That was amazing.. But the sixth guy who was there left and came back in to tell me that the hotel lady was chasing people off and was questioning him. He came back in to warn me. When the 7th guy finished and left I waited for about 30 minutes with nothing. I took the tape and blindfold off and read my snifiies account. I had several messages from guys saying they were run off by the lady. I had no choice but to shut it down about an hour early because I was afraid of cops being called. So to recap that is two events Ive hosted this year and both shut down early. However, I was feeling AMAZING at this one and could have handled so many more loads. 3 very large cocks bread me during this and I'm happy for what I received. I will absolutely do Springfield again. But that is 16 down and 84 to go by my count. Regrets: I regret that the hotel Karen's parents didn't use condoms. I wish I could have seen what my total would have been. It was shaping up to be my best one ever. Positives: I stayed total black out, I did not see a single person, didn't ask status and handled the big ones like a champ. It was the fasted I have ever reached 7 loads by far

I have no issues taking poz loads but I still have hesitation when someone tells me they have syphilis or some other STI. I am on Prep and take doxy, and I do eventually accept their load but I would like to lose that hesitation. Does anyone else have this bit of doubt? If so how do you get past it?

1/16/26: Hosted hotel party at Redroof inn STL 7 guys all bareback Total loads (8) Hosted at the Red Roof Inn in STL. I had 31 guys sign up for my event on sniffies and several others who had messaged me privately asking for the room number when I check in. The night started great. Its 135 miles for me to drive to STL. I arrived about 15 minutes before my 3:00pm check in time. While setting in the parking lot waiting I checked my sniffies. I had a guy reply to me saying he would like to breed me but couldn't make my 5:00pm start time. He said he gets off work at 3:00 and drives out of the city. Once he is out he cant come back. We agreed to meet at 3:30. Had another guy replied saying basically the same thing and we agreed on 4:00. Both of them showed and I had 2 loads in me before the party officially started. But then at 5:00 pm when the party officially started, I had a guy show, I heard him talking to another guy outside. He came in did not lube and went hard. He texted on his phone and made a comment saying “you bout to get raw tonight” as he left I heard him talking again to someone outside. That guy came in and he also refused lube and was EXCESSIVELY rough, not going deep inside me but ramming the wall of my rectum and took forever with me. He shot 2 loads inside me but ruined me for the night. I heard him talk to the guy outside again. I do believe they knew each other and did this intentionally. I had 3 more show that night, they were all amazing but I had to stop. I felt like someone had shot a air hose inside my lower intestine and it was hurting pretty bad. I thought it was better to error on the side of caution and stop early. I messaged everyone who had replied to me and told them what I was doing so I didn't damage my reputation as a cumdump and just ghost them. They all, everyone of them messaged me back and completely understood the situation and said they will catch me next time. Regrets: I wish I would have stopped those 2 guys and made them lube or leave. I also could have asked them not to be as rough or at least guided the direction they was jamming their dicks into me. Either way I believe i need to condition my hole more so i can take this kind of treatment. Positives: I stayed totally blindfolded for guys, I never looked at a profile, pic or stats, I did accept everyone who was interested, True NLR. One of the guys who bread me was a BBC truck driver who comes through my town often. He is going to stat contacting me when he comes trough so he can use me in the cab of his truck. Also had a VERY positive response to my Sniffies group with several people interested. If not for the slight injury I think I easily could have had 15 – 20 or more. Anyway, that is 9 down for the year with 91 left to go. I am planning a trip to Springfield MO on Feb 3 and hoping to find something in that area.

Starting my journey to reach 100 loads this year I started by taking a 135 mile one way trip the Club STL bathhouse. I was there from 12:00pm to 6:00pm. I spent the entire time alternating between being ass up in the dark room, in the sling and blindfolded in my room with the door wide open. In that time I got ONE. ONE GOD DAMN LOAD after a 270 mile round trip. I dont understand the STL bathhouse, ive really never seen much action there but Friday felt exceptionally off. When i was in the dark room there was a young twink getting hammered by a young hot guy. There were 4 older guys watching, stroking themselves. I presented ass up but nothing. When the twink finished the old guys swarmed him but he pushed them away like a vegan getting a complimentary ham sandwich. But the just went back to stroking and doing laps in the dark room. Never did they do anything with anyone. There was another bottom posted on the fuck bench. He was there for several hours with no action. The entire time I was there I saw the twink get fucked and i got one load. That is all i saw. I may have missed some action, but what i saw was dead. This is the shit that really discourages me. The time and money i spent going there for this outcome is a gut punch. But oh well, 1 load down 99 to go. I have a party scheduled on the 16th, so we will see then.

Hey group, Scott here. I have been interested in being a cumdump for a long time now, but started really exploring it just the last few years. I consider myself a cumdump in training due to my lack of experience and limited load count. My annual load count has been less then 50 and my one night high was 12. My situation is that I live in mid Missouri. Im 130 miles from ST. louis and and equal 130 miles from Springfield and Columbia which are much smaller. It is very hard to get loads in my area. But this year I am vowing to lose the "in training" and become full on cumdump. I want to reach a minimum of 100 loads in 2026 and plan to share every step of the experience with you. I know that isnt much for most but a huge step for me in the area i live in. I will be blogging my progress on here every step of the way and I hope to get encouragement and advice from others on here. look for the journal starting next month

I am addicted to ball stretchers. They put me in cumdump mind space instantly. Guys seem to almost instinctively rub then then reach around and tug on them while breeding me. I almost never get bred without them on

My goal in 2026 is fairly simple. I want 100 loads this year and not refuse a single cock. I know 100 loads is low for most of you but my area offers very little

same here bud. Im in mid MO and I know for sure the people would get down right aggressive. I would love to though

Im wanting to hear if anyone hear proudly wears CUMDUMP gear (shirts, gauntlets, Collars, ETC..) in public? If so what has the response been? I have a leather gauntlet that says "CUMDUMP" in big red letters (pic in my profile) but im honestly terrified to wear it out. Ive worn it in bathhouses and hotel parties but that is it. Anyway talk to me

Hey group, Scott here. I have been interested in being a cumdump for a long time now, but started really exploring it just the last few years. I consider myself a cumdump in training due to my lack of experience and limited load count. My annual load count has been less then 50 and my one night high was 12. My situation is that I live in mid Missouri. Im 130 miles from ST. louis and and equal 130 miles from Springfield and Columbia which are much smaller. It is very hard to get loads in my area. But this year I am vowing to lose the "in training" and become full on cumdump. I want to reach a minimum of 100 loads in 2026. I know that isnt much for most but a huge step for me in the area i live in. I will be blogging my progress on here every step of the way and I hope to get encouragement and advice from others on here.

12 in one night is my best so far

Central MO cumdump in training, I cant host but if you have a room for the night or a truck to play in, hit me up. Name: Scott Cell number (for texts and voice calls): 314-669-6374 Location: Central Missouri I-44 & hwy 72 Times you're available: Work schedule is hectic. Just contact me and we will see Times you're generally not available: Varies Age: 45 Height: 5'8 Weight: 220 lbs. Ethnicity: Caucasian

best feeling ever!! I fucking love it