First anal - safe or bareback?

[allrise]

It was raw in 1984, well before anti-retrovirals were available. Condom was discussed but neither of us liked rubber. I don’t think anyone even took hiv tests regularly then.

It was only after many years in 1995 I became poz.

[rogerray65]

Not exciting to admit, but the first time that I took a cock … it was wrapped. Kisses!!!

[Marlin]

My first experience was bareback.  I didn't have sex with men until I was in my 20's and it was in the late 80's at the height of AIDS.  All of my sex at that time was anonymous, either cruising the men's rooms at my university or frequenting a cruising area at night in a plaza parking lot. I met a lot of guys but it was always oral. I sucked off a lot of guys and loved swallowing cum..

One night I was cruising the plaza and met a guy a few years older than me. He told me to follow him to a more secluded parking lot. Upon arrival, he told me to come over to his car,  a big Oldsmobile with a bench seat. We started making out and sucking each others cocks. He was going to town on mine making me rock hard and really wet when all of a sudden he climbed over and sat on my cock. My cock was wet and gravity helped as he was immediately balls deep. I had never been in a guy before...or a woman for that matter...and the feeling was incredible. Tight, warm and wet, I was in there like a glove. So different than a mouth. Everything was happening so quick and it felt so good I didn't get to think about condoms, STD's or AIDS..

 immediately he started riding me and without any warning I started shooting my load. I never felt it coming, but it was intense. He could tell from my moaning and pulsating dick that I had achieved orgasm and my load was now inside him. He sat for a minute making sure he had taken everything. I was still in shock as I had absolutely no control. He climbed off, kissed me and went back to his car. I never saw him again. When I got home I was petrified at what happened, but soon remembered how good it felt.
Fucking didn't present itself much when cruising, but soon I met a guy who ended up coming home with me. We made out intensely and  suddenly I was eating his wonderful hairy hole  and without any thought or discussion i slid in him. We made love and i came inside him. Although my first anal was in a car, the one I truly loved was the night I made love with no condom. 

[bottomforsex]

I lost my  anal virginity to a bare cock and loved it so much

[SFCumdog]

We were both 13, in the years just before HIV, and it was bareback. And it continued to be through all the years in school that he fucked me. And if he wanted it bareback again today, I'd me on all fours and begging for it. Though I'm not sure what his wife might think of that. 

[jXsluT]

Raw since day 1 

[chasingseedinaus]

It was safe. Asian guy at a sauna. Made me wear a rubber for everything. Fucked me. Lasted a minute in the rubber. Got hooked on BB a couple of years later 

[sluttony]

I can count on one hand how often I've taken a wrapped cock. For me, the pleasure that comes from being fucked is intense, but pales into insignificance compared to the pleasure that I get from being cum inside.

I was a late starter for being fucked - 26 - and my first time was with a much older man who picked me up at a cruise. I had sucked a ton of dick in the decade before then but never had the guts to be fucked despite offers "to help". It was something I was genuinely desperate to experience and I used to wake up in a morning with a raging hard on and a literal craving, but I had no gay friends to advise and there wasn't really any info, so I was scared of AIDS and pain, and didn't know how to overcome those feelings until this one day I just did. Literally, this guy said "come back to my place and I will fuck you". When I said I was an anal virgin he didn't blink and said "So?"

He was very gentle. There was no pain and when he said he was cumming inside me, I came. Hard. It remains the one and only time in my life I've blown a load without any contact on my cock. But again, even that feeling - as amazing as it was at the time - was a distant second to the literal buzz I had in my head.

There was no worry or concern or care. It turned a switch on in my brain and I took as much raw cock as possible. I felt like I'd had a drugs hit for hours afterwards and I was craving more.

I found that if a guy pulls out to shoot (the fuck is that all about, anyway?), or used a rubber, I simply didn't get the same feeling. I feel like I have been cheated out of something.

Over the years I tried to be careful. Tried to serosort, and avoid guys I saw as overly risky. But the cravings get too loud and I have spent more time than I can remember taking spunk from complete strangers. 

And I found it escalated. First it was one guy at a cruise and I'd go home. Then I'd stay to get another...and another. Then I found the saunas. Gaydar used to be full of guys looking to breed close by and I could go from one to another and get a few loads a night.

When work changed and I started to travel UK wide, I rarely struggled to find guys to come to my hotel room, or I'd try to find a local cruise / sauna as well.

I've had literally hundreds of guys through me over the years and it's still never enough.

Then of course, I found out how much I fucking love anonymous, blindfolded or dark room/dark cruise sex. 

Yeah slut by name and by nature.

 

But...that is my journey. If you are uncertain, then don't rush. Either find someone willing to do a home test together or glove up. But if you want to be 100% sure "you won't get sick*" then abstain. Have a wank. And maybe never leave the house.

*I hate terms like that. "Clean/dirty" etc. Go and read up ffs.

[Norcalfukkr]

It was raw for me, then I realized I probably should play it safe. So for a couple years either topping or bottoming it was wrapped.  Hated the lack of feeling. I tried every type of condom. Nothing felt as good as raw. If I didn’t remember to bring magnum xl size and had to rely on a standard condom the bottom provided, it was awful and painful for my cock. I’m sure I blew out a few of those condoms at that time…not leaving enough room at the tip.  Finally scrapped it and have stuck to raw and never looked back. 

[Rillion]

First time achieving actual penetration condoms were used.