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I like a certain type of man. I like him taller than my 5’9”, more masculine and muscular than me, I like a man who is clean, someone who doesn’t take drugs, sane, smart and who I could see on a regular basis. BUT most of all I like a total top who is hung bigger than me and likes to be in charge. I have come to learn I get a rush when a top uses me, manhandles me and taps into that combination of humiliation and lust of being a total bottom. I was tired of one offs and was hoping to find an alpha type to do this on a regular basis. I thought I fond him on A4A.com, we messaged back and forth a lot but were never able to make a meeting happen. If you are on hook up sites you know there are a lot of flakes. There are people who just want to message, collect pictures, or people who will say anything to make a meeting happen. I have had my share of them all. I was starting to get a sense that he was what I was into and this connection had potential. It took forever to get info from him, he was guarded. He wanted me to show up with in minutes of messaging and I wasn’t able to do that. We had a lot of missed connections., I couldn’t get him to plan more than an hour ahead. After some back and forth accusing each other of flakes he deleted his profile. I kept looking. I thought that was the end of that. In the meantime I had learned that I really got into wearing a lace jock. A potential hook up sent me a black lace number from Candyman and when I put it on I felt amazingly turned on. I know that with a man I am a total bottom but this was taking it to a different level. Over the year I had some one offs where I wore it when getting fucked and it was hot. I posted a picture of my plump ass with lace panty-like jock on a hook up site. One day I see a message from a black total top who said he loved “plump white ass” and wanted to see more, he included a pick of his semi hard cock which made me weak in the knees. It was the guy from before with a different account. Total tops with a BBC are hard to find in this PNW city so I obliged him. We spent several weeks messaging back and forth and his tone was different, he seemed to really be into me and me wearing the lace jock. He said he liked making total bottoms into a sissy. He said his cum would bring out my natural femme side, make me more submissive and yielding to him. I was taken aback since I was uncomfortable with being feminized, but I was turned on. It was more the humiliation and submission than making me female. Being a man so turned on by another man that he forgets he has a cock and all his pleasure comes from taking his. That had me excited. We finally made arrangements to meet. We made arrangements to meet. I showed up to his place on a Saturday afternoon. He let’s me in through his garage. He is built like an linebacker. My instructions were to change and go up to his bed room. Once there I was his to use. I stripped off my clothes and slipped on the lace jock, I was clearly excited,I had a silk robe that was left at my house by an ex girlfriend that I put on to cover myself a little more. It felt special and sexy in a way that was different. As I walked up the stairs to his bedroom I found myself shedding any sense of my masculine self and by the time I reached his room I was something different. I walked into his bedroom and there he was. He was wearing boxers and tank top and standing 6’4”. I could see his bulge and I felt excited and weak in the knees. My cock was straining against the lace jock but the rest of my body was coming alive. I said that I was glad I could finally put my words into action and dropped to my knees. He said nothing but pulled his big black cock out and I took him in my mouth, feeling him grow and pulse inside me. He let out a sigh and said, suck it bitch and I found myself even more turned on and willing to take him. He let me go at him before he put his hands on my head and pushed me onto him. He wouldn't let me back off him as he pushed past my gag reflex and started to slowly but firmly fuck my face. I was gagging and scared and tried to push off but he wasn’t having any of that. I had to take him for all I was worth, I am not a very good cock sucker but something about his alphaness made me want to yield to him. This went on for a while. I struggled but kept at it. I wanted to please, I loved feeling overwhelmed by him and I loved him taking control of me. My pleasure turned from outward to inward. The more rough he was with me the more I wanted to give into him. He would pull his cock out of me and I would hear feel an emptiness and try to take him back in my mouth. I was begging for his cock. There I was sucking a big cock in what felt like panties. I tossed off my robe and pressed against his leg as I sucked him. I ran my hands up his legs and ass, feeling his muscles and his strength. I was intoxicated by the pure strength of him. I was soaking up his manliness and was lost in the moment. That is when he pulls me up to my feet spins me around and and pushes me onto his bed, before I can react his hands are pulling my waist up and I can feel his cock between my cheeks. STAY he commands, while he lubes up his cock. Before I could think of anything, before I could say, should we get a condom his hot raw cock parted my lips and he slide his entire cock into me. Hew was balls deep in my hole. It feels amazing, it hurt but only in a way that felt really good, then the pain quickly moved to intense pleasure, it was like his cock fit my hole perfectly. He had my by the waste and started to work my hole with his cock. I heard him moan with pleasure and he said YOU NEED TO BE BREED. He was rough and just like when he was fucking my troat I found myself yielding to his attack, loving how taken I felt. I had no place to go, I was being taken, I was his to use and I loved it. I didn’t care that he was in me raw. I loved that he decided we were going BB and he was going to breed me, it made me feel wanted. His fucking was merciless. I’d try to fall off my knees and he would pull me back up onto him. I was being opened up deep, I cloud feel a change. My cock went from hard to semi hard.. He was grunting and moaning and I loved hearing him getting pleasure from me. I asked him if he liked my pussy. He said “Yes, I am going to breed that plump white ass and you are going to take all my cum. You job is to take all my cum you understand that sissy?” I did, further more I wanted it and Then it started to happen my prostate had been getting hit regularly by his cock I had that semi erect feeling like I had to pee but now it was getting more and more intense. Pleasure radiated from where his cock was in me spreading throughout my whole body. My nipples were extra sensitive, my skin was electric my lips were on fire. The feeling and pleasure built and I was shuddering. Suddenly I felt myself cuming in my pantiy-jock. I shouted “You’re fucking the cum out of me!” in surprise and delight. and that seemed to get him going. He bucked and held his cock deep in me and through my sensations felt his cock unload his seed in me. He moaned loudly, I cried out a yes as his cum replaced mine. I was about to roll off him but he held me onto him. He didn’t stop. He kept sliding in and out of me. I thought I was spent but I got hard immediately and the waves of pleasure kept rolling from my ass through my entire body. I was having multiple prostate orgasms. I have had one or two in a session but now they were rolling through me with no end in sight. I lost myself to the sensation. Between his grunts he said “You are cumming like a woman now, you are cumming like the sissy you are!” I couldn’t deny it, the feeling that was coming from my ass was better than any other orgasm I had had before. I was freaked out but I didn’t want it to stop. His cock was filling me in a way didn’t know I craved. Eventually he pulled out and I tried to hold his seed in me. He spread my cheeks and got excited watching his cum gush from my hole, He rubbed it around my ass and under my panties onto my balls and my cock, saying “Yeah, you are covered in my cum now you are my bitch.” I slid off the bed onto my knees in a heap at his feet. He didn’t let up. He wasn’t fully hard but he was still turned on. He started to slap my face with his semi erect cock. He kept angling to put it in my mouth but I refused. I said NO wash it off I am not doing ATM it’s gross. He said he likes it because it’s a submission thing and I said, it’s a limit. He walked away, rinsed off his cock and started feeding it to me again. I hadn’t regained my sense of self, I was still in unknown territory due to the exhaustion of the pounding, the taking of his cum and from the prostate orgasms I had (leared thise are also known as sissygasms) I know I wanted to keep him in me. I had told him I would swallow his load and it looked like that was my next mission. He lay on the bed and I got between his legs, this isn’t sex among equals, this is an alpha man and his bottom, total bottom, his submissive sissy and I was loving it. I worked his cock lovingly, I took him deeper than I had any other man. I was bound and determined to get another load out of him and to do what I had promised. Sucking his cock was not just foreplay to getting fucked, it was an act of lust and satisfaction for me. I lost track of time, I was getting a sore jaw and my neck was starting to ache. I had resorted to using my hand to help with the blowjob. I know it was cheating but I wanted to make him cum. He pulled my hand away and pushed my head down onto him. I nkew this was it, he started to buck into me and I could tell he was working up to shooting his load. He got up to his knees and I did my best to stay on his cock but I dropped him. He grabbed his cock and started jacking it. “Come Get it” he said and I immediately got my mouth on the head of his cock. After a few strokes his cum flooded into my mouth. I could taste him, it was earthy and salty and I didn’t like it but I took it. I said I would, I swallowed each pulse as he gave it. He squeegeed out every last drop and I swallowed it. He lay back on the bed. I laid with him but my head on his lap staring at his spent cock. My hands felt his muscles and I felt his strong arms and chest. I was soaking in the sensation of him masculinity and I was loving it. It was a huge shift and turn on for me to enjoy the feeling of all of a man. I found myself not wanting to leave. I wanted more of him on me and in me. I think we fell asleep because the next thing I remember was his fingers playing with my hole.My Cum is still in you, hot. He said. He figured me and I got excited, I offered him my ass to do with as he pleased. I spread my cheeks for him. I loved the feeling of his strong hands on my butt and on my body. He crawled on top of my and put his full weight on me as his hard cock slid effortless ly into my hole, It was like it never left. I moaned and cried out but it was for pleasure. His body was crushing me as he was fucking me. I couldn’t move. I told him that and I tried to move but I couldn’t. He whispered into my ear. “You are my sissy now, this is what it means to be fucked by a real man.” His words affirmed it. Again I was being taken. I struggled to get breath and a little relief from his weight but I didn't want to not feel him on me. I gave in, I opened up and surrendered to him and when I did the pleasure I got expanded. I forgot I had a cock, all I felt was where his manhood was in me or on me. Pleasure engulfed me from what was happening.At some point I was hard told him. He let up a bit so I could get my hand down into my panties. I started rubbing my cock, not griping it, but rubbing it. I told Him I was rubbing my cock like a clit. And he said because I am a sissy and that is what sissys do when fucked by a real man. He called me sissy, slut, bitch, cunt, faggot, fucktoy, and I loved itl He then shifted his strokes in me and I asked him if he was about to cum. He grunted YES and I begged him to breed me again. I rubbed my clictcok at the same time and He said he wanted me to cum while on his cock. I worked my clitcock for all I was forth as he fucked me. I felt my orgasm grow from deep as I came. I feel proud to have cum on command for him and I felt proud to cum on his cock. He kept at my ass for a while, reaching into my cum soaked panties and rubbing it on my balls and my hole. He flipped mo over onto my back and had my legs over his shoulders. It was clear I was limp but I was in heaven with the feeling. He lorded over me for a while before he arched up and came in my hole again. I loved the feeling of pleasing him. I didn’t care for any other sensation but what it felt like with his cock in me. Hear reared and arched as he came in me again. I took him for all I was worth. We laid there spent for awhile. I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I looked up and he was behind me in the mirror. He looked me in the eyes and said I had done well, he was fully drained. He then said if he wasn’t he would have taken my ass right there as I was bent of the sink. I said I would love that. “NEXT TIME” he said. My heart raced… yes please next time.

It had been months, if not a year since I had a hook up with anyone. Spring was here and I was getting a deep seated craving for a fucking. I was on the various websites and getting no where. Seattle is full of bottoms and full of flakes so I was striking out. I did have an ongoing exchange with one guy but timing and logistics seemed to get in the way. We were both starting to feel like the other was a flake. With my cravings at a rampage I made one last attempt to hook up. His as profile said he was a bi total top and "looking for submissive bottoms that know there place is to relentlessly take my big cock until I am done breeding your hole". That was what I was looking for. He also added that a bottom had to "have the stamina to take long fuck session in missionary position, with legs over my shoulders". It had been a while since I have had any cock and he was packing a thick 8 inch black cock, so I was a bit worried I would disappoint him. But ohhh how I wanted him. I usually get fucked from behind, I have only once or twice been fucked on my back, I was really interested in how this position would make me feel. We'd been messaging back and forth with no plan or commitment on his On Father's day we missed the window of opportunity and he said that he would have gladly fucked and breed me on father's day. I pressed and we made a plan to meet that Monday. I prepared myself both mentally and physically. He is 15 years younger than me and that is just at my age range limit. He was pretty athletic and I am average and could afford to use a few pounds. He had an amazing cock that made me weak in the knees, my saving grace was that he loved the way my ass looked in the black lace jock I had on in my profile pictures. Monday evening arrived. All day we texted back and forth hot messages. He was less verbouse than I but his declarations about how he needed to cum and wanted to breed my ass multiple times was all it took to get me in the mood. I hung out at a local coffee shop until he was done with his errands, awaiting his text inviting me over. The anticipation was excruciating. I was squirming in my seat, I had prepped myself fully and had the lace jock on underneath my jeas. Any caution and worring about how I was about to get pounded and bred by a complete stranger was gone, I was uninhibated and I loved it. I passed the time on the chat here at this site and got the guys on the chat cheering me on to go get that cum. I was so ready. His text came, and I showed up to his place. A small studio apartment on a steep hill in Seattle. Typical single guy place, lived in but not dirty. He was 6'3, beautiful black skin, wearing basketball shorts that showed off a bulge of a semi hard cock. I walked in stripped to my jock and got on the futon on the floor. He kept messing around with his computer trying to get some porn playing and not paying me much attention. I was in a frenzy so I took it upon myself to start sucking his big cock. It was semi hard, I took it all in my mouth and started working it for all I was worth. Trying to show him that what was before him was hotter than what the computer could show him. His cock grew, he reached down and rubbed my ass... while still trying to get his internet conected. He eventually let out a moan and I finally got his full attention. Both hands were on my ass and his strong fingers starting playing with my hole. I jumped at the feeling and melted into his hands. He shifted and started giving me a full slow face fucking. I gagged but kept at his hard cock. His cock was hard and throbing and felt so good inside me. I got excited about how he was moaning and holding my head onto his dick. He pulled me off and pushed me onto my back. I knew this was coming and as I fell into the bed I felt mysel excited about taking that big cock in my hole. He put a pillow under my hips and pulled out some lube and stroked his cock until it was slick from head to balls. He grabbed my hips and pulled me into position. I was loving it, he was taking me like I wanted to be taken. I anticipated the pressing on my hole and the pain, but he slide into me like a pro. I gasped and he held on to me pusing his full length into me and pinning me down. He towered over me humping his throbing cock into me, breaing me down and opening me up. I was experiencing pleasure from each throb and taking his full length. I matched my breathing to his thrusts and worked my ass the best I could to milk his cock. My cock, confined by the lace jock, went from hard to that semi erect state that I only experience as a bottom. My pleasure shifted from my cock to my ass and where his cock was filling me. His slow rythmical fucking drove me wild. My body came alive. I felt pleasure radiate from where his cock was to my lips, my hands, my chest, my nipples. I wrapped my legs around him fulling giving myself to him. I was in heaven. I ran my hands along his muscled arms, his chest, his hips, I wanted to feel him in me and on me. Turns out getting it missionary style was hot! He pulled my legs over my shoulder and his fucking went from slow, methodical deep strokes to a faster pace. He folded me into and started pounding into me. His thrusts pushing me into the bed. I started moaning, loudly, so loud that he put his hand on my mouth and told me to chill. I couldn't it felt so good. His pounding got frenzied and was opened up and surrendered to him. I don't know how long this went on, but we both worked up a sweat. His pounded moved me away and every now and then he would pull me back onto him. That action of being pulled onto him and wanted was hot. Drove me nuts. I could feel his cock in me, raw, warm and slick. He worked his pace up and annonced he was going to cum in me. I said YES. and with that he arched and shot his load in me. I could feel the warmth of it and I loved watching his body convulse as he came. I was proud I had gone the distance and made him cum. I love the feeling of it, I love the raw lust of it and I love the submission of opening up and taking another man's cum. I thought he was done with me and was going to roll off, but then I remembered what his profile said. He stayed hard in my hole, his cum seeping into my tender ass. He then let my legs down and moved me to a different postion and started fucking me again. I cried OH MY and he said he stlll had more cum to give me. I gave into it, taking him, he started rearee above me and was slow and forceful, taking full pleasure from my cum filled hole. I was moaning again, loudly, he put a washcloth in my mouth to keep me from being too loud. The pleasure was coursing through my entire body. I was carressing his nipples, holding him as close as I could, I actually wanted to kiss him, that was how good he was making me feel. After a while he moved down and laid on top of me. His muscles and his weight on me. I wrapped my arms around him, holding him tight and pushing my tight tender hole onto his cock. I felt so good embraced and filled like that. His mouth was near my ear and I could hear him moan. I knew he was enjoying my ass. I started whispering in his ear... "yes, fuck me... your cock feels so good in me, i want your cum". That seemed to turn him on because his humping me got harder, he started moaning in my ear, grunting like a man possessed. I loved it. That was the first time I was fucked like this. I became unable to use words and all I could do was gasp and moan. I held on tight as my whole body quivered and shook, he had taken me to the point where I was a quivering mass of a fuck toy. That seemed to be what he wanted. He gasped out the words... "you're gonna make me cum". I replyed with a Yes cum in me, i want your cum. I did, making him cum and taking his load was what my entire being was focued on at that moment. I don't know how long it took, I lost track of time. He held me tigher, arms around me, my legs spread taking him as I felt him flood me with a second load of cum. I thoght he would pull away, but he stayed for a while, I quivered uncontrollably. He held me tight and seemed to relish feeling what his fucking did to me. Eventually we pulled apart and I practically passed out. He got up and started back at his computer trying to get his connection. I eventually gathered my senses, got up and took a shower. I said thanks, he didn't meet my eye but mumbled a yeah that was good back at me. I left feeling amazing. I am not fully into missionary position.

I love this. I like my cock ignored and Love it when a top does too. Let’s me focus on taking his and the pleasure I feel from him inside me. A jock helps define that role.

This is perfect writing and describing what I too go through when I want to be fucked and bred. Just want I needed tonight. Was on the fence about getting a room and meeting a top to fuck me and breed me but now I am committed to making it happen!

Very hot! I love getting the piss or cum fucked out of me like that. I also jack off after I’ve be brutally fucked. Hot!

Thanks for helping me accept the normalcy of my desires. I would love to take his seed raw in both holes, feels like the right thing to do. I crave it.

The first man’s cum I’ve ever swallowed was about four years ago. It was a black guy I met on a4a.com and it was a typical first meeting. He walked in I sucked his cock, eventually he put on a condom and fuck me silly. I came from just his fucking. After we were hanging around I got this craving to suck his cock again and I got this craving that I wanted his come in my mouth. I’ve never wanted that before, and I thought it was gross. But this time I found myself thinking about was how to get them to come inside my mouth. He did and I swallowed it. I’ve managed to get his come three more times until he was deployed overseas. I’ve swallowed two other man’s loads but his is the one I crave the taste of. Is this normal? Or am I really into taking his come.

It had only been a month since my last breeding, but the guys with whom I have had a couple of rounds were not available and my desire for cum has become a constant craving. There is something extremely thrilling and satisfying to be opened up by a man and feeling him unleash his desire inside me. It is so natural, primal and satisfying. With this ache in me I was determined to wade through the flakes and time wasters of the internet sites and find what I needed. The advertisement that caught my eye read "Masculine, dominant bi-total black top, discreet and looking 4 nasty submissive cum loving bottom, bottom must be height weight proportionate and love to service dic. Must be willing to suc cock to completion or take loads up your Cum living hole. I will be rough. Aggressive, no nonsense top who loves eating tight azz/pussy, fucking and droppinnut." I am a sucker for dominant black top guys. I am also aware I'm a typical white bottom in this context, and that for every BBC top there are droves of white bottoms from whom to choose, but hey, the first guy who bred me was a black guy with a cock so awesome he made me cum just by fucking me, so as far as I was concerned the die had been cast: even with the odds against me, I reached out to him offering up a willing, submissive, bi total bottom who would take his load wherever he wanted. And I waited. Waitied, and waited and waited. I could see he had read my response to his advertisement, but there was no reply. Part of me assumed he had chosen a different guy from what was undoubtedly a large number of better offers. It also occurred to me that perhaps I simply wasn't his type, but whatever the case, I was horny as hell and was going to fight like the third monkey on the ramp to the ark. I send another message describing how much I loved getting fucked and bred, selecting a passage I had posted on this site, and to which numerous guys had given me positive feedback, figuring I should use my strengths to get what I wanted. However, still there was no reply. So I added an element of convenience, providing him with my text number, letting him know I was mobile and already prepared. Still no response. I then sent him a message apologizing for sending so many messages, adding what I thought of as a 'throw away line', namely, that when I become obsessed with bbc like his, I find myself willing to do anything for a chance to pleasure it. Sighing deeply, I decided to move on and go about wanking off on bb porn and call it a night, assuming I wouldn't hear from him, only to have my phone ping me with the single word "Anything?" Gasping in shock, I absolutely lost my breath. It was him. "Yes," I replied, although I had the presence of mind to add "except blood, poop and drugs." "I understand," he replied, but then added "but prove it." "How?" I replied. "Show up at my door in 30 minutes and be prepared to do what you are told. If you don't you're a flake. If you say no I'll kick you out." I was there in 20 minutes, but waited until the 30th minute before I approached his door, all the while all too aware I had said I would do anything and I had no idea what that would mean to him. I was aware, however, that there was a definite thrill in giving oneself over to the desires of a dominant top man, in fact I find it a huge turn, but there is also a risk when one doesn't know the guy on the other side of the equation. Still, my internal worries didn't slow me: I rang his door bell exactly on time, all the while I was hard and aching, my shorts were damp with the pre-cum my cock was drooling. The door opened and a ruggedly handsome black man towered above my 5'9" frame. He said "Good you are not a flake, come in." I could see he was in his mid 40s, as was I. He had the semi athletic build of someone who was an athlete when younger but who, in middle life, had eased up on working out. He was still solid and fit but not magazine cover. Still, he was clearly physically powerful and I all but swooned. He led me into his living room where he gestured for me to take a seat. "So you are a cum loving pussy boy aren't you?" "Yes," I responded. "Answer me in full sentences," he snapped. I complied, immediately enjoying my core subordinate identity in this encounter. "Well, a lot of guys make that claim, but you need to prove it if you want my dick and cum, so start by stripping right now, right here." Immediately rising to my feet, I hastily removed my clothing, fumbling a bit with the buttons and hooks, especially as my hands were shaking in excitement. "Are you scared of what will happen or that you want get this cock?" he asked. I realized he had me pegged, it was both, I didn't want to get this far and fail him. The submission was happening, My desire was starting to tune into his demands, so I gave a full response to his question, which seemed to please him. He rose to his feet, stepped forward, and examined my body, ordering me to bend over and spread my cheeks for him. I complied. "Tell me how much your pussy wants my cock and cum," he demanded. Thinking quickly, I repetitiously recited this perverse mantra: "My pussy is yours. I want your cock in my hole. I want your cum in my body. I will do anything to please you. I am a cunt, a slut. My cock is nothing. Your cock is everything. I will do what you order." It was torture and heaven. I wanted to get to feeling his cock in me, I was hungry and getting crazed. I loved the sensation of when a top succeeds in getting under my skin. I heard his zipper and was thrilled! Finally! "On your knees," he ordered. I dropped to the floor on the spot, fighting my inclination to reach for his cock. He noticed my self control, and barked "Tell me how much you want my cock." I responded with a version of my earlier mantra, but he halted my proclamation, with his own: "You said your ass and your mouth were mine. Now I'm going to mark my territory. If you resist or don't exactly obey me, I will throw you out." As he made this declaration he stepped closer so his eight inch, thick, semi-erect cock was close to, but not quite within reach of my tongue. Briefly I though he would force me to deep-throat his cock, but instead he grunted "Don't touch my cock until I give you the okay." Gazing up at his face, I waited his pleasure. Locking eyes, and he ordered me to repeat my mantra. The anticipation was driving me nuts. My whole was being focused on his magnificent cock. I could feel his heat on my mouth, smell him and virtually see his cock growing as I spoke. I was transfixed. "If you want my cum you have to prove it take my piss first. Don't say a word. Just open your mouth and look up at me." FUCK! I hadn't thought of this possibility. I had never swallowed piss before and I hadn't thought about including it in my 'no go' list. This was a potential crisis, but I wanted him so much I was aching and oozing precum like crazy. I had never thought I would be commanded to swallow piss, but hesitation would result in expulsion, and I had come too far to accept that outcome. Gazing up at hi, I opened my mouth and waited. Within seconds his warm liquid filled my mouth. I almost gagged at the thought, but instead swallowed as if his piss was an elixir from heaven. A strange smile combining conquest and satisfaction crossed his face, which led me to remember I had accepted his challenge, and if this was what he wanted, I was not in a position to reject his demands. By now his cock was fully hard and his head pushed into my mouth as he relieved himself in me. I was surprised at how easy it was to do this. What I was not surprised at was how turned on I was by doing this. He finished and I instinctively tongued his cock to get the last drop. "Now that you have some of me in you that is a start, now you need to get rid of your cum, stroke you little cock for me, show me how much you loved being marked, tel me how much you want my cock. It was humiliating to stand there and stroke my cock when all I wanted as his. I repeated how much I wanted his cock, how much I crave his cum and how I swallowed his piss because I am a slut. He seemed to like this display. As I was stroking for him he said "as soon as you cum you get rid of your manhood, you will be a true pussy for me and the only way to be restored is to take my seed get on the bed on your hands and knees." I did and he put a towel under my cock. I kept stroking and I heard him take off his clothes. Tell me when you are about to get rid of your cum he commanded. I was nearing orgasm, usually I cum after I get fucked or better yet during! I knew I would clamp up and probably not be as open to getting fucked after I shot my load, but yet there I was about to drain myself in order to take another man's cum. I told him I was cumming and as I started to shoot his cock pressed into my hole his hands griped my waste and he plunged into me! Cumming and first penetration was intense! I screamed and nearly fainted. I would have fallen away but he had a grip in me and pulled myself and my ass back onto him. There was no build up, it was an assault on my ass, I was clamping down on him as he was forcing me open. I couldn't feel anything but where his cock and my ass met! This was me being fucked into submission. I was reduced to crying and moaning and breathing like I was giving birth. His cock was thick and throwing in me, I could hear the sound of the lube being whipped up into a froth and hthe unmistakeable feel of balls slapped against my as. I heard him moan and grunt and he gripped me tighter. I felt myself opening up, not just the outer part but that inner part that only happens after a whole or a shot of poppers, both opening up almost simultaneously was incredible! The pleasure hit me like a train! No build up just from zero to 11 in seconds. My whole body was alive, nerves tingling at my nipples, toes curling, my skin bristling and shuddered at his touch and what was even more incredible was how my ass/pussy was quivering! I couldn't match his thrusts but I didn't have too my hole was naturally taking him and matching him. I was so proud of how my body was naturally taking care of his cock! After we'd both worked up a sweat and we're breathing hard he slowed down his pace making me feel his full length. I moaned like a bitch and found myself saying how much I loved his cock in me. A different mantra. He pulled out and I whimpered, he flipped me over on my back and put my legs on his shoulders. We both moaned as he slid back into me. I want you to see me as I cum in you, he growled. His powerful arms pinned my shoulders into the bed as I opened up for him. He had complete control of my body, I couldn't go anywhere. I didn't want too I want to be there taking him. His trusts changed and I guessed he was close, I didn't want this to end but I really wanted to feel him cum. I wanted to know I had pleased him and I wanted his masculine seed in me. I needed it. I started telling him so. I want your cum, I need you to breed me I repeated. He didn't reply because he didn't need too. He kept at my with an aggressive pace. He built up to a fevered pitch, pounding away at me, crumpling my body under his weight. I took it and took it and loved it. He shouted look at me bitch and I did, our eyes met and he reared up in all his glory and pushed himself balls deep into me. His body shuddered as his cock spammed inside me, warmth spread through my tenderized hole and a differed pleasure washed over me, soaking into me and filling me from deep within. What started out scarey, humiliating and rough turned into a deep peaceful pleasure that radiated from his cock and his cum to my whole body. He pulled out and I tucked my legs to my chest and tilted my ass back so his load would not fall out of me. Stay here, he said, I wasn't going anywhere. He was gone about a half hour. In that time I relived the past events and I was happy. I still glowed from the experience and my cock grew again at the thought of what I dad done and the still fresh memory of the pleasure I was recently awash in. He came back in and I was still on my back and holding his cum in me. He sat on the bed next to me and told me I was a good. He asked how I was feeling and I told him how good I felt how turned on I was and how much I loved feeling him in me. I said I still wanted more and asked if I could suck his cock. He said I could. I rolled over and found his cock with my mouth an took him in me. I felt hi grow inside me and I was thrilled. I was happy to have him in me again and I lovely suckled on him. He moaned his pleasure and I shifted so I could deep throat him. Again pleasure throughout my body from taking his cock in me. He stood up and I kneeled on the bed and kept him in my mouth. He said "That is good, but I am going to help you out" and with that he pulled out of my mouth and started stroking. I kept my mouth on his cock, I know what he was helping me out with, another load, this time in my mouth for me to swallow. I got hard again and stealthily slid my hand to my cock. I used the pre cum as lube and stroked my cock as he did his. I could have cum immediately but I want do cum as he did. His breath got quicker, his body stiffened and he put his hand on my head. I heard him grunt and he pushed my head on him pushing his cock deep into my throat. I felt his cock jerk inside me and tasted his cum on my tongue. I came as he did so we matched. He pulled out and I swallowed. I laughed and rolled over on the bed, spent, filled and satisfied. "Proof enough?" "Yeah," he replied, adding "you'll get more of my cock. Oh, and by the way, feel free to use the shower" he offhandedly commented as he left the room. I took him up on his offer, and after I had cleaned myself, dressed and went home, feeling completely proud of myself. I hope to return.

Will do! I have gone back twice but haven't written about it yet.

I have no idea how i did that! My bad.

It had been quite a while since I'd had a good satisfying fucking and even longer since I'd taken a load. For a while the dry spell was fine, my cravings were curbed a bit so I thought my desires were just a phase. But I was wrong.It started with the occasional day dream about the various times I went raw with hung total tops. These brief thought flashes would result in the kind of turn on a bottom gets, my cock would be hard but I would be more aware of the nerves surrounding my hole and I would feel the ache grow from inside. I would indulge with glances at bb tumbler sites and raw porn clips and the desire grew to where I needed to take action.I went where we go and after many flakes and unresponsive exchanges I started messaging with a hot hung black guy who liked to tag team with his boyfriend. We seemed to be doing the "what are you into" dance so I was not sure it was a match. As we were working this out I went to a bb specific hookup site and made a profile. I figured I should just put it out there that I am a bi sub bottom that craves being bred by big dicked alpha tops and see what happens. Once my profile was done I stared browsing ads and there was the same couple I was chatting with on the other site!I said hi and quickly learned that they liked to do anon scenes and we're looking for a bottom to tag breed. I said THAT IS ME and the pussy footing stopped. They told me where to show up at their place the next day and left instructions. I was instructed to walk In go to their spare bed room, strip, put a blindfold on and wait for them on my hands and knees on the bed. I had dropped all hesitation and on auto pilot I cleared my schedule for the next night. I showed up at the time and walked into their place. I did and I was instructed and was naked on the bed, blindfold on and presenting my ass doggies style towards the door. I was thrilled.In that brief moment I caught myself thinking WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING? I was turned on like crazy and my hole was quivering, I felt naughty and sexy but I pulled back and my rational mind started to fight back. I was about to get up when the door opened and I felt a big masculine had touch my ass and sigh of appreciation.I heard the sound of an spray can and a clothe soaked in poppers was pressed into my face, a deep voice told me to breath deep and I did. A rush and all inhibition fled. I forgot my cock and my being was focused on my hole, the ache was raging and true as I felt a cock press against me. The warmth and the power of his cock pushed into me and went balls deep. The pleasure in me exploded! The room spun and I lost my head, felt dizzy and flying while grounded by the cock fucking me. I must have made a lot of noise because they pushed me into the pillow. One cock pulled out and the other went in, this was smaller but thicker, ramming into me stretching me as his balls slapped against me. I lost track of who was who, the blindfold, the poppers, the lack of talking and aggression with which then pumped into me was rocking me into a state of bliss. I discovered the pure pleasure of opening myself up and taking a raw fucking from MEN. Not just raw in that their cocks were it covered but raw in the sense of there was no pretense or politeness, this was lust, power and pleasure. I don't know how long it was but I felt one of the get to the point of no return, it was like my ass was in touch with his invading cock. I could feel his load rise in him before he humped past the point of no return. I felt him tense up and his cock fill me with warmth. I cried YES because it felt so good, but my cry was also for the thought that it was over. But it wasn't.Top 1 drained himself into me and slowly pulled out, before I could readjust myself Top 2 grabbed my hips and slid slowly into me. He slowly long dicked me for what felt like an eternity. More poppers and the pleasure multiplied. He kept up his slow rhythm and I took it. It felt so amazing and in the back of my mind I got off knowing I had the first mans cum being pounded into me. I became aware of my cock being semi hard and flopping around because he shifted into heavy pounding. I was amazed at how much pleasure I was getting from this even though my cock wasn't even hard. I threw myself onto each thrust wanting as much of him as I could take. I love being fucked! I love what it does to me and how I feel, I wanted this to last for ever. Just as my legs started to give out I felt an electric feeling in my hole, I could tell he was about to cum. He pounded me into the bed pinning me as I felt his cock explode in me. I moaned my pleasure. He held himself in menu till all his thrusts were finished and he had planted his entire load into my willing bottom.He pushed off of me and I heard them leave. I was spent, filled with two loads of cum and satisfied. I had no idea how much time had past. A quick glance at my phone said it was an hour later, felt like forever but not long enough. I went to the bathroom to clean up and I felt the loads slide down my leg. My cock swelled and I instinctively jacked my cock as their loads dripped down my leg. I came as a tribute to their loads. This was the truest fucking I had in a long time. This is not a phase, this is how I yearn and need to be fucked. Have plans to see them again next week.

I've been craving a slow and gentle breeding,but haven't got it yet. Most of the tops fucking me get aggressive and pound me into submission as they shoot in me. I love that feeling, I love feeling him get to that point of no return and the pure unrestrained lust as he goes for it. I am usually on getting it like that doggie style. I have been fantasizing about being on my back and watching a man fuck me slowly and savor int every inch of him as he builds to his orgasm. I think being on my back, legs open and actively wanting his seed is being more submissive than being taken. If it happens I will let you all know!

I admit I really get off on being used by a black top with a big cock. My first time as a submissive bottom was with a black guy who picked me up at a coffee shop. He was the first top to make me cum just by fucking me and set the standard. I deem to attract black top guys and I am fine with that.

On a hook up site. He wants to fuck me raw and fill my hole at our first meeting... Should I?

I seem to have an ass that attracts black tops. I didn't know I was a bottom, or liked sex with men, until a black guy seduced me, fucked me and gave me my first load. I think he set the standard and I've been into the hot dynamic of getting my white ass bred by black cock ever since.

Does two hot sessions and plans for tomorrow count as a fbuddy? I am hooking up with another bi guy and it is very NSA, However I love the way he fucks me and I don't want to try and find another, I want to be exclusive with him. No guy has ever turned me on so consistently and I've done things with him Ive never done before and I want more. I am developing feelings for his dick most of all, but also the man who knows how to use it. I Want to tell him how much I crave him in me and how I feel when with him but don't want to scare him away. I love how I feel,when fucked by him and I don't want it from anyone else, are those feelings or am I just a slut?

I like being hard when fucked. It shows my top and me that I am turned on by taking his cock. My cock gets really sensitive and I can cum with just a few strokes. I think that shows how superior my Tops cock is to mine and I find that exciting. I love how a top can make me hard but his dominance makes me only see my hardness as a reflection of his! I love having my cock ignored physically but seen as a sign of my manhood being overwhelmed by my tops.

I used to only cum after my top did because i lost interest. Then I had a dominant top guy make me cum by just fucking me, I tried to push off but he kept going and after a few minutes I loved it! I am learning more and more how I love being penetrated. am finding that my pleasure as a bottom is not centered on my cock, that I like being hard when getting fucked because I like my top seeing how turned on I am taking his dick but the pleasure comes from where his cock is in me. My cock gets so sensitive it does not take much to make me cum when I am getting fucked.

I like the idea of my cock being bound up while my ass is bare. Fits with out dynamic.

I want to wear something that for my new top fbud that shows I am his total bottom. I usually show up with no underwear on but I want something a little kinkier that puts me in my place as his bitch. Ideally something that I keep on as he is fucking me. Any advice?

Every fucking I have every had, covered or not, has resulted in the Top shooting while up my ass. I love taking a load and being bred but I have felt like something was missing since I had never swallowed a load. I used to beg my last dominant fuck buddy to let me swallow his cum and he would tell me that I would take his load up my hole like the bitch I was, and I didn't argue with him. I recently got a chance to suck a guy off after he'd fucked me and swallow his load. Now all I can think about is his cum in my mouth again. Ideally he will fill up both holes.

Until recently I have never had a cock cum in my mouth so I have never tasted a load or swallowed one. I hooked up with a guy from a4a and after a good long fuck session (covered unfortunately but since it was our first time I was okay with that) I got my chance. I am not a really great cock sucker but I tried, he knew it was my first load so he gave me a hand. I was on my hands and knees on the bed while he stroked and face fucked me. When he was about to cum he held my head just so the full head of his cock was past my lips. He said he wanted me to taste it. I felt his cum on my tongue and suckled it for all I was worth and swallowed it. I got every drop! I loved it! Now I want more.

I had successfully seduced a bi married top into fucking me raw and he was a natural. Our first encounter was a hot fucking in the hay loft of his barn. I convinced him to fuck me bareback and got him to cum while balls deep in me. He liked it so much he did it twice. It was a rough and intense first hook up that lasted about two hours. There was little talking aside from the grunts and groans. There was no sucking, no foreplay just raw fucking. I left sore but elated that I had initiated my own breeding and I didn't regret it. Two weeks went by with no follow-up communication, so I emailed a discreet "thanks for the tour of your farm" email but received no reply. I was afraid he was freaking out about fucking raw, but figured, like all bi attached guys, he had other obligations so I understood. But I kept thinking about how his 8" thick uncut cock felt in me and the way he edged himself and fucked me into non verbal state. I wanted him again - in fact, I ached for him. It was almost three weeks before I received an email from him and it was hot! He told me he was freaked that he didn't practice safe sex but he would catch himself thinking about how good the heat of my ass felt on his cock and how primal it made him feel. He added his fears and regrets had subsided and he very definitely wanted me again, remarking "You showed me the side of me that I want to see again." We made arrangements to meet at a cheap motel halfway between our homes. I arrived there first and got the room ready: lube, low light, incense and music were all ready when I received a text from him, saying he was at the bar next to the motel. I thought he was having cold feet, so I went to the bar and found him sitting in a far corner, staring at an empty shot glass. He was finishing a bottle of beer and as I approached motioned to the bartender for another round. He remained quiet until the bartender had made his delivery and walked away, and then I said "So you need a drink before you see me again. I can't tell if I am flattered or insulted." He looked up at me, met my gaze and I could tell his hesitation was lost, and that the spark of lust between us was palatable. Keeping that eye contact, I picked up his shot glass and downed it and walked away. I heard him fumble for his money and shout "keep the change" to the bartender. He caught up to me just outside the door of the room. I opened the door, and gestured him in. Entering the room, I turned to lock the door, and no sooner done than he was on me, grabbing my pants and pulling them off, remarking he wanted in me now. He spun me around and pushed me on the bed. My pants were tangled around my ankles and my shirt pulled up to my shoulders as I felt the heat of his cock press against my hole. He spat on my hole, and I felt him enter my ass. He didn't stop for me to adjust, he simply pushed his way in until he was balls-deep. I all but screamed in pain, and shook with the intensity, but he kept at me so his full eight inches were deep in my ass, as he humped me. He was fairly slow at first, but as I loosened-up, he picked up the pace and was soon was roughly full-force. Looking back, I think it was the roughest, rawest fucking my ass had ever experience. He was feral in his approach, and his grunts and groans were far more animalistic than I had experienced in the past. This time there was no careful edging, it was pure brutalistic ass-fucking. I was both scared and humiliated yet was also excited and turned-on. I was so focused on his cock and my ass, that I didn't notice I was hard and leaking precum like crazy. My cock was pinned beneath me and the wetness was making it slick as his thrusts rocked my whole body back and forth. The pleasure I was experiencing grew and grew, and before long it seemed like my whole body was on fire - my nipples felt the scratch of the bed cover and my whole body was sweating profusely with the work out I was getting. As he steadily pounded away, I could feel my cock go crazy and to my surprise, I felt myself cum, but he simply pushed me down harder into the mattress and kept fucking without pause, fucking me through my orgasm and honestly made me forget it happened. He kept at me this way and I felt my cock grow hard again, now with the added lube of my own cum, I moaned with the duel pleasure I was experienced from his technique. Once again, to my surprise I came, but he still kept fucking away, , even through my orgasm. I had never fucked like this - I was nothing but a hole to him and I loved my role. Then I registered he had reached the point of no return - his pace picked up, and, with all the strength I could muster, I lifted my head, and said "Oh my god, cum in me! Fucking cum in me, man!" That was all he needed. He stopped and I felt his great cock fill my tenderized hole. I cried out as I felt him spew in me. It felt so good I simultaneously laughed and cried. It was so right and I was in ecstasy: I had been completely ravished. He pulled out, and I involuntarily whimpered with the ache of loosing him. I heard him pull his pants up and zipup and before I could turn around he was out the door. I didn't care. I felt too good. I got into bed and immediately fell asleep.

His adam4adam profile said "sex is my favorite hobby, but I am picky. I have a great cock for the right guy" and I was intrigued. His profile was what I liked, a bi married total top, my age, taller than me and hung much bigger than me. More to the point he was confident and to me that is really hot. I was afraid he would not be into me because I am not in perfect shape, as one guy said, as he rejected me, that I am "5 lbs away from being a cub". I reached out to him and after a few days we had exchanged messages and found we had mutual interest an apparently I was his type. Message exchange, led to texting which lead to phone calls. All of which were hot and had me worked up. He would text me pictures of his cock and I would forget whatever I was doing and get instantly tuned on. He would tell me how he wanted to fuck me and how he knew I would love it. After a month of this happening daily, I ached to be with him more so than I had with anyone I had not met before, it was in that ache that I decided that I was going to do whatever I could to take him raw and feel him breed me. Usually going bb with someone has been a reactive thing that happened in the moment. This was going to be me going for it from the get go. He, like most bi guys, was very clear he only fucked safe so I had my work cut out for me. I arrived at his place, in the late afternoon. it was a farm and miles from anyone else. I was excited and started to be a little scared. I got out of my car and he came out of his house to greet me. I could tell there was chemistry but we were both being shy. I asked for a tour and he said sure. After a few minutes we got to the barn. Once we got inside he pointed to a ladder that went to a loft, looked me in the eye with lust and said "let's go up there, I want to show you something" I followed him up the ladder to the loft and just behind the hay bales he had set a space complete with blankets, towels, water bottles and a big bottle of lube. As I looked around he stepped behind me with his body against mine and said "this is where I want to fuck you". YES was my response as I pushed my ass back into his crotch. I could feel his cock hard in his jeans as he grabbed my hips and ground into me. It was exquisite, I pushed against him as he held on to me and dry humped me. We didn't talk, just heavy breathing and moans of pleasure. He reached around my waist and undid my belt. My pants fell to my feet and he pulled my boxers down after them. I heard his pants drop and felt his cock slide up the crack of my ass. He played with me like that, his precome leaking all over me. When his cock would pass my hole I would try to push myself onto him but he would move away. I took my shot and whispered in the sexiest voice I could muster, "please fuck me, I want to feel you in me now, just do it, I want you now." He played with my hole with his cock stopping and my hole, I moaned my pleasure and he started to push in but then stopped and pulled away saying "let me get a condom". I reached around and grabbing his 8" cock and said "No, it's okay, I want you raw." He hesitated, I said "I know you want to, I want you too and how often do you get this chance? I am clean, you are clean so let's do it. It is how we were meant to fuck... But it is up to you." I heard him take a deep breath and hold it a second. "I've never fucked a guy raw before..." and then he stepped away from me. My heart sank for a moment I thought he was getting a condom, which was fine because I was still about to get fucked by a big thick cock and I do like that. I heard him squeeze out some lube and felt his cock pushing against my hole. He slid himself slowly into me and I felt the raw warmth of his cock and my whole being twitched with joy, he put his whole uncovered dick in me, all the way. I heard him moan with pleasure and he "Aww fuck, yeah, that is good!" I scream-moaned something unintelligible and the pain/pleasure cascaded through my body. His cock was thick and he went balls deep into me without stopping. I stumbled forward but he caught me and held me onto him. I cried out and swore, it was intense, it was too much. I have come to love that feeling, when a man invades me with his big cock and my whole being focuses on where his cock is. It hurts and overwhelms me but when that passes I emerge changed, I feel an immense amount of pleasure growing internally and taking over my whole body. I love this feeling of surrender to another man, it is that submission that makes me want to feel it all. Pleasure expanded through my body and I got that feeling more so because he was in me with now barriers. He held onto me as he rocked back and forth and slowly fucked me. There were no words, just grunts and groans from each of us. We went through waves where I would milk him with my ass and he would moan with pleasure and increase his pace and intensity and then back off. He knew how to fuck and went at my ass like an glutton! I was in heaven, I got the raw cock on my terms and now my hole was being expertly played by him. He would get close to coming and would pull out and rest his the tip his cock against my hole. I could feel him pulse his orgasm back down and when he was ready he would slide back into me and open me back up. We moved from standing to me being on all fours as he fucked me to the brink of coming and backed down, over and over again. This was turning into a marathon session, but I knew he hadn't fucked a man in a long time so he was taking his time. I was afraid I would get worn out before I got his cum in me so I figured out what to do. As he pulled out to calm down, I flipped onto my back and said "I want to see your cock going into me." And with that he lifted my legs and slid that monster cock back into me. I was hard as I could be and was hoping to cum just from him fucking me but I was more in touch with my desire for him to come in me. As he was reaching that point of no return he I could tell he was about to pull out, I locked my legs around him and beared down on his cock for all I was worth. I was lost to the ecstasy but managed to blurt out "COME!" He hesitated but then pushed back into my willing ass and started pounding me hard, there was no build up just pure pounding away at my hole. I lost the leg lock I had on him and he pulled my legs over his shoulders and pulled my ass up for easier access. His strong hands pinned my shoulders to the floor as he went at me full force. I thought he was close but he pounded me like this for what seemed like an eternity. He was going to come and he was not pulling out! He reared up releasing my shoulders and stopped his pounding, holding me there and his cock starred to pulse. He let out a growl scream and I felt my tenderized hole fill with his warm load, I shivered with pleasure as each spasm of his cock put more spunk into me. He kept coming so I reached for my cock and with a few deft strokes stated to shoot my load out on my belly and chest. We were both spent. I could tell he had no regrets, I didn't either. After I caught my breath I asked how he felt. His answer was, "You were right, that is how we were meant to fuck!" I knew I had converted him. We did it again later that day, so I left his place taking two if his loads. We both knew we'd be doing this as many times as we could. I have fully embraced my desire for fucking raw, I have become a willing cum dump and I love it.

I took a trip back to my home town of Chicago where I had made several connections on line with potential tops. I was going to go on a sex bender but I didn't know what it would look like, one guy, multiple guys, gang bang or what. I learned to not be wedded to one course of action because on line guys are flakes and you have to be flexible. I did know one thing, I was not going to go raw, I felt I had dodged a bullet by throwing caution to the wind and following my desires recently. I had tested neg and both the tops had as well so I was safe, but it had scared me into no sex at all for a while. I had been successfully chatting with two different tops on a4a.com, one was very chatty and got into dirty chat that got me tingling and off a couple of nights, the other was on the quite side saying that he was a man of action and few words. However the few words he said and the picture of his 9" cock were all I needed. I had to slow my expectations because one never knows with on line connections if they will happen or not. I flew in Friday afternoon. The flight was normal, only felt longer because of the anticipation for what I was going to do once I got settled in. I had three days and two nights free before I had to be anywhere or talk to anyone and I was going to make the most of my freedom. I got to my hotel suite, unpacked, douched, showered and got the room ready by laying out a big bottle of lube and condoms on a towel next to the bed and fired up the lap top. I sent emails to the two guys I had been chatting with, they knew when I was going to be in town and where I was staying. I wanted nothing to get in my way. Both said they would be available late afternoon to early evening. Just as my lap top was making that sent email swiish there was a knock on my door. I dressed and saw a woman with a room service tray outside my door. I opened it up and she said that this was for me and brought in a tray with champagne, a fruit plate and shopping bag. I handed her a hasty tip as she left. Just then the hotel phone rang. I picked it up and said Hello. "Did you get my special delivery?" Yes I replied. "Good, I told you I was a man of few words but of action if you are serious about what we talked about you will open the package and follow the instructions inside the package." Then he hung up. I opened the bag and inside was a set of matching bra, panties, a white Marilyn Monroe type dress and heels. The note said "You said you were a total bottom and you wanted to be my bitch, to prove it you will put this on and email me a picture of you in this outfit. I know your room number so when I get the email I will show up at your door. -Darryl" He hung up before I could say anything. I was thrown for a total loop! First off I have never been into cross dressing, I am a submissive bottom and get off on being a man getting fucked by a man. I told Darryl this when he asked my limits and here he was pushing them who knows what he will push on later. Second, the fact that he knew the exact moment I got into my room and had this all planned had a little freaked out, but I was impressed with it as well. Thirdly I was totally turned on by the fore thought and the direct way he did this, it was clear he wanted me and I felt myself swell with lust and pride. The clothing was from a cross dressing boutique and they were my size, I always wondered why guys ask for measurements and now I knew! I looked at them and knew that if I did this there would be no turning back, I would be submitting in a way I have never done before. I was both scared and excited at the same time. I don't know how long I stared at the gift but I had to admit that I felt myself giving into Darryl's orders and the tingling inside of me grew to a roar. I decided to give into the desire that was stirring in me and to see where this would lead me. I stripped and slipped on the panties and the bra. I felt humiliated, but I was doing it anyway. I slipped into the dress and put on the shoes and looked at myself in the mirror. It was as silly to me as I thought and I almost took it all off but I didn't . I took a selfie and emailed it to Darryl. There was no stopping this now. The 15 minutes before his knock were torture. I wanted to take off the clothes but I didn't, I sat with myself and reflected on how I had done something I had never done and how humiliating it was. This was the price of my lust and I was beating myself up for compromising myself. Just as I was about to take everything off and call it off a knock came at my door. I peaked through the peephole and there was Darryl, 6'2", dark caramel skin, short buzzed black hair and a very masculine handsome face. He was dressed in all black slacks, t-shirt and sports coat that hinted at an athletic body underneath. I was excited and scared as I opened the door to greet him. He looked at me and said "You obeyed, that is good!" as he walked in and made his way to the champagne, I followed him unsure what to do next. He poured us two glasses and gave me one. We both took a couple of sips and he said "Now that I know you are willing to do. Now come her and kiss me and thank me for the gifts!" I leaned into him and kissed him, soft at first but my lust grew and before I know it his arms were around me and his tongue was probing my mouth. I melted into him and kissed back. I felt his cock get hard in his pants and something in me gave into him and all I wanted was to please him. I straddled him so I could free his hardness through his pants pressing against my hole. With no words he undid his zipper and his hard 9" cock was out. His cock was oozing precum and he pressed himself against my hole soaking the panties I was wearing. I gasped and pushed my aching hole onto him, if I hadn't had the panties on he would have been in me. He fooled around like that for several minutes, I felt myself loosing any thought and was operating just on lust. He pulled the panties aside and slid his cock against my hole. His warmth and hardness sent shivers up my spine. He spit on his hand and rubbed it on the tip of his cock and pressed into me. I threw my head back and gasped and as I was about to cry out he grabbed the back of my head and pushed me into his kiss, his tongue invading me as his raw cock slid into my hole. I relaxed and let gravity take over and with one long smooth push I took the full length of him. The combination of everything that was happening to me was too much. His strong arms holding me onto him, my cock straining against my panties, his mouth on mine and me impaled on his big cock throbbing deep in me was overload! I started quivering, it started in my legs and soon my whole body was quivering. I couldn't control it! I was shaking and the pleasure I felt went from head to toe! He slowly pumped himself into me and I lost it. I shot my load in my panties. I felt the fullness of his cock in me as I constricted from orgasm. He stayed in me until my shivers passed and picked me up. I clung to him as my hole tried to eject him. He laid me on the bed on my back and put his full weight into me and reasserted his ownership of me. He took off his coat, his shirt and quickly exited me so he coul take off his pants. I instinctively tried to get away from him but he grabbed my shoulders and pulled. me back into him. I arched my back so he could remove my cum soaked panties and he put my legs over his shoulder and slid himself back into me. It was painful but he worked himself back to the hilt slowly opening me up. My cock stirred again as he filled me. He was slow but forceful, not letting me get away and making my hole love his cock. I was in heaven. Yes I was in women's clothing and yes there I was barebacking a stranger but the pleasure I felt was worth it. He kept up a slow grind into me, I felt myself loosen up to him more and more. He rewarded me with moans of pleasure. He owned me. I have no other words for what happened. My hole was his, my pleasure radiated from where he was in me, I could do nothing but react and take him. I had done everything he wanted, I had no boundaries, I had given him everything I had and I loved it. I only had one thing left, so I begged him to cum in me. He told me "there was never a question I would", and as I heard him say that my cock sprang back to life. He kept up the slow deep penetration. I was opened to him as much as I could be. I was his. He lay on top of me and o wrapped my arms around him, he snaked his arms around me so I was fully engulfed by him. His humping got faster and I held on to him for dear life. He grunted into my ear and his body smothered me. I felt him arch back but I held on to him, I move my head to his face and kissed him, his tongue entered me as I felt his body shiver and his cock spasm inside me. His warm cum filled me and I clung to him taking it all. Pride and joy filled me as I felt his seed spread inside me. I would not let him go. He kept his cock in me until he lost his erection. He slid out of me and I moaned. I watched him get up and go to the bathroom, I lay there feeling his mighty semen ooze out of me. I was hard and aching for him to return. I wanted more!