He was the perfect fuckbuddy for me. Nice body, just my type. He liked sex and was keen for it. No time wasting on the apps. Nice guy. Good fucker, liked to breed me. He could host at his place 10 minutes away.
A very sensual guy, he liked to kiss and cuddle as well as pound me in the ass with his big cock. We hooked up 4 times at roughly monthly intervals. We met on Grindr in 2020 after lockdown restrictions were lifted.
Unfortunately, my only means of contact was Grindr messagi
Indianapolis—March, 2023
After my bookstore adventure on Saturday, I drove to Kokomo to stay the night. It was an easy drive into Keshawn’s the next morning. I arrived right on schedule—and well rested. I had brought the sling. I was just beginning to set it up as another man walked up the steps and into the living room.
Fred was around 35 to 40, white, and a big guy. He told me that he had been bottoming for a long time and had just begun topping again. He and Keshawn obv
Northern Indiana—March, 2023
My fuck bud Keshawn had invited me down to his place. It’s a long drive, so I decided if I was seeing him on Sunday, I would just turn it into a sex weekend. I decided I would look for some cock sucking the day before, stay the night closer to Indy and see him for our Sunday afternoon fuck. It had been a long time since I’d cruised my favorite bookstore in northern Indiana, so it became my Saturday afternoon playground…
The parking lot is p
Remember when I said I was very religious? Because of that I never used any kind of drug. My first alcoholic drink wasn't until I was legal at 21. I have never been a smoker. My first taste of weed & poppers was with a hookup 13 years younger than me when I was 32. (we had the same b-day tho!) But never knew any sellers so never did it on my own, just with the occasional guy who brought it over. One of those guys asked me if I wanted to try MDMA with him. I said sure. The sex was incredible
After the military I got out and went back to school. A graduate student wooed me and I had my first bf. One night, without asking he penetrated me without wearing a condom. It freaked me out, but I never forgot how it felt. At th end of the school year we went our own ways. I had a few different boyfriends, gradually preferring bareback more and more until 2010 when I began dating a guy I was with for 10 years. During that time I ran two marathons, took the stage as a bodybuilder, traveled to
My Playroom—March, 2023
Rock chatted with me on the fisting site. He lived far enough away, that I honestly thought it was chat—and that we’d never meet. I was wrong. He liked all that I had to offer: a big dick, patience with fist and a love of watersports. We quickly found a date that worked for both of us. On the appointed day, he was very conscientious about sending me the text I always ask for—which helps weed out flakes and helps me time the final set up of the playspace.
Near Home—March, 2023
A Sunday afternoon, towards the middle of the month. I went to the bookstore closest to me…
There are only a few cars in the lot. I sigh. I’m horny. It’s been a full week since I have played. I go in and exchange pleasantries with the young woman behind the counter. I buy my ticket, piss and go into the straight theatre. I’m surprised. There are four guys here—one more than there were cars out in the lot. I sit against the side wall as the
Jackson—March, 2023
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The parking lot is very full. I pay for my ticket and go into the lounge. Many of the clientele here had resisted the change to the venue by staying home this last month—but they seem to be out in force today. Sex is happening in one of the glory hole booths and behind two of the curtained cabanas. Men are seated in the various areas, jerking themselves or groping at the mound of flesh under their trousers. I sit on the comfortable couch where I can se
Hello.
Don’t get confused. You haven’t met me yet, and you are joining this . . . story . . . already in progress. Everyone has an origin story, but this is not mine. Not yet.
I’m in my 50s. I am married. I have a respectable, rather sensitive job. A lot of people rely on me. I’m told that I’m a “sexy mutherfuckah.” Judge for yourself. I’ve added a photo to this post. I’m a runner, keep my head shaved and have a 8” dick. Not that it gets used much.
Boss is the name I ga
Near Home—March, 2023
I started the month off with a trip to my usual bookstore—but it was not my usual type of visit. I happened on some different type of play. Yes, there is some straight sex happening in this post. Well, there is a good gay twist…If this doesn’t work for you—you might want to skip this entry.
It is a Thursday afternoon. I was quite sated from the back-to-back days of Evan and Zane (both so different, yet both fun.) I am going, frankly, to suck some coc
Chicago—February, 2023
The next morning, Evan had to jump in the car and take off to see some friends. I had to hit the road, too. I was going to Chicago to see my favorite furry scent pig, Zane. He came to my house in September, so I was more than pleased to be asked to his house, while his housemates were away.
It was an uneventful drive into the city; the best kind to have. Being a Saturday, I lucked out on traffic and got to his house in the middle of the afternoon. We talked
I met Matt on Craigslist, back when they still had the personals section. He advertised as a vers bottom, and when I saw pics of his body and cock I knew I had to meet up with him. He had a massive 8.5" cock. I told him I usually topped at that point, so he was looking forward to hook up as well. He told me he was poz, but undetectable, but I could fuck him bareback if I wanted. I told him I prefer to use a condom (in those days) and he was cool with that and he had some available. He was also i
Friday, 1st December 2023. I am 32.
One. Night-time. I read a post on Squirt that a new glory hole was freshly carved in the men’s toilet so I go check it out. I wait until very late at night when no-one is there. Sure enough, there is a glorious hole, large enough for a decent size cock. I put a dildo through it, suck it, pretend to get fucked by it. A fetish of mine. It would be cheating if it was the real thing.
I then drive to Kevin’s.
I don’t tell him any of this.
My Playroom—February, 2023
Evan came to the playroom on the last Friday night of the month. He had found me on Asspig, the fisting site, a couple of years ago. He lives two states away and has driven in each time we’ve met. We play, eat dinner and then he spends the night on the bed in the playroom. I think this is his fifth trip to see me.
He had purchased some new toys. I encouraged him to bring them. I have my regular ones, but I know that he loves a variety of shapes and size
One. There is a weird dynamic between Kevin and me. He always wants to pay for things, including things that are mine, like my clothes, groceries. I strive for personal independence, especially financially, so we tend to clash. Recently, we have been using AI, ChatGPT, to help settle our debates. It acts as a judge, and we have two rounds to state our cases and rebut each other. The AI’s decision is final. So far, I have been winning.
Two. We have started our gardening adventures together.
Near Home—February, 2023
My ‘perfect scene’ of filth kept me sated for a bit. I was back at it on the next Tuesday afternoon, late in the month…
I am standing behind a very cute young man. He is college age, white, and wearing expensive looking clothes—not dressed for this place at all. He is buying a ticket for both the theatres and the arcade here at the bookstore closest to my home. He pockets his debit card and turns to look at me. He looks me in the face. No reaction.
According to Japanese folklore, there is turtle-like water creature called a kappa (one of the yōkai) with a malevolent habit - it seeks to steal a human’s shirikodama. It was believed that humans carried within their bodies a small onion-shaped ball that contained their life-force or soul, which resided either just inside the anus or deeper in, called the shirikodama. The kappa greatly desire these objects (for reasons unclear) and the Japanese were warned to use caution in the water because a
Kevin is coming over tonight. I told him over text that we would be having pasta and asked if he could cut some basil to bring over. He has a habit of pruning the basil the wrong way—yes, there is a right and wrong way—so I sent him a picture of a basil plant with dotted lines to indicate where to cut it. I tell him that I will be having my daily nap and for him to wake me up by crawling into bed, give me a wake-up hug.
I try to take my nap, but the news of Sam Altman returning to OpenAI ex
I'd like to let myself be pozzed in a porn film, where several poz guys BB-fuck me and pozz me, I'll put myself up for free, the only payment is that I get pozzed
I just made my 4,000th post on this forum.
If that were one post per day, it would equal almost eleven years’ worth of posts (I’ve only been here for six). By my reckoning, that still leaves me about 400 short of having the equivalent of one post for every day that I’ve been HIV+. By the time I reach 4,500 I’ll probably hit that equivalency.
I wouldn’t have thought I had that much to say about sex. I never thought that sex played a significant role in defining me - I live alone, have n
Jackson—February, 2023
Good sex can either me leave me totally sated or it can just make me want more. The second bookstore trip had been fun and it just made me hornier as the week progressed. I went to another city for more on Saturday afternoon. The bookstore that had recently transformed the viewing stations into play areas had been slowly building a clientele. They were out in force on Saturday…
I am sitting in a chair watching some less than average straight porn. But
Near Home—February, 2023
Here is another combined bookstore post, both taking place at the one nearest home.
The first was on a Sunday afternoon, a traditionally good time at this place. But I, somehow missing it was Super Bowl Sunday, was pretty much alone in the place. At least there was an entertaining wife swapping video for me to watch. A good looking guy in his 40’s came in soon after it started. I was seated in the back row. He stood next to me, leaning against the
I went to Steam Portland one night looking to get fucked. I had gone a couple time before looking to bottom, but either struck out or ending up topping. I had cleaned out and lubed up with a dildo at my place before heading out. When I got to Steam it was moderately busy. I went to the steam room for a bit just to hang out, but no one caught my eye. After a bit I got up and made a circuit. I saw someone was at one of the glory holes, so I went up and opened my towel up and put my cock through. A
