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      Laying naked on my bed one afternoon, my regular play buddy who happened to be poz finally got me to let my guard down. 

      It's usually been him sucking my shaved thick butt plug sized cock, then me licking his furry black bushy balls  while he stroked his nice just right sized cock. Our attraction was related to mutual connecting personalities, he the funny furry middle aged black and  silver furry chested caucasian dad bear.  He had a semi soft silver/black full beard . I was the snarky, intuitive smooth a little younger than him caucasian brown goateed bear chaser. My trimmed furry brown crotch was about the only hair outside the brown goatee on my body.  He liked my shaved head. 

     We had already talked about the poz life thing and I didn't care he was poz and on meds, we just played safe. Our instinctual knack for humor allowed us to have intimate dialogue without the defensiveness that comes with poz talk.

     My initial fear was dispelled by his knowledge of poz life and how we can have normal fun sex . He knew I was attracted to him and I knew he was to me. Our respective partners didn't know we were playing around. Meeting a guy on a hookup app, who was poz was somewhat a dark thrill for me. I couldn't tell/share with my partner the implications of [banned word] sex. My play buddy's husband was always on the prowl to fuck and seed any chaser that wanted poz cum. My play buddy and I happened to find a happy medium. 

    So here I am on this bed of mine, naked, some adrenaline rushing through my veins.  His soft touch, disarmed my hesitancy about this moment. He could tell I was going to give in to his request.  My legs were open, I laughed longer than usual to his corny gay jokes he was telling. My musk started to become pronounced as my nervousness was giving me away. I was ready but nervous and I knew he knew I was nervous. 

    Now I know my buddy is on his meds, and I trusted him. He gave me a look this day and asked if today was ok for him to finally bareback. Beyond the nervousness I was displaying, I told him I had already anticipated this idea and decided after our hinting of potential experimental fun by way of our texting,  to go ahead and clean out.

     He acknowledged my response with a smile and cock throbbing on my left leg. It felt like morris code for bareback sex.  I wasn't on prep yet, another reason to be mindful and nervous. I told him for some reason I felt it was going to be ok and I wanted this.  He just looked at me with his deep emerald green eyes nestled below a set of bushy black hued eyebrows and nodded with a smile. When I said I trusted him.be just responded back "I know."  His thick dark pink nipples tickled my chest as he laid sideways on me.  His strong hands  was stroking my hair. I could feel his breath on my neck, tickling me as my body relaxed to his touch.  My guard was let down.

     My buddy assured me he was on meds and that he was happy I was willing to finally give in to pleasure. I told him I wasn't a chaser but a poz admirer and didn't want to weird him out or beg for anything. I just wanted to finally give into the desire of poz fuck I ve been fantasizing about through poz porn and friends who were poz friendly. The encouragement from my friends made me feel that this was goin to be ok.   

     In my head I wanted this for such a long time, but my paranoia of getting HIV,  the unknown of my relationship status if I got caught, fed into my lust for dark desire. What do I do with desire. If I waited any longer he may have not wanted to come back.. my buddy asked me if I was ready. I stuttered a hot second and said yes.

     He got on top of me from the left side. He now was on top of me. His warm breath close to my lips as I closed my eyes and tilted my head back just ever so slightly to set up for a deep kiss. I got more than a deep kiss. I got a huge furry soft silver and black bearded kiss on my hungry lips. He whispered, " I finally get to do what I ve been wanting to do handsome." I responded back with a hint of naivete, " oh yeah what's that sir?" " I m gonna finally put this dad cock in your boy hole. All these play date sessions have been killing me. I been waiting for you to finally give in to me being in your warm boy hole and give you what we ve both been wanting. You my cock and me, I wanna know I can own you y my cum being in you. You trust me boy?" Oh my fucking God, this is happening..

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It's going to be a continued story for sure. It also reflexing some of my feelings right now. I ve been reading enough articles and guys on here. I would enjoy a poz cock sometime in a real life role play scenario, but I know it's not in the cards ...hard enough to find a regular play buddy but a willing undectable guy to fill a fantasy. I ll just stick to writing erotica and masterbation..hehe. 

I may try and go to a CumUnion or a bath house in Atlanta soon. If I do I ll let you guys know and just maybe this hole can have a story to tell about one of you guys.😈

Also, I wouldn't mind hearing how a buddy poz guy would enjoy my poz fetish self. I get turned on by the sensual take over and then giving in to lust. Any ideas would be great. Share your slutty poz top desires. Help me get a "poz virgin nut".heheh😈😜

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My bear buddy looks down at me, staring into my eager eyes. I want to close my eyes in return, but he has me mesmerized. His beard is tickling my face and chin. His warm breath smells of a peppermint and my musky ball sack. Oh my fucking God this is happening. 

    My buddy's furry crotch is rubbing on my cock firmly, our balls do a dance, a tango of flesh and masculinity. I moan every so slightly in response. I take my hands and embrace him, my nails from all of my naughty fingers begin to dig into his back, as he leans over to my left side and begins nibbling my ear lobe. Oh my fucking God my body tingles like crazy. I feel as if someone is tickling me all over, I tense up with excitement, this bear dad is owning my body. His cock flicks on my pubes. 

   His hands rub up and down my side. I feel like a sack of potatoes, I feel so given away, this buddy of mine knows how to touch me. All I can focus on action wise is to kiss him and kiss him passionately, my tongue licking his, our lips massage each other. His smell is driving me crazy. Gym socks and lemongrass is all that gets in my nasal headspace. I know it's all I can do is just beg by kissing. I want him just to keep kissing me and touching me, massaging me as if I was a client he paid for. It's taking all of me not to act like a little school boy getting his first toy for Christmas.

     At some point in our session, I just start forgetting what he's doing to me. All I can keep sensory wise in my mind is just wet licks and smooth penis bumping on my cock and balls. He is rubbing all over my body. He decides to finally take control and slowly move down my body, opening my legs up taking his hands strong firm and soft and slowly rub my inner thighs. His warm breath on my legs....his beard is making my legs quiver, he finally goes down on me, making slurping sounds as my hips thrust up to his face. I immediately go into a fuck rhythm pattern that emulates a hungry poz guy wanting to breed his first neg chaser. Medium paste deep thrusts with the intention of teasing. Oh my God I just want him in me so bad, but he stays on my cock for a good bit knowing that he has control. He knows that at this point, I would say yes to anything he does to me. Has bearded face begins to come off my cock and then he pays attention to my furry balls. That dark red tongue of his just bathing my balls with his spit. I'm writhing in ecstasy and telling him to keep going.  I don't want him to stop, his beard is tickling my taint, while his tongue goes between my taint and my balls.

     I'm in heaven now.  He's holding my legs open pushing on them while I'm on my back. I could feel his tongue begin to go in and out of my hole just like he wants to do with my cock. I could just let him tongue fuck me forever, but I wanted more  He asked me if I'm ready for this cock and I just said don't stop please keep going I need you. I want your poz cock I trust you, make me yours . He asked me again if I wanted to, to make sure and I said yes sir. A steady push of his lubed hungry cock in my asshole reminds me there's no turning back. Once he puts his dad cock in me the precum already starts taking place in my warm wet hole. I hurriedly ask him if he's on his meds, he assures me with a devilish smile and says yes, at this point I'm all in.

   A slow this  of his mushroom head cock on my prostate makes me yell out "Oh..my god. Fuck me!" It's swollen eager cock, wet from lube and precum thrusts into my hole. He again asks me if Im okay, am I sure, and then I respond, "just fuck me!' Thats was it, no going  back, his cock lands right on my second sphincter with his first deep thrust. I suddenly take my hands and tap his thighs, that one slow deep push in and I was owned.  "Oh baby boy, this feels so good. I ve been wanting to do this for so long. Our blowjob sessions have been driving me nuts. I ve  been so horny to breed you, but I didn't want to scare you off and now that you decided this.... I just want to fuck." " Oh yes ...fuck man just fuck."  "I want to give in, I can't take it any longer. I've been wanting you to fuck too, but I've been afraid!" "It's okay smooth boy, I got you, fu..fu fuhhck this hole is wet God damn." My buddy gets into a fuck rhythm with his grunts. Swirling thoughts of being pozzed, being a slut cum whore like I see on these bareback raw breed porn videos flood my mind.  Man he knows how to fuck and damn why did I wait so long for him to do this. "Oh fuck buddy, fuck I m gonna cum, your furry belly is making my cock cum...oh god ...oh fff....fuck. " Oh yeaha boy well take....this...cock. God damn...yeaha yeaha yeahaaaaa.....ah." 

   His load spewed all in my chasers hole and my cock just spewed all over his belly at the same time .He did one final thrust and held his cock in my hole. He was making sure that his cum wasn't going anywhere for an hot minute.

     The adrenaline was such a rush,  I grabbed his ass with both my hands as I could feel residual thrusts of his cock and ass squeezing out all the cum that he had stored up for me. I wanted the fuck session to last longer, but I guess we both were so horny, it didn't take long. All the excitement got us so worked up that at most 5 minutes went by.  God he knew what he was doing, I kno this because, my prostate was throbbing with excitement. I didn't want this moment to end,  but my body had to go back to work he was on an extended lunch break and I was off from work so I could just take it easy. 

   Reality crept in once I watched him in my bedroom bath shower watching him wash off the  cum on his black furry chest. I was going to let the cum dry on my chest for a little bit. I was enjoying the smell of sweet cum the first big load I had in awhile.

   My buddy was getting dressed and saying nothing but accolades about the hot sex we just had and how he wants to continue our play dates. I asked him if he wanted to fuck again next time and he said that was up to me.  He wanted me to feel comfortable and he wasn't one of those guys that was going to mess up another person's relationship because he had to protect his. He just wanted me to have a good time and enjoy the fantasy that I've been looking for but, too nervous to ask. Before my buddy walked out the house door, he looked back at me, planted a hot kiss on my lips and said, "That was hot, thank you for sharing yourself with me. Now you have a little bit of me with you." I responded,"yes I do handsome have a good day." 

    I m looking forward to have more sessions like that in the future.

 

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Understood. We all have our thing...and well... I m here to let go of any remaining fears I have and educate myself. I m also looking for play buddies...but I know thats a long shot...heheh

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4 hours ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

it's interesting how you love foreplay in your stories...

As I do in real

sex without foreplay, kisses, rimming and of course poz talk, is meaningless for me

 

That kind of dialog and story line is something I struggle to do in stories I write.  I appreciate authors who seem to make those things look easy.

 

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