The Contract

[nymidtowneast]

Damn! Now that's a way to get pozzed.

[pozpopperpig]

Damned beautiful!  Lucky chaser, the floddgates of being a poz chasing whore just opened up and never to be closed again.

[PozBearWI]

YES!  I could feel this story.  While ultimately and after lots of poz loads I chose a bit of a variation on cause of my infection; bottom line once I chose that it was quite like signing this contract.  Infection wasn't just the 2% chance from raw sex with poz loads, but quite certain.  But it did take me experiencing dozens of poz loads before I concluded that as much as I enjoyed them, they weren't making me a poz guy as well.  

But it's interesting, I made an informed decision, I am delighted to be experiencing HIV infection.  I am not recommending this though.  I truly do not think HIV makes us horny.  But our horniness that was part of our  willingness to risk raw loads; now casts us as the "desired one" once we seroconvert.  It is weird and delightful to have the ability to be a gifter; and definitely something that took me awhile to get my brain converted.