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Flipping the Switch

Near Home—August, 2024 I took some time off from my latest work gig on the last Thursday of the month.  I worked all morning and took the afternoon at the local bookstore.  The parking lot was very full.  But would it be a playful group or just men who sit and watch…?   I walk in and close the door behind me.  I stand there for a moment, letting my eyes adjust.  The entire row in which I normally sit is full of men.  All jerking their cocks.  I smile.  I go and sit against the far

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FelchingPisser in Bookstore

Sunday 31th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve been feeling quite restless lately. There’s this quiet sense that I’m losing direction in life. Everything is calm and steady—my job, my gym routine, piano, and singing. It’s all very routine-based, which is good… but also a bit dull. Nothing feels particularly exciting.   I’ve noticed the restlessness showing up in strange ways. Like, this weekend I spent most of it just watching porn and jerking off—even though I wasn’t even hard. I also caught mysel

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Philip in Everything

Kieran Does the Unexpected

My Playroom—August, 2024 As August wound down, Kieran and I finally found a date for him to come to the playroom—one that worked for both of us.  We had made numerous attempts, but our schedules had never aligned—or when they did, he had needed to cancel as family matters arose.  Now, he was headed my way on this Wednesday afternoon.  It had only been four days since I’d given Osvaldo all of my cum and piss, but, with my increased work schedule, the stress of it went right to my balls,

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I'm feeling a primal surge of anger, and I know just how to channel it. This vibe is not for everyone. Tons of respect for the bottoms that absorb all the force I can expend. Older, masochistic and (preferably crossdressing or caged) experienced bottoms are a white whale these days; and I am Ahab. I seek that man who's ready to match my intensity, to meet my rage with his own. I crave the raw, aggressive energy of a passionate encounter, where we can both let go and release this pent-up fur

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Osvaldo Takes the Loads

Grand Rapids—August, 2024   On Saturday night I continued my weekend devoted to sex.  Osvaldo, the young man who loves to get bred by multiple daddies and who loves to video the act, had been after me to come up to the big city again.  This was the perfect day to see him as it was All Gender Night at the bathhouse there, insuring a crowd. We agreed to meet at 8:30pm.  I was a little early.  And so was he. I had stripped to jock, boots and wrist band, with my towel over my shoulder

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FelchingPisser in Bathhouse

Wednesday 27th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   It’s been a while since I’ve shared something heavy with you, but today I want to. This one’s about autoerotic asphyxiation—breath play. I started getting into it a couple of months ago, drawn in by videos of hot guys blacking out from sleeper holds. Johnny even tried it on me a couple of times, and I loved the sensation of waking up. It felt a bit like poppers, but dialed up to eleven.   When I tried it alone with a belt, though, it left me with chest pain

Philip

Philip in Everything

Tuesday 26th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve been slack with sending you messages lately. Life has been busy, but I know that’s no excuse. So here I am, in the locker room at work—my little confessional booth—taking a moment to get some of these thoughts out.   Today, I want to talk about Suf. We’re still sending daily voice memos, though he’s missed a day or two when he’s been busy. The rhythm between us feels like it’s shifting—it’s slower now, and I catch myself hesitating before sharing the m

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Philip in Everything

Giving Him the Load He Craves

Near Home—August, 2024   My gig work was starting to get in the way of my playing.  I carved out some time to visit my usual haunt on a Friday afternoon, late in the month.  This was the first step of a weekend of sex, as I was headed up to fuck Osvaldo the next day.  I knew that Saturday would be all about dick in ass…so I was hoping to get my dick sucked this Friday afternoon…   The parking lot has a handful of cars in it.  I go in, out of the heat of the August afternoon. 

"I'd Love You to Suck Me..."

Near Home—August, 2024   The day after I saw Jake, I woke up knowing that I needed a totally different kind of play.  (How many times on these pages have I said I love variety?)  So, totally unsurprisingly, after a day of hard fucking with tongue, dick, hands and toys.  I wanted a prolonged oral session.  I didn’t care if I got it or gave it.  And Sunday afternoon at the closest bookstore was likely a good place to find it…   I close the door to our new all in one space.  I s

Jake’s Insatiable Ass (and Nuts of Steel)

My Playroom—August, 2024 It had been a long time.  Jake, the man with an insatiable ass and a high tolerance for pain, came back to my playroom.  He looked tan and fit as he stripped down, tossing his clothes in the chair.  He saw the wrist and ankle restraints hanging on the sling.  He strapped on all four, loving the feel and, more importantly, they put him in the right head space.   I was in my used jock and boots, not bothering with the wrist band, as that wrist would likely disappear i

"Put It In My Ass!"

Near Home—August, 2024   After the long weekend of the piss party, I was quite content until the next Thursday.  Of course, I took off to the bookstore.  I was really enjoying the new space—and other men were getting more and more comfortable playing in it.  It was also attracting new men.  I arrived, right after lunch…   I settle into what has become my favorite chair—where, with just the turn of my head, I can view either screen.  I take out my dick.  Almost instantly I get

Market Days Piss Party

Chicago—August, 2024 After a busy first half of my summer, I made time to get back to the monthly piss party in Chicago.  I sent a text to Tall Guy With Tats to see if he was going.  He was looking forward to it.  He reminded me it was the Saturday of Market Days in Chicago.  We didn’t know if that would help or hurt attendance.  A lot of gay men are in town—but more in Boy’s Town, a good deal south from where we play.  I drove in early, leaving time for traffic.  A good thing I did—as

The Jerking Crowd Shows Its Appreciation...(Part Two)

Near Home—August, 2024   (This picks up right where we left off in the last post…)   “Tongue fuck me, Daddy…” he whispers so low that only I can hear him.  I spit on his hole. Jamal spins around.  His big cock is about to explode.  He gets the head into my mouth just in time for the first blast.  He pushes deeper into my throat.  He is deep enough I can’t taste any more of the jizz shooting out.  My mouth is stretched by his thickness—and it feels him pulse with each spu

Jamal Craves my Tongue Once More (Part One)

Near Home—August, 2024   I saw Keith on a Monday.  He left me in a very happy, satiated state of mind.  But, of course, that changed by Thursday.  I needed to be on the prowl again.  I went to the remodeled, all-in-one-room theatre at my local bookstore…   I go through the door, closing it firmly behind me.  There are men sprinkled around the room.  Maybe eight.  I don’t bother to count until I sit.  I find there is a man in the shadowy corner, too, so I am the tenth man here

Tuesday 12th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   My messages to you have been rather sporadic lately, and I’m trying to get back into the discipline of sending them daily. I had a singing lesson today, and it went pretty well. One of my piano coaches taught me to smile and laugh whenever I make mistakes—as a way of showing compassion and kindness to myself—and I carried that into my singing. Each time I slipped up today, I just smiled and laughed, and my teacher smiled along with me. It made everything so much ligh

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Philip in Everything

Keith Wants to Experiment

My Playroom—August, 2024 Keith couldn’t stop thinking about the play party he hosted at his house in July.  (It was so much fun, I wrote it up in two parts,.)  He wanted to come back to the playroom.  I cleared a spot for him on my calendar.  He arrived, right on time. I was already naked but for jock and boots, with my robe thrown over it all.  He stripped down in the playroom, folding his clothes neatly until he was naked but for athletic socks, as the concrete floor was cool.  We ch

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Sunday 10th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I spent the whole day today hanging out with Jordan. He’s recently gotten into aquariums and wanted me to go with him to a few around our area to look for driftwood, soil, and rocks so he could work on some aquascaping. Jordan’s someone I’ve wanted to hang out with for a while now, but the opportunity never came up—until today. I’m really glad it did, because I’ve learned that he often feels lonely at home. No one there really cares about his interests; they think it

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Philip in Everything

The Trucker and the Well-Dressed Daddy

Jackson—August, 2024 While I had a lot of fun in the previous post, I didn’t get off.  The next day was Saturday and I woke up with a very large, demanding, erection.  I had liked the mix of men on Saturdays at the bookstore that had created a sexual playground of gloryholes and dark cubicles, with a medical exam table for public fucking.  I packed my lunch, as always, and drove east to see what trouble I could get into…   It's dark.  It takes long seconds for my eyes to adjust. 

Friday 8th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve been speaking to this guy named Brian. We chatted a bit last night, and it went… okay. He asked quite a few questions and mentioned that he’s more of a night person—he usually messages in the evenings because he doesn’t text much while he’s at work. But for some reason, this morning he started chatting with me, which caught me by surprise. We ended up having a long back-and-forth conversation throughout the whole day, even while he was at work.   He’s

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Philip in Everything

"I Want to See You Fuck Him!"

Near Home—August, 2024 The end of July and early August was quite busy for me professionally.  I didn’t get a chance to play again until the first Friday afternoon of the month.  I tried to find some playroom action, but once I found a couple of regulars were too busy themselves, I opted for an afternoon at the re-modeled bookstore video room. As I parked, I was pleased to see the couple (who come here together to suck dick) eating lunch in their car.  I nod to them and go in…  

Wednesday 6th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I had another piano lesson today, and it was much better than last time. I think the difference was that this time, I came in knowing what I wanted out of the session. Before now, I always thought piano was just about learning songs from sheet music—sit down, master one piece, then move on to the next. That’s how last week’s lesson felt. But after diving into music theory, I’ve realized there’s so much more to it. Music can follow a structure, yes, but within that st

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Philip in Everything

Relief Comes in So Many Shapes and Sizes

Near Home—July, 2024   After the orgy-interruptus detailed in the last post, no reader of this blog should be surprised that the next afternoon I went looking to get off.  It was a Sunday afternoon at my usual bookstore, with all of us now in one room.  And what a varied bunch it was…   I go in, letting my eyes adjust to the light.  Men are scattered around the room.  No one seems to be doing anything.  Yet.  There is a sexual tension in the room.  Everyone waiting for someon
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