Just took anon loads for the first time ever

[ATHGASlut]

I'm probably writing about this because of how surreal it is to me, but here's what happened!

At 25, ive had my fair sure of gay sex. I hate to say I was always that bottom that insisted on a condom though, even if it meant I had to go home. Until About a month ago, I had only had unprotected sex with my long term boyfriends. Last month, I had a sniffies top take advantage of my submissiveness and remove the condom during sex. Although the safe side of me wanted to jump up right then and there, against my better judgement I surrendered to him and let him breed me. He said afterwards that he knew I wasn't going to do anything because he could tell that I was a slut just waiting to get bred. I honestly think this encounter has changed something in me because now all I can think about is recklessly taking loads and have been returning to him for more. 
 

Since last month, I have gotten really into breeding zone and reading other's stories and fantasies. I always thought it was crazy how sometimes we fuck on Grindr before we even know each other names, but hearing how people take loads without even ever seeing their top turned me on massively. I realized I'm turned on by letting any man in my hole and having no choice but to submit to him until he cums. I've jerked off every day to the stories on here and my own fantasies. 
 

Well, today the fantasy went somewhat overboard. I'm not disappointed in myself, but I am surprised I would do something like this. I set up a new sniffies profile with a picture of my hole, and set my profile as no loads refused. It was exhilarating setting up my breeding area, getting on my blindfold and allowing men into my space with no regard for myself. In the span of 2 hours, I had 4 men use my hole, never seeing the face of any of them. 2 of them were BBC's and during the third guy I experienced my first ever anal orgasm and could feel my hole literally milking his cock, leading to his own orgasm. All 4 of these men came inside me, which I realized caused the number of men that have bred me to basically triple in one day. 
 

Part of me wants to worry because I am not yet on PreP or Doxy- I never thought I needed them. Now, I suppose I might seek that out but it's too late for the loads I already took. All in all, I totally see myself doing this again. My DMs are open by the way 😉

Edited yesterday at 02:56 AM by ATHGASlut

[drscorpio]

Congratulations on discovering new things about yourself! 😈
Taking loads is addictive. You are going to keep doing it. Please look into PrEP and DoxyPrep. 

[jXsluT]

welcome to the club you fucking slut 😈

no going back

[ffWhole]

As it has been mentioned before...
Taking anonymous loads is very addictive... there is no way back.

[PozBearWI]

We may see this change over the next couple of years, but there are a lot of us barebackers who fucked for decades without getting infected.  It is not just a simple thing to get pozzed by fucking.  I'm in the "why fuck if it isn't raw" camp.

I recall the advertising of the 80's when the claim was made "you can't tell the difference"; and everyone I knew and met anyway still strongly preferred bareback, as did I.  It isn't a bad life getting STI screenings on a regular basis to maintain sexual health.  We have PrEP and doxyPEP as reasonable options.  CDC seems to have removed the OK for PrEP on demand; but that is a viable option as long as one is consistent.  

[NWUSHorny]

It is definitely addictive. You should definitely get tested and hopefully can still go on PREP, either way you need to get on meds and look forward to a long career as a net cumslut.

[thebigpig]

Welcome to the club! Being a cumslut is the best and luckily we are in an era where you can be a no loads refused bottom and still be safe. Definitely look into PrEP and Doxy to stay safe and have fun! 🐷

[UnsureAboutThis]

I  think you are on a journey of self-discovery. Enjoy it. 

[Bottomsub8989]

15 hours ago, ATHGASlut said:

I'm probably writing about this because of how surreal it is to me, but here's what happened!

At 25, ive had my fair sure of gay sex. I hate to say I was always that bottom that insisted on a condom though, even if it meant I had to go home. Until About a month ago, I had only had unprotected sex with my long term boyfriends. Last month, I had a sniffies top take advantage of my submissiveness and remove the condom during sex. Although the safe side of me wanted to jump up right then and there, against my better judgement I surrendered to him and let him breed me. He said afterwards that he knew I wasn't going to do anything because he could tell that I was a slut just waiting to get bred. I honestly think this encounter has changed something in me because now all I can think about is recklessly taking loads and have been returning to him for more. 
 

Since last month, I have gotten really into breeding zone and reading other's stories and fantasies. I always thought it was crazy how sometimes we fuck on Grindr before we even know each other names, but hearing how people take loads without even ever seeing their top turned me on massively. I realized I'm turned on by letting any man in my hole and having no choice but to submit to him until he cums. I've jerked off every day to the stories on here and my own fantasies. 
 

Well, today the fantasy went somewhat overboard. I'm not disappointed in myself, but I am surprised I would do something like this. I set up a new sniffies profile with a picture of my hole, and set my profile as no loads refused. It was exhilarating setting up my breeding area, getting on my blindfold and allowing men into my space with no regard for myself. In the span of 2 hours, I had 4 men use my hole, never seeing the face of any of them. 2 of them were BBC's and during the third guy I experienced my first ever anal orgasm and could feel my hole literally milking his cock, leading to his own orgasm. All 4 of these men came inside me, which I realized caused the number of men that have bred me to basically triple in one day. 
 

Part of me wants to worry because I am not yet on PreP or Doxy- I never thought I needed them. Now, I suppose I might seek that out but it's too late for the loads I already took. All in all, I totally see myself doing this again. My DMs are open by the way 😉

I’m off prep for a while now for some reasons and I’m craving desperately to get fucked and maybe more by random strangers.  Still holding back tho. 

[fuckyouraw777]

How does one know they're BBCs if you can't see them? Was it their voice/accent or something? The way they acted?