How I learned to be a submissive cumhole...

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I had been browsing the Gay phone personal and chat numbers for a while and never really got up the nerve to hook up with anyone. I had left a couple of voice personals and had quite a response. One particular one interested me as it was from an older guy who loved giving massages. He left his number and I had been horny all weekend I decided to give it a try.

I had only had sex with about two other guys prior and was still a bit hesitant as to hooking up. But the hormones got the best of me and I gave him a call. He seemed like a cool guy and his name was George. I went over to his house and he answered wearing a t-shirt and shorts. He led me up to a room that had the shades pulled down and soft music was playing. There was a massage table there and he informed me to take off my clothes and gave me a towel to put around my waist. I asked if that included my underwear? Having never had a remotely real massage, who knew? He told me only if I felt comfortable in doing so. Of course I stripped naked.

When he began, he was great. He worked my legs last as he moved his hands higher and higher up my thigh. His hand would slightly rub against my balls as if accidental. He then told me to lie on my stomach and he worked the backs of my legs. He accidentally moved the towel, exposing my firm smooth ass. Rather than putting back over my ass, he waited to see how I would react and when I did not say anything, he began to massage my ass. He rubbed my ass cheeks and spread them with his thumbs. I had a monstrous hard on the whole time he touched my body! He would get close to my hole but never quite there as he teased me.

He finally inserted a finger and it drove me nuts! He then rolled me over and jerked me off and I had an overpowering orgasm! He then asked if I was ready to cum again? Feeling a bit out of place, I said I had to go.

About two weeks later, I called again after he had left another response to my personal ad. This time I told him that I like guys who take control. When I arrived, he met me at the door wearing shorts, no shirt and a leather coat and boots. He told me to strip and kneel on the floor. He put rubber gloves and did an examination of my ass and cock. He then told me he was going to tie my hands behind my back.

I had never been restrained before and this got my cock rock hard. He then tied me and told me to go upstairs to the second floor. There he had a sit-up bench and told me to sit on it and do sit ups. As I did, he kept sticking a finger up my ass with lube on it to make me good and slippery. He then pulled his cock out of his shorts and grabbed the back of my head. He drove his cock down my throat, choking me. He slid his cock in and out of my mouth and I could do nothing but take it!

He then stopped face fucking me and told me to stand up and bend over. He moved behind me and inserted a dildo up my ass. My ass was burning and I was sweating from the pain. He told me to hold it in my ass and if it fell out, he would put a bigger one in. He then told me to go in to the bedroom and sit on the bed. He put in a porno move showing guys in bondage being screwed. He asked if I wanted like that and took the dildo out of my ass.

He then pushed me backwards onto the bed and before I knew it, had my legs up in the air and the tip of his cock at my hole. I plead with him to take it slow but he ignored my pleas. With what seemed like all his might, he rammed his big cock deep into my asshole. I let out a scream of pain as he stretched and tore me with his cock. He told me to shut up and got up and retrieved one of his socks. He stuck it in my mouth and then plunged his cock once again deep into my hole.

He fucked me hard to the point I had to piss. I let him know and he took the sock out of my mouth and took me to the bathroom. He had me stand in the bathtub and piss. As I did, he stuck his cock back up my as and began to fuck me again.

When I was done pissing, he took me out to the bedroom again and fucked the hell out of me. He came with such intensity that I could feel his cum squirting deep into my ass. He them got off of me and untied my hands. My ass was burning as he was so big and I had never taken anything so big.

The other guys I had had sex with were OK, but by the time I got home I knew I really wanted guys like him - guys who just used me like a piece of meat at took what they wanted. It was good that we did the massage first - it got me to trust him. If it hadn't gone that way I don't know if I would have had the nerve to hookup with someone like him. We did a few hookup after that, but he's the one who taught me what I like - early on... It's because of him I'm a cumhole bottom who lets the tops call the shots - however they want to use me is good with me...

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