PozTalkAuthor

you're keeping me horned up!!! 

weird coincidence - I was talking to a close friend here, about my step dad (NOTHING sexual with him). And you are writing a story about a guy's step dad.

My virus is interfering with your neg brain, isn't it? ☣🦠😘

10 hours ago, jimrs69 said:

I just read this whole story for the first time and it was absofuckinglutely WONDERFUL!!!  SO HOT, all those guys fucking and getting fucked like that over and over and no clue they were all becoming toxic.  The whole "survey" premise was amazing!  Great job!!!

Sweetie, we both know what you like and want, slut! ☣🦠➕😘

Honey, I honestly didn't understand why the owner didn't have sex with his guy - he had every right to claim and take his virginity and negativity in one go! 

Anyway, considering this, he could have sold the boy's innocence and neg status, to a toxic man, watching the event. Then enjoying all of it and keep selling the boy's body for years. 

Without ever fucking him, because the owner is neg and serophobic -he's afraid of HIV- so he wants to give the boy what he has not guts to do to himself

Just trying to figure it in my mind, the youngest crying after getting pozzed and accusing the oldest to have stealthed him and the other showing a big smile "well, I just told you I'm positive. From the beginning. I warned you, but you've been so fucking naive"... 

I clearly wouldn't approve such behaviour in reality, especially talking about those times, where condom -and FORTUNE- where the only means of prevention we had. Now with Prep and meds around, and many sources for education, being this naive would be quite embarrassing

And, given that the plot is set up in a context where no UEqualsU or PrEP are available, the gifter can claim the boy as his for sure!

"I'm positive. Remember this, you'll never forget your first time!" 

Simply... The TOP!!! 🎁🦠☣️➕🔝❣️💯🥇

Fuck yes, a part 2 is OK!

I've some stuff to fix here then we might dirty-chat like we did last summer 😘

I love rimming -giving and receiving-; dirty or clean, I prefer it clean, scat is not my thing at all! For me, cleaning is a sign of dedication. The man I'm with, is investing his time to prepare for me, for making me happy. Sweaty, it can happen especially after a whole day sitting at work but I want my man clean! 

Then, if we want to add something, rimming and chocolate play is my best turn on! Spread choco-cream all over his hole and inside, then shove my tongue in. 

Or insert a chocoball in him let it melt and then go with the tongue and mouth fun! That takes me out of control and I might bite his hole too. 

My guy felt disgusted at the idea of rimming me, or me doing the same to him but I slowly introduced him to the experience of cleaning out, then fingers, and tongue. He experienced male-on-female oral sex but was disgusted by oral-anal, it's the usual issue of prejudgments coming from an "alpha-male driven education". Now we're both 50 percent vers in any way we want to explore our body feelings.

I perfectly know what you mean, and understand how he could feel by the fear of being contacted by chasers over and over; the only way to satisfy a gifting/chasing roleplay fantasy is to be both on the same wavelength, then, time will tell! 🦠☣️ 

no need for fears nowadays - about HIV at least

it's interesting how you love foreplay in your stories...

As I do in real

sex without foreplay, kisses, rimming and of course poz talk, is meaningless for me

honey, let him cum in you! Give in, you know you want it. 

Anyway, good morning chaser! 

Yes, it happened! With a guy, and also with a girl. Especially when you hear those laughters, the same you hear on the tv when the guy/girl want to get all attentions on themselves. I'm not the kind of man who says "fuck, and don't talk"; so, if it was the case, I just stepped away with an excuse or the other. 

Now the problem does not exist as I'm intimate with just one guy but if we ever open our couple, I'd be very curious to know what he thinks. We'll discuss this matter of voices today - we have actually a co-worker like this, her laughter seems a horny hen! And honestly it's a positive thing to have her around as she avoids me to be forever horny and fuck my guy on the office's desk! LOL! 

Kissing is essential for me! As I'm not into anonymous sex I've always had intimacy; so, why not! 

I've read the story quite fast, I'll tell you more feedbacks in a while. 

I'm just thinking of pastor klyne pozzing his son Ryan... 

@onlyraw if you want a coming out from me... Never been to a bathhouse and think I'd never go; and I just laugh at the idea of _me_ in those places! Maybe it's because I'm a computer worker, I stay most of time with the same people so, when I go out with friend and meet others, sex and drinking -alcohol, I mean-, is the very last subject I think about. I want to talk, play, sing, have fun in other ways. Yes I'm one guy who rejects even smoking, smell of cigarettes drives me mad nervous. 

A comedian some days ago said "I'm the transgressive guy; I don't have any tattoos, I don't smoke, at parties I drink water"... 

I don't feel it as a transgression, I just do what I'm comfortable with. Only thing, because of some stories here, I'm thinking to buy and wear a pendant on my neck, with the biohazard sign. Nothing else. Even because tattoos... I'm the only poz who's afraid of needles, maybe! I go for blood tests but every time I must enter the exam room, I tremble a bit. My guy says I'm similar to a human-shaped vibrator

13 hours ago, LetsPOZBreed said:

Thanks for the reply....I wouldn't go so far as to say that sex doesn't excite me anymore...far from it; I just get excited by connection more.  

Understand you completely.

I've never been into anon sex, or random encounters but lately I'm realizing that emotionless sex for me is also meaningless.

Not only in real life but also reading stories here, from when I started to read BZ fictions I turn on mostly reading when there is a sort of emotional connection among characters - not necessarily love; almost finding boring stories with guys taking cum for the sake of it, without remembering who, what and when.

I think life goes through phases: now we need this. Has the pandemic caused it all? Maybe yes, maybe not, talking about me I can say I feel like this because I'm currently in love. Or, without going too deep...

I'm step by step coming close to my 50th birthday. 2025 is just behind the door, so, what should I look for, again? I feel to have everything, and random sex gives me nothing. 

No, you're not alone, and my sex life has changed considerably, in years. 

From my twenties when I started to have sex -both top and bottom-, I've always considered myself "the monogamous type" and had a few relationships. One ending up with a HIV positive test at age of 37; but the extremely "binary" mindset I had, influenced me. Boolean we say in computer jargon. Zero is false, One is true. So, after some time sexless after pozzed, I started having meaningless sex. Not anonymous, but "don't ask don't tell" with regular fuckbuddies, met just for sex, and a beer at the most. 

Same with my last ex; zero, or one. Open relationship, or nothing. The result has been in a false sense of happiness, then we came out with mutual poz kink, although in the end pandemic and lockdowns deteriorated our couple. 

In short, we ended up to live together and be fuckbuddies with poztalk, a fetish I persuaded myself I couldn't share with anyone else, except sexting buddies on this site. 

Now? With my current guy? I've re-discovered the joy of being intimate with a person I love, and who loves me. A person who cares for me entirely and not only wanting my member inside or his inside me, or didn't want the curiosity and fun of a kink. He wanted and wants me, as I am. 

I'm re-discovering how monogamy can be interesting too, with the right person. His warm skin, his breath becoming fast or slow depending on what's happening between us, knowing each other from body language... 

An intimacy that no random hookup would give me; never been into it! Never been into gangbangs or similar... 

I also had an experience with a girl while my ex and me were in deep crysis. My best friend. She's like a sister for me and that experience made me realize what I wanted from sex. Intimacy and trust. 

Now, with my current guy, I seem to have found it. 

I let random encounters and hard violent sex acts, to people who love them. I don't, even in fiction I am rarely reading those. 

❤️➕🦠☣️☣️☣️😘

can't talk for others, but, you know you can share fantasies and roleplay poztalk with me, whenever you want to! 

Honey! You seem to read my mind going backwards. Reverse-stealthing a chaser was one of my first fantasies as soon as I embraced my poz gifting kink during that hot summer of 2019. 

Reverse-stealthing I mean, I'm poz, undetectable, and fuck a chaser telling him I'm gifting him. Then if he says he's still neg... That's not my issue, it just didn't take! It's his genes not my HIV! 

But then I never transferred it to real; it's better, much better, saying to be roleplaying, from the beginning. For me at least, my relationship with my real partner and Internet sext buddies, is much much better. Honesty pays. 

4 hours ago, hotguy02 said:

My top is strictly against me getting on prep.  He is poz undetectable. N told me there was no need bc he's the only one I swallow or get bred by

Honestly I don't really understand your partner's position... I'm poz undetectable too; with my neg partner we're currently monogamous and play bareback, but we have talked a lot of this issue, even with him coming with me to my doctor. 

For now he's not on Prep, but I really have nothing against it if my guy one day would tell me he'd go for it; it's HIS health, HIS body. And in case he wants to open the relationship Prep is the first thing we would think about. Well, if he wanted to take it without us to open our relationship "officially", I would have nothing against that decision as it means, "if you cheat you at least think of your health". I have HIV due to cheating consequences in a before-Prep time; why should I say no! I'm undetectable, I'm safe, but if the guy wants Prep it would not mean he's fearing me; he'd be rather protecting himself, and that's his right.

he can only say THANKS, then! Who else might bother organizing a conversion party for him! He should feel so IMPORTANT! 

honey, you left me hanging all this time! I can't wait for next chapter of this, with the guy joining the private party!