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Giftgiver53

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  1. Dick size is what it is. I was surprised at an early age that many tops wanted me to be erect while getting fucked to show that I was enjoying myself. Then their were some that liked me locked in a chastity cage that effectively killed my dick for several years. Now that I'm poz I used testosterone and various pumps and weights to make my dick size useful as a breeding tool. So the lessons learned - are no matter your dick size someone.wants you !
  2. I don't refuse but I'm less enthusiastic about the fuck. I find myself wishing the condom is forgotten, broken, or comes off. I have several times sabatogued the proceedings with Vaseline or baby oil. Once I even was so stupid as to pay the top to fuck me raw which he still ended up using one ( it was comical watch him trying to stealthily remove it after he orgasmed. He was a great fuck so I continued to see him -- just never paid him for anything ever again.
  3. Don't be too hard on yourself. Cock and cum IS very addictive. Once we have ignored the long list of mental and social road blocks we will get on our knees and bend over every chance we get. So many tastes and styles to choose from. As NIKE says " JUST DO IT " you will be happier and the other guy will be happier..
  4. Do a simple search on the internet--- PReP for HIV can now be obtained off of the internet along with testing. .Doxy -prep is different and is a new attempt to deal with non -hiv Sti's. A possibility is to contact your state health department. Virginia is excellent. ---- they have plans where they will pay for your health insurance and your meds . if you just go to a regular doctor -- regular drugstore -- you will end up paying top price ---Dont do that!!! Sorry to say -- unless you get moving you stand a good chance of going poz and that will force you onto meds and sink your marriage. ( at least that is what you have to prepare for.). Please DM me for specific ideas and plans.
  5. Yes you will--- go on PReP now -- for your wife. Now they also have doxy-prep. You may feel guilty now cheating on her---- but it is HELL if you give her a STI. The other option is to go platonic with her ( not likely) or leave the marriage.. You love dick and cum--- be smart-- plan accordingly.
  6. Yeah that eye to eye contact signals so many things for one " breed me" the other " take my toxic babies"
  7. . Marriage: men have cheated on their wives since the beginning with women and other men. The best advice is go on PReP NOW! Get tested for all STI's every 3 months. Yes you can pick your lovers sometimes but don't depend on what they say plus it is difficult to say no to a #2 or #3. And last advice--- prepare your self financially and emotionally for her to find out. If you wait until the shit hits the fan --- life smells real bad.
  8. Age is just a caveman excuse for having sex with the most fertile and least experienced (less likely to resist). Most realistic people know sex is for all ages. So like the rest of us get on your knees and suck them hard and offer your ass.
  9. I have no idea who my poz daddy was. When I started taking loads it was because. I liked bareback sex way better after having sex with condoms. When I was a teen condoms were only thought of as pregnancy prevention. Then came HIV and AIDS. Many " rubbered up" some didn't-- some condoms failed. Then came meds-- very expensive meds. Then came PReP- very expensive. PReP. Then the goverment forced health insurance to cover HIV meds -- then PReP; health insurance became very expensive and heaven forbid you got caught up in the pre-existing condition hell. NOW---- government/ insurance will pay for PReP. If you are POZ government will pay for both your insurances and your meds. BUT government is prone to change its mind and drop us like a hot potatoe. Example -- abortion. Some are even talking about dumping social security and Medicare. Anti gay marriage is back-- telling trans kids they can't use ANY RESTROOM! I could go on and on. A friend suggested to seek out "conservative" girls and knock them up or "conservative " boys and poz them up. Unless the "conservatives" feel the pinch of life they won't give a shit about YOUR life. Just remember--- those that have money don't want you to have any money. So as far as sex is concerned just say no------- yeah right.
  10. If BZ was to be a successful hook-up site all its members would have to be independently wealthy. You would have to be able to travel anywhere at anytime.
  11. All my life has been a slippery slope. Straight- bi then 100% gay. Only condoms to " let's talk about it" to "what ever" Average size to ANY SIZE. "Make it fit!!! " Selective partners to "anyone anywhere anytime" Once you fuck me you own my ass--- just contact me! I'M A SLUT NOW!
  12. Oh Amy I have felt your anguish for years too. Depression is a very serious illness --- it is the equivalent of a elephant sitting on you and time feels like it is slowing to a crawl. You must seek out immediately medical help! This will not resolve by it self. I wish that my truthful words would heal your mind and heart , but know from experience they will not. You are beautiful and young with many year ahead to experience a great happy life. Ending it or doing yourself harm will not help. Two thoughts that have sustained me to continue on are 1) I never want my very last thought to be " I could have......" 2) I have a beautiful - smart grand daughter And I would never want her to think in a moment of dispare. " my poppa killed himself so it must be ok to do that". Please write if you like-- and know that I do care.
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