The Contract

[nymidtowneast]

Damn! Now that's a way to get pozzed.

[pozpopperpig]

Damned beautiful!  Lucky chaser, the floddgates of being a poz chasing whore just opened up and never to be closed again.

[PozBearWI]

YES!  I could feel this story.  While ultimately and after lots of poz loads I chose a bit of a variation on cause of my infection; bottom line once I chose that it was quite like signing this contract.  Infection wasn't just the 2% chance from raw sex with poz loads, but quite certain.  But it did take me experiencing dozens of poz loads before I concluded that as much as I enjoyed them, they weren't making me a poz guy as well.  

But it's interesting, I made an informed decision, I am delighted to be experiencing HIV infection.  I am not recommending this though.  I truly do not think HIV makes us horny.  But our horniness that was part of our  willingness to risk raw loads; now casts us as the "desired one" once we seroconvert.  It is weird and delightful to have the ability to be a gifter; and definitely something that took me awhile to get my brain converted.  

[kitpig]

Let us hope that the seed takes and we hear more of the guy who revealed himself, perhaps providing top-up loads along the way?

[KinkyTallBottom]

What a beautiful story of how to become a poz pig!   Looking forward to reading more!

[cman54]

2 hours ago, PozBearWI said:

YES!  I could feel this story.  While ultimately and after lots of poz loads I chose a bit of a variation on cause of my infection; bottom line once I chose that it was quite like signing this contract.  Infection wasn't just the 2% chance from raw sex with poz loads, but quite certain.  But it did take me experiencing dozens of poz loads before I concluded that as much as I enjoyed them, they weren't making me a poz guy as well.  

But it's interesting, I made an informed decision, I am delighted to be experiencing HIV infection.  I am not recommending this though.  I truly do not think HIV makes us horny.  But our horniness that was part of our  willingness to risk raw loads; now casts us as the "desired one" once we seroconvert.  It is weird and delightful to have the ability to be a gifter; and definitely something that took me awhile to get my brain converted.  

I'm certainly glad you did get your mind wrapped around to being a gifter.

[PozBearWI]

9 minutes ago, cman54 said:

I'm certainly glad you did get your mind wrapped around to being a gifter.

One would have thought that would have been a snap.  It wasn't.  

[cman54]

1 hour ago, PozBearWI said:

One would have thought that would have been a snap.  It wasn't.  

Oh I get that. I'm sure it is a big change in a persons life when he finds out for sure he is poz. Talking about it and all is fun but when it really happens I'm sure it takes a while for it to all set in .

[PozBearWI]

Indeed, and in ways I didn't expect.  Especially living in a culture where most stay home and zoom into meetings when we have a new cold.  No one ever reached out with messages in that case saying "Fuck that is hot, let me come over and get your cold....".   

[faggotsub]

42 minutes ago, cman54 said:

Oh I get that. I'm sure it is a big change in a persons life when he finds out for sure he is poz. Talking about it and all is fun but when it really happens I'm sure it takes a while for it to all set in .

i was given a death sentence in 1994 when i was knocked up so that took some time to get use to, actually got married so I'd have someone to leave it all to. The sex was awful with a condom. Then the cocktail came along  and she's gone.