I'm lying in bed rubbing on my constantly hard cock, craving cock, a fist, and the ultimate prize-cum to be put inside me. I get on bbrt and start searching for my daddy to cum use me and fucking gape my hole....and maybe want to Poz me. I finally find a guy in my area and he was a bottom himself. Being new to the area, he decides to take me to the sex book store and start taking loads. Me being a virgin to bath houses or sex places I became very excited. Me being so young at 21 and knowing wha
So I wake up to find I slept passed my alarm and my boy took up to work before i could breed his hole a couple times. I flipped on my grindr and had a ton of messages from the EX army guy I fucked into submission a while back. He'd been drinking with a friend and they were both looking to get fucked. I grabbed my lube n poppers said I'd be there in 30 and took off.
I got to the little house and my army guy invited me in and took me to a bed room with a kingsize bed and a tall sleeping latino s
rolled to the local freak club, 4loked out , down for whateva, early in the morning on a sunday, found me a store that sold 4lok and and drank a second outside the store, but knew i needed a little energy, so i got to canz of spike and guzzuled them. so 2 tall canz of 4 loc and 2 cans of spike i was up for anything and . got on the local trolley and and proceed to the freak spot. posted on a number of net spotz down for what ever. like my cholloz, my black gangstaz, and hardcore white boi
So, this last weekend I was cruising and had plans to meet a few PNP Tops, always kind of have two in the works in case one flakes out. Well they BOTH flaked out which was fine, I am kind of at a point where yeah, I love to party but not going to just do that with ANYONE who comes along, there has to be some kind of chemistry there, something I think will become apparent in this blog if not already so.
So it was Friday night, my car was in the shop and I knew it was going to be costly. I was d
So here I was, all set to head out to one of the local bookstores and take load after load and then be finished off by my buddy with a high viral load. I had it all planned out, which jock to wear, what lube to take, which poppers to use, and if I would take a little G before I left the house. All I needed now was the ringmaster to call and tell me that everything was on as planned. As I sat anxiously by the phone, waiting for that light vibration, I noticed that the time on the clock was gettin
Hey men- put up that quick post yesterday afternoon complaining about the lack of cum during my vacation so far. Less than an hour later the 1st of 3 fuckers was seeding my hole. I had expected to connect with him by 2p, it was more like 3 30 when he finally pulled in my fuck drive ( I have 2 driveways- 1 comes right up to the bedroom door- so tricks can drive up- hop out of the car and walk in the bedroom in 3 steps or less. Yeah, I bought the house based on that , among other things) So anyw
For luck like this, I should have headed on up to Chicago and done IML again- banged 11 days off from work for vacation, began last Saturday- and woke Sat with a head cold or flu.Fuck- at least I wasn't traveling like that. Ate a shitload of NyQuil over the next 48 hours and slept it out of my system. Yesterday was domestic stuff, still a bit groggy/tired from all the Nyquil. Woke extra early today- checked online and a few birthday hellos- but none of the guys online I had tried to get a fuck
First things first, my screen name says "PozLexBttm". I'm not poz, but at the time this account was created I honestly believed myself to be. I'm also not a chaser. I simply like sex raw, the way it was meant to be. At the moment I am trying to become poz because I know it's going to happen in the future, so why not take control and choose for myself?
I hope to blog here on a regular basis. The posts themselves will be like most: me taking loads and my eventual poz test result.
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I was getting excited as I walked over to Peter's apartment. Peter is a white man in his mid-30's. He usually has good party supplies and sometimes cute boys to play with. I rang the bell but the door was not locked so I opened the door and I was greeted with Peter and this small latin boy sitting on the couch. After I closed the door behind me, I sat next to the latin boy on the couch and took a hit from the pipe as they passed it around. Latin boy was very short but really cute. Both Pet
So last night im having a little enema play, and ive got my cock tied off and im edging myself. Well after about 30 mins my guts are super empty and they are just taking what seems like gallons of warm water. I like getting super full, till i got a regular pregnancy bump, and then edging myself while holding it in.
Well so finally im empty and im ready to shoot my load all over myself. So i lay down in the tub, put the hose in my ass and hit the water. I start filling up and jacking a semi lim
i'm sitting here at my computer, two loads in my ass, neither one is from my partner, and i'm setting up my third load (with piss!! YAY!!) and i find myself in a txt message conversation with my partner who's at work. now, i'm not one for saying "i love you" in fact when i do say it its usually to my fruit flies and i really don't mean it because i'm a shallow, selfish bastard...so anyway i'm having this conversation and i feel obliged to massage my partner's ego so i tell him i love him. I almo
Well, let's see. What does he mean exactly? Well, it turns out he's never been with a guy. Ok, I've had this one before, and I learned a lot more since. So, this is an easy answer, and I tell him basically I'm up for giving him full body oral attention, I love to rim, and I love the taste of cum. Nothing about fucking. I truly am not trying to lead this guy whatsoever as I know I'm facing a high probability of freakout. I also let him know that I'll get naked and he can do anything he wan
I've fucked more than a couple married cheating guys before, but I'd never had a young, well-built, smooth cheating boyfriend.
How about 20 years old, 5'10" and 150 lbs. White kid with a couple cool tats. Late night and I'm heading across town and he won't give me the address, but something tells me this guy's for real. We get on the phone and he gives me directions, and you bet he's real. There's no misunderstanding his voice. I've pretty much been assuming this kid is probably straight
20 years old, Mexican, smooth with a dirty mind :-) Another night for the SUV, as I drive and pick him up. We head towards a nearby high school, and he tells me there's a place we can get off the pavement and drive up behind some practice fields. I don't like this idea, but as we go, it seems like this guy has a plan.
He doesn't want to talk much, and I already know he likes the daddy/son stuff, so I decide to ask he means more like dad/son incest fantasy? He answers, "I want to take my dad
Without much effort, I am talking easily with a 18 y/o from a local college. He was athletic, smooth, young, eager and willing. It was a Sunday evening and he had driven back to college from being back home with his family for the weekend. It was really late, but he wants to drive a half hour to come to my place. He mostly messes around with girls, but occasionally enjoys guys, and I'm the oldest he's been with.
After he arrives, it's late and so off with the clothes and he wants to ride
It's a nice Saturday afternoon with unseasonably warm temperatures and I start messaging with a slim 19 y/o latino twink who wants me to drive up and meet him in the parking lot behind a gym, and we're going to go find a place to fuck. He's waiting when I arrive and suggests that we go down some walking trails into the woods and find a place. I believe he's never done this before as we're marching around the woods trying to find a good flat place. He spots a nice area, and with the sound of I
had been trying to blow my week old load for days! had the car and the apt to myself the other night so i was a slut on a mission. Started by posting an ad on craigslist...but that was useless...so i moved to the hookup sites. found one of my regular married business men online...this guy is hung like a horse, fucks like a bunny, and his cum tastes like sugar. although he was online he tried to convince me that he wasn't looking, he said he just couldn't sleep. i suggested he come over and just
Since the relationship ended, I've been finding some really hot stuff, and skipping everything else that keeps attacking on me! LOL
Awhile back, I meet this young 18 y/o white dude, freshman from an out of state college staying with his folks. He's bottomed once before, but he's never done it bare, and wants to. No problem! He's got that tight perfect twink boy body, smooth and horny. Really cute too. He agrees to meet me in my SUV. He shows up right on time an hops in. After saying h
Since about 2 weeks after my posting last October, I met a really great 22 y/o young man who lived into live with me. We had a great relationship, a great time together and he's really a great person. The only problem was that I found his protease inhibitor drugs after 5+ months of being monogamous and fucking like mad dogs almost daily. He had lied about being positive to escape the small town shitty rural town along the East coast that he was born and raised. Fortunately for me, he was det
In the end, I tried to make him see that the fact he didn't ask how my hole was doing, if it hurt & if was all right, opened my eyes to the lack of respect he had for me as a person. Then when he showed no remorse for having left me pretty sore I knew he was just a AAAsshole! He twisted the entire situation around on me & tried to say that my perceptions of what happened were not "grounded in reality" & that I was crazy for feeling the way I did. Again, I was naive & took the g,
So, I was online surfing on A4A & bbrt, not really looking but open to something. It was my last week of class before finals so I knew I could get away with partying if it happened. I had been talking to a guy who I was very interested in meeting. He seemed like was interested in helping out with a fantasy of taking a rig & getting gang banged raw by a group of guys (about 10 max). He seemed to be on the same page as me. I realize that my definition of submissive is different than most p
