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[OKCmarriedguy]

Part 2:

 

Have you ever heard the tale of the Two Wolves?  We all have two wolves inside us, trying to control differently and the wolf that you feed is the wolf that wins. 

 

I sat there with my hands on the keyboard, torn.  My mind vs this carnal desire.  Everything I had ever wanted vs a physical, emotional desire that would take everything I had ever wanted away from me.

 

I tried so hard to remove my hands from the keyboard, but I felt powerless to do so.  I saw the warning signs, I knew that this was not just sexual, it was so much more, so much more dangerous. 

 

I must have sat there for what seemed like an hour letting my two wolves battle, with neither wolf seeming to gain an edge, but then something happened that pulled the dark wolf ahead, he messaged me.

 

Dan: Hey, you’re online

Me: (fingers on the keyboard shaking with nervous excitement)

Me: Yeah, I just had a couple minutes free and wanted to say hi

Dan: It’s been a long time, I wish you had more than a couple of minutes

Me: yeah, I just came home early, and my wife will be here soon

Dan: Well, I’m glad you did

Me: me too

Dan: glad you still think about me

Me: I do

Dan: I still think about you too, a lot

Me:

Dan: I think about that night in your car and how I should have taken you by the hand and led you inside my apartment

Me: you think I would have followed?

Dan: I think you would have been nervous, but I think you wanted me to take you inside

Me: maybe so, I was incredibly scared though

Dan: you really were!  You were shaking when I touched you

Me: lol

Dan: but I think you would have relaxed once we got inside, and we were alone

Me: maybe, but I was scared half to death

Dan: I would have been gentle with you

Me: I believe that

Dan: who knows what that would have started.  I think if we had made love that night, it would have changed a lot

Me: how so?

Dan: We would have been closer, more connected, and you would want it more than you can imagine so you would have come back

Me: I can see that being true

 

Then during the chat something happened that I didn’t expect:

 

Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat)
Me: ignores it

Dan: please

Me: I don’t know

Dan: don’t turn your camera on, I just want you to see

Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat)

Me: (accepts)

 

I have my video off, but he can hear me.  I see him lying in bed, its dark the bed is a mess as he is laying there on the sheets with no shirt. 

 

Dan: Are you there?

Me: (nervously) yes

Dan: it is so good to hear your voice, I wanted you to hear mine and see me, all of me

 

He points the camera down to his rock hard cock and starts slowly stroking it

 

Dan: Do you like it?

Me: (my voice cracks) yes

Dan: it likes you

Dan: it wants you and only you

 

I find it almost hard to breath now

 

Dan: Do you want it?  Please PLEASE tell me you do

Me: I do!

Dan: Good baby, I knew that you did

 

Dan starts stroking a little faster and moaning.  My cock is rock hard and I pull it out and start to stroke it with him, trying not to cum, but being so turned on.

 

Dan: FUCK!  It feels so good to be inside you.  Finally, we are together

Dan: Tell me you want me raw

Me: I want you!

Dan: Tell me you want my bare cock inside you

Me: I want you inside me

Dan: come on baby, please take me bare.  I need it, I need you

Me: I want you to fuck me raw

Dan: Fuck yes babe!  I slide my huge bare cock inside you, you feel so much better than I had ever dreamed.  I whisper in your ear that we are together now.  Tell me you want it!

Me:  I want it babe! I do!

Dan: I start fucking your faster and deeper, I hear you moan with pleasure as I get deeper and deeper.  I tell you that we are going to be together forever now, there is no going back now, it’s just you and me baby.  I know you want it.

 

I am so close to cumming right now, and I am so caught up in the story I would do whatever he wanted, I have fully lost control!

 

Me: I do want it babe:

Dan: tell me you want me to cum inside you!  Tell me you want cum flowing through your veins!  Tell me that you belong to me now!  Tell me that I am yours and you are mine!  You’re going to leave your wife behind to be with me.  Please baby! Fuck please!

Me: Cum inside of me baby!  Cum deep inside of me, I am yours!

Dan: Fuck, I can’t hold it back anymore!  I am going to cum!  I push as deep as I possibly can inside of you trying to ensure my cum is injected directly into your veins.  And I lean over and whisper in your ear, my poz cum is my wedding vow to you, there is no going back for either of us as my cock starts pouring a river of poz cum inside of you.

Me: I want it!

 

I see dan on camera shooting out a huge load all over his bed and I do the same, cuming all over my office chair.

 

I sat there for a minute trying to regain my composure.  That is the most intense sex Ive ever had and it wasn’t real.   But now I am starting to come down from my high and reality is sinking in.

 

What the fuck have I done!  If I thought I had created a dangerous situation before, what I have I done now!

 

Dan: Oh my gosh!  You’re the best fuck I’ve ever had!  And I am SO happy that you feel the same way about me!

Me:

Dan: Babe, I promise you that I am going to treat you so good.  I am going to make you happy, trust me. 

Me:

Dan: We need to make this happen soon! I know you’re ready too! 

Me:

Dan: you still cleaning up after that great fuck?  Lol

Me:

Me: Gotta run, wife just walked inside!!!  Sorry

Dan: What?  Tell her about us, its time!  We are together now! 

Dan: She needs to know about us so we can start with our life.

 

I logged off without responding to the last two messages.  I sat there thinking to myself, what have I done.  I have no control over myself and I’m going to throw my life away.  I just told him I wanted to divorce my wife and marry him.  I cannot be trusted.

 

The next day I thought to myself, ever since 9th grade, I have worked towards 1 goal, become a lawyer, have a successful practice, have the hot trophy wife that everyone wants, have a membership at the country club, take vacations to Aspen, the Bahamas, nice places.  And I have all of that right now, but I am trying my best to throw all of it away.  And don’t be mistaken, it will ALL be taken from you.

 

If your wife finds out, you will get a divorce and her father will drag you through court so long that you won’t be able to take on other cases, not that any other cases will come to you.  Your father-in-law will be sure to spread it to the far corners of the earth that you cheated on your wife with a homeless HIV drug addict, whatever he can say to ruin my reputation and he is well enough connected to do so.

 

If you cannot control your desires to have a guy fuck you, you can easily find another guy.  A guy who isn’t infected with every std possible, a guy who isn’t trying to own you and keep you locked in a cage.  There must be some guy out there like me, that wants something secret.  If the urges ever get that bad, that is what I will do, Dan is no longer an option.

 

For almost a year and half, I hardly thought of dan.  I forced myself to believe that it wasn’t an option, and if the urge ever occurred, I just told myself, well you need to try something different, dan isn’t an option anymore.  Most of the time, I would just go and jerk off and occasionally I would watch a little porn and then JO, but that seemed to work, it satisfied the craving.

 

Over the next year and half, my business grew, I had 2 other attorneys working for me and not to mention a very sexy assistant.  And my relationship with my wife got better, I honestly believe this happened when I hired my assistant.  She got a little jealous and more interested in me.   Things were going good.

 

Right around the year and half mark, I got a pretty big case, back in my college town, back where dan was, and I had to go back there for the first time since I graduated, over 12 years ago.

 

Our first in court appointment on the case was on Thursday morning at 9am.  Now, I live two and half hours from there, so leaving at 6:30am isn’t that difficult, but I thought it would be best to drive up the day before and get a hotel room, just so I’m prepared you know.  My wife actually offered to come and stay with me, but I told her that I wanted to go over the case material in the hotel room, so she decided to stay back.

 

The nostalgia of being back in your college town, what can i say, it felt great.  Something inside you makes you feel young again, young wild and free!  But none of that was true, it just felt that way.

 

First thing I did was I went to the gym, then I came back to the hotel and ate dinner at the hotel bar.  I sat there for almost 2 hours having drinks, flirting with the bar tender.  She was younger, in college, tattooed up and just looked sexy as hell.  I have to admit, I was very tempted to invite her up, this is probably the first sign that I’m letting college nostalgia effect my head.  But, you can never tell with bar tenders, is she flirting with me because she wants a tip or something more, and there was no way I was going to stay down there another 3 hours until they closed.  So I left her a $100 tip, (yes, I was definitely trying to show off) and told her it was fun talking with her and left.

 

I got up to the room and took a shower and then with just a towel wrapped around me sat on the bed and turned on the tv and grabbed my notes, time to go over the case material.  But, I was buzzing pretty hard from the drinks and found it hard to concentrate.  So I thought I would jerk off really quick and the first thing that popped in my mind wasn’t the sexy bar tender, it was Dan. 

 

I told myself that Dan wasn’t an option, but I’m not going to talk to him, I’m just going to Jerk off thinking about him, the guard then came down. That is where it all changed course.  It put dan back on the table, it no longer was “Not an option”.  I allowed myself to think about him, about our last conversation, and right now my mind wasn’t focused on the part about me losing everything I had ever worked for, it was focused in on the part with his extremely long cock.

 

I was already getting hard, but there was something inside me that wanted more, like just going to jerk off was drinking a diet soda, I didn’t want diet soda, it wasn't going to satisfy this craving, I wanted more.  I almost immediately had my laptop open on the site ready to log in and then there was this subtle howl, the other wolf was trying so hard to change my mind but I didn’t even take the time to think it over.  I pressed the “login” button.

 

Immediately I see that I had almost 35 messages from Dan since the last time we spoke, this did bring me back down a notch and alarms started going off

 

Dan: Last night was so fun! Love you

 

(a few days later)

Dan: I can’t wait to see you baby!  Love you so much!

 

(the next day)

Dan: Just thinking about last night, I am so happy that we feel the same.  Love you

 

(a week later)

Dan:  Hurry back on here, I miss you!

 

(another week later)

Dan: ok, this is starting to make me mad.  I need to talk to you

 

(The next day)

Dan: Look, you and I both know how you really feel.  You want this more than I do, quit being an ass.

 

(a few weeks later)

Dan: I guess you decided to stay with your whore wife. Who cares about me huh?  What about you?  You know that you want me, you crave me, I am the only one who can make you happy!

 

(the next day)

Dan: ok, I guess I will have to call your wife and tell her about us.  I guess you’re not big enough of a man to do it, so you need me to come do it for you.

 

(a month later)

Dan: You should see the guy I fucked last night, he reminded me so much of you in college.  He took a huge load!

 

(a month later)

Dan: What are you going to do when I come to your office and just walk into your office and bend you over your desk and fuck you raw as everyone hears you begging me to cum inside you!

 

(several months later)

Dan: omg!  I can’t believe I sent that message; I was so drunk and was out with this really hot college guy that I’m dating now and I didn’t even remember sending that.  Sorry, hope you’re ok.

 

(6 months later)

Dan: Hey!  Just wanted to say hi, haven’t talked to my husband (lol) in a while so thought I would say hi.  Hi hubby.  Lol remember that night haha

 

(1 month later)

Dan: sends video message of him jerking off and as he is cumming he says “Oh fuck, I can’t wait until I get to cum inside you again babe”

 

(the next day)

Dan: sorry I meant to send that to someone else.  Hope you’re ok

 

(a few months later)

Dan: Funny story, I was talking about you last night with my boyfriend and he totally wants to meet you! 

 

(a few days before now)

Dan: Hey just think about you, wanted to catch up and say hi and see how things are going. 

 

I read them all several times, thinking it all over carefully.  This guy is not stable, he is dangerous.  He would do anything possible to infect you, rape, stealth you, anything.  He sincerely believes that by doing this, we will essentially be married because where else can I go?  I can’t go back to my wife, and who would start dating me when I have HIV+, Hepatis, and Herpes, whatever std he has.  I would have nowhere to go, so I guess I would just marry him, and he would move in with me and I would buy him a car and we would take vacations all over and he wouldn’t have to do anything.   So, he will do anything possible to get his toxic load inside you. 

 

That brought me down, but I still wanted to Jerk off thinking about him, so I pulled up that video he sent me and watched him stroking his long cock and shooting his load and hearing him say he was cumming inside me.  I watched it over and over with my hand on my cock, but I couldn’t bring myself to jerk off, I didn’t want to cum.  I wanted more!

 

Me: Hey man, things are good, how are you?  I see you have a boyfriend now, I am happy for you.

Within 5 minutes:

Dan: Just working, great to hear from you.

Me.  Work, work work, lol all work no play

Dan: lol, you never let me play!

Me: you have a boyfriend to play with (not believing he has a boyfriend)

Dan: he doesn’t have to know

Me: Dan, you don’t want to cheat

Dan: You don’t tell him, I won’t tell your wife, I little secret

Me: lol, secrets can be dangerous

Dan: I like that

Me: I know you do!

Dan: so do you!

Me: I do?

Dan: What are you doing online?

Me: Sitting in a hotel supposed to be working but doing something else

Dan: I wish I was something else 😉

Me: lol, I didn’t say letting something else do me

Dan: You should say that

Me: really?

Dan: Yes

Me: Your boyfriend is going to be mad at you

Dan: He knows about you, about us

Me: what does he know

Dan: he knows everything

Dan: why are you in a hotel working?  Wife kick you out?

Me: lol, no.  I’m here in town for work.

Dan: You’re in town right now?

Me: for tonight, I have a court early tomorrow

Dan: Where are you staying?

Me: The Montgomery

Dan: Of course, the nicest hotel around

Me: Lol, business expense

Dan: what are you going to do when I come over

Me:  how are you going to get here?

Dan: call a cab

Me: you don’t know what room number I’m in though

Dan: are you really there

Me: (sends picture out of window)

Dan: You can’t tease me, let me come over!

Me: I can’t I have to study, you have a boyfriend, I have a wife

Dan: We broke up last week

Me: oh, I’m sorry (still not believing he ever had a boyfriend)

Dan: Please!  We don’t have to have sex, I just want to hang out

Me: Really?  You think you could come over, be alone in a bedroom and just talk?

Dan: Yeah, I mean hopefully you will give me a hug and maybe a kiss, but we don’t have to have sex unless you want to.

Me: I really need to study for this case

Dan: I’m taking $20 out of the register now to get a cab, that’s enough to get me there, someone else will have to bring me back 😉

Me: you cant steal from your work you will lose your job

Dan: I will pay them back somehow, you can loan me $20, right?

Me: and now you’re talking about staying the night, you just said we wouldn’t have sex

Dan: Just called the cab

Me: you still don’t know my room number

Dan: That means I have 10 minutes to get it from you before I get there.

Me: Dan, hold on a minute!

Dan:  Already called the cab

Me: Really hold on, lets think about this

Dan: too late, what is your room number

Me:

Dan: I guess I could ask the front desk

Me: Dan, come on.  Lets talk this through

Dan: we have been talking for years!  If you don’t want to have sex, we won’t.

Me:

Dan: Getting in the cab

Me:

5 minutes later

Dan: (sends photo of the hotel)

Me: what the hell!

Dan: Should I ask the bar tender or the front desk for your room number?

Me: hold on one second

Dan: They’re really going to be “why is he going up to his room”

Me: Dan, seriously hold on one second.

Dan: Front desk it is

Me: Ok!

Dan: Ok what?

Me: NO sex, right?

Dan: up to you!

Me: 412

 

 

I am pacing through the room, not knowing what to do before I realize I am still just wearing a towel.  There is a knock at the door, “hold on one second”.  I turn off the lights except the tv and the lights coming in the window and grab some shorts tee shirt and throw them on really quick and go to the door.

 

I slowly open the door and see dan, much older and skinnier than I remember, but it has been over 10 years, and he isn’t the healthiest person I know, so he hasn’t exactly aged well.

 

He walks in and the door shuts, he hugs me and kisses me, and I pull back a little. 

 

Dan: I’ve missed you so much!

Me: I missed you too, but I cant….

Dan: I know, but you would have just talked all night

Me: did you really steal from your work

Dan: yeah, I had to, what else could I do.  I had to see you

Me:

Dan: give me a hug!

 

Dan steps in gives me a hug, as his arms wrap around me, he pulls himself in close and lingers, as he slightly pulls back and say’s I’ve missed you so much and leans in and kisses me. 

 

He sits down on the bed and taps beside him, come sit down!  I hesitate and he grabs my hand and pulls me to him.  He is sitting on the edge of the bed, and he pulls me to where I am standing directly in front of him, he then puts his hands behind me, on my butt and pulls me in and hugs me, with his face right next to my dick.  He slowly turns his face to where his face is directly on my cock with nothing but a thin pair of shorts between us as he takes in a deep breath.

 

He then lays back on the bed holding onto my hands pulling me on top of him, he puts both of his hands behind my knees pulling my legs to his side, so I am straddling him.

 

Dan: this feels so good

Me: I thought we were just going to be friends tonight

 

Dan pulls himself up close to me and puts his right arm around me and twists to the left rolling over on top of me between my legs. 

 

Dan: you said we could hug and kiss

 

As he leans over and starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat, for a second I kiss him back but then reality awakens me as I push him back.  He pulls back and smiles.  He then leans down and kisses me more forceful this time, again I kiss him for a second, but then stop, but he doesn’t.  He starts kissing my neck and with his right hand he moves it below my left knee, pulling my knee up as he starts grinding on me.  I feel his cock getting harder and pushing through his pants and pressing up against me.  Completely out of my control, my cock starts getting hard, but I still try and stop him.

 

Me: hold on dan

Me:  Dan!  Hold on a second

Dan just moans and keeps kissing me and grinding more forcibly.

 

Me: Dan STOP!

 

Dan gets up and with both hands pulls my shorts off, I try to stop but it happens so fast I didn’t even see it coming, he unbuttons his pants right in front of me as I am laying there on the bed.

 

Me: Dan we need to stop now

Dan: it’s ok, I promise, I will keep my underwear on, I just want to blow you like I did before.

Me: Please, we need to stop

 

Dan pulls his pants down and is standing there in his dirty white underwear, he drops to his knees and takes my cock in his mouth. 

 

I gasp for air, it feels so good, I am convincing myself that I will let him blow me and that’s all. 

 

It feels so good, my hips start to move.  That movement you feel when you know the other person really wants it, I couldn’t control it.   Then I feel his finger pushing inside of me, he must have had lube in his pocket, but he is pouring lube inside of me pushing more and more into me with his fingers, he goes from one finger to two to 3.  I actually start to moan, then I feel him mouth leave my cock and go to my stomach, my chest my neck, my mouth and I kiss him back.

 

Then I feel him pushing his bare cock towards me, I turn my head and say “NO!”

 

Me: we can’t do that, ok?

Dan: its ok baby, its ok

 

As he keeps pushing it towards my lubed-up hole but I am blocking him.  Then dan puts his hands around both of my wrists and holds them down as he continues to try and push his cock in me.

 

Me: Dan, stop!  We can’t to this.  Not like this, we have to use a condom stop!

Dan: its ok babe, I know you want this

 

Dan removes his right hand from my wrist and puts it behind my knee pulling my knee up towards me giving him better access, with my free hand I try to stop him so he takes his left hand and puts it on my throat, with one hand holding my knee up and the other directly on my throat, leaving all of his wait pushing down on my throat, it’s hard to speak or even breath.

 

Then I feel it, his bare cock is pushing in me, with one more push, his hard bare cock is about 1/3 of the way in me.  He then removes his hands from my leg and throat and collapses on me and starts to kiss me.

 

Dan: You feel so fucking good!  I knew you wanted this

 

As he starts taking slow strokes getting deeper and deeper.   as he continues to speak under his breath with every stroke

Dan: It's ok babe

Dan: You know you want it, i know you really want this

His breathing is getting heavier and heavier

Dan: You know you fucking want this

 

I am lying there in shock at what is happening, but at the same time this is the first time I have ever had anything inside of me, ever!  So, I am also feeling this feeling.

 

Dan keeps going harder and harder and getting deeper and deeper until he finally gets his entire bare cock buried inside of me, he then looks me right in the eye and kisses me and says
 

Dan: you feel so good!  I am already about to cum

Me: dan, don’t cum inside of me please.  I’m not ready

Dan: It’s ok baby!  I love you, I wouldn’t do this if I didn’t love you.  This is the only way

 

As he starts fucking me again, I try to push him back, but he just grabs my wrists again holding me down and fucks me even harder until he takes one last thrust that makes me grunt, and then I feel his cock exploding inside of me.

Dan: fuck!  i'm cumming baby, i'm cumming

I just lay there feeling his huge cock pumping over and over again pouring his poz load inside of me.  He collapses on top me and I hear him say “I love you baby” as he rolls off to the side and lays there trying to catch his breath. 

 

I am just lying there, and what is kind of funny is that I’m not thinking about his poz load inside of me.  I just keep thinking “was I just raped”. 

 

I honestly don’t know.  I feel like I was saying no, and tried to stop him, but at the same time he was saying stuff like “I love you and I miss you”.  And, I was rock hard and my clock exploded too.  Do you cum if you’re actually getting raped?  I honestly didn't know if this was actual rape.

 

I laid there thinking that for about 20 minutes before it dawns on me that his toxic load is still inside of me.  I get out bed without waking him up and go sit on the toilet for 30 minutes hoping it will just all come out of me.  This is when I realize what has just happened.  There is no going back now, everything he wanted he may have just got, everything I have ever wanted I may have just lost.

 

I went and laid back down, trying to sleep, but that wasn’t possible.  A couple hours later he woke up and went to the bathroom, I tried to pretend like I was sleeping, but I hear him walk out of the bathroom and comes lays back in bed beside me.  He lays right next to me, and I continue to pretend to be sleeping, as he starts kissing my neck and then he starts rubbing my cock again. 

 

I just lay there as he continues on, but soon my cock starts to get hard, and I hear him say “there you are” I kind of moan from pleasure and move my hips as he starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat.  It feels so good, I kiss him back and he climbs on top of me, between my legs, I feel his cock getting hard and rubbing against me and he is grinding his rock hard cock up against me.

 

Dan: I fucking want you

Me: Mhmmm

Dan: do you want me

Me: (I open my eyes, no longer pretending to be asleep and look him in the eyes.  Here I am in my thirties, in my prime, with a $100k car in the parking lot, and here he is, old, sickly, doesn’t even have $20 dollars to his name, and he wants to own me, he wants me to give him everything I have and how do I respond, I bite my lower lip, looking him in the eyes and shake my head yes, yes I want you.  You can have me, you can have everything!)

Dan: (smiles) tell me

Me: I want you

Dan: No, I need to hear it all.  Do you want me to fuck you raw, do you want us to be one

Me: yes, I want you to fuck me raw

Dan: you want me to cum inside of you, my toxic poz load inside of you

Dan: you can’t go back to your old life now, you will be mine.  Is that what you want?

Me: yes, I want you so badly

Dan: (Grins so big)

Dan: If you want us to be married, grab my bare cock and slide it in you

 

I do as i'm told, looking him in the eyes the entire time, I reach down between his legs and grab his bare cock and aim it towards my hole.  As I am doing this dan looks me in the eyes and says:

 

Dan: be careful here, if you do this, I am going to poz you.  You can’t go back to your wife, if you try to run, I will find you and ruin you.  If you put my cock inside you, we are together forever and if you even think about leaving me, I will ruin you!

 

Im laying there with his huge bare cock in my hand aiming it directly towards my hole and I hear him say all this and I realize that he isn’t going to force himself on me this time, its my decision and it's totally up to me. If I do it, I have to leave my wife and essentially be married to him, or he is going to ruin me.  He is giving me an out.  He is letting me stop and say goodbye to him.  He always thought if he got the chance to fuck me, that I would be the one to give it all up for him, and now he is giving me the option to stop it and let him go or to choose a life with him.  It is all running through my mind, what do I do?  I know what i have to do, i look him right in the eye: 

 

Me: I do!

Me: Your load has the power to make us one.  I don't want you to use a condom, I don't want you to pull out.  If you infect me now, I will be yours forever.

Dan smiled really big - everything he had wanted for 12 years was about to be his

Dan: This is our wedding, you're mine now

 

He then stuck his finger in my ass and started fingering me without lube and doing it very rough, I could feel his fingernails scratching my inside.  I clenched up and grunted from the pain, but he didn’t stop, he just went harder and harder.  When he finally finished, he pulled out his finger which was covered in blood.

 

Dan: there is no chance you won’t get infected now, you ready?

 

I reached down and grabbed his cock and aimed it towards my hole.

 

I was his.

 

[negchaserlooking]

Fuck that was so hot, But there is something after "i was his" which is not legible???

[PozTalkAuthor]

Longing for part 3, with his full conversion to POZ!!!

This topic (straight marriage vs. gay relationship) triggers me. Besides poz/neg issue.

I read it together with my guy and he said "without your courage I might still be unhappily married to my wife"

I didn't force sex though. I needed air. Coming out from an abusive relationship. 

 

I think many closeted men stay like this because their wives just iron, wash clothes and cook for them...LOL

I'm kidding, of course. But maybe not that much

[negchaserlooking]

10 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

Longing for part 3, with his full conversion to POZ!!!

This topic (straight marriage vs. gay relationship) triggers me. Besides poz/neg issue.

I read it together with my guy and he said "without your courage I might still be unhappily married to my wife"

I didn't force sex though. I needed air. Coming out from an abusive relationship. 

 

I think many closeted men stay like this because their wives just iron, wash clothes and cook for them...LOL

I'm kidding, of course. But maybe not that much

I am so happy that you and your guy found each other and that you are helping him come to terms with himself (we have chatted). Whether you and he choose to take that next step will happen, if and when it happens. And yes the number of straight married men looking to hook up seems to certainly outweigh the number of gay men in my experience. 

[PozTalkAuthor]

5 minutes ago, negchaserlooking said:

I am so happy that you and your guy found each other and that you are helping him come to terms with himself (we have chatted). Whether you and he choose to take that next step will happen, if and when it happens. And yes the number of straight married men looking to hook up seems to certainly outweigh the number of gay men in my experience. 

 

We can't talk globally, there are many and many situations where social background forces you to condition your long-term life. Many people who coming out might find themselves homeless and moneyless! 

I honestly could have taken the step towards my guy much, much before and kick the abuser out. But it would have meant "I kick the bad one out and let my guy live with me"

both of us coming out from life unhappily shared with unwanted people, and no space on our own. It would have broken everything. 

This way we have been certain he could have his own place, and that's all! 

I just share this because my guy and I have talked about this story, besides the sexy part.

The character Dan is homeless, has nothing to lose. The other one is rich, so the homeless can even earn something, a better quality of life...

 

Btw, if there are kids around, situation is even worse! 

Forced to live an unhappy life for the kids' own good, but unhappiness is inevitably transmitted to them in an endless chain. 

I appreciate some stories and authors here, because they are not just "cum and go". Stories give also some inspiration to discuss about a subject. And confront.

[kiraizuru]

I shot cum so much. And my cum as I read next chapter will be much more 💦

[RawSubDad]

I shot several times throughout your story. Thanks and I look forward to reading more of your work.