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1 minute ago, finndude said:

😘

sexless these days, so, I enjoy reading and chatting dirty, to turn me on and be charged (pun intended!) for new year's day

you know what may happen, teasing a twisted author like me... Particularly hungry of dirty contents these days

21. Poor man he worked hard to convince me to take him bb! I did not trust him at that time as he was into drugs. Biases and prejudgments, and fears. It was 26 years ago then!

"take my poz load" ... "what's poz load?"

... If I were Tyler, I'd have said "you'll discover it soon enough" ☣

this man with this story really wants to tempt me! To make me break the rule I decided with my man - not cumming inside him till new year's day... But I'm strong! I save my precious load for then, so, keep on writing and turning me on! 

maybe another story with the talking, smart, HIV virus in 2023? I could consider it! This one "we have to talk" will remain as it is. Maybe Baby Elias -PozCop's and Sharon's son- in his 18 years old party? Despite parents' expectances he could be born neg... 

37 minutes ago, Medwaym said:

Me too. So fucking hard here 😈

when a family strain is involved it excites me a lot! I mean, when everyone knows where the virus comes from and there's a mutual bond, with encouragement to go on with next generations

I'm rock hard and it's your fault, bro!

It can develop in an interesting way for both plots: with Will as Jay's gifter, it's his first conversion, and their brotherly bond becomes stronger -this is my favourite-; if it's Alan, Will might become jealous... Till he could discover Alan is a family member too, as he's one of Dominic's conversions. These are my 2 cents

Oh fuck! You're new but this is super hot! Can't wait for more! 

Just now, Beastboy42 said:

I agree very much.

While I of course enjoy some of the short “fuck and dump” stories, especially ones told from the tops POV of infecting someone…. The longer and more intimate stories of two forming a special, almost spiritual connection to each other, are some of my real favorites.

in this we have the same taste. 

That unwashed dick full of cheese honestly disgusted me, but, one detail does not mean a failure. 

I also have written one, it's called "we have to talk" where the intimate bond between characters is the main purpose. Humans and not...

I don't refer to animals, it's something (someone?) who knows his human like no others because he lives inside of him... 🦠🦠🦠

honestly I'm a little disgusted by this dirty man, but, everyone has their taste

I like the bond he is creating with his boy and that is important

I like this kind of stories - where gifter and chaser get involved in a special bond, rather than "one night adventure"

13 hours ago, evilqueerpig said:

And 2 more pozloads to go!

Plenty of them ☣

unfortunately when talking of human feelings nothing is absolutely true, and nothing absolutely false; we just can share experiences. I can only suggest you to continue this contact, keep in touch, message non-stop, talk... And see where it goes. But no expectances. 

I can only share my experience - 12 years ago this piece of a man started to work with me; he had a gf, I became a close friend of his... He was the first I shared the news of my HIV status with, after I tested positive. I cried on his shoulder, I shared with him when I got together with my last ex, I went to his wedding to his wife... 

To make a long story short, 12 years have passed thinking one was inaccessible to the other, I had to keep my feelings locked. But one day it happened. Both of us split from mutual unhappy relationship and the end is... I'm currently chilling out on his bed, at his place, with him cuddling me from behind, we are a couple from last 3rd October. 

Not all stories must end like it ended up for me, or end up with a permanent damage. Only thing I can say is that "hopeless" is nothing! Make this relation grow up and see where it goes! Just think he was afraid of AIDS and death and thought I was inaccessible due to my status. Till I made him aware of Undetectable matter. And till he found his wife naked with another guy. So... You might find an open door when you don't expect. Hugs. 

Most things of me, are on the profile; but, anyways, I'm 47, mostly I prefer men but females don't disgust me at all; currently in a serodiscordant relationship with a wonderful man   -I'm the positive part-, got the virus after an ex cheated on me frequently in 2013 when Prep was not yet around. Lurked for some time, I wrote a story here called "we have to talk"; I'm mainly here to share fantasies and roleplaying with likeminded contacts, I'm not here for finding in-person sex encounters, I have enough already, LOL! 

Who's back!!! You, I didn't see you around for a while -I'm talking to the story author-. 

This pozzing method -sex plus blood injection- is so fucking intimate! Hope it took, if it's what you wanted, assuming you performed this action in real too.

oh fuck, it's becoming hotter every time you add a chapter! Can't wait for more! Next Sunday it's Christmas, so excited to the idea of a gifting story that day...

used round sweets or chocolate with my current man; to demonstrate him his anus could be a source of pleasure I started with one sweet, I circled his hole teasing him. It took some time but then I pushed my finger and my tongue together with the sweet... I let you guess the rest. And yes, I'm turned on by writing dirty things about him to other guys, while he's deeply sleeping behind me

Let's see where it's going from here! ☣️

oh fuck! I missed this!

Can't wait to see more chapters coming... Want to see him converting

but I really don't understand what the poz character wants! He wants the guy to be his poz son, then brings him around to get loads from totally strangers? 

happened the first times I topped my ex; he was the first person whose sexual interest was mutual with mine, after 4 years sexless due to past depression for my poz status. The first one who felt easy having me barebacking him, thanks to the Undetectable Untransmittable matter but, as soon as I cum in -or over- him, I felt very guilty and uncomfortable. Never felt any unease when roles were opposite, with the neg man cumming in me.

Troubles havvened even if he was the person I was beginning to love, even if I rationally knew nothing could happen regarding HIV, maybe it was for my secret fantasies I repressed? For a long period I convinced myself that being a top was not my thing any longer. 

I overcame this discomfort with time, I always told my ex that I took it easier because of his attentions and aftersex cuddles; but looking at it coldly, I think I got comfortable with bb sex after finding common fuckbuddies who didn't ask -or care- about status. 

Now this is an old business, with my current man no guilt or whatever... He is different our feeling and attraction are more intense and has faced his old fears together with me. 

What it is, your sensation of nausea and discomfort even after oral? I'm not a psy or whatever and have no right or skills to suggest anything; but I feel that for us gay/bsx men homophobic culture we're grown up in, influences our experience -especially in sex-only encounters, let alone when/if HIV is involved somehow. With me, the quote "fell from the horse? Jump on it again!" has worked but who knows, I have the sensations there are few professionals capable to help us in the way we need.

OK will wait for second chapter!

never posted anything sexual there, I had some auto-posted content but I'm closing it, it brings me no traffic and I do not trust the new management at all, so... I talk with the other person working with me and will shut it down soon. That's why I never shared account here, it has nothing interesting, sexually speaking.

these stories of versatility and role play exchange turn me on like crazy!