First time fucked. Unexpected and shocking

[Teeslad70]

No luck. I always seem to hit a wall at this time of year. I get bad depression which just feeds these urges.

Any tips? I'm so tempted by chems but no idea what I'm doing.

[Teeslad70]

Sunny day today, so caught a couple of cocks to suck whilst out cruising

Both older guys, who certainly enjoyed my attentions and made me feel good for once.

I am a cock whore.

[chargedodger]

first time getting fucked SHOULD be a bit scary!Starts trhe heart pounding and develops EXPECTATIONS that sex should not be pedestrian impassionate thing.I was a clueless lad but something inside me came alive as a result of that first seduction and breeding and continues to motivate me sexually to this day!:)

[Teeslad70]

2 hours ago, chargedodger said:

first time getting fucked SHOULD be a bit scary!Starts trhe heart pounding and develops EXPECTATIONS that sex should not be pedestrian impassionate thing.I was a clueless lad but something inside me came alive as a result of that first seduction and breeding and continues to motivate me sexually to this day!:)

It's totally changed me, I think. The last year or so has been a real rollercoaster of feelings.

[Teeslad70]

Just had some unexpected cock in a layby on my way home. A good load down my throat to set me up for the evening.

Sometimes it's better when you don't really try to find it 🙂

[Teeslad70]

Just over a year ago I was fucked by a friend of my "daddy's" on a boat. I've been put in direct contact with him and am quite excited by it. He's 30 miles away, but I live in hope of being his little whore. He seems quite keen in his messages, but I don't want to build up my expectations only to get depressed again.