Going from safe sex to taking ALL loads

[lovetobottom2000]

I have been playing safe mostly the last three years but slowly and gradually would let a guy fuck me raw once in a while. It's mostly guys who are either married or seemed negative (I know it's a stupid way to judge). I got tested three weeks ago and all came out negative. A week later I got hooked up with a guy from A4A and we met at a bathhouse two days later. He fucked me with a condom but later brought a black friend who just went to town fucking me bareback with a 10" dick. It happened so fast and I was so turned on I just let things go. Sure enough I got his load and felt really good. Later I hooked up with a big dick daddy in the steamroom. We engaged in some passionate sex including lots of touching, kissing, sucking and eventually when it came to fucking I asked him if he wanted a condom. He said he preferred to feel me and we ended up with a wonderful 15 minute fuck and took his big load.

A week later I hooked up again with guy from A4A and before he arrived I ended up in a gang bang where I was gang fucked by 4 guys and forced to take a load orally. 2 of which raw and when it happened I was just too weak to resist. The raw feeling was too much to resist. The rest of my stay I would just let anyone fuck me however they wanted, condom or not. So I ended up taking another three more raw loads.

In a few weeks I might even end up becoming the center of a raw gang bang, but I haven't decided whether to go through with it or not.

[gkz68]

guys, thanks for the posts...

esp glz68 just now.

late 50s built top daddy.... love to fuck and can find hot boys pretty easy..

have shied away from takn raw.. .never enjoyed it for a long time....

then the 'plague' and the mind set that grew from that..

have had one raw fuck.....which make me aware....yes, i want more...

and one where i took the boy's load.... BINGO!

the jury is still out..... as to how to move from here...

just start taking loads and not asking..

or do an intentioned pos fuck with a boy who i would like to take it from.

it isn't that i want to convert....just to get past my great fear of taking pos loads....

have been flirting around on line, and once in person, with a very hot young built 29 yr old pos breeder...

who is VERY into fucking me.....and making an event of gifting me...

suggestions?

Glad my post heaped mate

I quickly went from asking their status before I agreed to bottom for them to not asking at all. I've not knowingly had a poz top breed me ... the ones Ive tried have turned me down. I know now, that I just really enjoy the pleasure of a raw cock and cum inside me and that for me there is no turning back.

Good luck with whatever you decide.

Edited January 22, 2014 by rawTOP

[cum2me]

gkz68.

thanks mr. very nice of you

[ryanroman]

the first time i topped a guy was 14 and it was bareback. the first time i bottomed for a guy i was 16 and it was bareback (i'm 95% top/5% bottom). I can't think of a time except for a few incidents in my 20s (I'm 38 now) where i wore a condom. i can't imagine fucking any other way than barebacking raw.

[cockfun69]

Never liked poppers but get an incredible head rush when my tits are played with so I lost track of what's going on or who's fucking me.

Went home after a night in a London leather club to find my ass was leaking and my tits were sore.

So I kinda realised I hadn't used the condoms I took. Didn't really bother since, though I will use them if there's a shitty ass to fuck.

Still on the hunt for poz nipple versatile or tops (amazing to work a guy's tits to get him drilling me deeper!)

[wow4761]

I used to be safer-sex (condoms) since I started getting fucked in my teens. One hookup changed that while at MSU; a (much) older but hung and thick daddy-type guy shoved his cock in my ass to the hilt with only my saliva as lube ... asked him to stop, he ignored me ... tried getting up but he put his weight on my back using his arm ... and then he shot deep inside me. OMG ... I was a bareback, take-all loads bottom slut right after that. The feeling of his thick cock getting THICKER and pumping inside my ass was awesome. So in the end I enjoyed being forced into bareback sex.

Oh, I asked about his status afterward ... his response was "okay" and his profile, just minutes after his hookup, showed as poz. Scared me shitless but I'm still neg.

[DarkroomTaker]

I went through a phase of bare sex up to about being 23, I then spent years only taking condomed guys, i was in a relationship for years after. This January i was horny in the steam room, it was hot dark and cloudy, i was bent over sucking a fat cock, when this guy behind me just literaly put it up my ass with ease, no pain etc, i am normally so tight, i was so relaxed, he fucked me raw for ages, i was sucking any cock in front of me and swallowing loads and had poppers coming out of my head, the small room stank of sweat. sex and poppers, i was so horned up, i took another 6 loads that day and just got passed around and fucked, Boy it felt sooo good and it felt easier raw than with a condom on. Since then i have taken so many raw loads, no questions asked, but i do prefer not to see who is fucking me, unless i want to. I lose all my sense and inhibitions in the dark steam room.

[Guest cumdrainer4u]

It took me about a year or less after I started really thinking about taking it raw! This site helped me along! i was married for a long time,but came out to my wife about 6 years ago. Started getting fucked alot when she left me,then I just needed something more kinkier(if thats a word) and more kinkier etc. I never liked condoms ever,when I was pretending to be straight,and I especailly never liked them as a natural bottom. So has soon as I was ok with knowing I would pozzed someday I went at it and knew it was my destiny! Just recently got pozzed by some of the known pozz loads I have been taking lately! See I even wanted more than barebacking I soon went to chasing! Its just a progression alot of us gay guys go through, at least the ones that get into this stuff!

[Guest]

i was bareback fucked the first time i had sex with a guy...freaked out after, didn't fuck for a long time, then started up again and fucked only with condoms. Then about five years ago, started getting turned on by watching gay bareback porn...decided i needed to try. Was staying in SF for biz trip, put up a craigslist ad as a barebacking bottom at a hotel...anon scene...got lucky...many takers came by and fucked my ass raw. Have been engaging in more of that every time I'm on a biz trip somewhere in the world, love anonymous hotel sex. Best so far has been in London.

[DarkroomTaker]

i was bareback fucked the first time i had sex with a guy...freaked out after, didn't fuck for a long time, then started up again and fucked only with condoms. Then about five years ago, started getting turned on by watching gay bareback porn...decided i needed to try. Was staying in SF for biz trip, put up a craigslist ad as a barebacking bottom at a hotel...anon scene...got lucky...many takers came by and fucked my ass raw. Have been engaging in more of that every time I'm on a biz trip somewhere in the world, love anonymous hotel sex. Best so far has been in London.

Nice one norcalraw, Can't beat a Brit for losing inhibitions and giving it up.

[DaddyBoyLover]

i was only safe sex up until my early 20s, when i began topping raw every now and then, and tested positive when i was 21 from topping a poz daddy. (it's true - no one had ever put a raw dick in my ass let alone breed me.) i cared on topping raw more and more, until one night when i was 30 years old. was with some hook ups guys in vegas who got me high and then suggested we all go to the local baths. it was one of my first times being high on tina, and i fucked raw with my dudes back and forth. i encouraged one of the little latin hotties to get in the sling and stay there, since it had been his fantasy to have random guys bareback him. i collected him an hour later (he got a couple loads in him), and then i asked if he had cum yet. he said no. not sure what came over me (blame the crystal), but i took him into one of the private rooms and told him to shoot his load up my ass. i was on my back and watched in the mirror on the wall as he pumped his load in me. i felt incredible, and my feet actually tingled like electricity. i felt horribly guilty after that, but not too guilty because a couple months later i found myself completely naked on a nude cruising beach in california, taking a load from an older daddy while we both stood up in the sand. he asked if he could cum in me, and i said yes. after that, my guilt abated, and i began taking loads left and right. i didn't completely condom-free until four years ago, and now can't even get hard with them or stand them in my ass.

never asked who was poz or neg when loading me, but now i actively seek out poz cumloads and get very verbal in asking for their toxic juice in me. of course, i won't say no to a neg load in me either. ;-)

[dnvrhole12]

I found out I was poz 2 yrs ago. I was like wtf! I had NEVER had unprotected sex, from 17-22 not once, not with a girl/girlfriend or random boy or boyfriend. I always wrapped it up, fucking gettting fucked didnt matter. I def did hook up online or bath house so I wasnt innocent but def no bareback, still dont know what fucker stealthed me! Anyway I was shocked to find out I was poz, after I adjusted to it I became a total cum whore! The first guy I hooked up with bb on bbrt turned me into a cum begging hole. He filled me with load after load for that entire weekend. After that I couldnt believe all that hot cock I had took before and wasted those loads on a condom. I now hungrily back my hole up to a GH and let men use my hole for what they need. 2x so far Damn I wants some cum now!

[fuckboy20]

I almost did. After I got somewhat stealthed..no I got stealthed by a married guy who hasn't played since he and his wife divorced I craved more raw dick. When I went on vacation that sweet daddy who bred me on the beach and let another guy fuck me raw (but not breed) I got addicted. I got together with a guy a few times but he had someone come over one night the same time I was and it was awkward. Wouldn't have minded it if we all played but it just felt weird afterwards and his texts were strange. At a bath house a few months ago I saw a guy with a "raw" dogtag on. He told me he was poz and I was scared but a little excited too. I ended up in his room and bent over while he played with my ass and stretched it a bit. He asked if he could put his cock in for a bit and I nervously said yes. As soon as he put it in though I asked him to please pull out and he did. I know I bitched out. I jacked him off though. He was really hot and his demeanor was hot too. But that scared the hell out of me. Almost let a poz guy fuck me. I'll be honest though it kind of excited me but I'm not ready for that yet. I jacked him off to at least get him to cum.

I think I could be a bareback slut who goes from safe sex to all bb and loads. But I haven't crossed that line and don't know if I will. Sure would be hot though. If the right top came along I would.

[bttmsubslut]

The first time i ever barebacked, i was 14. A neighbor fucked me raw, and i didn't know any better. Maybe i didn't pay attention in sex ed (or maybe they never talked about gay sex in sex ed), but i never even thought to use a condom. By 19, i somehow new to use condoms, but that ended when i got a bf. We fucked bare all the time. When we broke up, i initially used condoms when sleeping around, but within a few weeks, an older guy stealth fucked me. He had agreed to use a condom but didn't put one on. i figured it out half way through getting fucked, but i didn't say anything because i was in bliss. the next day, i loved feeling his cum leaking from my ass. i had already long known i was a submissive bottom slave. After that night, i took raw cock exclusively. i became a cumdump. i later told him he made me into a cumdump, but he distanced himself from my decision, which surprised me. i think he was afraid i was holding him responsible or something, rather than thanking him. He was obviously self-conscious about it. Weird.

[luv2tasteit]

I think that one of hottest things that can happen is a safe sex bottom getting a taste of raw cock and becoming a take all loads slut who NEEDS loads up his ass. Does this sound like any of you guys? I'd love to hear just how someone went from always using condoms to begging to be filled with lots of anon cum.

That is me exactly... I try to fight it but I crave jizz in m hole