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Well, the Gay Cinema certainly works for me. It was a hot afternoon, and I got there about four. Rather than take a seat, I stood at the back. This guy, 25 or so, pudgy, shaved head, with really dark circles under his eyes, kept turning around to look at me. There was something sexy about the Guy. I kept thinking, 'That Dude is POZ!' After a while he got up, walked over, and stood beside me. Casually I stepped closer so that our bodies touched. Next thing I knew he was caressing my Ass. We kissed while he unzipped and pulled out his long, thin, banana-shaped Dick. I knelt down to suck it, and he ran his hand inside my briefs. Quick to accommodate, I unbuckled and rummaged around for my trial size KY. Excited, I squeezed too hard and gobs of gel exploded all over my Buttocks. No matter. I leaned over a seat back; and, with no qualms nor Condom, he slid in. I hit my Poppers as he fucked me, and 5 or 6 guys turned to watch. He lost control. "Was that Hot Cum?" "Yeah, really, really Hot Cum," he responded. "HOT like in HIV?" I stuck my tongue between his lips. "More like HOT as in AIDS." "Really? You don't show it." "Looks are deceiving. Besides, it's dark in here." I remembered the dark circles under his eyes. I felt really slutty standing there, trou down around my ankles, his POZ Cum dripping from my Ass. He pushed me back down, and I sucked his Dick. He spread my Ass Cheeks. One of the voyeurs took up the invite, and another raw Cock entered my Ass. The new guy plowed in and out while Pudge ran his fingers through my hair and I sucked his Cock. The Fucker was about to cum. "Ask him if he's POZ," I whispered. "Don't worry, Dude," the Fag overheard. "I'm POZ enough for you." I glanced back to see his emaciated face contort with pleasure as he shot in me. When the Wastrel withdrew, Pudge pulled me against him. Lubed by the two Loads dripping from my Cunt, his thin, curved Rod slid in to the hilt. He ground his hips against my buttocks to meld the Toxic Loads into my Pussy before he shot a second time. "You OK?" he asked with concern. I was in Heaven.

I am a 22 year old student, 5'6, medium build, blonde hair, blue eyes, 6" uncut, tight Hole, into most things I've tried and open to those that I haven't. I was out barhopping one night and got half soused. By the end of the evening I was feeling so horny a trip to the Baths was in order. There were a few guys cruising around so I wandered about. Then this tanned guy in his 30s checked in. He finished his cigarette, scanning the joint. He invited me to his room. He was so hot I couldn't refuse. He tossed his towel on the bunk, revealing a 7-inch Cock. I bent down to suck it, and he started to fuck down my throat. He knelt down to rim me, pushing his tongue in far as it would go. "GOD, THAT FEELS GOOD!" He got to talkin' dirty in that husky voice of his, telling me how he liked breedin' Cunts like me. The longer he rimmed me, the harder I got. He pressed his dry Dick to my Hole, and, before I knew it, plunged all the way in. Actually it wasn't as bad as it sounds—cause I was halfway drunk to begin with and he planted a bottle of Poppers under my nose. He plowed in and out, and I bucked back against him cause it felt so good. He asked if I liked takin' it raw. In practice I usually didn't—but when push came to shove—YES—that’s how I prefer it. Meanwhile, I was thinking, 'Geez, I oughta ask this guy to use a Condom.' But "GOD THAT FEELS GOOD!" was all that came out. He fucked me for 20 minutes, talking about how he loved breedin' Bottoms. I must admit I dug it. I could feel him gettin' harder and thrustin' deeper the longer he fucked. He started moaning an' beatin' me off. THEN HE SHOT! His Dick spasmed nonstop. "FUCK, BOY! TAKE MY POZ CUM!" I tried to pull off but he was still beatin' my Shaft and in spite of myself, I came, too. He licked me clean and kissed me. The taste of my Cum on his tongue reminded me of the Toxic Venom he'd infused up my Ass. He was yappin' away; but I had no comprehension of what he said cause I was in shock. Over the next few weeks I came to accept what had happened; and Barebacking became the rule, rather than the exception in my life. A couple months later I got tested, and the results came back NEG; but by then Bareback Sex had become so ingrained in my persona that I ONLY FUCKED RAW.

Adam was a hot young man, dark brown hair, slim tight body, and boyish looking. My Bud and I noticed him at the Club a year ago. Watching him and his partner dance, we couldn't figure out if they were Lovers or just good friends. Alan, my best friend, was totally smitten with the Boy and vowed, that by the end of the evening, Adam would be his. “Nonsense!” I dismissed Alan's prediction out of hand. Now don't get me wrong. My Pal's a real hunk—tall, dark and handsome, mid-20's, and, incidentally, POZ—but sometimes a little arrogant. So I assumed my best I'm-from-Missouri pose, and leaned back as Al approached the Boy. Now Alan's a great dancer, with natural style and grace. And as he started grooving, guys turned to check him out—including Adam. The Boy gave my Bud the once-over and returned the Alan’s flashy smile. The Kid's dancing partner grew testy at Adam's flirtatiousness and stormed out the door. My friend smiled again at Adam, and soon they were dancing real close. Al whispered in his ear, and they headed to the bar. Several drinks later they came over to the table. "If you don't mind, think I'll call it a night," Al winked, as he wrapped his arm round Adam's waist. Leaning over, he whispered, "Call me in a day or two, and I'll tell you how it all came out." So what happened next? I waited 48 hours to ring up my Bud. He said that the Kid was pretty inexperienced, but loved to booze it up. After a few drinks, some Ecstasy and Crystal—not to mention Viagra to keep him hard, the Youth was perfectly disposed for the ritual ahead. I asked my Pal why he'd given Adam so much shit. He replied he wanted the Kid fucked up enough so he wouldn’t chicken out. And what exactly did my Bud have in mind? Well, he ate out Adam's smooth Boy Cunt before fucking him with his fat Cock, using only spit for Lube. Then he fucked him good with progressively larger Dildos till the Latex came out bloody. By then The Kid was so doped up he didn't even notice. Alan proposed that, since the night was young, it'd be fun to hit the Baths. Adam replied he'd never been. "We'll soon take care of that." So off they traipsed—and stayed till Sunday afternoon. "And did Adam enjoy himself?" "You shoulda seen the Kid. A couple gave him grass on top of all the other shit, and it was "Open Season on Adam" night. Man, was his Cunt dripping! The Kid could hardly walk by the time I dropped him off at home.” And what of the Boyfriend who'd stormed out of the Club? After one humungous argument, they kissed and made up and settled back into a monogamous relationship. That lasted till Adam got real sick. Concerned, the BF insisted Adam see a Doc. The Doc suspected HIV and his test results were POZ. The Doc, who knew the two of them, tested BF, too. The latter also tested POZ and got a wee bit pissed. They split. Young Adam converted to a Top and became a fixture at the Baths. His sexy good looks and naturally seductive manner masked any indication of HIV. He and Alan became best of friends and team up each week on unofficial bareback night.

Given all the good times I've had there, I headed for The Pit. As I climbed the stairs, some hunky dudes walked past. I recognized a Leather Dude with big stash and a drug-fucked Boy clinging to his arm. The Kid was grinning ear to ear. I was sure he wouldn't be grinning so, if he knew what Mr. Poz had in store for him. Overall the drug-fucked ones are the best to take advantage of. They willingly do all the nasty shit, then blame it on the drugs. ‘Yeah, right!’ After paying at the front desk, they buzzed me in. The guys behind the desk are nice (in more ways than one), but don't mix with the clientele as much as the old staff did. I noticed lots of guys hangin' in the TV room and others near the entrance—to put the make on Newbies cuming in. The Sling Room was filled with the usual Sleazy Sluts flaunting well stretched Pussy. I lingered at the back room door to let my eyes adjust. Inside guys clutched Poppers like their lives depended on it, while sliding into well-fucked Asses to the accompaniment of funky, squishy rhythms. One Fag in the corner confided to the lanky shadow feeling up his Crack that he didn't take it raw. But minutes later, like all the other Pigs, he was spreading his Ass Cheeks, begging to be fucked. A real sleazy guy tried to screw me, but couldn't get it up. I get all misty-eyed when guys can't shoot cause of the shit flowin' in their veins. I headed upstairs to the Glory Holes. A middle-aged, paunchy guy approached me. "Hey, Pretty Boy, cum with me; and I'll show ya a good time." I thought to myself, 'Yeah, sure,' and answered curtly, "No thanks. I'm busy." The obnoxious Fuck persisted, his hands roaming where they had no right to be. "I told you I'm not interested!" The final straw came when he grabbed my arm and dragged me down the hall. That, in and of itself, was not offensive, cause I've dealt with abusive types before, though I hadn't pegged that guy for one; he resembled more your typical married bi. I glanced at the bystanders, pleading with my eyes, 'Jeez, guys, I sure could use some help.' But no one wanted to get involved. I again reiterated, “I'M NOT IN-TRIS-TID!!!” He responded that I would be once I saw what was in his pants. I considered going with the Fart just to call his bluff, but he pissed me off—so I kicked him in the shin. He screamed like a banshee. "YOU S.O.B ! YOU CRAZY?" I leaned in real menacingly. "I think I am. So please don't piss me off!" He stormed off in a huff. For the next few minutes I expected to hear my name on the P.A; but then again, he’d started it. I entered one of the Glory Hole booths and checked out all Poppers bottles littering the floor. Guys get in such a tizzy when having sex; they end up leaving stuff around. I peered through the Glory Hole. A bearded POZ TOP was face-fucking a Young Twink. The Top recognized me and pushed the Kid’s Cock through. I had no doubt my friend was fucking him. The more I thought about that POZ Cock gliding in and out of the Kid’s tight Hole, the harder I sucked, and got rewarded by a creamy Load of Boy Spooge gushing down my throat. The Punk withdrew and left the booth. I asked my Pal if he'd bred the Kid. Of course. I unlatched the door and dropped some tokens in the slot. One totally hot Dude stepped in and turned me round. He tried to penetrate my Ass, but got only semi-hard. Oh, well. I sucked the Hunk and bred his Ass before walking out on him. I decided to cruise around the Club, and chatted with an Old Fart sitting in the lounge. He was from the states and had been POZ for 20 years. I love to talk to guys like that. They have so many hot stories to share. I made my way towards the john where a slim, dark-haired Kid was fucking a Pierced Pig. A group of rowdy comrades egged him on. A POZ Dude approached the Young Man from behind. Surrounded by the raucous throng, the Kid was trapped. The POZ Dude grabbed him by the hips and slammed into him. The Kid, in turn, plowed nonstop up the Pierced Pig's Butt. After 10 minutes or so, the Youth cried out, "OH, YEAH!" The POZ Dude twisted the Youth's Nips and unloaded up his Ass. The Man withdrew and kissed the Boy, to distract him from the next Vulture stealing up. That's where I left it. I knew what was gonna happen next. It was gonna be a feeding frenzy, from which the Young Man would likely not emerge UNSCATHED. I exited toward the shower stalls, surveying yet another Bareback Orgy—guys sliding in one slicked-up Ass after another. A hot young Twink (very slutty and fucked up) approached. "What are you into?" He didn’t recognize me. "I'm kinda new at this," I lied. God, I love it when they're so out of it their memories get fucked up. I mean we'd chatted several times before. "Forget it..." were his final words, as he stomped off to the showers—to get fucked by whomever came along. The guy from the back room traipsed in—the one who didn’t take it 'raw.' I don't know what had happened to him, but his eyes had glassy look. He walked up to a Muscle Butt, begging to be fucked. Only the Muscle Butt ignored his Ass, since he only bottomed. I headed back to the Glory Hole booths where I sucked and fucked till early morn. One Skinhead got his fist in me with just the Cum already up my Cunt for Lube. No, I don't remember what he looked like; and I don’t care. I love anonymous sex—the riskier the better. If it's raw and anonymous, it gets me off. That's all that matters. As I exited the Club I recognized yet another Youth entering The Pit—a real sexy looking Blonde decked out in denim. He looked like he'd been out dancing. I don't know his name; but he goes there quite a lot—as many of the bar types do. They drop in after the bars close for their nightly fix of POISON JIZZ.

You're in San Francisco and can't find anyone to fuck you bareback? Yeah, you're not trying hard enough. Just go to Steamworks in Berkeley and lay on your belly with no condoms in the room... You've got a hot body - you'll get all sorts of guys cumming in your ass. Now, if you're looking for someone special to be the first one to breed you, and you make a huge deal of it, I can see where it could be a little difficult. Better to just find the special guy and not discuss anything and just sit on his raw dick - no questions, no condoms. Once he knows you want it raw he won't use a condom...

SFAlex - Looks like I missed your first post there. Sorry about that... Welcome to Breeding Zone!

Saturday I fucked this sub bottom. Flogged him, fucked him (videotaped both), then spent a while with him practically worshiping my body - massaging it, playing with my cock - felt great to just be kept so hard for so long...

cumpupt - Looks like this was your first post (of 9 in your first few hours) - Welcome to Breeding Zone and thanks for all the participation (already)...

Admin Note: A bit of disclosure - PozBear is a friend of mine. (Welcome to Breeding Zone PozBear!) I asked him to post his thoughts 'cause more than once we've discussed how my promotion of bareback porn glamorizes being poz, and the silence of poz men about their day to day lives leaves people who are considering becoming poz with a lopsided picture of what life will be like... They see all the great sex, but don't understand all the other hassles and complications. I thought this thread would be a great opportunity for a little bit of balance. To an American that seems odd - we're always told the Canadian health care system covers everything. Does it not cover drugs? So you get all your tests, doctor visits and hospital stays for free, but they won't give you the drugs to keep you healthy and out of the hospital? Does that lead to guys taking the less expensive cocktails - the ones that aren't as modern and cause physical side-effects like facial wasting? Are a lot of Canadian poz guys like you and just don't take meds? How much would your meds cost you if you did take them? I haven't seen anything but New York City's way of doing things and from what I hear we have one of the more compassionate systems. Here if you make a small enough amount of money (and don't have a lot of assets) then everything is pretty much covered for you, including high quality, modern cocktails. BUT the issue is you can't make much money (which goes to your points below). But as you make more money you're probably covered by private insurance which would also cover good, modern cocktails. But people who are self-employed / freelancing who have some assets are stuck in a situation like yours. Decent health insurance (including a prescription plan) for an individual costs about $800-$1000/month (or you can get crappy insurance for $350/mo through an organization of freelancers). Oddly, if you start a business and have at least two people on health insurance you can cover two people for the same $800-$1000. That is sad, and it makes me wonder how many of the guys on Bareback That Hole (which is filmed largely in Toronto) fit your description of guys trapped on disability. Do other Canadian cities have better disability systems or is the system mandated by your federal government? In the US our federal government gives a lot of funding to welfare, but doesn't completely fund it. That leaves local and state governments able to change things to suit local situations. It also means gay men who are poz can move to a city (SF, NYC, etc.) that has a disability system that takes proper care of them. I always feel a little weird when I see young poz guys in NYC going on disability, but at least the safety net exists and the guys are allowed to work while getting their disability benefits and there's a path to get off disability to have a career, retirement savings, etc.

On another forum a bunch of gay webmasters are debating the difference between a STUD and a HUNK. What do you guys think the difference is?

Hey Waffles7... Welcome to Breeding Zone!

Finally got my blog post up about this scene... Check it out - tons more pics and a preview video... Top Explores His Sub Side & Gets Bred

See, that's the sorta input I think is really helpful (as opposed to the guy who got banned)... Non-judgmental, personal, and honest... I really do think neg guys who are considering becoming poz need to hear more stuff like that. Poz guys are largely silent about their lives. If they were just more open about the little stuff I think it would change people's perceptions - and not so much in a bad way. Despite what people think of me I really don't think barebacking is right for everyone. The ones on the fence need to hear the honest truth. Only poz guys can really give those details... It's not something I can do for them - I can just provide the platform for them to talk about their lives...

There was a user here who just sorta didn't fit in. His posts were a bit preachy and adversarial - definitely out of step with everyone else on the site. Whenever I saw he had posted, I'd groan wondering what he'd said now. I really don't mind different, contrary perspectives, but they have to be presented in a logical, respectful manner. His weren't. To be clear, I'm all for difficult discussions - whether that be STDs, or the difficulties of being poz. In fact I'd love to see more poz guys talk about the hassles of being poz. I've got friends who spend weeks in the hospital and I suspect it's 'cause of complications related to HIV, but not sure... I really wish poz guys would discuss that side of being poz more. That's the stuff bug chasers need to hear to really make an informed decision. Anyway, the member in question asked me to delete his account and go surgically through the threads he'd participated in and delete posts that didn't create holes in the discussion. That was too much work, so I just banned him. Banning him is less permanent. If he wants to come back and participate in a civil manner, he's welcome and he'll be reinstated. The vast majority of you are great and you guys have really created a wonderfully supportive community here with your input. As that grows just know I'll be on top of it and people who are disruptive will be given a chance, and then either have their access limited to non-controversial parts of the site or they'll be banned completely.

If you're a top in NYC and a top and want to be in a Treasure Island video I see there's sort of an open call for tops in the party listings on BarebackRT. The party this Saturday listed by "MaxBareback" is for Treasure Island... MaxBareback = Max Sohl - the TIM producer in NYC. Tell Max you heard about it from rawTOP.

Hey raw&anon - I see that's you're first post. Welcome to Breeding Zone. Love how you're giving/taking loads...

Hey guys - I'll be in San Diego in mid-October for a conference. I'll be looking for guys to fuck. Can do lunchtime pump-and-dumps for guys who want a quick load and then get back to work. Evening fucks also work. I'll be at a hotel near the convention center. Can also go for drinks, but it needs to be close since I won't have a car. If you want my load, let me know.

Hey RochMixMan - I see that's your first post... Welcome to Breeding Zone!

Since I've got friends who produce porn, I'm obviously a little biased against the "file sharing" ("torrent") sites that offer full porn videos for free. I know first hand it takes a fair amount of work to produce porn, and it's a business - a business that brings a lot of people pleasure. And porn producers often don't make a lot of money producing porn. When you make their videos available for free to others it discourages little guys who create quality amateur porn from continuing in the business and all your left with are the big companies with big pockets - and even some of them are having problem (industry veteran Colt is in bankruptcy right now). All of that 'cause your too cheap to pay $20 or $30 a month to join a site that would give you sites access to hundreds of videos you could download legally... Anyway, porn producers are a bit pissed and different ones are dealing with it in different ways. Titan is going after illegal tube sites - suing the owners for millions of dollars. But now Lucas Entertainment is going after the users of the torrent sites. They've filed suit against a bunch of John Doe uploaders. The suit will give them access to records which will let them figure out who the John Doe uploaders are, at which point they'll sue the guys probably for millions of dollars each. Read more about it here: http://www.xbiz.com/news/123927 The lawsuits are big money because the law lets the copyright holder get a big chunk of money for each download - even if the download didn't complete and the downloader didn't view the video. In other words, if you upload to a torrent site it could be cheaper to buy the DVD for each of the thousands of people who download what you upload. It could bankrupt you. Like the record companies this could backfire because the biggest offenders are often the biggest fans - we'll have to see how it plays out. But next time you think of uploading to a torrent site - think twice... It's probably not worth it. Just pay the $20-30/mo for a membership site. Enjoy it, and don't share...

Hey boy. Glad to see you followed my orders and did the post. Welcome to Breeding Zone. Potential masters - this slave has shown me his pics. If you like white guys chances are you'll like him.

Right around the time bareback.com did some updates that made using the site frustratingly difficult, barebackrt.com started achieving critical mass and had a far better interface. bareback.com could have held onto their dominance if they hadn't fucked up their interface. It was just a matter of barebackrt.com being ready and able when their major competitor crashed. Here's the chonology... November 2007 Bareback.com's new interface sucked Bareback.com's customer service was horrible December 2007 BarebackRT reaches critical mass with a good interface Timing is everything in life and business...

Well, it seems to have only lasted a month... Here's the email I just got from the guy running the site... It's expensive to get a hookup site up and running. There's a reason why I support BBRT - it's up, established and pretty damn good. Really if you're going to compete with it you have to do a bigger and more impressive job. It's the reason why I haven't tried to compete with BBRT...

The other day I saw activity on a member here who I know died. It felt like seeing a ghost. I assume it was just his boyfriend browsing the site with auto-login enabled. Still, sorta sent chills down my spine.

You should also think in terms of events. A bud of mine swears that he gets more loads at IML than any other time of the year... Maybe he'll chime in on this thread - he's RawBttmTO on here - - he goes all over the US doing sex tourism...

As administrator I can do and see things other people can't. When I'm on your blog post I see a icon next to the tags when you hover your mouse in that area. Clicking on it lets you add and delete tags. If you (as the author of the blog) hover in that area you probably have the same option. However, I can't edit categories - not sure if you can. I also can't edit the blog post itself. As administrator I can delete it, but can't edit the contents of it. That's unlike forum posts which I have total control over.