KylerIsTrash

There is nothing better than… 
One more load. 

All of the memories that cycle through my mind when I’m jacking are of me in a bathhouse sling. Since I’m always blindfolded most of the memories are conversations. Many of them I can’t go into detail here. 

One memory that I nutted to yesterday was this time a guy, who I presume was Indian (based on his accent), walked up and asked “Hey man I know this is a weird question but do you have an iPhone charger?” I told him I didn’t and asked if he wanted to try fucking my hole? “Really?” He asked. “You’d let me fuck you?” I responded that I don’t say no to any dick. He told me he needed to start his phone charging but he’d be back. Night goes on and a few more guys drop a load in me. 

I can hear someone walk up and hanging out around the sling for a few minutes as other guys are walking in and out. He speaks up and it’s the same guy. 
Him: “So you’ll really let anybody fuck you?” Me: “I beg for everybody to fuck me bro.”  Him: “Even guys that are not hot?” 
Me: “Especially those ones.” 
Him: “How many have their cum in you tonight?” 
Me: “IDK, I don’t really keep count. 11-14”
I proceed to grab my ass and gape my hole. I feel him walk around and slowly push his semi hard dick in. 

He didn’t fuck hard. Just stood there and thrusted a bit. I did a lot of the work from the sling. I don’t remember much else besides some soft moaning. He nutted and then walked away without saying anything else. Never heard from him again. 

I’m not sure if it was the timidness or the genuine curiosity that I sensed from him but it sticks out as a hot and unique fuck and I cum to the memory often. 

I’ve always thought the cruel condom would be more painful than the pleasure I would get out of it. I think I’m at a point where I want to try getting fucked with one. 

Why is this even a question? The cum looks the same. 

I’m usually getting fucked in a public sling. If the night is busy and there are a lot of guys coming around to check out my hole then quick fucks are better. I’m more into quantity of loads over quality of fuck. I love the guys who walk up and pump a load in with a couple thrusts. If the night slows down I’ll enjoy anybody in me. I’ll have guys pound on my hole for half an hour or more. 

On 3/28/2022 at 7:30 PM, fskn said:

I've always wondered whether the lead-up to orgasm is similar to the fight-or-flight instinct, which briefly causes the brain to shut out all extraneous influences.

In the lead up to getting fucked I become a different person. I have trouble focusing. I develop a sense of lucidity. I can’t sleep because all I think about is the upcoming hours I’ll spend cycling cocks in and out of my hole. 

On 7/17/2022 at 11:14 AM, asiantw1nk said:

'in heat' is the best way to describe this state which is both mental and physical, literally becoming more animalistic. Everything about me starts to morph into a bottom.

Im always some degree of horned but in the imminent lead to getting dicked the focus changes from my dick to my ass. Instead of watching porn and enjoying the sights of dick and cum, I imagine what the dick and and my hole will feel like when some dude is balls deep. My ass naturally gets more loose and wet. 

On 7/17/2022 at 11:43 AM, NudistBBBLK said:

I think there are two different type of sexual needs: horny or in heat. For me, when I’m horny a simple jerk off or blow job from my boyfriend will suffice. […] In heat, on the other hand, is an energy and emotional need that needs to be addressed via sex. It’s something that will not go away until I address It and jerking off or getting blown will not solve the issue. When I’m feeling this way I need cock. 

Once I’m in heat I need to spend a night getting fucked until I’m gaping, sore, and dripping. Anything less will not return me to a functional state. If I only get fucked by a couple guys or my night gets canceled, then I become irritable for weeks. 

When I anticipate a lead-up to a night at the bathhouse I’ll stop jacking off which just compounds my thirst for loads. Sometimes that lead-up can last weeks and when that first dick bumps up to me in the sling I get an intense rush of contentment and frenzy. 

On 6/25/2022 at 4:26 PM, ellentonboy said:

So, is a "less than attractive 50 plus top with a huge dick" more desirable than a 50 plus, attractive, in-shape bottom?

Only to the extent that a 20 y/o top is more desirable than a 20 y/o BTM. Tops can supply me with much need cum. A 50+ BTM is no less desirable to me than a 20 y/o BTM. It’s not about the age of the body, it’s about what the mind is willing to do with it  😈

On 6/25/2022 at 5:09 PM, Ieatcumholes said:

My experience has been that older men (tops and bottoms both) know what they like and know how to use what they have 

Older guys are generally more fun to fuk with. They know what they want and there is less conversation about condoms and status. Also a better chance of older tops being POZ which makes my ass thirsty. 

I’m a BTM with an average sized dick. It’s decent but wasted because I’m always soft and spun when I’m getting railed. I might as well have a little dick. It wouldn’t make any difference. 

8 minutes ago, evilalex said:

I like to put my hardon in used condoms and jerk off with some guy's jizz coating my dick.

The ONLY correct way to use a condom. 

Level 2 18-24

Level 3-4 24-26

Skipped Level 5

Level 6 26-28

Level 6+ (take ALL loads, stopped PrEP, refuse condoms) 28-current

I’ve read that hydration can increase volume and zinc can increase thickness. Its rather easy to reach a toxic dose of zinc tho so be cautious and read the bottle. I’ve had luck with both; however, don’t expect to reach hyperspermia levels. 

5 hours ago, phukhole said:

Been lucky enough to have both BEEN Dp'd and DP'd a few holes.  LOVE it!  It is an amazing feeling of fullness and a head rush knowing you're taking two men. Love it when they can both shoot inside too! Talk about being flooded! 

The feeling of fullness you’ve described is consistent with my experience. It feels different than taking a fist or a massively thick cock. I remember moaning “I feel so fucking full” last time I was DP. Idk how else to describe it.  It’s amazing. 

I’ve been the btm of a couple DP and many attempted DPs. the best position I’ve found is the dude was on his back and I was riding him when another top cums in from my back. It’s easier when tops are rock hard and have a compatible dick shape. 

5 hours ago, Calgarybugchaser said:

I learned to make it fucking clear that they are my guest and as such anything that might happen on my property is my concern only and should anything happen that could impact them they are under my protection. 

Oh, and all the pricks that think I don't actually want the items I had in my possession when they arrived! Someone stole an old dryer lint vacuum hose attachment! Why the fuck why! 

56 minutes ago, ellentonboy said:

The theft of items, even those we would consider mundane and ordinary are an invasion of your privacy and your home.  

I once had a guy go to the front door, open it completely, and stand there buck naked.  A man was doing construction on the next building roof over  actually drooped his wheel barrel. 

These are reasons I appreciate the neutral ground of a bathhouse where I am responsible only for me. I’ve had plenty of things stolen from hookups, it’s annoying AF.
 

I’m not going to say I’m not above tweaking but when I’m high I want continuous and engaged fucking. I don’t want to waste my time wrangling the other guy I’m trying to get in me. 

I always hope I’ll stumble on a vid someone recorded while fucking me. Since I spend most of my time getting fucked blindfold in a public bathhouse sling I don’t usually see what’s going on around me. 
Bathhouses are great for my type of gang dumpster fucking but getting recorded in one seems unlikely with the no recording rules. I understand the rationale but I wish there were nights where recording was permitted and guys could wear a wristband or whatever to display their desire to be recorded. 

I’ve crossed some slut thresholds but I’ve been consistently slutty the past couple years. It doesn’t seem like there’s any more slut I can get. Maybe I’ll eat my words. If anyone has suggestions HMU! 

19 First fuck -> ~22 bathhouses -> ~24 anon & poz fetish -> 28 enhancements -> 29 stopped PrEP

7 hours ago, newbieLND said:

I think in part is about to what you get used to. I used to be more versatile before but many guys couldn't take my cock so I got used to bttm and getting different types of orgasms 

Back in college I broke my tailbone while riding some dude visiting from Hong Kong.  I topped for about 18 months out of necessity. I never got used to it. I was done being a TOP as soon at I was able to go back to BTM. 

7 hours ago, Sharp-edge said:

I think that many guys have an issue with staying hard (which is required for a top but not required for a bottom). And maybe a desire to get dominated?

Staying hard makes topping easier but it’s not a requirement. I can gape my hole open to the point where the top fucks me with a flaccid or semi-hard dick. I can adjust my hole with my hands to provide some resistance while keeping the dick from falling out with each thrust. Honestly, I really enjoy getting fucked by a soft cock as much as a hard one.  Guys with ED can still blow massive loads 🤤. 

I echo the majority here. Where is the variety and who is the target audience? It seems like 90% of gay porn is made to satisfy “experimenting” young adults and closeted straights.

Get out of here with that shit.  I want deep-seeding, blindfolded, gangbang, bathhouse, amature fuckfests and cum leaking from every hole. 

5 hours ago, NWUSHorny said:

If you are a total bottom or primarily a bottom that does not suffer from ED is there anything (like an almost total lack of tops) that would inspire you to become more versatile?

I consider myself a total bottom although I will find a sloppy ass to breed at the end of a night at the bathhouse.

I cum fast and I am 1-and-done when I cum. When I hit the bathhouse I plan to spend 12+ hours. If I accidentally nut at any point I pack up and go home. There is no getting me horny for several hours after I unload. 

If I could remain horny after cumming in a group of bottoms I’d probably do it more often. IDK, my identity is a BTM and I live for the nights in the sling with loads churning in me ass. 

On 6/24/2022 at 2:23 PM, Hairypiglet said:

Abstinence or death?

This is the recurring motif of a gay life. I have lived life in the shadow of infectious STIs. I came to terms with the prospect of HIV many years ago.  I made a choice to live and fuck without fear of infection. Yes, I will acquire infections; maybe they will be the end of me, or my body will end up scarred… or possibly ill die from an asteroid on my way home from work.

HIV has claimed many lives before me and I respect it’s impact; however, I credit my view on HIV for effectively mentally navigating through COVID. And I’ll do it again for pox and whatever else life throws at me. 

#YOLO I’m not going to spend mine abstaining from what makes me feel most alive. 

4 minutes ago, NWUSHorny said:

If you are taking cock in a sex club how do you tell? I can tell when the 1st cock breeds me even if the owner doesn't let on that he has cum, but after that I usually can't tell. If I've been fucked by multiple guys I answer with an "at least" (my confirmed load total).

It’s my best guess. Being blindfolded adds an extra layer of complexity to keeping count. If in doubt I don’t count a load. The enhancements usually make it impossible to sort out by the time I reach double digits. I’ve tried the sharpie but it washes off with sweat too fast. In the end, so long as the loads keep churning the number doesn’t much matter. 

I don’t lie but by the end of the night I lose count and start approximating. 

I try to answer honest. The higher the better but I have to start somewhere. If there is somebody who isn’t going to fuck me because I’m full of cum or because I’ve got a fresh hole then I don’t need the dick. I don’t attempt to talk these guys into it, I just move on. 

On 6/9/2022 at 4:35 PM, apollobchbttm said:

More times than not, if I’m whoring around . I will ask the cum donor, to use the black marker (supplied) and place a stash mark slightly above my right tit. That way if I lose count, all I have to do is look in the mirror. The tops seem to really like it too!

@apollobchbttm I love doing this. It’s hot to go back and look at pics and vids of me after with tallies and degrading shit written all over me in sharpie. 

I haven’t done it in a while because the sharpie wipes off by the end of a sweaty 12+ hr session. 

10 hours ago, Close2MyBro said:

Some guys don't like the noise of the sling. It draws more people over and a lot of tops I know don't want an audience or want to be seen

I love the noise and the crowd but I definitely understand how that would deter someone who wants to fuck privately.

9 hours ago, Njn0mc said:

I personally have a stretch bandana to cover my eyes. There is no peeking from it.

I def need to give this a try. Ordering one now.

6 hours ago, hntnhole said:

a Top may be somewhat intimidated not by the equipment, but by the clear demonstration that the bottom is a cumdump - gladly accepting any/all loads up his Hole.

[…]  Next time I see a bottom lying unattended in a sling for more than 10, 15 minutes, I'll make it a point to step up and do my duty

I appreciate your input. I’m trying to improve my fuck game for me and the top(s).  Hope to find you in me someday (or again if you’ve already been in). 

5 hours ago, JamesL100 said:

I give a decent fuck, no complaints LOL, yet I never seem to satisfy those guys. So as well as needing some friction on my dick, some sort of response (or even thanks) would be great.

I always feel bad when I see these comments because I definitely fit this description. When I’m spun, the only thing that satisfies me is a cock fucking me. Once the top is done I’m instantly ready for the next one. That being said I do make a point to provide feedback to the top that fucks me and let him know how amazing he is. @JamesL100 I hope I give you the attention you deserve if you’re ever in me.

4 hours ago, phukhole said:

I've found that a blindfolded bottom in a sling CAN be intimidating for some tops, but a siren call for others.  I usually try it when given the chance.  On the other hand, if I'm walking around and come across a blindfolded bottom in a sling, 90% of the time I will not fuck him. This is a purely logistical reason. I'm short and 95% of slings are set too high for me.  Sometimes I might walk up and eat that (hopefully) very cummy hole, but I'm not usually able to fuck at a sling cause of my height, or lack thereof.  I prefer fuckbenches and tables, though I run into the same issues there too.    

@phukhole Guys like you are the best. I appreciate you giving it a shot. I’ll often chat with dudes like you in between a couple loads. If the conversation is good I’ll usually move over to the fuck bench for a min to take your dick since the sling can’t facilitate. 

@hntnhole of course you can disagree. I am trying to get at the reason why some guys avoid the sling at all costs. 

I will always take advantage of a slut in a sling if I get the chance. I don’t understand the tops who will stand and stare at me in the sling for 30 minutes then leave and come back and fuck me immediately if I’m on the fuck bench. I think the sling is more fun so I don’t understand the discrepancy.