How are you getting through?

[Harryass]

I still chat away online to my fuck buddies and text them.

[Spunkinmyarse]

1 hour ago, drscorpio said:

I have noticed something. The first couple of weeks Grindr was hopping. Everyone was on - easily 2 to 3 times as many guys as normal. Then about a week ago, it all dried up. Now I usually see less than half as many local guys as I usually do. 

Yep, I’ve noticed exactly the same.  Not sure exactly what’s going on there- maybe everybody got fed up because no-one was actually meeting.

Another thing I’ve noticed is that there’s a lot of guys on Grindr using the ‘explorer’ function.  Which is nice in one way, but annoying in another.  You get all excited coz someone hot you haven’t seen before hits you up,  but then you realize he’s in Paris or Amsterdam, and that you have no chance in hell of ever meeting, lockdown or no lockdown.

[Rubberbanned]

On 4/26/2020 at 8:30 PM, Pozguyinchi said:

Toys help but not really. Lol

You can say that again. LOL

I got my toys for the very first time because of ECQ but it's not the same

[ErosWired]

I got my fucking machine going and let it pound my ass for a straight half-hour, nonstop. As it worked me over, I watched porn of sluts like me getting fucked mercilessly, I used my poppers as if there were a real cock inside me, and I practiced opening myself up inside so the machine could reach as deeply as possible.

And it wasn’t even close to satisfying.

Before this, I had been reliable in offering my service, to the point that Men had begun to contact me and ask when I would be hosting again. I had regulars who had enjoyed the use of my body, in some cases several times. If it ends up being months before I’m able to host this way again, all of those connections will disappear.

But what’s worse is that I was trained for this role, and my sexual need is only met when I am used. Masturbation is worse than useless because it simply emphasizes the fact that no one is using me. Likewise with porn. I end up feeling useless, because it doesn’t matter how good your ass feels inside if no cock can get into it. What’s the point of keeping my cunt in prime fucking form if it can’t be used?

If it takes until this time next year for a vaccine to make it safe enough for me to host, that means I would have to quarantine myself for two weeks after every session to avoid putting my family at risk.

And that also assumes I don’t actually catch the damn thing and die. Think about it - there are some men, even among us here, who are hooking up at the height of the crisis in spite of lockdown orders. When things ease up, those same men, who may now be disease vectors, will join right in among the rest of us who have endured the wait for safety’s sake, and hike up the risk to all of us, and those around us. I would be a lot more comfortable offering service if I knew that my Tops had all been sheltering in place and social distancing and not sneaking around bumping uglies during an outbreak. But there’s no way I can know that. And if those guys are willing to risk bringing Covid home to the people they love for the sake of a quick fuck, there’s no way in hell they’re going to give a damn about the risk to some faggot cunt with his ass up in a hotel room.

 I’m used to Tops calling me ‘worthless’, but at least they do it while they’re railing my slit. The kind of worthless I’m starting to feel now is very different...