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This is the root cause of my PTSD. Raped by someone I trusted and looked upon to be. Then shared my body with others so that I stay protected. Olders wouldn't have believed me. At some point I just accepted the fact that I am an object for men to use sexually. Something broke in me. I started enjoying my sexual role rather than fighting against it. At times I had a line of men who would fuck me breed me and leave. I grew up into a totally submissive bottom. That's who I am. Never fought back or spoke a word due to social stigma that men cannot be raped. A lot of men like me are mentally broken due to physical abuse. However they have no other choice but to accept the fate and at least enjoy what they are doing. Speaking now may help me heal or maybe get those individuals criminally charged however it won't change me from being a submissive bottom out to please men sexually. Best is to offer my ass without a fight.
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Anyone here on DoxyPep already? How has been your experience? Have an appointment soon and I am planning to discuss DoxyPep. Given the slut I am I would love to be a bit more empowered and prevent opportunistic infections if I can.
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Love it the most especially when the top pushes his tongue deep inside my mouth with his cum. Or feeds me my cum. It's the best love making.
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Go to gym x3 a week and swimming x2 a week. Run 5kms and free weights. Concentrate on my glutes more often for bottoming. Mostly straight guys however I have had fun often with straight curious guys who normally end up loading me in the showers. One guy stood out bcoz he was loading me while his gf/wife waited for him outside men's locker room.
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Downtown hotel for anonymous breeding
Cutedelicategay replied to cx2117's topic in Toronto Metro Area
Chelsea is a bit more relaxed as in access. Doubletree restricts access past midnight. Although pricey Chelsea has been a choice for me when I was in Toronto last year. Of course didn't have a line of tops but a few that did me had a blast especially the two friends who showed up later had me in the balcony. That was great getting fucked in the balcony with people likely to see the copulation. -
I am sure that gay community in Toronto has heard about Fukdto sex parties. It has been a wish for me for a long time now to attend Fukdto party once I am closer to Toronto. They are having a sex party on 25 Mar and I would like to attend. Of course I do not have gay buddies in Toronto so if anyone is planning to attend and would like to go together please let me know. I believe the cover is 25$ advance and 30$ at the door with clothes checkin.
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Holding the head tighter. Pushing the head into the cock. Holding the cock steady in the mouth. Balls swelling and tightening. Cock head swelling. Profuse leaking of precum. Legs widening or straightening or tightening. Ass muscles tightening. Area between balls and ass twitching. Ass sphincter tightening. Shallow fast breathing. Slapping face.
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Darkroom bareback - best way to get it?
Cutedelicategay replied to VersGuyAnon's topic in General Discussion
My best experience was in Ottawa at the bathhouse. There is a ramp to go up the platform with gloryholes at cock level. I got to a glory hole where the guy pulled my hard cock towards him. I offered him my cock exposing my ass for guys behind me. In seconds I felt a hot tongue eating my ass and opening me up. Nice and wet I got fucked and loaded. I felt the tongue once again and I was fucked and loaded again. Eventually I realized that a guy was into rimming my ass and eating cum and letting other guys fuck and load me. I got fucked and loaded by 6 guys all the while my ass eaten in between. My cock was getting sucked by different guys. I had poppers and I was fed poppers by guys around. It was almost an hour or so of heaven. Luckily I had a metal cock ring and didn't cum in that hour or so I was in the dark room. Tired I went to the steamroom to relax where my cock and balls were roughed up making me shoot a huge huge load. Darkrooms are always a fun if the crowd is right. Steamworks Toronto sometimes has the worst crowd. They are so notorious in turning their cell phone flashlight and pointing it to your face just to see whether you getting fucked is really up to their fantasized larger than life standards. Some Torontonians are just impossible. -
Gangbanged quite a few times at bathhouse, sex parties and home. A few times I have been pimped by my stepfather. Last time was 2022 before leaving Ottawa. It was at my fuck buddy's house. I have a door sling which we had setup and he had pimped my ass starting around 8pm on a Saturday until around 4am on Sunday morning. I was locked in a cage. Had a nice couple joints and edibles and poppers were handy. He being a BBC had quite a few BBCs. I was allowed to cum after 4am with a vibrator dildo pushing all that cum inside me. I had 16 cocks unload in me.
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Do you bottoms wish you had a smaller cock?
Cutedelicategay replied to PussyBottomBitch's topic in Softcore Fetishes Forum
I am a total submissive bottom. My role is to sexually please men. I have a good 8in cock pretty thick and huge head. However I keep my cock locked in a cage at all times. Makes me submissive and makes feel like I am lesser of a man and more of a woman to please the man who is with me for his sexual pleasure. However I have been asked by men to open up the cage so they can suck me and make me cum. I find bisexual men more towards making me a woman vice the gay men who care about my needs as well. -
The neighborhood I am living doesn't have horny men. Without cock and cum I am frustrated and hence planning a raunchy trip to Spa Excess tonight 18 Feb 23. Any tops going tonight? I am a willing submissive bottom for all cum.
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How many loads have u taken in ur ass
Cutedelicategay replied to Bigboi907's topic in Your Last Load...
Since I lost my cherry at 13 years I have been taking loads. All loads are strictly raw. I have never ever used a condom and I do not intend using one in future. I have enjoyed multiple cocks of different size thickness hairy/trimmed/smooth low hanging/tight balls cut/uncut toxic/non toxic belonging to various men types of various sizes orientation family status ........list keeps going. The only thing common is they all deposited their most precious juice deep inside my ass. -
In Toronto, Spa Excess or Steamworks?
Cutedelicategay replied to hungry_hole's topic in Toronto Metro Area
I think Spa Xs has been badly reputed by the community as a spot for junkies. Drugs are rampant in any bathhouse. However Spa Xs once finds mature crowd over Steamworks. Besides Steamworks is right in the middle of gay bars and hence popular. However the crowd at Steamworks is the "holier than thou" crowd. Bathhouse is a place to have sex without fear. I find more modeling and standing around in Steamworks. Also I never understood why people just keep walking aimlessly in Steamworks. I guess I will never be able to figure that one out - modeling, standing in hallway or walking around like crazy aimless person. -
A cum deposit in me is the best thing a man can give me. Cum is the most precious part of a man's sexual pleasure. I was always taught by my stepfather to accept cum and never reject it. Hence irrespective of the man fucking me I have a no pull out policy. Also I have been told that I have a very smooth and deep man cunt that allows men to push their manhood deep inside me effortlessly. Also I am told that my cunt ring is tight despite the number of cocks I have taken in me which makes them feel like milking (I run for 5k 3x times/week and dedicate 2 days for leg workout besides Kegel)
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What makes you go bareback?
Cutedelicategay replied to WildBreed's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
For me I was introduced to sex by my step bother and step father and groomed to never use condoms. It was only once that the man I was with used condom however the feeling was annoying and lacked sexual satisfaction. I am groomed to know my place in sex that it to offer my body to men to use it for their pleasure. Bareback sex is the only way to achieve my purpose in life. -
Being poz bottom and not on meds makes me get tested every couple months especially for VL and CDC count. However they have being consistent since. VL around 950k to 980k and CD4 around 500.
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First, in Canada remember there are not many poz gifters. It's a myth that people are still into gifting. I really doubt that. Most poz guys are on meds. Second, this adds to complexity in sex clubs, darkrooms, bathhouses. If a bottom is bent on a fuck bench, ass up and lubed, who is going to check whether the initial condom is still in place especially when poppers are flowing. Activist judiciary is a major issue in the world right now.
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Was out over the weekend with a couple of friends to dine and wine. As always I am ready, douched and lubed because sex for me is that moment. We had a couple joints before going to this nice boutique bar/restaurant. I was hoping we get a waiter since there were two guys that were really cute and showing off quite a bulge. Luckily it was him at out table. Maybe impressed by my bubble butt. We kept eyeing each other and he kept bringing his bulge close to my arms. Then I asked him about the washroom to which he took me to the employees only washroom. He came inside telling me that he too would like to use the washroom as it had a pot and a urinal. I deliberately lowers my jeans to expose my gstring and he couldn't take the tease. Aimed his 8in at my hole and slammed it in. All this while I was still using the urinal. Luckily I had lubed up, had some weed before and eventually started sniffing my poppers. Fucked me maybe 15-20 strokes and he loaded me. First one of the night. My friends knew exactly why I was so excited and shaky and spent the rest of the night with them where they loaded me a few more time.
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Toronto 17 March St Patrick's Day. Chelsea Hotel downtown. Black Eagle and Spa Excess on the list. All nighter at the hotel room. Door unlocked and ass up. 420 and poppers friendly.
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keeping track Apps to keep track of total loads taken?
Cutedelicategay replied to bbdude88's topic in Tips, Tricks, Rules & Help
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Plans for Toronto got cancelled due to last minute change. Being horny since days as I was looking forward to attending CumUnion at Steamworks. With that not going ahead I will be at Club Ottawa tonight around 830 pm to be used the way you want.....my room, darkroom, gloryhole, sling, fuck horse. Just bend me over anywhere.
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I am interested. Given changing situation I hope that the party is still going ahead safely.
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My BF and the Decision
Cutedelicategay replied to Eluric98's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
Don't do it least you regret later. Gay relationship are as unstable as straight relationship. There is no guarantee of living and dying together with your current boyfriend. If this is your fantasy of jerking off and hence a post on BZ there is nothing wrong with it. Start Prep right away if you haven't done it so far. Even undetectable have changed in their viral load depending on what else is going on in the body. While U = U is true that U can become T even on ART. -
My BF and the Decision
Cutedelicategay replied to Eluric98's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
I disagree with being poz means liberating. Being poz means life changing and even more risk averse to stay healthy. With Prep a day which prevents a life long and sometimes life threatening disease why go on ART pill a day? People who say it's a pill before or after are ignorant of the fact that the pill before had much more benefits than the pill after. -
I wasn't even thinking down the path of total prohibition. That is impossible to enforce and against the overall well being of the population. We all need that sexual gratification, be it gay or straight or any other however a proof of negative test on the lines of proof of Covid vaccines should be a more manageable way. The issue is there are many who fetishizes about bugs. As far as it is a fantasy I have no problem but putting the fantasy into practice knowingly is something I am against. Imagine if all bottoms close their asses to the tops I am sure they too will be in frustration. It's about forcing guys who think they are invincible and do not need STI testing to go get tested and break the infection cycle. I do not wish that any unsuspecting bottom should be infected irrespective of what some ignorant people say here.
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