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happynleather

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  1. Yes that is me in the pics, and thank you for the encouragement. Thanks everyone for the responses, it helps greatly.
  2. I think another issue I have is I live in a very dead area, and not much lunch time or spontaneous play here. But with that said you are absolutely right in the fact that I need to be willing to accept the failures in order to be there for the successes.
  3. I am going to register for the CLAW 2020 event. THis is my first time and I have a question. The site does not explain what the events entail. I want to sing up for a few but not sure what goes on. I am especially interested in the speed dating (Ass Play (Bottom) Thu 7-8PM Fill That Hole). What goes on at this? If it is what I think, it may be awesome
  4. Hey group, I just need some advice and a pick maybe a pick me up. I am fairly new to the cumdump scene and was going to have a big cuming out over the weekend of Hibearnation in STL. I spent a pretty good chunk of change and was really disappointed and felt kind of down on myself actually. I started by going to the Bears at the Bath event. the place was so packed I could only get a locker. I laid on the fuck bench until my sternum was sore, moved to the leather bed/table with my ass up for a long time and nothing. I was there for 3 hours. sucked some dick but not a single taker to drop a load. It was kind of strange, everyone was kissing and cuddling but no fucking going on in the entire place that I could see. I advertised an open door cumdump on BBRT in the hotel that hosted hibearnation and it was dead. I had one guy who actually dropped a load in me, another came and could not get hard and two that walked in and turned away, oh and two that were bottoms and just talked "they were pretty cool though". I got a bit discouraged and ended up leaving early actually. Not sure what to do guys, I feel sometimes that whatever "it" is, I don't seem to have it. Any advice or encouragement would be great
  5. I am setting up my first open door hotel party. I advertised it on BBRT and I plan on going solo. It is at an event however, so I feel safer. It is during Hibearnation in STL. and the hotel will be full of like minded people. Here is the ad I posted, please let me know what you think. Also any tips will help. The idea for this weekend is it is my jump into the cumdump lifestyle and im looking to start big!!! This is your profile I'm Hosting This Party Party Location: Saint Louis, Missouri, United States Type of Party: Sex Party Party Date: Fri, 1 Nov 2019 Party Start Time: 07:00 PM Local Time Headline: Cumdump Holiday Inn St. Louis Downtown Conv Center Party Details: White | 48 | 5' 8'' (173 cm) 200-209 Lbs (91-94 Kgs) | Bear | Blond Green Holiday Inn St. Louis - Downtown Conv Center...will be, face down, ass up and blindfolded with the motel door unlocked (cracked slightly). Accepting anon loads from any. and all from 7:00pm till 1:00am...cum n go or stay a while to breed n seed my hole multiple times. I will have poppers and lube. Bring your boyfriend, another top buddy or some guy you just met to feed my hole their loads too. No condoms, no pulling out, no load refused. The room is reserved but will not have the number until check in. Will give out room and phone number after check in.
  6. I actually think this is the perfect situation for me. I not looking for a relationship persay, but a super close friend in a situation like what you described is absolutely awesome
  7. I just set down and made a goal list 2 nights ago. Here it is: GOALS BY END OF 2019 (List made on 10/8/19) Go to Hibearnation Host a blindfolded open door hotel party be fucked by more that 10 men in one day be fucked by more that 20 in a weekend be fucked through a glory hole bend over for anyone who wants in a dark room post personal cell number for a cumdump hotel party Drink piss no load refused from no on out set in sling in bathhouse Goals by end of 2020 Be fucked by over 100 men in a calendar year: repierce nipples : (completed 10/9/19) Done at kalidoscope piercing and tattoo in Springfield Missouri. Piereced with 12 gauge, will take some time before streching. I almost backed out and waited until i lost more weight, but then I though to myself, why not... Started tanning on this day as well to make my pasty ass more appealing. I did this way before my goal target. start wearing PA again: (Completd 10/9/19) Picked up extra 12 gaug while at Kalidascope getting my nipples repierced. Slid it in myself. It went in far easier than expected. I should be up to a 10 guage by the end of December, maybe sooner. Did this way before goal target stretch balls another 20mm = 110mm total host at least 3 open door hotel parties go to Pig Week find a slut buddy get in shape get use to wearing chastity Long term goals Be a no loads refused cumdump over 200 minimum each year be a regular at a sex club find a Dom to whore me out stretch nipples to 10 or 8 guage stretch PA to 6 or 4 guage be locked in perminate chastity by PA 50 men in one month be fisted K9 have balls touch knees with stretchers
  8. 100 loads, holly shit where do I sign up?????????????
  9. I love this idea and am in 100 percent. I went to exposed fag and the only issue I would have personally is there are only three categories to chose from: Fag sissy, Dominant Alpha, and depends on my mood. I am a sub bottom cumdump but Im no sissy. I am man through and through. I think if there was another category such as: cumdump, then it may attract more non trans and crossdresser....just a thought...but I do LOVE the idea here
  10. Your first name (or a name you'll respond to): slut or cumdump Your cell number (for texts and voice calls): 573-247-5815 text before calling A location (be at least as specific as a zip code): Springfield MO 65804 Times you're generally not available: Mon-thur 7 pm-12 pm "available some weekends Age:48 Height: 5'8 Weight: 220 Ethnicity: White
  11. I doubt I will ever find a partner, but at this point I don't care. I just started my life as a cumdump and im not about to stop now. I lived the first half of my life for others and now I am living for me.
  12. Hey buddy, I enjoy when your dick is in me!!!!! For a bottom, you fuck damn good...We should do it again.
  13. i would so love to be in a situation where I could have a dick in me everyday; however, again Im in a small town with no bathhouse, theaters or glory holes. Also a very small gay/bi community. in addition I work a lot of hours.......so unfortunately I cant even cum close to everyday but I am trying to be the best slut that I can...
  14. The club itself is nice. Rather clean and you can tell its been recently remodeled. They have 4 or 5 nice suites that include a swing if you as for it, I cant remember if its an extra cost or not. As for the crowd itself, I can honestly say I havnt had the best of luck there. I have heard stories from those who swear by it, but I personally havnt done to well there. The crowd seems to be a bit clickish.
  15. The club itself is nice. Rather clean and you can tell its been recently remodeled. They have 4 or 5 nice suites that include a swing if you as for it, I cant remember if its an extra cost or not. As for the crowd itself, I can honestly say I havnt had the best of luck there. I have heard stories from those who swear by it, but I personally havnt do to well there. The crowd seems to be a bit clickish.
  16. Would anyone be interested in being part of an encouragement network? I still find myself at times doubting myself and talking myself out of play. I know speaking for myself it would be very helpful to be able to pick up a phone and call a support person who gives me encouragement and advice. I would also be willing to be a support for others. Is anyone interested in being part of this? My number is listed in the network but if it is ok I will post it on here again and maybe others will do so as well?
  17. actual loads I would say only 40-50.
  18. I was recently diagnosed with pre cancer of the rectum last month caused from HPV. The doc put me on a six week cycle of an acid based cream, the shortened name of the cream is 5 f/u. it stings a bit but not too bad (sure don't feel like being fucked though). Im honestly freaking balls about all this but the doc acts like it is common. anyone else get diagnosed with a pre cancer? If so, how common is it, and how long until I can get back into action?
  19. I got diagnosed with pre cancer of the rectum last month caused from HPV. The doc put me on a six week cycle of an acid based cream, the shortened name of the cream is 5 f/u. it stings a bit but not too bad. Im honestly freaking balls about all this but the doc acts like it is common. anyone else get diagnosed with a pre cancer?
  20. ive had that raw dick in me and LOVED IT!!!!!!
  21. Here I am pulling into the theater. I did try to get some pics inside, but it was far too dark and people are skittish about pics there
  22. Here I am getting ready for a day of fun at the theater
  23. I know it may sound stupid or juvenile but I have recently started my life as a cumdump and I find making goals helps me greatly reaching mew levels of sluttiness. So with that said, what are your goals for 2018? as for me my goals are as follows: 1) fucked by a min of 60 men. I know 60 is a low number for many of you but for me it is huge and way more than I have ever had before. plus I live in a dead zone and have to travel for most of my action 2) host a no loads refused motel party. 3) fit my triple ripple plug all the way in. Its not huge but a good starting point to eventual fisting.
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