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happynleather

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  1. Neg here and on Prep. As far as drugs, i dont even smoke weed, i am completely drug free. I do like my poppers however.
  2. Is anyone else on here into ball stretching? One of my biggest fantasies is to have a top will his metal ball stretchers fucking me while our metal stretched sacks clank together... So fucking hot... I would absolutely travel for something like this...
  3. I am only at 7...i need to get it in gear. Mid Missouri here if anyone is needing to unload
  4. Huge fan of bending over in a dark room.... one of my favorites
  5. depends on the diameter you have. Start with a very small diameter, you can leave it one and use it to pull your balls when you put on a larger one. Ive been stretching for a while and love it
  6. @happynleather on twitter. I look forward to talking with any barback slut bottoms or hard core bb tops
  7. I do believe so. I am a single father who has raised my son totally alone since he was 13 months old. He is now grown and for the first time is in a very serious relationship. I think i always felt guilty that if i was taking time for myself then i was taking time away from him. He was the number one priority for me. Now for the first time in many years i can live for me.
  8. I have been dabbling with cumdumping for several years now and never fully accepted my role. For some reason I always felt guilty or ashamed after whoring myself. Well finally the planets have all lined up apparently and I have finally shook this every persistent feeling of remorse. I am finally feeling good, proud and accomplished after taking annon loads. And more importantly I am wanting more when its over. It is like a switch just flipped in me overnight, Has anyone else experienced this sudden extremly quick feeling of enlightenment?
  9. Your first name (or a name you'll respond to): Scott Your cell number (for texts and voice calls): 417-597-3808 A location (be at least as specific as a zip code):65401 - Rolla MO Times you're generally not available: Varies (If you are traveling through this area on 1-44 or staying over in a hotel give me a call ahead of time) Age: 48 Height: 5'8 Weight: 220 Ethnicity:white
  10. yup, this has happened to me on multiple occasions. I took a hell of a long trip and went to a mask party in Denver at Midtowne spa one time. There must have been over 100 people in there easy. I ended up only getting fucked twice. I think the more people and more options that are offered the more time people window shop and get choosy. I have had some of my best results when the crowd trickles in throughout the day.
  11. I am a single parent and work social services. My son is grown but we still live together, as we are the only family each other has. I am not the cumdump I could be because he is in the picture but I still get loads when I can. My biggest fear is he will find out, but part of me thinks it will be a relief to not have to hide anymore. As far as work I say "fuck em" they are in charge of work not my life.
  12. Thank you for the advice, I will definitely try another night. I think it was the fact I spent a pretty big chunk of change that weekend too, for the event that added into the frustration. Thanks for the pep talk
  13. Yes that is me in the pics, and thank you for the encouragement. Thanks everyone for the responses, it helps greatly.
  14. I think another issue I have is I live in a very dead area, and not much lunch time or spontaneous play here. But with that said you are absolutely right in the fact that I need to be willing to accept the failures in order to be there for the successes.
  15. I am going to register for the CLAW 2020 event. THis is my first time and I have a question. The site does not explain what the events entail. I want to sing up for a few but not sure what goes on. I am especially interested in the speed dating (Ass Play (Bottom) Thu 7-8PM Fill That Hole). What goes on at this? If it is what I think, it may be awesome
  16. Hey group, I just need some advice and a pick maybe a pick me up. I am fairly new to the cumdump scene and was going to have a big cuming out over the weekend of Hibearnation in STL. I spent a pretty good chunk of change and was really disappointed and felt kind of down on myself actually. I started by going to the Bears at the Bath event. the place was so packed I could only get a locker. I laid on the fuck bench until my sternum was sore, moved to the leather bed/table with my ass up for a long time and nothing. I was there for 3 hours. sucked some dick but not a single taker to drop a load. It was kind of strange, everyone was kissing and cuddling but no fucking going on in the entire place that I could see. I advertised an open door cumdump on BBRT in the hotel that hosted hibearnation and it was dead. I had one guy who actually dropped a load in me, another came and could not get hard and two that walked in and turned away, oh and two that were bottoms and just talked "they were pretty cool though". I got a bit discouraged and ended up leaving early actually. Not sure what to do guys, I feel sometimes that whatever "it" is, I don't seem to have it. Any advice or encouragement would be great
  17. I am setting up my first open door hotel party. I advertised it on BBRT and I plan on going solo. It is at an event however, so I feel safer. It is during Hibearnation in STL. and the hotel will be full of like minded people. Here is the ad I posted, please let me know what you think. Also any tips will help. The idea for this weekend is it is my jump into the cumdump lifestyle and im looking to start big!!! This is your profile I'm Hosting This Party Party Location: Saint Louis, Missouri, United States Type of Party: Sex Party Party Date: Fri, 1 Nov 2019 Party Start Time: 07:00 PM Local Time Headline: Cumdump Holiday Inn St. Louis Downtown Conv Center Party Details: White | 48 | 5' 8'' (173 cm) 200-209 Lbs (91-94 Kgs) | Bear | Blond Green Holiday Inn St. Louis - Downtown Conv Center...will be, face down, ass up and blindfolded with the motel door unlocked (cracked slightly). Accepting anon loads from any. and all from 7:00pm till 1:00am...cum n go or stay a while to breed n seed my hole multiple times. I will have poppers and lube. Bring your boyfriend, another top buddy or some guy you just met to feed my hole their loads too. No condoms, no pulling out, no load refused. The room is reserved but will not have the number until check in. Will give out room and phone number after check in.
  18. I actually think this is the perfect situation for me. I not looking for a relationship persay, but a super close friend in a situation like what you described is absolutely awesome
  19. I just set down and made a goal list 2 nights ago. Here it is: GOALS BY END OF 2019 (List made on 10/8/19) Go to Hibearnation Host a blindfolded open door hotel party be fucked by more that 10 men in one day be fucked by more that 20 in a weekend be fucked through a glory hole bend over for anyone who wants in a dark room post personal cell number for a cumdump hotel party Drink piss no load refused from no on out set in sling in bathhouse Goals by end of 2020 Be fucked by over 100 men in a calendar year: repierce nipples : (completed 10/9/19) Done at kalidoscope piercing and tattoo in Springfield Missouri. Piereced with 12 gauge, will take some time before streching. I almost backed out and waited until i lost more weight, but then I though to myself, why not... Started tanning on this day as well to make my pasty ass more appealing. I did this way before my goal target. start wearing PA again: (Completd 10/9/19) Picked up extra 12 gaug while at Kalidascope getting my nipples repierced. Slid it in myself. It went in far easier than expected. I should be up to a 10 guage by the end of December, maybe sooner. Did this way before goal target stretch balls another 20mm = 110mm total host at least 3 open door hotel parties go to Pig Week find a slut buddy get in shape get use to wearing chastity Long term goals Be a no loads refused cumdump over 200 minimum each year be a regular at a sex club find a Dom to whore me out stretch nipples to 10 or 8 guage stretch PA to 6 or 4 guage be locked in perminate chastity by PA 50 men in one month be fisted K9 have balls touch knees with stretchers
  20. 100 loads, holly shit where do I sign up?????????????
  21. I love this idea and am in 100 percent. I went to exposed fag and the only issue I would have personally is there are only three categories to chose from: Fag sissy, Dominant Alpha, and depends on my mood. I am a sub bottom cumdump but Im no sissy. I am man through and through. I think if there was another category such as: cumdump, then it may attract more non trans and crossdresser....just a thought...but I do LOVE the idea here
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