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Cum Dump HIV Transmission
boldfacealbie replied to boldfacealbie's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Not trying to change the course of this thread but more than anything - i feel a connection with men that I do not feel with women. When a dude gives up his ass, I am honored in a way I cannot explain. And then to give him my seed in his beautiful fuck hole..... again i digress .... those feelings sometimes make me do things I know i shouldn't. -
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boldfacealbie replied to boldfacealbie's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
I should have yes. I was horny and to be honest a bit stupid about it. Not anymore, but I do not regret the experience. I felt like a man and then some and it was incredible. -
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boldfacealbie replied to boldfacealbie's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
that's the problem. I really really want to play with dudes. I wish the urge wasn't so strong, but it is. I absolutely adore men and the chance to play with them is sometimes insatiable. i do not want an STD, but unfortunately I've already got one - HPV in my ass. So I'm dealing with that with regular anal pap smears (so far all negative). I've been on prep in the past and have now gotten doxypep and will stay on prep (and start doxyprep) going forward. I hate the reality of condom-less sex, but I also hate putting one on especially when i know how good it feels raw. It's been about 3 weeks now on PEP, I'm going for my blood draw this week to see my status, but I feel like even with all the protections, STDs are inevitable. nothing is 100% protective. OH - and yes - the lube inside an man's ass that's filled with milk is so incredibly hot. Plus this dude was a complete slut so he begged for it. I shot a load so hard my mind was blown lol -
I went to a cum dump and nutted in a guy who had had at least 5 other guys nut inside him before me. I am not on prep and did not use a condom. It was so fucking hot as I made out with a dude while I filled this dude's ass with milk. Anyway- I digress - I decided to start PEP because I have no idea if the dudes ahead of my are poz. What are the chances of my getting HIV from putting my dick in another dude's dude's ass with at least 5 loads inside him? I know topping is less risky, but it feels like cum dumps are ripe places to pick up shit like this. The dude I fucked says he on PREP and is DDF. But what anyone says anymore is just that - words.
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Want to start back up again but Im nervous
boldfacealbie replied to JezzabellaCD's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
It is indeed a true sign of love when a man fills another man with his milk (assuming here it is done consensually). It may be fucking hot when it happens, but the lasting bond it creates between two men is truly a gift. You literally have his babies inside you. -
Want to start back up again but Im nervous
boldfacealbie replied to JezzabellaCD's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
The thing that keeps me coming back is this: the raw lust and animalistic hunger for another man, his cock, his hole, his "maleness" put within the tender, loving context of "I love you - I feel you - I cherish you as a man while we are physically together". To be intimate as a man with another one feels intimidating at first; do you really care for me or are you just going to chastise me? Do you really know how I feel? Do you care? Until you realize that the other man feels love and lust in exactly the same way you do. At that point, my mind is blown (pun intended) and I surrender to the experience of pure love, pleasure and lust. I lose myself in the moment. My mind shifts to intense feelings of love for the dude. Like - I feel as one with him as we kiss deeply and I can feel his beard on my face. -
I had a heart attack 10 years ago. I'm on PREP and there have been no issues whatsoever.
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Absolutely I would. It is nearly impossible (but not a zero percent chance) that you can get HIV from your boyfriend, particularly if he is on meds as well. The virus just cannot survive with antiretroviral medications.
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Want to start back up again but Im nervous
boldfacealbie replied to JezzabellaCD's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
I use Nurx to get my PREP. It will not go on your medical record unless you want it to be - they are very good about keeping it private. Being on PREP is the best way to protect yourself AND your wife from HIV infection. You cannot pass HIV on to your wife if you are on PREP -its that simple. On another note, I understand your need to play with men and stay with your wife. I've got too much invested in my marriage to back out now, but I'm also coming to terms with the fact that I am gay or bisexual at the very least and need male companionship and MM sex. I have always hungered for cock and the feel and touch of a man. It wasn't until recently that I finally gave in. It has been the most liberating thing in my life to feel the warmth of a man in my arms after we've fucked. To feel his beard and rub his stubble while we sit in the afterglow of a beautiful fuck session. The feeling is pure joy and deep satisfaction.
