Modernleper
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Just wanted to let you all know that I saw my new PCP and was nervous as hell, but talked with him about PrEP. He’s a really cool guy and made me feel comfortable about it all, so that really helped. I’ve been on it for over a week now but still haven’t gone bare. Soon though for sure.
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Bottom: What is your favorite position to get fucked?
Modernleper replied to Footnotes's topic in General Discussion
Now that I’ve actually been fucked a few times I finally feel like I can give an accurate answer. My absolute fave is to be taken from behind. That can be doggy on all fours, bent over a couch or a table, or even just standing in the shower pressed against the wall. I just love feeling like my top is taking me and when I can’t see his face that really does it for me. On the other hand, my least favorite position is on top/riding. I feel like I’m fucking myself that way and it’s not as good. I still love pleasing my top and taking his cock so I’d gladly ride if that’s what he wants, but it’s not my favorite way to take dick. -
Both for sure. While I was married I sometimes had issues getting hard for my wife, but if she let me lick her ass that really got me going. She never once returned the favor though and it wasn’t until my second time with a man that I finally felt the bliss of a tongue working my hole. OMG yes it just had me moaning and begging to be fucked.
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Do you still cum in a bottom who asks you to pull out?
Modernleper replied to blktone67's topic in General Discussion
I'm a bottom, and so far I've only been fucked by men with rubbers, so take my opinion with a grain of salt. But I feel that if two men agree to fuck bare and that the top will pull out, then the top should pull out. If those are the agreed rules, then that's the way it goes. However, if there is no discussion beforehand and the bottom waits until the top tells him that he is about to cum before telling the top not to cum inside him, then the top probably *should* pull out, but I wouldn't ever blame him if he didn't. -
I think that divorce is just such a big life changing event that it really shifts your perspective. Not just for us closeted gay men either. My ex-wife, who has a Bad Religion "no crosses" tattoo, is now going to church every Sunday with her new boyfriend. It a big wrench thrown it the works and it can offer clarity, or other times total panic and depression. I had the depression at first, but started therapy and that led me to the clarity I feel I have now and I am so happy for it.
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The First Time You Got Fucked Was It Safe Or Raw?
Modernleper replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
My first time was wrapped. It was on June 8th of this year and I’ll always remember the date and the experience. It was with an older too I met on A4A. I was too nervous to invite him to my place and too scared to go to his. I got a shitty motel room in Tempe, AZ and sent him the address and the room number. I was a super shady place and by the looks of the people in the parking lot I was the only one there not on method or heroin. I brought lube, poppers, condoms and a full bottle of whiskey. I showered, cleaned out my hole and sat naked drinking way too much waiting for him. When he arrived, it was a scary but amazing experience. He fucked my twice wrapped and shot both loaned down my throat. After he left I spent most of the night drinking, jacking off and feeling ashamed of what I had done. I eventually passed out naked on the bed sweaty and covered in cum. -
I haven’t been fucked that often, but I’ve almost never been fully hard while bottoming. I had only been with women until this year and I had a lot of problems getting hard for them. I used to chock it up to being stressed out about work or embarrassment about the size of my Vick or just being nervous about pleasing them. I’ve since accepted I am gay which obviously answered a lot of questions there. when I am with a man though I typically get fully hard sucking, but once the fucking starts I subside to being just semi hard or totally limp. It doesn’t matter to me though. It still feels so good to have a cock in my ass and I have even cum hands free from a good hard fuck. I’ve only used condoms so far, so it may change when I know the cock inside me is bare, but I really don’t care. It’s not about my cock. It’s really about the tops pleasure and how good I feel giving my hole to them.
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Last year I got divorced, and since then I’ve done a lot of thinking and personal reflection. I’ve accepted that I am gay and in June I was with a man for the first time. I’ve now been with 7 others and they’ve all used condoms. I’ve fantasized about barebacking and getting pozzed for years, but I’m not yet ready to go that far. I have an appointment with my PCP for next week and I’m going to try to get on prep. I think that is the next step for me. I’m anxious to finally let a man inside me raw and take his sperm. I’m not sure I’ll ever seek out the bug, but it is still a huge fantasy for me.
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I have only bottomed a few times now, but I never get fully erect and I never touch myself. It’s not at all about my dick when I get fucked, it’s entirety about my top’s cock and my ass. If I cum, that’s a bonus. If not, I’m still fully satisfied.
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Thank you all for you comments on this post. I’ve yet to go bare and fantasize about chasing, but right now both are just that, fantasy. I’ve been thinking hard about starting prep and it’s great to hear your opinions on this site.
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Anyone have any opinions on Flex? I have been there twice now simply as a voyeur and have yet to get in on any action, but I fucking love just being in that environment. Horny men just looking for what they need. I plan on going much more often.
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POLL: Do you LUV Condom to Bareback Videos?
Modernleper replied to a topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
I love broken condom videos. Almost all the ones I’ve seen seem like they are staged that way and the bottom knows it’s part of the bit. But occasionally I’ll find one that seems like a legit stealthing and I cum so hard. -
I would love to know about more of these too.
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I haven’t had either yet, but I want to try it all. I’d love a hot stream down my throat, up my ass or right into my fucking face.
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Do you ever get bored suckling dick?
Modernleper replied to Pig Bottom's topic in Cocksucking Discussion
While I haven’t sucked that many cocks yet, I absolutely love it and have never once even approached anything close to boredom. Clearly that may change with more experience, but for now I absolutely love it.
