How old were you when you started touching yourself? And at what age did you know you liked men?

[Bbgoodstuff]

6 hours ago, Marlin said:

I think every boy touches himself. I think the real question is when did they consciously masturbate and achieve orgasm. I didn't start masturbation u til I was 13 and had no idea about orgasm or semen. Rubbing my penis one afternoon led to ejaculation 

Yeah, good distinction. I would reach a climax, but they were dry. I'd warp myself up in a blanket on the couch and rub my dick till I got off. I'd always get really tired after, and I remember liking the feeling a lot. My dad did some light but questionable stuff to me when I was really young, so I knew for a long time that people touched eachother for pleasure in some way even though I didn't have a concept of what sex was. Even though it was fucked up for my dad to be at that, I'd think about him touching me and getting off to that at a really young age. I would get chastized for touching myself all the time, and even though I was a kid who didn't have a clue,  I think my dad took advantage of that cause I'd alway try and grab his dick in the tub. I'd go into my moms room and use her plug in massage tool and vibrate it off the head of my dick to get off all the time. I got yelled at a lot for that lol. When I was about 7 or 8 I'd touch myself thinking about different men all the time, and actively trying to get sneak peaks of my mom's boyfriends bodies or dicks. I remember when I started blowing loads but it never felt any better than it did before, just more messy lol.

Edited 13 hours ago by Bbgoodstuff

[Pozguyinchi]

I was about 5 years old and My real father and I were at his club and I was swimming in the pool. We went into the locker room to dry off and change and there was a red headed man with a huge cock walking around by us. My Dad saw me watching him and just said….”that’s big isn’t it?” I could not take my eyes off it. I was mesmerized. It was pretty cool that he didn’t shame me for looking. 

[poz2aids]

At age of 10 experimented. At 14, I was being bred by 4 senior citizens.  It was then I knew  I was a homo sex addict.

[Fprefect570]

I always touched myself as long as I can remember. I used to pretend I was Rogue from the X-men and that someone was humping me. I can’t remember first I first actually ejaculated but probably middle school. By that time I also started experimenting with my ass. My mom had a smooth handle hairbrush that I would insert with some ky jelly. All before high school. 

[Bbgoodstuff]

1 hour ago, Fprefect570 said:

I always touched myself as long as I can remember. I used to pretend I was Rogue from the X-men and that someone was humping me. I can’t remember first I first actually ejaculated but probably middle school. By that time I also started experimenting with my ass. My mom had a smooth handle hairbrush that I would insert with some ky jelly. All before high school. 

I'd use the end of a hammer 🔨 The handle had a rounded shape that was like the head of a dick. Only discovered that when I was like 11-12. My sister and her friend caught me once when I was home alone — I went into ger room, got on a stool, and slid it in and out of my hole in her bedroom mirror. They both pretended they didn't see anything, I was mortified lol. I'd finger myself in the tub when I was old enough to take baths alone, sometimes in bed at night too but I hated the possibility of things getting dirty

[beefyjockbtm]

I'm sure I've been touching myself all my life, some of my earliest memories are of me getting in trouble for doing it at inappropriate times. It became something I did daily at some point when I was 6,  the transition from doing it just cause it felt good to doing it specifically to dry orgasm, I don't remember exactly when that happened, was probably gradual. As far as knowing I liked men, in retrospect it was right from the start, I was always trying to get into my friends pants and spy on as many dicks as I could in public showers, locker rooms, toilets, etc. At the time I didn't think anything of it, I just thought wanting to see dicks and what I was doing with my buddies was just regular guy stuff, also the idea of being gay just wasn't really something you were exposed to as a kid in the late 80s. I even remember having a conversation with a junior high school buddy who was also a jerk off buddy, about what gay was and wondering if anyone at our school was (too clueless to realize that maybe it was us!) I was 15 when I first realized that maybe what I was doing with other guys wasn't "normal" and it took till I was 17-18 to accept that I liked guys more than girls.