Why do I like being watched and shared?

[Watch-me-share-me]

A few years ago I met a fuck buddy introduce me to being shared with other men. I was hooked and loved it right from the start.

He loved watching other men breed me and genuinely enjoyed organising multiple men to use me,  before meeting him I've been in a 10-year monogamous relationship, so this was my first introduction to this kind of thing, yet I became hocked. 

I think he could see I was a pig deep down and after the first time he shared me with a few other men. It became something I enjoyed and did regularly with him.

One time he took me to a sex club and watched multiple men Breed me while I was in a sling in a dark room.

Every time he shared me with men, it just drove me to be more of a pig and I just wanted to be shared more. Yes, I enjoy one on one, but now I just crave being shared and I wondered what that is and we're the Urge comes from. Outside of the bedroom, I come across as a straight laced gentleman but I also had and up bring you in the Mormon religion, and I often wonder if the suppression drives this.

 

[BBBxCumDumpster]

I think it's a combo of things.  I love being pimped out.  My ex used to do it and I think there is a bond when you know somebodg.knows what you like. I loved it when there was more than one guy to fuck me and the others watch.  Once my ex and this friend took turns dumping loads in me and then with my ass still loaded, thet took me to this guy's house.  The guy bred me and the guy's boyfriend me and then they dp'd me while the others watched.  They then took me to another guy's house and he dropped three loads in me.  That was one of many goods times I had having my hole used.  Some guys I never even saw.   Once he got on a website  and prentended to be me.  He didnt tell me until the guy was almost at my place.  Turns out this guy and I worked in the same industry and we hit it off ans he gave me a really nice load. Long after we broke up, my ex would still pimp my hole and bring me some amazing dick. 

[Eagerindayton]

I think you like it because it is a fucking hot experience for anyone. I loved getting fucked in the baths in my younger days. I love group sex now and wish I could get more of it. Finding someone you trust and wants to share you with others is incredible - enjoy it and seek it out! Memories for later in life. I'm glad I slutted when I was younger and had the opportunities.

[Alwaz4fun]

It's both, though no experience in bath houses and very little in theaters . all my experiences were In crowded motel rooms watching me being bred, having them watch me made it hotter

[phillygwm]

Why psychoanalyze it?  If it's something you enjoy, then enjoy it.  Be sure to put your videos out there 🙂

I do think religion, or a conservative upbringing in general, has a lot to do with it.  I had a friend who was an ordained minister.  He worked for a religious organization which wasn't gay friendly.  His specific role wasn't ministerial and he didn't try to hide things.  But he had a thing for guys who were religious (Ultra Orthodox Jews, otherwise observant Muslims, Mormon missionaries, etc.)  Obviously, it was tough for him to meet guys in those rather insular circles but I think that was part of the appeal for him.  Yeah, a shrink would have had a field day with him but what does it matter?

[verbalBTTM]

I think it's a more primal instinct from tribal days when privacy wasn't a thing. You would always watch and hear your fellow tribe members procreating usually next to the fire to keep warm. In the Roman empire the same thing except it became more of a special place to do that. Fast forward to today where everything is private and now you have to go out and seak it, sometimes in cities far away. 

 

For me there's nothing better than others watching me performing, whether top or bottom. Something about another man jerking his cock to you communicates something at the subconscious level that yeah, what your doing is fucking hot. Being used by multiple men in public is just a tribal lust ritual. Marked as public territory for the group to enjoy using.

 

Being pimped out, now that is on another level. 

[gaypigbb]

Piggy group sex is such an amazing thing! It's sensoric overload with everything floating together into a mix of liquids, touch, movement, sounds, taste and smell. Add the emotional stuff of anticipation, lust, pleasure, + +, and it becomes the most fantastic experience that it is. I love it. The more everything floats, the better. When I don't really know (or care) what cock is where, what hole i lick, what enters my holes, how much spit and cum covers my throat and face. 

 

Being shared in a setting like this just heightens the experience even more. You add the emotional aspect of the guy whoring you out, his expectations and approval, his lust and pleasure. And of course the social power dynamics. 

 

Wow I love group sex!!

[kinkysuBB]

Well it’s sex and lots of it, what’s not to like? Also I wonder is there a submissive side to you. For me that gets triggered by the idea of offering myself to lots of men, or to one man who then makes all the decisions about who fucks me. My agency being taken away gets me going, someone else makes all the decisions and I just focus on being a hole.

As regards the watching, for me that taps into two things: bringing pleasure to more men than can physically fuck me at once, through letting them watch. Also the further degradation of being not just a submissive whore but a visible one.

Wait till you discover cameras to take that last bit to the next level 😈

[kinkysuBB]

The religious angle is interesting. I live what used to be a very conservative Catholic society (Ireland). Beginning with my parents generation that started to shift and in my lifetime things have swung very much the other way, so much so that we’re now one of the most liberal countries in Europe. We’re not Berlin level but we’re level of ahead of most places in terms of live and let live.

It’s a slightly different situation for you I think. As a Mormon in (I assume) the USA, you’d have been part of a conservative group in an overall liberal nation (I know the USA is a big place and there’s nuance and geography to this, but overall America was a lot more liberal than Ireland anyway until relatively recently). So it’s probably a personal liberation for you and finding your place in a bigger society that allows for that?

Unfortunately the Catholic guilt thing is still big here, particularly among older men (not ancient, anyone who grew up in the 80s or before). And it’s a small place with few degrees of separation between people and word travels fast so even younger guys have a level of discretion you don’t find in bigger cities and countries. Guys are more timid about joining in on this type of sex, particularly if cameras are involved or big groups where they might end up knowing somebody. That probably doesn’t apply to you outside your old Mormon circle, in which case enjoy that and run with it! 

[Olderkinkybiguy]

Sex, especially great sex, can become addictive. The pleasure stimulates is in so many ways. 
 

“Sex has significant impacts on the brain, involving a complex interplay of hormones, neurotransmitters, and brain regions that influence pleasure, bonding, and even cognitive function. It triggers the release of "feel-good" chemicals like dopamine and oxytocin, which contribute to pleasure, motivation, and bonding. Regular sexual activity can also have positive effects on cognitive function, particularly in older adults.”

when one is able to disconnect from previous social programming (morality as a form of social control), we can let ourselves experience a euphoric interaction. Being used by multiple people can allow us to receive some positive much needed attention. The satisfaction of helping others receive pleasure might also play a role. 
 

sleazy group sex might be a more natural form of Prozac.