I used condoms and only topped for the first 9 years I was sexually active.
I went for a “massage” one day, and had this strong, sexy man voraciously eat my ass. I felt incredible, first time somebody had ever eaten my ass and to do such an amazing job made it even better. After a good 20 minutes he stuck his girthy raw cock in me. When I realized he was raw, something switched in me and I didn’t protest the barebacking, despite not being on prep at the time; I knew I had to have his cock and cum. At the end I was begging for him to breed me, my legs being held in his hands while he was pounding away and he did just that. I left leaking his sperm. Never used a condom since that day. Now I’m a load taking bottom.