I often have attended NA and SA meetings to corrupt individuals and hook up.

Were most of them as easily corrupttable as I was?

Not everyone.  But at least every other meeting I’d score.

1 hour ago, partying.hard said:

I often have attended NA and SA meetings to corrupt individuals and hook up.

1 hour ago, ffabbian said:

Were most of them as easily corrupttable as I was?

Why am I not surprised 🤔🤔🤣🤣🤣🤣??? You & this concept is just so diabolical & yet somehow it makes perfect sense. A ready made beat or dating agency 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. 

1 hour ago, ffabbian said:

Were most of them as easily corrupttable as I was?

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unless it's interfering with your ability to hold a job and pay bills it's not an addiction. The sick and twisted Bible wavers came up with "sex addiction" in the 1980's to describe anyone who didn't conform to their one partner for life rule. You needed more than one sex partner you had a mental illness that prevented you from being sexually satisfied by one partner ()even though males are hardwired for multi-partner sperming). Sex addiction is such bullshit. I need to start attending Sex Addict meetings and get these guys back in the promiscuous sex pig head space males are meant to be in. I would use my loose ass, big bulge and history of thousands of partners to ensure we sexually engaged after every meeting like males are meant to.  I am blessed to enjoy hundreds of sex partners a year and wish this blessing upon all my fellow cock bearers.

My parents were wealthy so I had whatever I wanted but they were strict and controlling and I was constantly bullied and never fit in. When I started having sex with men and on the gay scene I felt loved, adored and wanted by everyone.  I wasn't addicted to the sex but the validation it gave me when I was in my teens and early 20s. 

In my late 20s I quite my job to be a full time escort.  Being the top for 75% of my clients  made me crave being a bottom more  so I was having just as much sex with clients as I was with non clients. 

WOW !   Impressive !  Lots of stories like yours happens that way ! A lot if Parent's were Gay / Lesbians - living partners together - every day Life / Lovers - developing it to be normal - doing it !

Sex definitely does not interfere with my work or life but I have been wondering lately what’s in it for me. I used to get my gratification from pleasing men. Lately I find myself driving home from the park, the video store, or a bath house thinking I wish I would have been bred only to  have that familiar feeling of cum leaking from my hole and realizing I WAS bred. Sometimes by multiple men. They all leave me with zero gratification. So much so that I forget minutes after getting bred that I was even used. Tonight was a perfect example. I stopped off at the park and did a lap around. I hooked up with a guy that fucked me behind a tree. Minutes later I was sitting in my car watching the same man walk down the path towards me thinking to myself. I wonder if he is looking? Only to realized I had just been bred by him. I am thinking that I may have to dial it back for a while. I get bred almost every day. I have been like this since I was 13.  Maybe the old saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder is true. It’s definitely something to think about.

Too much too often  does get boring. Definitely time to take a step back, evaluate and switch it up

53 minutes ago, Pozguyinchi said:

Sex definitely does not interfere with my work or life but I have been wondering lately what’s in it for me. I used to get my gratification from pleasing men. Lately I find myself driving home from the park, the video store, or a bath house thinking I wish I would have been bred only to  have that familiar feeling of cum leaking from my hole and realizing I WAS bred. Sometimes by multiple men. They all leave me with zero gratification. So much so that I forget minutes after getting bred that I was even used. Tonight was a perfect example. I stopped off at the park and did a lap around. I hooked up with a guy that fucked me behind a tree. Minutes later I was sitting in my car watching the same man walk down the path towards me thinking to myself. I wonder if he is looking? Only to realized I had just been bred by him. I am thinking that I may have to dial it back for a while. I get bred almost every day. I have been like this since I was 13.  Maybe the old saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder is true. It’s definitely something to think about.

It could just be that what you want is shifting. For a long time I was really into bathhouses, parks, bookstores. But for the last few years I'm just not interested. Because of my history, I found anonymous sex far easier to negotiate than fuck buddies (I was well into my 40s before I had my first FB). But now I want a little more connection with people and a little more time. I have a FB now who's a sexy cub with a big furry ass who LOVES my hands up his cunt. We're working on two at once. 

I would also advise taking a step back. Re-evaluate what you want and maybe start going to the bars again (if that's remotely your scene). The anonymous scene will be there if you want it again.

1 hour ago, Sfmike64 said:

It could just be that what you want is shifting. For a long time I was really into bathhouses, parks, bookstores. But for the last few years I'm just not interested. Because of my history, I found anonymous sex far easier to negotiate than fuck buddies (I was well into my 40s before I had my first FB). But now I want a little more connection with people and a little more time. I have a FB now who's a sexy cub with a big furry ass who LOVES my hands up his cunt. We're working on two at once. 

I would also advise taking a step back. Re-evaluate what you want and maybe start going to the bars again (if that's remotely your scene). The anonymous scene will be there if you want it again.

Thanks for the feedback.  I want to start with a week off and see where that leads. 

7 hours ago, Pozguyinchi said:

Minutes later I was sitting in my car watching the same man walk down the path towards me thinking to myself. I wonder if he is looking? Only to realized I had just been bred by him.

Tops are addicted too and keep hunting for the next ass even after a night of fucking!