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RawTop: Thanks for sharing this info. Do you have (or can you put up) a page somewhere where this exact explanation is available (because it is really good!) but not linked to the Breeding Zone site/address/content? I would post the link to Facebook,Twitter, and other social media accounts and help get the word out (as would others, I suppose) but I can't have my name linked publicly to any breeding/bareback site. Just an idea to help leverage social media exposure and give many of us a chance to help while maintaining a "socially acceptable" face to the community. Thanks!

Hey oralbttmguy495, Thanks for your comments about my story and for sharing your personal journey from fear to freedom concerning bareback sex. Since you mentioned wondering if you might be immune to HIV, I thought I would provide some info about the CCR5 mutation that confers the most common immunity in the developed world and info about the test that screens a person to determine if they have the mutation. The test is readily available now by mail and the price of testing is quite reasonable. If I were still negative after multiple confirmed HIV exposures, I would personally pursue getting tested to confirm my immunity so I could fuck bareback free from all concern. Resources -- (Article) Resistance to HIV/AIDS: https://www.23andme.com/health/Resistance-to-HIV-AIDS/ (Test info & how to order) CCR5 Delta 32 Genetic Test for HIV Immunity: http://www.diadelausabilidad.com/ccr5-delta-32-genetic-test-for-hiv-immunity.html On a related note, poz guys can also benefit from a form of these receptor tests that looks at the genetics of the VIRUS rather than the genetics of the HOST. I needed a new HIV medication regimen earlier this year because, after more than a decade on my previous drugs, they were starting to cause unmanageable side effects. To get maximum viral suppression, my doctor wanted to add the relatively new class of drugs, known as Fusion Inhibitors, to my cocktail to offset the fact that I can no longer take NNRTI's because of the side effects they were causing. In order to select the appropriate fusion inhibitor, it was critical to first determine if my strain of the virus employs the CCR5 receptor to gain access to T-cells or the less common fusin (also known as CXCR4) receptor. I had to stop taking ALL my HAART treatments, wait for my virus to start replicating again, and wait for my viral load to exceed 50,000 (minimum threshold for the test to determine the receptor pathway). I was off meds for about 6 months before my virus was active enough to test. Once the receptor pathway was known, the core of my new drug regimen became the CCR5 fusion inhibitor. Other classes of drugs were then added to interfere with viral replication at several vulnerable points occurring later in the replication cycle. I hope this helps bring some clarity to both neg and poz guys about the role that receptor sites play in facilitating or blocking initial HIV infection and post-infection viral replication, as well as how modern genetic testing can be used to check for HIV immunity in neg folks or select highly effective treatments to suppress viral replication in poz folks. Good luck!

When the party ended it was still dark. More accurately, I should say it was dark again. The host ordered Gibron to slam another load of tina in my vein and they shoved me out the front door, poured my ass into the back seat of a vehicle, and we sped off. They drove around for a while before the door opened and I was pushed out into the gutter of some street in the city. I was totally high, totally disoriented, and didn't care who or where I was. I was exhausted, feeling sick to my stomach from all the drugs, and just wanted to sleep. I passed out right where they left me. I woke up sometime later when some homeless guy was checking me to see if I was dead. He gave me some water and when I asked him what day it was, I realized that 48 hours had passed since I had ventured out to find the dance club. I still had my wallet and ID, and plenty of cash to pay for a cab. The homeless guy helped me find a cab and I gave him my excess cash as a thank you for helping me out. As I lay in the back of the cab on the way to my hotel, I realized that my life had been changed forever by that experience. For one thing, I no longer feel fear in the presence of danger. Instead, adrenaline makes my dick hard and makes me wanna fuck. I also discovered my purpose in life. I exist to bring pleasure to dominant men and their cocks, to submissively take any and all cum loads as often as possible. I get off being force-chemmed and raped, gangbanged, and made to service one or more guy's darkest needs. That's why I travel to big cities like Berlin, Amsterdam, LA, New York, Houston, Miami and such, hang out in the darkest seediest areas, clubs, parks, and bars I can find, looking for straight or gay guys who get off on power and control who will fuck me up and use me as their sex-whore cum-dump for a few nights. Do you want to get force-chemmed and whored out? That's the way you do it. Put yourself out there, submit yourself to the dark side, and see where it takes you. Just make sure you are ready for the consequences, because once you start, you're committed to the end. There is no safe word. There is no turning back. You're at THEIR mercy, until THEY decide THEY have had enough. You are THEIR fuck-toy for THEIR pleasure and nothing more. You don’t matter and you may not make it out alive. But for a danger junkie, that's the whole idea. It’s the danger, the unknown, and the total loss of control that beckons us and draws us in. Embrace your dark side and hang on for the ride, faggot.

The first time I got force-chemmed and raped was my first visit to NYC. I was barely 21, in the Army, all buffed out and a bit over-confident as I explored the gay-scene for the first time, alone in a strange dangerous city I had no business exploring by myself. I was walking down a dark, narrow, deserted street taking a shortcut on my way to check out a popular gay dance club I had heard about that was rumored to be frequented by gay college jocks my age. This hot Latin guy was leaning against a wall smoking a cigarette at the opening to an alley. We checked each other out as I went by. He was wearing faded jeans and a wife beater that hugged his torso showing off his nicely muscled chest and arms. He had some hot tats and this bad-boy look about him that made my dick hard, so after passing him, I turned around to look again. I noted that he was checking out my ass, and when he saw me looking back, a sly grin flashed across his face. He dropped his smoke, cocked his head toward the alley in a "follow me" gesture, and disappeared into the shadows. I was feeling a slight buzz from a few drinks I had earlier, which undoubtedly clouded my judgment. There were no thoughts of danger flashing through my mind, only this burning desire to feel this guy's naked body up against mine. I remember wondering if he was gonna fuck me or if I was gonna fuck him. I didn't care which it would be. Maybe both if I was lucky. I didn't have any condoms with me and that fact didn't even register in my mind. When I entered the alley, it took me a few seconds for my eyes to adjust to the dim light. I could barely see him ahead of me in the distance. He was waiting for me outside of what looked like a doorway. As I approached, I heard the door open and he disappeared inside. I followed him, enjoying this little chase thing we had going. I found myself inside a dark hallway. I could smell cigarettes and alcohol. I could hear muffled voices. I couldn't tell where he had gone so I started down the hall. I checked the first few doors, which were locked. When I got to the end of the hall, I opened the last door and stepped inside. I found myself in the back of a long poorly lit room. There was a small bar counter to my right with a couple of guys sitting on stools and chatting with a bartender. There were a couple of pool tables toward the front of the bar, each with a single bare bulb hanging over it. I heard nothing but Spanish being spoken and quickly realized I was the only white guy in the room. As I stood there, taking in the scene, the occupants of the room noticed me and the place fell silent as all eyes turned to me. I sized up the situation quickly and the alarm bells were starting to go off in my head. There were about 12 guys, all Latino, roughly 20-30 in age I guessed. It was hot as fuck in this room and everybody but the guy I had followed in here and myself had their shirts off. These dudes were all in damn good shape and I realized they looked like gang bangers. I noticed a couple fresh tattoos on the two guys nearest me that looked like prison tats. This was not what I bargained for. I started to turn toward the door planning to retrace my steps out into the alley. That was when I heard the door shut behind me and the click of the deadbolt. I knew I wasn't going out the way I came in. I saw another door at the far end of the room and started calculating how I was going to reach it. I'm a tough, wiry, scrappy fucker but I realized there was no way I was going to be able to fight my way through these guys. When I saw a guy at the front door throw the bolt and lock us all in, I knew that I had fucked up royally. Swallowing my panic, I figured I'd better make friends fast. I forced a smile onto my face, walked directly up to the hot guy I had followed in from the alley, and said, "Hey amigo, can I buy you a drink?" The room was silent as he ran his eyes up and down my body and I could see the lust in his eyes. I felt like I was in a fucking meat market and I was the new meat. After what seemed like an eternity, he smiled at me and said, "No white boy, you are my guest, let me buy you one." The whole place erupted in laughter and everyone turned back to their conversations and drinks. I felt such a wave of relief sweep over me I thought my legs were going to buckle. My "host" fired off some commands in Spanish to the bartender, who got busy mixing our drinks. My Spanish is shitty and these guys all spoke some kind of dialect that rolled off their tongues like gun fire. I was clueless what they were saying. In no time I had a cocktail in my hand and I was invited to play a game of pool. The guys at the closest pool table cleared out to make way for us and the game began. The cocktail I was drinking tasted REALLY good...not too tart, not too sweet. It was like something you would have on a beach in a warm climate, but I had never tasted anything like it before. My host had the bartender make me a second one and about half-way through it I started feeling really light-headed and unstable on my feet. I plopped my ass onto a stool and someone asked me, "You feeling alright white boy?" I tried to respond but my tongue felt thick and all that came out of my mouth was gibberish. Several of the guys around me chuckled and the sound of their laughter sounded like it was echoing down a long hallway. I started to fall off my stool and a hot muscle guy with huge arms caught me. He picked me up and laid me on my back on the pool table. My host, the hot guy in the wife beater, came up to me, leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Relax and enjoy it white boy. We're gonna show you the best time of your life tonight." The realization swept over me that I had been drugged, and the panic was starting to build inside me again. My mind was fully engaged, but I had no control over my body. I could see what was happening and feel it, but I was helpless to do anything about it. Guys in the room were stripping their clothes off and I could see guys playing with their cocks. I heard one guy say in English that he had gotten a taste for white boy ass in prison and now he couldn't get enough of it. Several other guys agreed with him. I watched as my host peeled out of his wife beater, then stripped out of his pants. He had purposely positioned himself so I could watch him strip and he was giving me a show. He had a gorgeous chiseled body with 8-pack abs. I was totally hot for him while simultaneously scared out of my wits. The combination of fear and lust was oddly erotic. My mind was doing this tug of war in my head. I realized that I was about to be gang raped by these guys and my reaction alternated between panic and lust. I was scared to death and horny as hell all at the same time. My cock had a mind of its own and it was rock hard. My host took notice and I saw him smile, knowing he was getting the response from me that he wanted. I could tell he got off being in total control of the situation and having me powerless. It dawned on me that I couldn't do anything about it anyway so I might as well make the most out of it. My host walked up to me wearing nothing but boxers. His cock was straining against the front of his boxers creating a tent effect and I could glimpse his cock through the overstretched fly front. He dropped the boxers revealing the biggest slab of cock I had ever seen -- even in pornos. It was long, thick, and rock hard. He stroked it as he showed it to me and told me I was going to enjoy being his faggot for the night. He told me how he was going to tear my ass open with his mammoth cock and how all his buddies were going to watch him fuck me before they took turns in my ass. I was thinking there is no way humanly possible that something that large could be made to fit into my ass. Boy was I wrong. My host said something in Spanish and then I heard him say, “Gibron is going to get you ready for me.” I wasn't sure what that meant until I felt someone grab my arm and pin it to the table. Someone growled in my ear "hold still motherfucker" and I felt something stick my arm. Then I heard, "got it," followed by, "hold on white boy and enjoy the ride," as more guys chuckled. Seconds later I felt a weird sensation. My pulse quickened, I felt a source of intense heat gather in my chest then burst, like a sun going super-nova, spreading outward through my arms and legs like liquid metal until the energy burst from my fingertips and toes erupting outward like jets of super-hot plasma. The heat in my chest rose up through my lungs and into my throat as I coughed violently a couple of times. The noise inside my head sounded like a freight train roaring through a tunnel. My vision changed suddenly and I could see nothing but star-bursts and colored lights. I couldn't focus my vision and my eyeballs wouldn't hold still. They bounced around in my head like a balls in a pinball machine. I experienced the sensation of weightlessness. It seemed as though my body has risen up off the pool table and I felt like I was floating. It was without a doubt the most intense and most pleasurable sensation I had ever felt. I couldn't help but repeat over and over, "oh shit", "oh fuck", "oh shit", "oh fuck." Then I became aware of my cock, standing straight up and rock hard, with this sensation of fullness and heat building inside of it. It felt like my cock was swelling and that it would burst outward from the pressure. Suddenly I felt the heat gather at the tip of my cock, and without any stimulation, the biggest cum load I have ever shot erupted from the head of my dick. My dick was like a fountain, with spurts of cum shooting several feet into the air and spraying in all directions. When the geysers subsided, cum continued to drain from my cock in a steady flow for what seemed like minutes. I was soaked in cum and could feel a huge pool of it forming underneath me on the table. It must have been impressive because I heard several remarks like, "fuck man look at all that cum!", "I've never seen a guy shoot like that!", and "I didn't know a guy could cum that much!" Then I felt multiple tongues on my body licking my load off my skin. The sensations of having these guys touch me were amazing. The next thing I was aware of was my host's tongue and fingers playing with my ass. He was telling me how much he liked my hot, tight, pink hole and how much he wanted to put his huge cock in there and own it. I realized that my ass was craving cock like never before and I found myself lusting after that mammoth cock he had showed me earlier. I felt confident that I could take every inch of it and I was eager to show him how much I wanted it. I knew in my heart that I would give every ounce of effort inside me to take all of him and that I wanted his load in me. In fact, I wanted every last motherfucker in that room inside me and I wanted every one of their loads. I tried to say something to that effect and someone bent close to my ear to hear my confession. He stood up and announced, "He says he wants all of our cocks inside him, right now, at the same time." That got a big laugh from everyone. Someone asked, "How much did you give the kid?" I heard, Gibron say, "Point 8, and I've got lots more for him when he wants it." My host walked up and showed me his hard cock. He held two beer cans in his hand end to end aligned alongside his dick. His dick was the same diameter as the cans and slightly longer than both cans put together. He asked me if I was ready for him to bury his tool in my guts. I wanted it desperately but the size of the thing scared me. Before I could answer he said, "It doesn't matter what you want cuz you're gonna do what you're told, faggot." He walked around to my ass, put the head of his cock against my tight hole, and with one shove he rammed it in ass far as it would go. I felt him bottom out inside me and heard him say, "No faggot. You're gonna take all of it, not just half." I felt him push harder and I was sure he was up against my diaphragm. It felt like he was tearing a hole through my intestines. I could hardly breathe and I felt like I was going to pass out. I tried to scream but nothing came out. I remember a tear falling from the corner of my eye and rolling down my cheek. I remember thinking I had never felt such pain inside my guts. I remember thinking I was going to die and wondering if I would wake up in heaven. Just then, I felt something inside me relax, and I felt a 'pop'. His cock slid further inside and it felt like another two feet of hard dick slid into me. Suddenly I could breathe. Suddenly the pain was gone. I heard my host say, "That's the way white boy. You know you like that monster cock. Relax and enjoy every inch of it." I began to be aware of how fucking amazing this guy's cock really was. He had me stretched to the point I didn't think my hole could get any larger. He liked that tight feeling and he told me so. He was sliding his cock all the way out until just the head was inside me, then sliding it all the way back in again. With each stroke, there was a point in the middle somewhere where I would fell that resistance and that pop, and each time he passed that point a burst of pure pleasure would radiate through my body. It was fucking amazing and I thought, “Maybe I am dead and this is heaven?” It dawned on me that my version of heaven would be spending eternity with an endless supply of hot tops with huge cocks to fuck me, tight bottom boys to take my cock, and this wonderful shit called tina flowing through my veins. The rest of my time at this place was amazing. I had no concept of time. Every so often someone would slam another rig into my arm, and I took every cock in the place multiple times. At one point I heard someone ask how many loads I had taken and I heard, "at least 30 so far". I was both proud and amazed. Every time someone would pull out of my ass, I could feel my hole gape open and cum would run out of my ass and down my butt cheeks. At one point my host laid down on the pool table next to me and I was lifted up by many hands. I was really wobbly, but they set me on top of the host and fed his massive meat into my ass so I was riding him from the top. It slid in easily this time and felt really great pushing up so deep inside me. I was starting to rock on it and ride it when someone grabbed me by the neck, pushed me forward so I was lying on the host's chest, and ordered me to hold still. My arm was pulled straight and I felt something tighten around my bicep. I felt a sharp stick and that amazing heat flooded through my body again. I shuddered and whimpered. The host whispered in my ear, "You love that rush don't you white boy?" I answered, "Yes sir. I don't ever want that feeling to go away." I felt the head of another huge dick push against my hole. There was a steady pressure for a long time and the voice said, "Fuck! This white boy is tight!" I felt a finger slide inside me alongside the host’s massive cock. The finger worked around for a few minutes, then I felt another finger, then another. After a few more minutes, the fingers came out and they were suddenly replaced by the second cock sliding in and filling my ass beyond comprehension. I moaned in pain and pleasure. I didn't think anything could feel better. The second cock slid back and forth inside me, rubbing against my host's dick and stretching me further open with each thrust. This went on for a long time until both guys announced they were getting close. They were both grunting and snorting and telling me how hot my ass felt and I came for the umpteenth time without touching myself. As my cock released, my ass convulsed around their cocks and they both shot their loads inside me at the same time. After they pulled out of my ass, my ass felt empty and it felt like there was a piece of my soul missing. I didn't like the feeling and needed something in there to make me feel whole again. I started begging for someone to put something in my ass, anything. I felt someone slathering my ass with this thick, creamy substance and felt fingers teasing my hole. In and out they went, working my hole, stretching it larger and larger. Soon I experienced four fingers and the narrow blade of the hand. Then it became five fingers and the intensity grew exponentially as the volume of the hand changed from flat to round. The hand was removed for several seconds while something cold and wet was sprayed onto my ass and into my hole. The cold liquid turned hot on contact and burned for a second, then I felt this warm sensation flood my ass and the irritation inside my hole disappeared. I heard the aerosol can spray again near my ear and I could smell some chemical. Someone shoved a wet cloth in my mouth and told me to breathe through my mouth. I took a deep breath and I got an instant warm, fuzzy feeling. My head started to swim and my vision closed in like I was looking out through a tunnel. I was fighting to focus my mind and stay conscious while someone was working hard on my hole. I was aware of someone's hand wedging my hole open and the fullness felt like someone had parked a truck in my ass. Someone stuck a bottle of really strong poppers to my nose and told me to inhale. A few seconds later I felt my body relax and the hand pushed really hard. I struggled to get away but several guys held me down so I couldn’t move. Someone sprayed more liquid on the rag and stuffed it back in my mouth. I was given another big hit of poppers and I felt my ass open up. My ass seemed to have a mind of its own and it started to stretch open as if begging for the hand. I heard the guy fisting me say, “Yeah white boy, suck that hand inside!” I felt him change the angle slightly and the intensity of that small move was off the charts, then suddenly the hand slipped all the way inside me. I felt instant relief and heard a chorus of approval from those that were watching. The hand worked itself around inside me and started to play with my prostate and cock from the inside of my body. It was the most amazing feeling I have ever felt. I started oozing LOTS of precum from my dick and it continued the entire time his hand was in there. At one point a guy pushed his cock inside me alongside the guy's wrist and I felt him unload inside me. Several other guys followed suit and I took several more loads that way.

Fucking hot, man. I love nasty bathroom sex with horny waiters. I always flirt with hot waiters and often end up in the men's room with them on their break. I've even scored with a few str8 ones.

Two weekends ago I went to Hawks bathhouse with a poz friend of mine, Rob. We like to hunt hot young barebackers together and take turns tag-teaming their. Rob has this amazing 9" cock with a thick shaft and a huge mushroom head that is twice as thick as the shaft. Once he gets it inside, he can plow away and the head keeps him from popping out as he fucks like a jackhammer. It's very hot to watch him fuck other guys and it feels awesome when he slips it inside my ass. Rob and I partied up on some T and we were cruising around when I spotted this hot, young, blond boy with a military haircut in his room surfing porn on his computer. I could tell he worked out. He wasn't all that bulked up, but rather was nicely cut and chiseled, just the way I like them. And he had a gorgeous 8.5" cock of medium thickness. The only hair on his body was on top of his head, a nicely trimmed patch of pubes around his cock, and two small patches under his arms. We started talking and instantly hit it off. He is a 26 yo former Marine named Stu who is newly back from Afghanistan and just got released from active duty. Since I'm former military, we had tons to talk about. We were totally hot for each other and it didn't take long for me to get his dick hard and start some action. I couldn't resist eating Stu's ass. He had this beautiful, smooth, pink hole that tasted so sweet. I got him moaning and writhing in ecstasy with my tongue, then I told Rob to fuck his hole while I shifted my attention to Stu's throbbing cock. Rob shoved his thick slab of dick into Steve, who winced in pain. Getting Rob's big mushroom head into your ass is the hardest part. After the head is in, you can relax and enjoy that nice full sensation that comes from getting fucked by a really big cock. As soon as Rob slid inside Stu, Stu's cock started oozing tons of pre-cum and didn't stop. Stu was on his back with Rob standing at the edge of the platform. Stu's legs were draped over his shoulders. I shifted around to straddle Stu so I could sit on his oozing rock-hard cock while Rob fucked his ass. Rob was punishing his hole and plowing into his prostate with each thrust. Suddenly Stu arched up and moaned with a look of pure joy on his face. I could tell he was unloading a big load of cum in my ass. Stu told me that he had never cum inside a guy before because he normally bottoms. I told him I wanted to return the favor and Rob pulled his cock out excited to watch me fuck Stu. I flipped Stu over so he was face down on the mattress. I put my cock inside him and started fucking him real slow while I held his head down with my arm. He was moaning and grinding his ass beneath me. I put him into all sorts of positions that allowed me to get my cock deep inside him at all sorts of different angles. He was loving it. My upper torso was in full contact with Stu's back. He was enjoying the feel of my trimmed chest hair sliding around on his back. I was whispering in Stu's ear how much I enjoyed fucking his hot ass. He was getting off listening to me and he was milking my cock with his ass muscles. I encouraged him to take every inch of my cock and to keep milking it with his ass. His ass felt so fucking amazing. I like to top just as much as I like to bottom, and Stu's tight hole is one of the best asses I have fucked in a long time. I felt my load of cum starting to build pressure at the head of my dick and knew it wouldn't be long before I would blow. I started whispering in his ear that I was getting close and that I was going to breed his ass. I heard him say, "Yeah, man. Do it!" and felt him push his ass back toward me helping me drive deeper. I looped my arms under his armpits, put my hands on top of his and intertwined our fingers. He started working his ass harder and faster, which was more than my cock could bear. I wrapped my legs around the outside of his and hooked his calves with my heels. I pulled him close into a bear hug with my arms and held him tight so he couldn't move. I pushed my swollen cock as deep inside him as it would go and unloaded a huge load of cum inside his guts. I lost count of how many times my cock erupted but it must have sprayed at least 10 times. He moaned and whimpered every time my cock convulsed inside him. As I dumped my cum inside him, his cock was rubbing on the platform cushion below him and I heard him say, "Oh fuck, you made me cum too!" When I was done shooting, I tried to release him but he held me close. He wouldn't let go of my hands and he wouldn't release my legs. He held me in that embrace for a long time and I just went with it. My cock was locked in Stu's ass and he kept massaging my dick with his ass muscles. I could feel the vacuum working on my dick and it kept me rock hard. I could feel the warm squishy feeling of my cum as it lubricated the inside of his ass. I love using cum as lube. Within minutes I realized that there was a second big load of cum building inside my cock. My balls were getting ready to release so I told him that he was going to make me cum again. He growled, "fuck yeah!" and started working my cock with more enthusiasm. Minutes later I blew another load inside him, this one bigger and more intense than the first. We lay there talking, sharing some of our military experiences. He still had my cock in his ass and seemed really content to just hold it there. I could feel all the cum inside him and, with my still-hard cock acting like a butt plug, it had no where to go but deeper into his guts. We were sharing stories about our gay experiences in the military. At one point we started talking about how we got out of the service and I shared what it had been like to get kicked out of the military when they found out I was hiv positive. I felt him tense up and sensed a change in his breathing. "You're hiv positive?" He asked. And I thought to myself, Oh shit! "Yeah," I said. Dreading the answer I knew I was about to hear, but I asked anyway, "Why?" "I'm negative," he said. We uncoupled and faced each other. I looked him in the eye and told him point blank that the chances were pretty high that we had just changed his status in the last couple of minutes. I told him I was pretty sure I had just pozzed him. He grew really quiet and just looked at me. I asked him if he was okay. He nodded yes but didn't say anything. I could see tears in his eyes. I kissed him on the lips and told him I was sorry. I told him I assumed he was poz already or didn't care since he was partying in the bathhouse, fucking bareback, never saying a word about his status or asking me mine. I told him I always assumed that if a guy was neg and wanted to stay that way that he would take responsibility for his health and ask guys to use a condom. He considered that thought for a bit, then told me not to worry. He said he took responsibility for what had happened. He told me he'd only been to a bathhouse a couple times but that he had been barebacking for a few months. I asked him if that meant he was comfortable with the risks he had been taking and the fact that he might turn up poz some day? He said he had always asked guys to pull out and cum on his chest or on his back when he had barebacked previously. He shared that I was the first guy who had ever cum inside him and acknowledged he had asked me to do so, twice in fact. He said he had likely fucked with hiv positive guys before, but I was the first guy to admit it to him. He thanked me for being honest and talking with him openly about what had happened. I assured him he was going to be alright and that he wasn't going to go through this alone. I told him I would go down to the std clinic with him the next day, that I would stay with him while he got tested, and that we would get him some PrEP medication so he could stay negative. He thought about it for a minute then seemed to relax. He told me he was okay with it and that he didn't want the PrEP drugs. I looked at him and asked if he was sure. He said he had always assumed that he would get hiv someday and that he struggled constantly within himself to reconcile his fears with the powerful drive compelling him to have raw sex. He experienced tremendous guilt and shame every time he barebacked, yet he couldn't seem to stop doing it. Now that he had taken my poz loads and knew he had, he said he suddenly felt relieved. He had done what he feared most and realized that the world didn't stop spinning when it happened. He discovered that his fear of the unknown had grown much worse in his mind than it was in reality. As a matter of fact, he admitted that it made him really horny when he realized that he was taking poz cum and that he found it very erotic. I looked down and saw that his cock was rock hard again. He wasn't lying. He was totally turned on knowing he had just taken my poz loads. He then told me that he felt more connected to me than he had ever felt with anyone he had fucked. I was feeling the same intense connection so we talked about this bond we felt for each other. We realized that sharing the virus between us had bonded us for life. No matter where he goes or what he does, he will carry a part of me inside him forever. I will always be the first guy who came inside him and the guy who helped him admit to himself that he wanted to be poz. He pulled me close and kissed me deeply and passionately for several minutes. When he eventually he pulled away, he looked me straight in the eye, smiled, and thanked me for setting him free from his fears. He said, "I'm glad it was you. I want to always remember this night as the night I got pozzed and you as the guy who did it." With that, he rolled over onto his stomach pushed up onto all-fours and offered me his pretty pink hole. "Fuck me some more", he begged. "I want to take as many of your poz loads as I can." I fucked him for several more hours and dumped 4 more huge poz loads in his hot neg ass. In between each load, I edged inside him as long as I could, feeling my cock oozing tons of pre-cum and lubing his hole. The shared realization that each load of cum I gave him was insuring his conversion strengthened our bond and made us hotter for each other. Since last weekend, Stu has been calling me and texting me every day, begging me to fuck his ass and give him more of my poz cum. We met 3 more times last week so we could fuck and he could get more cum. He came over to my house this past weekend and we fucked like rabbits the entire weekend. It has been a huge turn on for me to witness his start as a timid guy who was afraid to let anyone cum inside him, then watch him morph into a total cum whore who can't get enough poz cum inside him. He is a man on a mission to convert and it makes my dick rock hard every time he begs me to poz his hole.