2Nd Time Fucked Ever = 1St Poz Cock

[Larderland]

Omg what have I done was my first reaction . See I'm 23 and I'm in a long term relationship with a girl. I always was attracted to cock and cum and watched a Lot of gay porn but never considered myself gay. I had been fucked by a daddy once but found it sore yet enjoyable but that was my only gay sexual experience. I enjoyed it and was going to of back for more until my now gf came along. While with my gf I would always jerk off to bareback/poz porn.

I found girls attractive but was always think of guys fucking me or sucking dick. I would never cheat on my girlfriend.. So I thought. At the beginning of November she left the country for 3 months to travel Asia. We were staying together and that was that. Well last night I couldn't take it anymore. I was so hirny. I called that daddy I had fucked ( safe) . No answer. Fuck, I'm so horny at this stage. Nothing on squirt . So I roll a Jung get super hugh and wait to see if anything comes up online. Nothing. At this stage I'm gagging for dick.

So I decide to go to the bath house, I thought it was risky as I wasnt experiencedbut I was gagging for dick, I get in, I immediately purchase a room for 8 hours. I'm walking up-and-down hall way, all these old man looking at me, until one of them gives me a look and a nod. He brings me to His room, he forces a bottle of poppers under my nose, I have never tried these, Within a minute I'm bent over high as a kyte, I'm super tight, I forget to even ask to put a condom on, I always play safe, but the poppers and the weed Had me done, the bear eventually get his cock in and starts beating my ass, he starts slapping me! What am I doing ? This is only the 2nd time I've had cock in my ass and I'm getting fucked at a bathhouse bareback? It felt so good tho, this isn't right, this ain't what I was meant to be, I was a good looking jock with a beautfiigul girlfriend, but all I wanted was Cum in my ass. The old guy keeps fucking me and then another old guy comes in, he says hey tony what we got here, " a young little Virgin" , he fucks and fucks and shouts " I'm cumming! He unloads a huge load in my ass, it was then I realised I had been fucked with no condom! I get ready to freak until the new guy puts a bottle of poppers in my nose, I nearly pass out, he drives his cock right in me, it felt so good... After about 5 mins he unloads deep in me, again no condom. I sit there with two loads in my ass , I had only been fucked once up until today... And that was safe. How did this happen, just as the guys leave I notice both have a bio hazard tattoo on their backs. I ask them.. They nod and shake their heads, yes they were poz and supposedly I knew. I was so high on poppers they were asking me if I wanted their toxic cock cum in my ass .. I begged for it supposedly, this all happened a week ago and I'm getting flu symptoms, my nose is all sniffly! What am I going to do? I loved it and the thought of being a poz pig turns me so hard.. But what about my girlfriend? She'll be home soon.. What do I do?

[evilqueerpig]

A week is too soon to get the fuckflu....what you need to do is decide if you are gay and end things with your girlfriend or if you're bi, be honest with your girlfriend and let her decide if she still want to be with you.

[seaguy]

I think it is safe to say your either bi or gay seems that your gay though.  If you're going to be fucking with men then you should break up with the gf and then you are single and free to do as you want without having to worry about hurting the gf.

[FurFluent]

Your a cock and cum whore and love it. Do yourself a favor drop the girl and enjoy all the cum.

[Larderland]

You guys are right, I can't be with my girlfriend anymore, I cheated its that simple. I broke up with her yday.

I haven't been with a man since that night, I agree I was probably being dramatic with the sniffles after a week, I was just nervous I suppose. So now that I'm single do I want cock? Honestly?

I do, I'm going to get high and go to a bathouse and see where it takes me. I can describe my next bathouse experience if ppl are interested? MAybe they are not , but I'm going tomorrow if ppl are interested ? Let me know.

I'm very nervous. I've only been with 3 guys so far and I've been exposed to so much so far, any support given would be greatly appreciated

[drscorpio]

There is a big gap between beating off to gay porn and never touching a man and high out of your mind taking all loads at the baths. Maybe you should aim for somewhere in the middle. Maybe you should try meeting some guys on Grindr or Adam4Adam. Trying getting to know a guy a little before taking his cock. 

 

That said there is nothing wrong with being a load-taking cum-dump. You might enjoy and remember it more if you just got a little high instead of wasted though. I am sure everyone would love to hear about your next bathhouse trip. Keep us posted and ask us questions if you need to. 

[Kevin]

Definitely interested! Come back here and describe it all.

And enjoy!!

[Guest Barebottom30]

wondering why your profile says your 26!! yet your post u said your 23? hmmm...what else in the "story" is not acurate??

[Larderland]

I'm sorry but everything in my bio is a lie, I'm majorly in the closet so when I sign up on these kind of sites I don't want to put up and stats like age, area pics etc as im paranoid ppl will see me and I'm not ready for that. Anyway a little update, I took a rapid hiv test and I'm clean so all good there.

The last few weeks have been crazy, I'm definitely at a wild stage in my life. Doing a lot of drugs etc.

So I have one story for you guys, I went back to the sauna a few times and I see one of the guys who bred me, we talk etc but don't fuck. I was sober so didn't want a poz load again.

Anyway I wasn't feeling that hornyuntil he gave me poppers, man did I take a lot, he even said be careful! I didn't care. Sniff sniff some more. I wanted to get Fukd up and taken advantage of. So the guy brings me around and basically shops me, I see guys crowding, like they are after some pray, I refuse a few as I'm still semi sober at this stage. Not for long, I hit more poppers and I nearly pass out lol, I don't remember it all but I took about 4 loads and swallowed two. It was so hot, the poz guy then says he should be rewarded for getting me so much cock. We laugh and leave together. He asks me as we leave if I want to go back to his. I shouldn't but I do. I get in, Small apartment but he has a swing. I've never tried this before. I suck him off to thank him: but as I'm on my knees he puts more poppers under my nose. Next thing he's saying " come on let me put it in for a quick minute " so I let him but he doesn't stay in for one minute, he fucked me for a good half hour and dumped his load in me!!

When these things happen its sooo hot but afterwards I feel like shit!

I'm so undecided, Maybe I'm disappointed in what I've become? I love cock though

[Larderland]

Should also add, that when we finished we cuddled and made out afterwards and fell asleep in each other's arms, he told me he liked me the next day, I said the same back, he's 25 years older than me. I'm seeing him again this weekend... . I'm not sure what to do ....