I got paid again. I made another tweaker with a huge week long load breed my throat. His cock was so thick and meaty. We had the same tastes and he dominated me in a way only a German SS aristocrat could. A look of superior content and disappointment at the animalistic state my hunger for his cock and the T made me. Debasing myself lower with childlike whimpers and lowering myself as far down as I could with his cock in my throat pussy with a stern glance.
He was everything I wanted to be a
Tonight I had T for the first time and sucked this silver haired older man. He partied the night before so he got me cloudy. Fuck did I love sucking his cock. He thought I did such a good job that he paid me money and gave me some cash for my troubles. It started out with ten bucks but after we were done and I had him cumming down my throat we were up to $50.
He was trying to constantly pimp me out. But it just didn’t pan out. I think I’m going to go over tomorrow!
I’ve sucked and swallowed about 4 loads. I’ve been so eager that they haven’t been able to last. I also need a really nice meaty cock. That said I’m officially getting divorced. My beta comics husband has finally decided to grow a pair of balls. Too little too late.
I find my calling to be a faggot. It’s the only thing I care about. I’ve only been serving smaller cocks for now that cum quickly. I need a alpha male with a huge cock that I curse on until he takes and rapes this faggots throat
I’ve finally decided to go all into becoming a faggot. I’m divorcing my cuck husband so I can start having men over to seed and feed me their cum. I want to be known as the town cum dump. I have also got my lil pink faggot chastity cage and will start looking for some PNP breeders to make me their cunt slave. I have also started testosterone to become the best muscle faggot and shrink my clit balls down to size. I’m going to have so much fun.
Sigh ...
I put myself in chastity today. It's not coming off until my hole is stretched again, it's been a week since I had time. I was on work travel for 4 days and I got sick during it.
Been a few days, wasn't sure I'd be able to get training in tonight. I was! Am ...
I got my medium Egg plug in (Square Peg) and after about 5 minutes I could barely tell it was in. I took it out. I'm writing this now with the Large Egg Plug (Square Peg) in my hole, been in there for 15 minutes so far. Feels nice and good, making me feel like a pig.
1/16/26: Hosted hotel party at Redroof inn STL 7 guys all bareback Total loads (8)
Hosted at the Red Roof Inn in STL. I had 31 guys sign up for my event on sniffies and several others who had messaged me privately asking for the room number when I check in. The night started great. Its 135 miles for me to drive to STL. I arrived about 15 minutes before my 3:00pm check in time. While setting in the parking lot waiting I checked my sniffies. I had a guy reply to me saying he would like to bre
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I've been looking some more through the site and found someone's post that recommended some hole training. Goal is to have something in there every day. I've modified it for my situation of not getting fucked much. The idea is kinda like working out, you might have chest day, rest day, legs day, rest day, back day, rest day, rest day. So, if my goals are width, depth, duration, and puffy lips, then I need to have days where I focus on those. Ergo, I'm dividing my 7-day week in
My pussylips feel tender. I went to take a nap this afternoon, and after a quick cleanout that only took 5 minutes for once, I then managed to get a medium egg plug (Square Peg) in. I'm out of shape, I used to be able to get the medium in easily, but it took a couple minutes to get in today, past the resistance and the clenching. And then poppers to relax. I then jerked off in bed and came hard, my hole feeling like it was milking the plug. I fell asleep then, which for me is surprising: I
I had "big" hopes for today, but I ended up barely managing to keep a Deep Space 70 in my hole for 8 minutes. Following some advice on here, I used poppers, and I had to use them every minute or so to keep the stretch pain at bay. I think I need to use a smaller plug first, maybe this was too big for a first stretch in many months.
Are there activities you like sexually more than others?
LIKEY (PREFERENCE)
Are there certain activities that you'll participate in but don't really favor?
NO LIKEY
Are there activities which you simply will not participate in and there is no negotiation about it?
LIMITS/ABSOLUTE NO
I'm willing to bet that not a single person reading this hasn't been asked at some point: "what are you into?" or "limits?" Back in the day and before more kinks were out in the open, this used to be
My eyes are bigger than my hole and I've gotten a lot of plugs and dildos and I can't take more than half of them. I have a "big" fantasy of being able to take my largest toys (>3.2" across), two (or three!) dicks at a time, or a fist, I also want a nice, punched-out hole. The pic is an old one of Andy Star ... I'd love to be able to take dick and have a hole like his. Let's see if 2026 can be my (hole's) year.
Author's Note: Writing "The Trunk and the Cage" led me to explore my own experience more deeply. While I'd organized sex parties before—mostly logistics and coordination—this six-day event was different, shaped by months of careful planning by the Doms.
They attended conferences, held working sessions, assigned roles, and consistently championed the core principles of BDSM.
I knew little about these principles until I started writing and researching. Like many, I once thought BDSM was
Author's Note: If you've made it this far and have not read the Sorrowful Author's Note, please do. It adds important context to all chapters of this story.
When I was a kid and would occasionally be invited to a friend’s house for dinner, I always found it odd that the kids (me) were served a plate of food, portioned out for them, and there was an expectation they clean their plate. I always thought, “I didn’t choose how much was on the plate, but now I’m forced to eat everything anyway
There was a brief time I went to the bath house fairly regularly. It’s less of a hassle than grindr and you just get people who say they’re not interested instead of flakes.
One night I saw a cute south asian twink who was about 5’4” and maybe 100lbs with what I assumed was his much older boyfriend. We locked eyes as I was passing by on the bathroom and we smiled at each other. I peed, washed my hands, and went to walk around some more. I walked down a hall and saw him again walking toward me
Author's Note: If you've made it this far and have not read the Sorrowful Author's Note, please do. It adds important context to all chapters of this story.
Have you ever been in a situation where you felt just a rush of “acceptance” and began to embrace the reality of things happening around you? As an example, I hate waiting in lines, especially if they are progressing inefficiently and I can see the bottlenecks. You’ll never hear me bitch more, verbally redesigning the workflow to th
I was having a boring day at work so I was cruising Grindr and was hit up by a cute bottom guy. He was tall, about 6’1” with dark hair and fairly muscular but not totally ripped or anything. He asked if I wanted to fuck and I said yes but couldn’t go far from my work and I had to do it on my lunch break. I suggested the bath house because it was fairly close to me and he agreed. I also made sure he was good with fucking raw, and he said he loved it. We met at the bath house and I paid for both o
Author's Note: If you've made it this far and have not read the Author's Note, please do. It adds important context to all chapters of this story.
Author's Note #3: This was written specifically regarding the writing of this and the next chapter, which was originally one chapter. I learned a valuable lesson and had to rewrite the whole thing.
I was still blind so appreciated the assistance navigating to wherever we were headed. I had a brief thought that I was probably going to be pr
In the early 2000s I met several guys on Craigslist m4m message board. I saw one guy mid 20s white, 5’10”, 150 lbs, vers who lived downtown, so I hit him up since I lived downtown as well. We emailed back and forth a few times and he eventually invited me over to his place. I guess I was more adventurous back then because we didn’t even exchange photos. I went over to his apartment in the afternoon and he buzzed me in. I knocked on his door and he opened it. He was a cute blonde, wore glasses (d
I continue to refine Part 11 and am getting close. Excited to publish it. One key thing that happens at the start of Part 11 is that I get my first "walkthrough" of the house, now that I've been blindfolded. Though I did not know it yet, there would be a nightly "party" with guests at the house joining that party and so the Dominants re-organized and moved a lot of the furniture to make more room. They also blocked off certain areas and importantly covered a lot of things with plastic sheath
Starting my journey to reach 100 loads this year I started by taking a 135 mile one way trip the Club STL bathhouse. I was there from 12:00pm to 6:00pm. I spent the entire time alternating between being ass up in the dark room, in the sling and blindfolded in my room with the door wide open. In that time I got ONE. ONE GOD DAMN LOAD after a 270 mile round trip. I dont understand the STL bathhouse, ive really never seen much action there but Friday felt exceptionally off. When i was in t
30-something me, wanking in front of his Windows-Millennium-running PC (& CRT monitor), imagining scenes without the condoms… he’d be so excited to see some of his favourites come back to the (high-def) screen and get their hairy asses cream-pied. They were young, sheathed in latex, and in 4:3 aspect ratio. ~25 years later, their added age would make it even hotter for me.
My list:
Roman Wright
Conner Habib (& his copious, long-distance loads)
Steve Cruz (It wo
